I Have Been Addicted To Cocaine

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    I have been theough stages of different

    addictions in my life, weed, slow, fast, ice you name it. But out of all of them Cocaine was my weakness. When I first snorted rack I was on top of the world, I was the person I always wanted to be, but of course that is short lived and bang back to sober old hell. But luckily...
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    26-30
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Cocaine Brain

    Nights of no sleep and a million sunrises…blood red like my noses lining. I was wild. An unfettered maniac; a dopamine dinosaur; dangerous to myself and others – not intentionally but just the same… “Reckless to the point of selfishness” Something’s wrong here…I...
    ak3160 ak3160
    22-25, M
    May 9, 2012

    A Couple Of Times In My Life

    I started out snorting it before freebasing was common.  But when I did crack I got addicted from several months of continuous use.  I went through withdrawls when I quit.  But I was still stupid and did it years later.  But that time I quit for good.  It...
    IamGone IamGone
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Dec 18, 2009

    Not Addicted..but Like Abusing It...

    i love to listen to the razor or credit card cutting it up and love playing with it..making the  lines out of it...and then getting the straw/tube ready and then one snort....the feeling of....ahhhhhohhhhhyea....just love to play with it more than anything...i miss it...
    WindyCityCat WindyCityCat
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 26, 2010

    I am the addict that stays clean

    for months at a time only to binge for a week, sometimes a month. I lose myself in the worst times and in the worst ways, I do it to push my sorrows away. I pick out a key meant to set me free, so that time blends so well I couldn't care to stop until I burn out; and then...
    babyjane96 babyjane96
    18-21, F
    Oct 20, 2015

    To Hell And Back...

    I have been addicted to Cocaine for the last 8yrs. It started as an escape mechanism from my past, Borderline, Depression and present. I used to mix it up with Xtc and occasionally I would take about 10grams of coke a night. I would host huge parties at my house with selected...
    PrincessLulu PrincessLulu
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

    I was addicted for nearly a year.

    I was probably shooting it nightly at one point, reusing dirty needles; throwing money and my health away at an astonishing rate. A couple of near death experiences later, I decided it wasn't worth it and quit cold turkey. Haven't touched it in almost 8 years.
    ShesAVeryKinkyGirl ShesAVeryKinkyGirl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014

    Almost. I was getting high every night

    and sometimes durning the day for 3 months straight. & I'm lucky it was only 3 months. . It was slowly making me feel worse, the high stopped feeling the same. Quit cold turkey October 1st 2013. My ex bf who I was doing drugs with started spending money he didn't have on coke...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    From Fantastic To Fanatic To Epic Fail To Found Myself Again.

    As some of you may have read in my previous stories I had a hard time in my childhood and sort to escape by any and all means. When I got my hands on cocaine at the age of 17 not long after moving out of home, I loved it! The feeling of acceleration and happiness! It didn’t...
    LordNothing LordNothing
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 9, 2011
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