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I Have Been Lonely All My Life

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    Isn'T It Over Yet?

    Here I am... Willing to take this feeling out of me by typing, again.. Just damn it why in the ******* world I am feeling so damn miserable and lonely. I am just a complaining ***** who has everything to be happy but being a weak and fear idiot doesn’t help me not even a bit. I...
    Cassy77 Cassy77 22-25 2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    Been Around A Million People...

    So why do I have this feeling that I have been alone all my life, when I look back? Have all my relations to people been so shallow that only this feeling is left?
    thinkandfeel thinkandfeel 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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