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I Have Been Eating Avocado's

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    Well the fear of food is back. I have been struggling with weight my whole life due to a medical condition I was over 250 pounds at one point but had lost over a hundred pounds and...
    fractalpterodactyl fractalpterodactyl 26-30, F 2 Responses May 11

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    Recently, I have had quite a few life changing events that have happened. Looking back on some things, I probably would have changed some things sooner, but I can’t control the...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F May 5

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    It all goes back to May of 2012. At the time I was still in the process of disputing my claim for SSI (Supplemental Security Income) and still coping with the worst of my severe...
    WorldCreator WorldCreator 31-35, M 1 Response May 16

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    Here is some of the dreadful things I experienced while being gangstalked. And yes. it does exist. This may help you if you are reading to identify with some, if not all. Also, at...
    goldenview goldenview 31-35 May 20

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    Dear N, I am beyond angry and sad at the hurt and devastation you have caused not only to me and the girls, but dozens of friends and family. I don’t fully understand why you...
    CapricornDad CapricornDad 41-45, M 1 Response May 1

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    Betrayal has been a theme throughout my life. Betrayed by a mother who was jealous and smothering. Betrayed by a father who couldn't or wouldn't protect me. Betrayed by my uncle...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 4 Responses May 3

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    This last year has been all over the spectrum, from really really good, to just brutal. I think I am starting to understand why I am struggling so much with being confident in...
    loneranger91 loneranger91 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    Given that I've been really bummed out of late and there's no shortage of drugs available to me (methamphetamine and mdma is very prominent in my groups, opiates benzos etc is easy...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 2 Responses May 12

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    I have been going through some stuff. :/ But the real reason I originally joined EP was to befriend spiritually enlightened people, and to learn about other people's experiences...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Emptiness, drowns you in black crippling depression, in water so deep you can't see the bottom and from the bottom cannot see the surface, I have been hurt I've been used I've been...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response May 14

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    I have been in a relationship with my wife now for almost 4 years in Aug. and two of married the same month. We have a son who's also about to be 4 years old. We started talking...
    aaguilar0813 aaguilar0813 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have been married for 25 years. We have 2 kids together who are adults now. They were tweens when I found out about my wife's infidelity. I think I kept the marriage together for...
    Etdos Etdos 41-45, M 14 Responses May 6

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    I have been to Disney land Paris . We went by car from dover uk via the channel tunnel . The French roads are lovely its just a pity the same cant be said for French drivers . The...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 1 Response May 13

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    it changed me it happened in 2000.. i was 20 years old all my life i have been a laughing stock by my family. my parents wouldn't do anything about it only say i am just...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Hi, my dream is to centralise one forum for all people who have been betrayed in this way. Due to the popularity of the "I am not the other woman" I'm suggesting this group. If...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 5 Responses May 6

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    I am really starting to fall out of love with my partner. I think my rose colored glasses are coming off. In actual fact I think they have been off for a while. But now it's...
    Skylalast Skylalast 36-40, F 1 Response May 6

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    People tend to enjoy when I read things. I don't know why. I've been told there's something delicately delicious about how I enunciate.
    idiopathic idiopathic 22-25, T May 16

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    I have been a few times. Once was on my birthday and my friend pushed my piece of cake in my face and a few times making those youtube videos where you ask you're friend a question...
    skylerGrace skylerGrace 13-15, F 1 Response May 19

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    I have been blocked by my mother. She's really childish. I'm more mature than her.
    Nickbailes Nickbailes 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    My half blooded sister won't talk to me. My mother gave her up for adoption when I was 2. Maybe it's better off this way. The person she has become seems mean and coincided. :( I...
    jamielove7777 jamielove7777 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I used to be so afraid of people thinking I was selfish or not being accepted so I would never tell people things about my life. I have trouble making friends because I don't have...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    eating disorders are much more difficult to cope with than your bad eating habits. eat less and exercise if you want to lose weight. it's sad that people actually WANT an eating...
    imverylost imverylost 18-21, F May 11

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    Know what's the best feeling? Eating one meal that's slightly more than "average".. And feeling that you've just ingested a weeks worth of food... FML.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    I've decided today, that im going to fight this eating disorder... I'm not gonna let it win... I've talked with my sister and she's gonna help plan healthy meals for me. Taking...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses May 4

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    I just wanna tell u guys that u r strong and that ur on the right path. U can do this! I admire people recovering from eatingdisorders and depression and so on, it's so incredibly...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F May 11

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    I was hospitalized for an E.D. as a teenager.I had a healthy pregnancy in my 20's.I went back and forth with binging-purging-starving-healthy all through my 30's.Now in my early 40...
    SJCP22 SJCP22 41-45, F May 14

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    I want this my body is so bleh it's nasty I can't fall asleep I think I might relapse and puke why can't that beauty be me
    hmg21699 hmg21699 18-21 May 11

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    I have such a horrible relationship with food. It's literally feast or famine in my life.
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    Whenever I have bad depression days/weeks I just won't eat. I don't feel hungry at all when these things happen. I lose 5-10 pounds a week usually. Then I binge eat when I feel...
    sarahspop sarahspop 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Breaking Through Your Loved One’s Denial Watching someone you love struggle with an illness can be heartbreaking. It’s even harder when they yell at you, tell you to leave...
    kiarrafire kiarrafire 18-21, F May 7

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    Hi guys. I'm after some advice. I've suspected my girlfriend of 15 months has been cheating on me for a few months now! My mind has now been made up by the fact that I found some...
    Gutted123 Gutted123 36-40, M 7 Responses May 15

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    Another random person who I've never personally talked to has blocked me, yet again. And, just like 90% of all the other times I've been blocked, it was for absolutely no reason...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 30

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    I’ve been dreaming twice at night lately. First when I dream I am, as the best way I can describe it, a ghost. I can walk through walls, hover, fly and such. Each time I go dream...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    I'm married to a drug addict. Heroin at that. I can't believe I just said that. It's disgusting. We've been together for 5 years, married for one. We have a 2 year old and...
    kjr19 kjr19 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The first time I've been seen naked (or I've been spied) was when I was 15. It happened in a summer camp of my secondary school. One night I went to have a shower in the middle of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 3

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    The Whippen of Mass Destruction I hesitate to tell this story. So severe was this punishment, that I fear it will motivate some parent to implement it when they feel they have no...
    phillysteve phillysteve 36-40, M 2 Responses May 17

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    Hi there! I met a guy 3 years ago he was great he moved in with me and my 2 kids months later.. I found out he had cheated on me with 4 girls and one of those girls was his ex and...
    Missyk85 Missyk85 26-30 6 Responses May 21

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    I was dating a guy that I thought I loved and loved me back my senior year in high school. He started out very nice and polite at first and even fooled my family in the beginning...
    Kksz Kksz 18-21, F a week ago

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    When I was a freshman in college, I was very care free and happy. I was always close with my best friend Xavier, and he helped me get through a lot of dark times. I used to hang...
    monnnty monnnty 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's been about 5 years since I was with my ex who was extremely abusive both mentally and physically. It still effects me to this day and I'm not sure if it's somethin one ever...
    BeccaBoo5 BeccaBoo5 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been hurt but I'm thankful for it because it's made me stronger. If I didn't go through the things I go through everyday, I wouldn't be as strong as I am. Yes each day a...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 day ago

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