I Have Been Feeling Depressed

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    I hate it. It's the empty hollowness

    that kills me inside. My demons inside attacking. And it like takes you're sole. Makes it hard to feel anything. I just want it to end. I want to be 100% happy again.
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2014

    I Just Hate Myself For Destroying My Own Peace Of Mind.....

    I am feeling so depressed today,and I am the one who is responsible for my present state of mind.There was a time few months ago when I was very depressed ...I was unable to cope with the pressure of dealing with a spouse who always treated me as a room mate not a wife.......we...
    Aliva Aliva
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2010

    Just Couldn't Get Up

    From this morning to waking up at 8pm to going back to sleep and it is now 3am. I couldn't get out of bed. I was lost in my own thoughts. They weren't good one either. I was drowning in them. I want to go back to 2006 and erase my mistake of coming here, but I can't.
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    1 Response Feb 1, 2010

    It's why I haven't been on this site

    for a while, it all became overwhelming. I am thinking I might come back soon because it is a nifty site and I did enjoy talking on here, but I cannot allow it to overtake me again. I started drowning in my depression again, I had to get away for a bit and reconnect with myself...
    YurraYo28 YurraYo28
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    Someone once told me the best days of your life

    are in high school and I thought: "Can life get any worse than this hell?"
    tazmin520 tazmin520
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I Should Never Have Been Put In This Position..

    Funny how someone else throwing all their issues onto you can weigh you down so heavily.. I've been trying to stop it from holding me down....  it's not my load to take!!
    rockyj rockyj
    31-35, F
    Dec 15, 2010

    I think I'm doing ok.

    I mean, I have positive thoughts, I get the basics done, I have friends and family but when I think about my self or even think about depression, I just...tear up. I start crying over **** stuff. I hate it. I've made some changes recently that have been tough to deal with, but...
    Goddess2013 Goddess2013
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014

    When the depression strikes it's like a lion

    that cant be tamed, like a lightning bolt that cant be explained, like a magnet that has lost its connection.. its horrible. i don't know why it happeneds but when it does.. it strikes through my ability of confidence of myself and everything around me. ever had one of those...
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    Jan 24, 2015
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