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I Have Been Having An Affair For 3 Years

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    Three and We Are Lost

    In the beginning it was so good. So passionate that making love brought me to tears. We cried in happiness that we found each other. He told me things that he never told his wife. I was the woman who said....soulmates????they dont exist. I found him 3 years ago.....I lost him...
    jamandjellie jamandjellie 36-40 8 Responses Aug 17, 2009

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