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I Have Been Here Before

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    One Year Ago Today...

    It is been one year ago today that my husband died of pancreatic cancer. It is a sad and miserable day for me and I can't seem to shake this funky feelining I've have for the last week. I keep telling myself I have survived without him for an entire year and therefore should be...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    Again...

    I have felt this before. this feeling where i cant feel anything. i have burned myself (not on purpose) and didnt cry, it hurt bad. i fell down some stairs and had bruises all up and down my body. but i didnt cry. i have been madly in love with a boy who wants nothing to do with...
    lostmyself lostmyself 18-21, F 1 Response May 26, 2008

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    I've Been Here Before ...

    And I kind of miss the person who was here before - although, yes, it was me. - I lost my member info. I had to change computers, and lost all info that way. So ... here I am. I miss the people I knew and the friendships I kind of had Things have changed I've been here...
    CaliWildFlower CaliWildFlower 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    I was a member 6-7 years ago

    when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a little different back then but what I mostly remembered was that each experiences had pictures attached to them, I suppose they got...
    dokkyo dokkyo 22-25 Jul 14, 2014

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    Many Times...

    I have been here before. I was a bunny, an angel, a babe, a princess. I was so many, but I was always the same person. I Loved EP, that shortly after deleting my EP account, I wanted to come back and did. Even though I have had different accounts, I was always the SAME ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    I Just Know It...

    Somehow, somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    An Incredibly Sad Time For Me

    I have been on EP from time to time over the past year and a half. I always enjoyed myself and I have made many friends who I remember quite fondly. I haven't been on EP very much lately because my job as a teacher and my family life with my husband, children, grandchildren...
    cherrycheesecake cherrycheesecake 51-55, F 53 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation but my mother told me something interesting the other day that makes me wonder. She said when I was two I was looking at a book and then started to speak in what sounded like another language. It didn't sound like baby talk or just...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    I would like someone to talk to but I also listen and help people who ever need it. So if youre not busy hit me up :D <3
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    This world is really starting to get to me...I have not been on here much because I have been so busy with other people who think I am some kind of angel...which I am not an angel...
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    I have been random commenting on posts. I'm going to post my deep inner thoughts here. The deep ones.
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    Nope. Not a mental hospital. That's what they told me. It's not a mental hospital. I was 15 years old. They told me (2 psychologists in a room with me, and I think maybe my parents...
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    I had just turned 20 and I had been living with my first love for a year and a half, a handsome, charming man who abused me physically and emotionally. One day when he'd been...
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    well alot has happened since i was on here and not for the good. my husband keep saying he wasn't happy and wanted to come back but i would have to get a job so he could cut back...
    phoebesmom12041 phoebesmom12041 41-45, F Dec 28, 2014

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    Ok, so maybe i've been single for pretty much all of my life. I've been on dates of course, and I'm not a virgin either if that's what you're thinking, lol. There are a couple of...
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    I'm warning you now that my experience is a book... I'm sharing because I want those who may be going through this right now to know that only one thing will make the relationship...
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    if I have been rude to you on here, I wanna tell you that im berry sorry. please forgive. I'm just having a lot of stress right now. so don't take it personal. that's all
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    i have been abandoned by my father when i was 13 and still he has left me i am some what sad and am confused is it normal? cause ever since he left my mom has found a new bf but...
    ThePhantomDeathReaper ThePhantomDeathReaper 16-17, M Jan 10

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    I have had many issues and experiences with my husband. We have had so many ups and down and it has really affected my emotions. As of late, my husband went through a very...
    sfm21 sfm21 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    There is one time in particular that I still wonder about, did I do the right thing? I lied to my father at age 16 or so. My mom was there too. He asked me: "Tom (not my real...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I've been through so much in my life and I've been hurt so many times. I've been used, taken advantage of, cheated on played and lied to repeatedly by the ones I love so dearly. I...
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    I have been married 14 years to a man who is like a ticking time bomb.In those years he had been arrested 3 times for domestic battery and every time I forgave him. First time he...
    cruisebaby53 cruisebaby53 61-65, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have been ******* off with other guy's dice I was 11. The largest group I've ever done it with at the same time was seven. When you've done it that long with that many guys in...
    TK1153 TK1153 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Really rough day. Was in tears and now just emotionally defeated and depleted but I need to pick myself up, dust myself off and try again tomorrow...the eternal optimist:) I need...
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