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I Have Been Here Before

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 88 People

    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 52 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Again...

    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself 18-21, F 1 Response May 26, 2008

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    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    I was a member 6-7 years ago

    when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a little different back then but what I mostly remembered was that each experiences had pictures attached to them, I suppose they got...
    dokkyo dokkyo 22-25 Jul 14, 2014

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    I just read a story I wrote one year

    after my husband died of pancreatic cancer. Time has passed. Tomorrow will mark the fourth anniversary of his death. I am hanging in there and I take one day at a time, but when this time of the year comes around, I feel so sad. Sad for myself for having lost the man I loved...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I have been pregnant 4 times. All were unplanned due to condom malfunction and all were to guys who were clients. I am a prostitute. I did not keep any of them. And it saddens me...
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    Being pregnant is the best thing ever. I was always so jealous of my friends that had the husbands who are actually excited and involved with the pregnancy. Mine couldn't even be...
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    It all goes back to May of 2012. At the time I was still in the process of disputing my claim for SSI (Supplemental Security Income) and still coping with the worst of my severe...
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    I have been friendzoned more times than I count. However on May 25th, I did the impossible. Guys, I got passed the friendzone.. Yes it's hard to believe but I freaking did it!
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    I have been living in England for over 10 years.
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    Here is some of the dreadful things I experienced while being gangstalked. And yes. it does exist. This may help you if you are reading to identify with some, if not all. Also, at...
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    I have been married for 25 years. We have 2 kids together who are adults now. They were tweens when I found out about my wife's infidelity. I think I kept the marriage together for...
    Etdos Etdos 41-45, M 14 Responses May 6

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    I am here! it is AMAZING!!! OMG who else is here or has been here I never want to leave
    mayceewaycee mayceewaycee 18-21, F 3 Responses May 23

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    PLEASE help me. I can't do this alone. I met him at the beginning of January 2015. He was perfect, I have never opened up to anyone before and I did with him. I have never...
    justagirl2991 justagirl2991 22-25, F 3 Responses May 5

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    Recently, I have had quite a few life changing events that have happened. Looking back on some things, I probably would have changed some things sooner, but I can’t control the...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F May 5

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    I have been reunited with my first love.... We met in Job Corps in the early 90. At the time I had a boyfriend. But he was always around making me laugh. Till one day he ask me to...
    alwayshisbaby73 alwayshisbaby73 41-45, F 2 Responses May 18

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    this is a long story and i need to get it out. It you don't have patience don't read it... Me and Jo had been friends forever. we met in 9th grade and became friends. He...
    Rose11231 Rose11231 18-21, F a week ago

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    EVERYONE NEEDS TO HEAR THIS!I have had this fear of abandonment for many years because I was truly abandon when I was a child by my father. Then when I became a teenager my sister...
    thequeenofwealth thequeenofwealth 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I thought this app was made for friendly people to talk? It said that everyone on here is nice. I can't Believe this. I have been called a sl.t, a lier, a fake. For what? I've...
    Brittni73 Brittni73 13-15, F 3 Responses May 10

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    The first time, I had attempted suicide around 30 years old, I attempted to cut my wrists, it was over the fact that I lost everything and I was a hardcore alcoholic, while in the...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 1 Response May 14

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    Used to attend county fair pulls with dad. We joined a tractor club dedicated to keeping old farming ways alive. My wife and I were married during our annual expo. Dad passed...
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M May 15

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    A lot of times! For the last two years I have been living in Germany. Spas here are nude and mixed when attending a sauna or a steambath. Even poolareas and sauana gardens are...
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    I can officially say I have been to New York and I'm still here now.
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    and it changed my life forever ...psychologically n emotionally ,I am still traumatized...there was noone to talk to and my family never understood what I was going through..I don...
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    I have dated a guy on and off for the past two years who is extremely emotionally abusive, controlling and manipulative. I feel like I can never do anything right and have been...
    kimbeeslice kimbeeslice 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This last year has been all over the spectrum, from really really good, to just brutal. I think I am starting to understand why I am struggling so much with being confident in...
    loneranger91 loneranger91 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    Given that I've been really bummed out of late and there's no shortage of drugs available to me (methamphetamine and mdma is very prominent in my groups, opiates benzos etc is easy...
    ChinaWhiteNight ChinaWhiteNight 26-30, M 2 Responses May 12

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    Emptiness, drowns you in black crippling depression, in water so deep you can't see the bottom and from the bottom cannot see the surface, I have been hurt I've been used I've been...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response May 14

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    I always wonder what would my life would have been like if I wasn't born in what seems to be my imagination. If people genuinely knew my existence and made a celebration out of it...
    deathnotefreak deathnotefreak 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4

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    I have been seen naked numerous times. I suppose the first time I was seen naked by someone other than my immediate family was when I was sleeping over at a friends house. We...
    gatordude gatordude 31-35, M 1 Response May 5

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    can't remember someone who hasnt called me crazy ....... today ... several times I have been called that by someone i consider them a brother and best friend. ... even though...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I don't do this but I am reaching out for support right now. I am currently walking out of a 6 yr abusive relationship. 2 of those years we have been married. I have been hurt...
    cpowers89 cpowers89 26-30, F 16 Responses May 22

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    it changed me it happened in 2000.. i was 20 years old all my life i have been a laughing stock by my family. my parents wouldn't do anything about it only say i am just...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Hi, my dream is to centralise one forum for all people who have been betrayed in this way. Due to the popularity of the "I am not the other woman" I'm suggesting this group. If...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 5 Responses May 6

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    I have been single for way to long. All my friends are happy with their significant others. I am plus sized and it hurts. We are studying Romeo and Juliet in school and I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 6

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    I am really starting to fall out of love with my partner. I think my rose colored glasses are coming off. In actual fact I think they have been off for a while. But now it's...
    Skylalast Skylalast 36-40, F 1 Response May 6

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    I have been doing it for a about a month now and enjoy it very much. it is liberating and kind of feels fulfilling. it wasn't easy at first, I followed some instruction from a...
    juma422 juma422 51-55, M 4 Responses May 8

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    Well I have been talking to a someone for a couple of months now. Just got informed that she was really a he. Put on a really good act and while I wasn't crazy enough to think that...
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