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I Have Been Here Before

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    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself 18-21, F 1 Response May 26, 2008

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    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Asian

    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 54 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    I did not write this, I wanted to share it on EP for all the ones who have been betrayed. Studies have proven this to be completely true. THEY ALWAYS AFFAIR DOWN Men always affair...
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    I am not a nudist but I have been to a nudist resort and I must say it was a lot of fun and I got to meet some very nice people. It's definitely a lifestyle I think I could get...
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    It's hard to believe, but I have been. Though not in my present incarnation. Like some old-timers, I've deleted my profile and returned. Several times. Another old-timer that I...
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    A Decision I Made... Years Ago. To have and to hold from this day forward. Sept 15, 2001 on this date I informed my spouse and said "I was going to transition into a woman, many...
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    For a little over a year I have been trying to explain the reasons and motivations behind the way I have lived my life since I married my husband. I have never been able to explain...
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    Every day, I wonder how different things would have been if I never got into that car accident that night, and you were still here. I wonder if I would have been a good mother to...
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    it is infuriating to receive mail from E P Allie telling me that once again a group I belonged to was deleted for a policy violation...is it unreasonable to believe someone...
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    I wanted to share a couple of excerpts from the book "Getting Past the Affair- A Program To Help You Cope, Heal and Move On---Together or Apart" by Douglas K. Snyder, PhD, Donald...
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    My husband and I have been married for 6 weeks now. I've loved him for 19 years though. Still just as much as I did when we met. He's been an addict his entire adult life. I...
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    In complete denial....... Hello all. I have read many posts of yalls dealing with this issue. I came searching for answers and help/support because I feel very alone and scared. I...
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    I was bullied alot in my elementary years ... And I didn't have many friends ... I kept moving alot and was bullied due to my weight...I've also have been called ugly , and stupid...
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    I'm currently 13 and I have been sexually harassed since I was 12. At first I thought it was my imagination and then one night I woke up while my grandfather was shoving his hand...
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    I've been hurt before by somebody who I loved, who i would have given heaven and earth for just to see that cheeky smile, maybe that's why I hate guys and just stick to girls, I...
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    I have been using opiates for more than 5 years now and heroin for no more than 6 months. here to tell a little bit of my story.
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    It saddens me so muh to see so many peole on here who have been rejected by church. I worked for my church and they restructered my position so my junior got my job. I have...
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    I was on a holiday in queensland, one night me and my siblings decided to play truth or dare. I chose dare and they told me to run around the campsite naked. So i took my clothes...
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    I feel like crying, screaming, swearing, punching, thrashing, sprinting to the other side of the world and back again, I feel hot, I feel desperate.... I feel like I don't know...
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    I have been going to nudist resorts all my life. Until I was 18 with my family and now I go with my wife a couple times a year. Good times.
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    Today when I open my inbox. I have been 'blocked'. Why? am I wrong? So please informed  me if I wrong? And I have highlight the word, the red colour one. Above are some...
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    I have had someone stalking me for over ten years. It is mostly online but has completely ruined my life. I had to apply for jobs in person when I was job hunting. I landed a...
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