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I Have Been Eating Avocado's

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    Anyone who's been, is currently going to, or will be going to CAHMS can they please message me, I have my first appointment tomorrow with family and I'm freaking out >~<
    daisyelz daisyelz 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    We finally find this now you're gone been chasing rainbows all along... fine time to leave me hanging out to dry... I know I'm done no more tears to cry... now it's time to just...
    Sparkles24seven Sparkles24seven 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    Which takes a stronger person to do? 1.Stay married to someone who betrayed you, try to accept it and move on? 2. Get a divorce and start new, away from all the past hauntings of...
    iwillneverheal iwillneverheal 36-40, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    12 months ago I created my profile and picked a name for my feminine self. 12 months ago Jessica came into my life (Virgos rule, BTW) What a year it's been.... I won't bother...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been really stuffing myself like crazy the last few days. The scale is saying it's paying off. My belt is saying to go up a notch.
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    but it's alright though maybe he came up with the right dough, bigger d I don't know must have been the best flow but f that I put alot in I'm hating
    mightyhealthy mightyhealthy 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Scared to leave you But know I need to go Scared to leave because the path ahead has holes You may not have been nice But I felt provide for You may not have loved me But...
    kshine27 kshine27 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I feel so weak in side I don't want to eat but then I do eat and I hate my self so much for it I look in the mirror and I think I'm discusting and the same day my mom mom called me...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I chose that photo to give a better gist of the story I'm describing, even though it didn't look exactly like that. There were lots of yellow lamp posts, lots of houses, deserted...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I have been chatting with this guy from school. I'm also a guy but I have a crush on him, he's a year younger than me. So, there's this welcome party for the freshmen in our...
    LeoNyxus LeoNyxus 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm fourteen years old and a freshman in high school. I'm about 200 pounds. I haven't been able to forgive my mom for initially causing my weight. However, the truth is, obesity...
    EndTheFatKid EndTheFatKid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I have been a catfish. it all started when I was 13. I have catfish alot of people. I've fallen in love with some and told them the truth but it didn't work out. being a catfish...
    gilbertk96 gilbertk96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I was maybe about 16. He lied to me about his age... saying he was 17 when really he was 25. He used to cut me, choke me, and rape me. He used me for sex and then when i got...
    nicky3489 nicky3489 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 21

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    I started working out about one month ago. I don't push myself terribly hard, but my focus has been on toning my body and getting that lean look (vs. the office-dwelling, beer...
    Mandaryn Mandaryn 26-30, F Aug 20

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    Hope you all are fine. just want to say that for some reasons i have been misunderstood many times. so, i humbly request that if i ever hurt anyone please forgive me and please...
    ishqelahasil ishqelahasil 26-30, M Aug 19

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    For as long as I can remember, I have been using food as a means to cope with difficulties. That's why I was overweight even as a kid. Whenever I felt bad or my parents were angry...
    TheVisionBleak TheVisionBleak 26-30, F Aug 18

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    And am now officially diagnosed... I'm just back from my talk with the psychologist. I feel emotionally heavy, but at the same time as if a burden has been lifted. I eat to fill a...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F Aug 17

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    I've been abused in every form by my last two boyfriends and I'm so scared it's going to happen to me again. Sometimes I wonder how I am still alive. As much as I am happy to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I can't stop eating lately. it's not even that I eat a lot, it's that it's bad food. and I feel guilty after eating everytime... It doesn't satisfy, it's a compulsion. I feel...
    PoshPoet PoshPoet 22-25, F Aug 16

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    Actually, I have been helped more by strangers than by friends, it seems. For example, once me and a friend of mine were walking, when I felt faint, and stopped to catch my breath...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I have EDNOS. I'm 18 and I've been suffering for about 5 years now. Five years of starving , binging , purging , abusing laxatives and alongside my disordered eating behaviors I...
    coffeentea coffeentea 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    When I tell people I am addicted to food, they often respond like this: "me too! I love food, love eating it, food is great" I can't exactly judge, but I doubt those people...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I have an eating disorder. I have an unhealthy relationship with food, and it's a daily struggle. Something that you need to sustain life taunts me everyday.
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F Aug 15

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    My ex & I broke up a year & a half ago. He was extremely emotionally abusive, & when it ended he assaulted me very badly. Although I called the police, the DA declined to prosecute...
    kellysjelly kellysjelly 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    just got weighed at the dr's office. not sure what the dr will say about it. I'm waiting for her now. :/ ED has me wanting to lose more weight. :( I probably should get weighed...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I am 5'5", 113lbs, have given birth to 3 kids naturally, wear a size 2/XS and can eat you under the table any day, lol. No but seriously I LOVE food. I do not have nor have ever...
    Jonsey3 Jonsey3 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have been dealing with Hidradenitis Suppurativa for few years. It is an autoimmune disorder affecting the skin. Anyhow, I started having so much pain and was told HS damaged some...
    SoulCoffee SoulCoffee 26-30, M Aug 14

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    How do you find out if you have been blocked by someone if you don't know who's page to go to?
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 13

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    my husband and I were together 4 years before we got married and have a beautiful son together. this Saturday is our 1 year wedding anniversary. but it has been a year from hell. I...
    Sallster Sallster 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    By the amazing effect of pregnancy on people and what comes out of their mouths..In fact I've been keeping a tally of the worst things you could probably say just in case it has...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 9 Responses Aug 13

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    I have been living inside my head for some time now. You don't really realize it because it's your life and you don't see how you could live any other way, other than in your...
    Sydneysm Sydneysm 16-17, F Aug 11

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    I have been in love with one of my best friends (and ex) whom claims doesn't hold any feelings for me for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to not be heartbroken. It numbs...
    xavis xavis 26-30, M Aug 11

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    I am going through a very dramatic, messy divorce from a man with whom I share two children. Things were always volatile, but never abusive until about a year ago. On August 20...
    emlm622 emlm622 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    It's strange to explain. Some sort of an eating disorder maybe... When I was young, I was neglected and had to scrounge around to get food of any kind. Then when I was placed in...
    disneyalltheway disneyalltheway 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I've not dated much, I have been stepped out on in every relationship I've had. I'm losing hopes of finding loyalty, honesty, and respect. it's a terrifying thought.
    Guardian029 Guardian029 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 11

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    recently found out that my husband of 7 years had an affair with his coworker for 3 months while I was pregnant and have lost our second baby. To make matters worse I have all the...
    Maja2011 Maja2011 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm going to be posting here a lot because this is going to become like my diary for psych ward stories. Now, this is technically the 4th or 5th ward I've been in, and it has been...
    RandomInkFlow RandomInkFlow 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 9

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    I know I'm in one now. It's verbal/emotional abuse. I think it's quite rare to actually find someone that isn't somewhat abusive but I've been around it my entire life maybe that's...
    Sophia117 Sophia117 22-25, F 15 Responses Aug 9

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    My ex-boyfriend cheated on me a year ago and I'm still not over it I'm still upset he wants to be with some other black chick but he doesn't want to be with me because he's...
    mattyn1993 mattyn1993 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    I can feel my eating disorder coming on again... I was on prozac until recently- which got rid of my anxiety. since getting off of it, I have been abusing stimulants, laxatives...
    PoshPoet PoshPoet 22-25, F Aug 8

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    How do you sleep through the anxiety? I drive myself crazy searching his