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I Have Been Here Before

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    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    Again...

    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself 18-21, F 1 Response May 26, 2008

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    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 53 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    I was a member 6-7 years ago

    when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a little different back then but what I mostly remembered was that each experiences had pictures attached to them, I suppose they got...
    dokkyo dokkyo 22-25 Jul 14

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    Asian

    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    I have been told for years I have a sexy voice. Now that I am of this time those I speak with tell me I sound much younger and very sexy....time has been generous to me!
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    I have been, and still am part of a really abusive selfish mother and an enabler father. My mother is so derailed mentally, she is viciously crewel. She has antagonized me from...
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    In pictures obviously I'm a guy aha ... but not unless the girl wanted i disagree with random flashers haha. The only exception to this is when I'm drunk because i end up stripping...
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    I have been told :) AKA bad *** movie voice
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