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I Have Been Eating Avocado's

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    It's hard to admit that I have an eating disorder. I never asked for this, and I'm sure no one ever asks for this. Overcoming my problem should be as easy as eating, but it's not...
    InsaneFlowerGirl InsaneFlowerGirl 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Lately I've had a hard time keeping food out of me... I just ate a lot of food hoping to remind me how terrible it makes me feel... Please someone help me? What are some ways to...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Mar 8

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    My life for these past few months has been a roller coaster ride and a whirlwind of events that has shaped me to be a somewhat stronger person. I have been in fights with my...
    olarte718 olarte718 18-21 Mar 18

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    So yeah, I have an eating disorder, I'm an anorexic with bulimic tendencies. I know some people might think that I can't ever be an anorexic just because anorexics are thin and not...
    s0ciety s0ciety 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    You get high off not eating, that's the part people don't understand. When I'm empty, I don't feel anorexic, I feel normal.
    PizzaQueen933 PizzaQueen933 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    So my friend asked me if he is ugly. My response was quite amazing to me. I must have been on something cause I've never heard myself talk like that. This is what I said: No...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I should not say that all men have hurt me. I do not think that all men are evil or blame everyone in my life but I have been hurt by a lot of men. I don't want to be bitter and I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I am beginning to think there is something wrong with me that my boyfriend has to cheat on me. Although he has not physically cheated on me, I have caught him on a dating website...
    creepinbeauty creepinbeauty 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Ok. So I have been having some pretty weird dreams. I don't remember the first dream because there have been a few but it's with this guy named Ben, I have no idea who he is in...
    Timbre4 Timbre4 16-17 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Okay Im pretty much done with my friends. Like seriously I am really upset. I have always been the one to text my friends first so I decided it was their turn. It's been two weeks...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I have been in an emotionally abusive relationship for 11 yrs now. We have a 6 yr old son together. Things started off good he was laid back , funny, charming , hardworking...
    mnc13085 mnc13085 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I have been cheated on repeatedly by the same partner. I have been cheated on by several men in my past and I believe they all did but just were slick enough to not get caught. I...
    fbizzle fbizzle 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Yahallo!~ This is Lydia returning from It's-been-forever-Land! A lot has been going on lately. I have moved in with my new gf (a bit hasty I know but we were just so compatible). I...
    Lydia93 Lydia93 18-21, T 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been hit and bullied for being transgender but that's was when I was in high school and know I just get dirty looks and name called so yeah me and my transgender and gay...
    imyourboyhere imyourboyhere 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 8

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    I have been told that, but why did Oh look it's a black squirrel with Hey I love the movie UP. Don't look at me that way. Lol, joking.
    jcox01 jcox01 41-45, M Mar 17

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    I have been in a psych ward a few times. Most of the times I was only in for just over 2 weeks but my last admission was for 12 weeks. I have never minded being in hospital, it's a...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So let me get this straight.. I have been cheated on and tried to work it out. We both went to counseling and things were better for awhile. Then it happens again. This time it's...
    slim156 slim156 41-45, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Literally I have been blocked by almost everyone. It ****** me off. I have to actually check someone's profile before answering their question because there's a 90% they've blocked...
    isabelfey isabelfey 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    A few days ago I spent time on the phone with a tech who was helping me with a problem. Just as the conversation finished, he said, "your voice has made my day, it really has." I...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    Last night, I went on a blunt ride with my brother and his friend. The two of them were in the front seats of the car while I was stuck in the back with my brother's friend's drunk...
    babyllove21 babyllove21 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Started dieting about 7 months ago, started at around 550 and I'm now down to 426. I just wanted to get healthy, living a life full of unhealthy foods and dealing with obesity...
    Piralite Piralite 18-21, M Mar 11

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    Growing up, weight was always an issue. Not my own weight but my mothers. She's struggled with an eating disorder since her late teens. She "has been in recovery for 20 years". I...
    DizzieDazie DizzieDazie 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im writing in to about the fear of eating at someone's house or eating out. I don't know when it started actually I use to be able to do these things often but not anymore. I also...
    cherylm61 cherylm61 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    I fear that my boss is catching on to my eating disorder... He commented on it... In a way... Not towards me about having an eating disorder, but he notices that I don't eat much...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Excerpts of emails and travel notes: September 20, 2006 I've been in Roma since last Friday and I've loved it! Everthing is so chaotic, loud and brash! Lots of fun! It's now...
    Meowsolini Meowsolini 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Glimpses from My Travel Journal September 17, 2006 Today was my best day yet in Roma! It was absolutely POURING rain today! After the jetlag finally wore off, I was finally able...
    Meowsolini Meowsolini 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    The urge to binge at night becomes ten times stronger. As long as I have something in my mouth, like a wrapper or straw, everything's okay. It's to the point to where I need to...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F Mar 9

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    It's getting out of control, eating becomes something so diffucult that it makes interaction with others very difucult. I throw up, I run.. everyone keeps telling me that I'm...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Weighing in today at 105lbs that's 4lbs lost. I just feel and look so huge. The past 7 almost 8 years of my life has been controlled by ana, my life is with ana. It's like were in...
    NavyGirlfriend94 NavyGirlfriend94 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Hi, so I guess everything has started again. It was really never over, I just found other says to deal with my anxiety. I've been battling anorexia since I was 13, so yeah 10 years...
    StEaMa StEaMa 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can take this anymore. My mom doesn't understand nor my sisters. She made these comments how I binge, and how I eat late at night. First of all I eat at night so nobody has to...
    WhiteRice14 WhiteRice14 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    So today at supper I had quite a heated discussion with my mom. She doesn't know how I feel about myself. She doesn't know I feel fat and ugly. At the dinner table she showed me...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Today's intake: - two small wafer cookies - Dr pepper
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Mar 4

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    Down 2 pounds in 2 days.... That's still not enough....
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I promised myself no food today... It's only 1:30 and I feel the hunger pains... I have a protein drink... I'll drink that and hope it ties me over... That and Gatorade... NO. FOOD...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    For **** sakes... It's just water... Here I am wanting to throw it up...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    The thought of what I used to look like and be like bother me everyday. I am in therapy for it and I don't think anything will help. I look normal again but it's weird remembering...
    Happybri123 Happybri123 18-21, F Mar 16

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    A bit over a year ago I was Catfished for the first time in my life. I feel compelled to share my story as it's so unusual. It's positive in the end. I'm not posting it to make...
    HerraKoira HerraKoira 22-25, T Mar 10

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    This is like so funny. If there's title for every day that we live, this would be mine. haha. Hm, it's so weird how many times I've uttered this today. The thing that struck right...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    Hello. I have no idea where to start. I'm been kinda new to this. I've only been in a relationship a little less than a year. In the beginning of course everything was cool. We...
    Rhyneing Rhyneing 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    This is my answer. For me the fact that there is a God Is why I believe. The prof in this is all around you. Above, below, beside and inside you. How does a bird know when it's...
    JSUNJ JSUNJ 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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