I Have Become Confortably Numb

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    iv been numb for a number of years a couple of months from when i got back from my deployment. in 08 i did a 15 month tour OIF 4... i cant feel anything really most of the time im just putting on a mask...so now i lost my wife today after 5 years of marrage... i posted that story...
    joshhsoj joshhsoj
    26-30, M
    Oct 2, 2012

    My Story

    When you've been outcasted your entire life--whether it be because you weigh too much, you talk too much, you're clingy, you read all the time, you never talk, you don't do well in school, etc--both at home and at school, numbness is welcome. That's exactly why I welcome it...
    Lilliesforme Lilliesforme
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2010

    Somtimes A Good Thing....

    so there i was today...staring into the storage shed in the backyard...and there it was...staring me in the face from the dark recesses of the back wall...the box with your name on it...the one with the memories...pictures, hats, love letters, poems, cards, and that naughty DVD...
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    1 Response Nov 4, 2009


    Today, a friend's friend slammed down his fist when I came and sat with them. A few minutes earlier, I was told a seat was taken at the table I always sit at and the people exchanged glances. I felt nothing. No hurt, no rejection, no anything. I remained numb the rest of the...
    Lilliesforme Lilliesforme
    18-21, F
    Mar 8, 2010
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