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I Have Been A Crossdresser For 30 Years

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    I Have Been A Crossdresser For 30 Years

    It's been over 30 years I've been crossdressing. It's seems not very long.  I started when I was 11 or 12.  I wore mom's bra and panties.  and absolutely enjoyed them.  *** I looked through my mom's dresser drawer I found her girdle and nylon stockings.  I just had to try...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 6, 2013

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