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I Have Been Crying All Day, And I Still Don't Feel Any Better

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    My Tears Mean Nothing

    I alternate between feeling numb and crying all the time. Sometimes I cry during work. Just behind my desk in the corner, silently, I have no control over it, a lump forms in my throat and the tears run down my face. I hold it together pretty well most of the time, no-one has...
    muffintop muffintop 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    Its Never Made Me Feel Better

    *sigh* where do i begin.........................well everyone says that just let it out. It will make you feel better. that is a total lie! i have been through sooo much the 13 years of my life. like im recovering from alcoholism, im being mentally abused, i cut myself, at some...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2011

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    So Sometimes....

    Crying doesn't make it all better, sometimes it really is hard, to deal with it. I have been in my room most of the day crying or sleeping. I've been so depressed all day...well basically since last night. I'm just so damn tired of crying. I can't believe forever, could possibly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    I Have Had Those Days

    I have had those days, that where, I would pretty much cry all day, and not feel any better, no many how many tears fell, or how many times, I had to wipe my eyes, because I couldn't see what was in front of me because of the tears falling, but I have to say, on those days...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F Apr 29, 2010

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    I just need a shoulder.

    :/ It's so pathetic because usually I don't go to strangers online for comfort but I don't care. I enjoy this.
    mycvrly mycvrly 18-21, F Feb 13, 2014

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    All Day....

    On and off all day, I have been crying, and I honestly don't feel any better. I don't feel as bad as I did last night, but I truly don't feel any better than I did this morning...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2010

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