I Have Been Here Before

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 98 People

    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 6, 2009

    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Apr 1, 2012

    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 13, 2009

    Life wears on relentless,

    we stay our ground, it's not difficult, but it's endless. How long will we persist? When will the means not be worth their effort? Or when will they be?
    Somethingwhispered Somethingwhispered
    18-21, M
    Feb 24

    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2009

    Asian

    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

    I just read a story I wrote one year

    after my husband died of pancreatic cancer. Time has passed. Tomorrow will mark the fourth anniversary of his death. I am hanging in there and I take one day at a time, but when this time of the year comes around, I feel so sad. Sad for myself for having lost the man I loved...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2015
    Notlessthananyone Notlessthananyone
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2015

    I was a member 6-7 years ago

    when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a little different back then but what I mostly remembered was that each experiences had pictures attached to them, I suppose they got...
    dokkyo dokkyo
    22-25
    Jul 14, 2014

    Again...

    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 26, 2008

    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake
    56-60, F
    50 Responses Apr 16, 2011
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