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I Have Been Here Before

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    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M Jun 14

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    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    I just read a story I wrote one year

    after my husband died of pancreatic cancer. Time has passed. Tomorrow will mark the fourth anniversary of his death. I am hanging in there and I take one day at a time, but when this time of the year comes around, I feel so sad. Sad for myself for having lost the man I loved...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Again...

    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself 18-21, F 1 Response May 26, 2008

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    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 56-60, F 52 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Asian

    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    I was a member 6-7 years ago

    when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a little different back then but what I mostly remembered was that each experiences had pictures attached to them, I suppose they got...
    dokkyo dokkyo 22-25 Jul 14, 2014

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    I would constantly wonder what my life would have been like if I had cut certain people off sooner, gathered the courage to say hello to others, been brave enough to do or say...
    ThatOneGemini ThatOneGemini 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    The majority of dangerous situations that I have been in were either a product of my environment, or inevitable outcomes to repeated juvenile choices I wittingly made. Being in...
    bronzeeyedblonette bronzeeyedblonette 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How could someone think that it's okay telling me that I must really want someone that beats me, especially knowing that I have been in an abusive relationship before.
    BrokenGiggles BrokenGiggles 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm not blind in one eye, the thing is I've only got one eye and I've had it since birth. See after being treated differently at school I strived to be different I learned the...
    LachlanJohnson LachlanJohnson 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    So...my boyfriend and i met online. We have been dating for 6 months. We have Skyped several times. Ever since the begging of our relationship, I've always felt like he doesnt care...
    erixaz erixaz 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I am not new to ep but this time around I'm going to screen you before I accept you as a friend. I have been burned and it won't happen again.
    tippy11 tippy11 51-55, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Wow I don't even know where to start….but in a nutshell, my father has been emotionally manipulative and abusive for his entire life. I did not really feel the wrath of his evil...
    kimalee77 kimalee77 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Wow I don't even know where to start….but in a nutshell, my father has been emotionally manipulative and abusive for his entire life. I did not really feel the wrath of his evil...
    kimalee77 kimalee77 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I celebrated my one year Officially as a girl just 6 days ago. July 21, 2014 - July 21, 2015. I'm So Proud and Happy for myself!! Wearing girl clothes daily and love the feel of it...
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have been here for only two days and yet I have already been blocked for refusing to fulfill a 30 year old man's sexual pleasure by not only refusing to see his penis but also...
    EgoSumProdigiosum EgoSumProdigiosum 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Just a preliminary greeting before I start telling stories. I have been to the following countries: Mexico, Greece, Italy, France, Austria, Croatia, Slovenia, Serbia, Macedonia...
    emperornorton47 emperornorton47 56-60, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been to several other countries to be honest. I can safely say that, so far, Malaysia and Indonesia have been my favourites!
    ctstranger ctstranger 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have been married for four months but we have been together for 8 years. I knew going in he was an addict but he was clean. he had a few relapses over the years but got clean...
    vanillasparkles vanillasparkles 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been bullied a lot... and it has broken me so many times. I have been built back up only to be torn down again and I'm struggling with cutting and I'm trying to stop but I...
    zither29 zither29 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I have been married to my husband going on 3 years however we have been together for 6. We have a 4 year old daughter together and the last 9 or so months have been complete...
    magsssmae magsssmae 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Dear Friend. Indeed, I did think of writing an experience... The ONLY reason I have thought about it is the 'invisibility' You have mentioned. I am a very introverted person now...
    becomeinvisible becomeinvisible 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I live in Central Florida, not too far away from a couple of fine nude beaches. My point with this post is to give you, who haven't visited yet, a little insight into Playalynda...
    Dave002 Dave002 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    So I go to the same place every day before work, I get a coffee, sometimes I get lunch there, and I buy my cigarettes there, I have been going there since they opened, well on...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F Jul 19

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    I have been suicidal in the past and i am slowly creeping that way again i cannot get **** off my mind and it is leading me there
    Declanx Declanx 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 17

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    My boyfriend of 6 years cheated on me in January and I barely found out about over a week ago... The only time he met up with the girl was when the cheating happened. But he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 16

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    For the first time in my life, I have to write a 2 week notice. Every job I have ever had before ended by layoff, or once, by firing. but this is my first time finding work...
    AceWarbringer AceWarbringer 31-35, M Jul 16

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    i have been to the moon and back!!
    Vegdamone Vegdamone 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I was abused until the age of 24 (almost 25), and when I left the house my mom was finally able to have the courage to divorce my dad. She tried to get custody of my younger sister...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My mother and I are like oil and water. My father kept my mother and I settled and not too much at each other's throats. With my father gone, my mother now feels completely...
    sillysweetlil sillysweetlil 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    There's something I don't understand. I have been chatting to someone on a different website, we were getting along fine then one day she blocked me. I was always nice to her...
    Accg23 Accg23 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    In my childhood, l was physically abused.......as in kicked, punched, slapped. I don't want to go into details at this time, though, don't know if l ever will. Writing this has...
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 41-45, F 17 Responses Jul 14

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    Being a singer makes it easier to have a nice voice ... when i talk or sing i have been told i have a nice, soft and sexy voice.
    rb47 rb47 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I have been to the Philippines when I was a baby and back to the United States then I went to the Philippines for a vacation when I was 7 years old and again when I was 9 years old...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I have been to El Salvador, Guatemala, Haiti, the Dr, and Nicaragua all for mission trips. The picture was when I was like 16
    Bleach1443 Bleach1443 18-21, M Jul 13

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    Well kinda more been stuck in the middle of them. For the past several months I have been stuck in an odd situation where I know one of my siblings was in an abusive relationship...
    Sportser Sportser 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    ...and have been kicked out. Twice.
    MrsTran06 MrsTran06 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I have been to; Spain x4 France x2 Greece x2 Andorra USA Italy Scotland Wales Ireland
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 14 Responses Jul 13

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