Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Have Been Eating Avocado's

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 6 People

    When I was younger I never ate. Not because I was scared to gain, but because when I was hungry I never felt like actually eating. The thought of it even made me nauseous at times...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F Dec 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been eating a lot to gain because my clothes are loose but it's not working! I think I just want to gain weight to tell my eating disorder "You don't control me!"but i still...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Again, excuse the awkward wordings to get around the censors, but it won't let me post this story without them. I was in one for six days in February, and then they forced me to...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been fat since I was in the 3rd grade. My family has a weight issue on both sides..that's not an excuse...but it does make it a little more likely that I WOULD be oveweight...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's not a "cool" new thing it's a genuine problem. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and if sickens me that people treat disorders as a trend or as though I made a choice and...
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's been a difficult year. There have been some low lows and I'm wondering when the highs are coming back. I've applied to 50 jobs as of February. I've been interviewed 10 times...
    msrani msrani 31-35, F Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    First, I know it's long, but please I need someone to help me. Any advice. Reading these stories bring tears to my eyes. I have been cheated on 3 times by the same guy. He lied...
    ArisDiCicco ArisDiCicco 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know where to begin. Do u remember the first time we talked? I do. It was back at eminence in late 2013. Economics classes. It's like some twisted law of fate, I think I'm...
    Tearsinmycheek Tearsinmycheek 16-17, F Nov 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been dressing from time to time since I was 7. However, the last three years it has been most if the time. About three years ago I started wearing panties, pantyhose, and a...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 5 Responses Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Me and my twin have been through so much together it's not even funny she's my bestie for life. But she puts her bf's before me I'm always there when she needs me but lately she's...
    yeahis18 yeahis18 18-21, F Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I guess it's happened a couple times. The most recent: I work with the football team at my university. I'm pretty close with one of the coaches. He's not that much older than me...
    MyUnspokenWord MyUnspokenWord 18-21, F Dec 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Not much to say other than I recently just got cheated on, and I really don't know what to do with myself or the questions I have that no one can really answer. Wrapping my head...
    Panoramicdemon Panoramicdemon 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i mean sometimes i actually think i might have been born in wrong era or century, there's so much around which is clearly not good, there's so much pace in everything, everyone is...
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am contemplating divorcing my husband. The problem is that this will be my third divorce and I am only 43. I made some bad decisions in my twenties based on growing up in an...
    strikes3 strikes3 41-45, F Dec 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    2, both female. I've had 2 different cyberstalkers in my internet lifetime. They were both female and both under the age of 25. Stalking is a very serious thing. Cyberstalkers are...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yeah I have been in hell. I have had my life taken away from me and sent into hell for 3 yrs and it took 5 yrs after just to cope. Dehumanized, captive, mentally tortured...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have no clue why I would have been blocked by someone to whom I have posted nothing but kind comments. She read my profile and concluded I was a `PervTard``. That`s quite a leap...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M Nov 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was just the once for me. It was a charity event in a pub I worked in about 20 years ago - I would have been 24 or 25 at the time. I think it must have been Children in Need. It...
    Sarah667 Sarah667 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been feeling alone a lot lately. All my husband seems to be interested in is his video games and when we are intimate, right after, he just gets up, cleans up, and goes...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you're a skeptic, disbeliever, or just wave this off as silly, let's be nice and stop reading. Do you have an animal spirit? Are you a vampire? Have you been possessed? Are you...
    KizunaXIII KizunaXIII 18-21, F Dec 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I never thought that one day he would hurt me. Emotionally. I still remember the day we had this deep conversation about feelings and how I said that I am emotionally strong. Well...
    Toomuchlittle Toomuchlittle 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like such a bad person...but I have been fooling around with a black girl at school behind my boyfriend's back. I feel badly about it because I know that I am not being...
    emily51515 emily51515 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yep, i have been seen naked by brother's friend............ on my birthday. Super awkward........
    velvetybat velvetybat 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am almost 40 years old and have been dealing with horrible headaches for 16 years now. I have tried all kinds of doctors, treatments, medications, even various surgeries...
    JunieMarie JunieMarie 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Like most Scandinavians we have a small family yacht and our parents raised us to being able to sail it. It's about thirty metres long, and has a large mast as well as a very...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The Blue Chair I remember it vividly, recreate the setting constantly in my head, whether i like it or not. It's stuck in there like a tape..playing, pausing, and rewinding. I sat...
    smellsliketeenspiritl05 smellsliketeenspiritl05 18-21, F Dec 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Several times and it doesn't really bother me. It fact I think it is kind of funny when it happens. One of the funniest times happened when I was 16 or 17 years old. I grew up in...
    roastedacorn roastedacorn 51-55, M 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well, it's official people. I have been cheated on. That girl I was dating; I found out today from one of her friends that she had slept with someone on Friday. I confronted her...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been extremely obese all my life. It's a genetic predisposition, because my mom is a really big woman too. And of course I always ate a lot and I hated it to move my body...
    ssbbwjean2000 ssbbwjean2000 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    dear: person I am angry at. I looked up to you. You didn't notice because you were busy looking at yourself in the mirror. I did everything you said to please you, to not get on...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Dec 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had just turned 20 and I had been living with my first love for a year and a half, a handsome, charming man who abused me physically and emotionally. One day when he'd been...
    Brainyblonde Brainyblonde 66-70, F 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Idk, i guess i've always been this way...it simply got worse with time. I'm not anorexic, or bulimic or a binge eater or anything along those lines. I don't have issues with my...
    IAmOptimusPrime IAmOptimusPrime 22-25, F Nov 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well .. For a year or so , I have had this little eating thing when I only eat junk food. No vegetables . No meat . No fruit . Just junk foods. & it's been going on for a while...
    pizzaqueen15 pizzaqueen15 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Do you believe in something beautiful? Then get up and be it! Fighting for the smallest goal: To get a little self-control I know how hard you try I see it in your eyes I see it in...
    Ashlynthepanda Ashlynthepanda 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Feels like I'm going through purging withdrawals! I NEED to PURGE!!! Had a stressful day and I just NEED that feeling of discomfort when I binge because that's how I feel now. Then...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sick of people posting things on here that are glorifying the fact that they want to be skinny. That's not what it's about. It's supposed to be a place to ask advice and help. Not...
    Tilly95 Tilly95 18-21, F Dec 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't want to be bulimic anymore. But I do. But I don't. Uggg. It's messing up my health. I have a constant sore throat even though I haven't purged in two days and it only gets...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mum found out that I have starved myself...it was getting better for a bit, but she hid the bathroom scale! And now I can't see how much weight I've gained back since up was...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate myself... In every single way... I used to eat 1 or 2 meals a day... But I think I'm ready to take it to the next level... Again.. Maybe when I'm thin I can feel better...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not diagnoses by a doctor but I think it's pretty obvious when you compare yourself to ever girl you see and how many calories and carbs are in one small thing and when you by...
    DustyVee DustyVee 13-15, F Dec 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm really struggling lately. I managed to go nearly a year with very few slip ups. I gained two stone and felt very happy. But over the past month or two I have relapsed. I feel...
    Tilly95 Tilly95 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I never thought I would be going down this road so fast again. I started crying yesterday when I couldn't find the scale. I was afraid I had gone over the weight I had in mind. I...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm going to start purging again... Nothing is going right and nothing seems to be getting better... Worse actually... So if nothing else is going right? What's one more wrong...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's getting to the point that I'm considering laxatives... And green tea before bed...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel