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I Have Been Raped

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 507 People

    I Dont Talk Much About It

    I dated a guy and he atacked me i kicked the crap out of him , I ran to my grand mothers house my clothes ripped half off me my butten up shirt ripped all she could ask me what color my under ware was , i asked her so you say i asked for this warring maybe the wrong color of...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 10 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Raped At 10

    I lived in a care home until I was 6 when my sister adopted me. We had some stupid argument so I stormed out and ran into the woods where I triped over a root and twisted my ankle. Before I new it a dark figure came out of the dark and was all over me. I screamed and screamed for...
    alexgirl1 alexgirl1 18-21, F May 15, 2013

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    Still Happening

    it is still happening and there is nothing that anyone can do to stop him, he is my step dad and my step brother. my mom is going out of town tonight, and even if she was here she cant do anything. i guess this is just going to keep happening. I am just scared.
    scaredgirl scaredgirl 16-18, F 9 Responses Mar 28, 2008

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    I have been raped and molested all by people I

    knew. I remember it like yesterday. I had to be no more than 7 years old when my father molested me. It all happened in the early morning some where around 1 and 2 in the morning when my mom was sound asleep. My father use to come into my room and lift me out of bed and take me...
    Haters12 Haters12 31-35, F Dec 21, 2013

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    It Happened 3 Years Ago Will It Ever Go Away...

    Well it happened in 2006 and I was at my friends house and her older brother was there i had just met him, we started drinking and I had only 2 shots I was not! drunk or anything yet and he wanted me to go outside with him real quick to talk to me about his youger brother...
    clover123 clover123 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    Never Going Back.

    One thing,I had lost my virginity to my boyfriend a week before all of this. I went to up state NY for the summer with my friend. While there we met these two guys. A few years older than us. My friend really liked the one named Henry,and so I got stuck hanging out with the tall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 29, 2013

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    My mouth begged him to stop

    but my body told him otherwise. I had my first o.rgasim when I was raped... for a long time I felt like a disgusting human being because of this... And sometimes I swear I can still feel his hot breath on my neck.... it makes my stomach churn... I was only 15 and I had never...
    veeshybi veeshybi 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I was with a man at the age of 14 ( he was 20)

    I have been sexually abused from a young age so when our relationship became abusive ....I just naturally was use to it ....I thought I deserved it .....it started with extreme jealousy....I wasn't even allowed to hang around with my brother ....or even have a phone ....because...
    thatonegurl1331 thatonegurl1331 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Which Is The Reason

    13 year olds shouldn’t get in the car with strangers.. I was walking home one night and a car stopped.. 3 guys about 21-or 22 asked me if I wanted a ride. All the warnings of don’t take rides with strangers went through my head, but I had just been in a huge fight...
    deleted66 deleted66 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    To Young

    the first boy i had a crush on was my brothers bestfriend at the time. he was two maybe three years older then me, and never paid attention to me. I remember when I was7 or 8 his parents went out of town so he spent about a month with us. I was so happy, i thought maybe this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 21, 2009

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    Lesbian Rape

    I often went out with several girls from work, 2 of whom I knew were lesbians. We were very friendly, but they knew I was straight. One night we went out & late in the evening the only ones left were me & my 2 lesbian friends. they bought me several more drinks & I started to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 93 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    I Didn't Deserve It

    First of all, I have to say that I am male. Most rape victoms are females so I just have to get that out of people's heads from the beginning. I was always a nerdy kid growing up. People forced me to do their homework for them, beat me up everyday after school, and chased me down...
    DeclanRufio DeclanRufio 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 27, 2012

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    Where Does Time Go?

      It has been recent.  something people don't understand is how to believe sich a hurt heart. Will you believe me? Will you all be here for me to read and understand?  December 21, 2009. I have a pure white cat, she is the age of two and we found her when...
    Feii Feii 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I was raped by my cousin I trusted him a lot

    4years ago he raped me. It was 4th of July. When he came over . He was always so nice to me giving me things helping me out until one. He came home. All drunk with my dad he was staying in my sisters room and I. I was sleeping with. My sister and we were both. Asleep. he...
    Jessica1994 Jessica1994 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    Here It Is....all The Inncidents

    I have a history of abuse. In grade school I was molested by the preachers son across the street and his friend.  I never told a soul.  I was too afraid no one would believe me. When I was 17 I went to party.  A friend of a friend's brother was home from...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 53 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Gf Was Raped

    My current girlfriend was raped about 4 years ago. She has suffered history of abuse and has even tried taking her life and cut herself. Now rape is the most traumatic thing anyone can experience on levels of assault, men or women. It pains me when people glorify such a thing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 20, 2012

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    I have been raped twice,

    by two different boys and now I am with another guy who swears he'd never touch me... IDK what to do... Can I be loved?
    KhildofKhaos KhildofKhaos 18-21 1 Response Apr 24

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    My Lebain Rape

    I was hanging out with my friend and i did not know she was a lesbian. we were at a bar and we were just talking then i got really tired and she offered to take me home,I said ok and i got in her car.She was very tired and i really didnt know were i was all i know i saw Candy and...
    taiasmith132 taiasmith132 22-25, F Nov 14, 2012

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    I Was 17

    I was seventeen when it happened. My sister had had her birthday party at a local bar and when it closed she decided to have an after party. My dad was furious when I told him I wanted to go to my sisters house but I went anyway. He ended up calling me about thirty minutes later...
    missieb2008 missieb2008 22-25, F 9 Responses Dec 25, 2010

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    My Life

    I was raped by my uncle and im only 11 he made me give him a blow job and made me watch himrape my mom but i got older and now im moving on cuz u cant change the past but u can change the futur and the bible says not to dwell on the past so i wont and niether should any body...
    simonereyes simonereyes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2008

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    The worst 3 days of my life.

    I had just completed school forever. I was so happy to get away from all those bullies and i was getting ready for college. now before you think that these are just your typical bullies, i once diliberatly got hit by a car and broke my leg in 8th grade. Well the night after...
    alisonan alisonan 18-21, F Jan 11

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    Bad Memories...

    I am pretty much numb to the pain of the memories that I have. The first time I was raped, I was only 12. My older brother was 17. I was already being physically and mentally abused by my parents. I usually slept in just panties and a nightshirt. My brother came into my room late...
    sing4him2479 sing4him2479 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    Please Read, I've Never Shared This All

    At the time I was in such a state, I was only 13 or so at the time, and I felt so lonely. I got into a bad crowd with a lot of people older than I was.  I would sneak out in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep, and meet them and drink... There was this one night...
    sapphiresky sapphiresky 16-18, F 11 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    It Was 6 Weeks Ago...

    A friend said I needed to get out, that I was too much a hermit. I decided that I would because I'd been fine when we'd meet for lunch once or twice a month. It was nice to get out of my home and not be in total terror the whole time. My therapist thought it would be a great...
    Sylverwynd Sylverwynd 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    Speak Out

    When i was 7years old a family member raped me an threatened me not to tell anyone.He started doing it very often and also said if i told anyone he would kill my sister because he knew we were very close.When i was 12 i try to kill myself but God had control. When i was 13 i got...
    akelia1 akelia1 18-21, F Apr 22, 2013

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    Give Me The Strength To Make A Full Recovery

    i was 16 years old, in my junior year of high school, and i was still a virgin. i hadn't even done more than kiss a guy let alone have sex with one. I wasn't like some church-going innocent girl who was saving herself for her wedding day or anything; but i did want to wait to...
    sarahmee sarahmee 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    Dead Yet Alive

    I'm tortured at best. My innocence will forever be taken. Molested so many times at a young age by someone who I was dearly so close to: my brother. Growing up I knew something was odd but just later on in my teens I was able to put the missing picease together. Since the sexual...
    Confuseds0u1 Confuseds0u1 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    Letter to a Rapist

    When I was in therapy, my therapist thought if I could write a letter to my rapist and not really send it, that it would help.  I think it did to some degree..  So I thought I would share this letter with you all. "Wait a minute, sir.  You forget something...
    SecureInsecurities SecureInsecurities 21-25, F 6 Responses Oct 30, 2007

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    Wounded Child Finally Set Free

    My name is Kat and I am from Seattle. I grew up in a middle-class home. I have 2 brothers and 1 sister. I was often conflicted with feeling nervous, scared, cautious, on-guard and protective 24 hours a day 7 days a week. My father abused alcohol and he was very abusive...
    katchal8terzz katchal8terzz 22-25 1 Response Jun 21, 2012

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    I was just a little boy of 4 years old.

    I never had any friends except my two older brothers. Whenever I went to my church, I would have no friends to talk to, and had no friends on my street. So what is a small child to think when an older teenage boy walks into your life and swears to be your best friend? He would...
    TheGoodPoop TheGoodPoop 18-21, M Mar 29

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    When I Was 13.

    When I was 13, I made a new friend. We new each other for about 2 weeks when she invited me to sleep over. I asked my parents and they said no, they had a horrible feeling. Like any other teenage girl I had a fit. My friend decided to go to her house and ask her dad if they can...
    abilene8907 abilene8907 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 7, 2012

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    The summer after second grade,

    I was put into an alternative home for girls. I was split up from my brothers and sister. They were placed in other homes across the state. I remember being so innocent that I didn't even want to see myself naked. While I was in the home, I cried a lot. I didn't eat for almost...
    ShyHeart33 ShyHeart33 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Our Society

    I hate the world we live in !!!!!! Where they tell us how far we have come whatever! The victim is still blamed and put on trial ! WTF! I am furious a young women gets raped and the bastard gets away with it!People come out of the woodwork on both sides of the issue...
    redheadsrule redheadsrule 36-40, F 20 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    I Was Only A Baby

    I really don't remember much about what happened to me..I think I was about 11 or 12..my brothers friend raped me. This wasn't my first time experiencing something like this...when I was like 4 or 5 my cousin started molesting me..and later on my uncle molested me as well. I am...
    MsDonia MsDonia 31-35, F Dec 15, 2012

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    Twice I have been raped a few times in my

    past, and I have been molested by two members in my family. I was raped on two differet occaisions, the 1st time I was raped, I was at a party that I wasn't suppose to be at, that my mom and dad said I couldn't go to, if I had listened to them, than a lot of things wouldn...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    When I Was 8

    I am 13 but I put it to we're I can read about this and other peoples too But I was at my house on my bed when I heard the door bell ring my dad was working in the shed outside so I opened the door at the door was a big black man Who took me to my room and took off my shirt...
    Ihavebeenraped8 Ihavebeenraped8 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2013

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    I Am A Mae Who Was Raped At 16 And Am Now 44.

    I am a male who was raped at 16 and am now 44. I still can not have sex or a relationship. I have seen over 20 doctors since it happened in 1986. I hurt so bad. I can not take much more of this. 1/9/2013
    champ1968 champ1968 41-45 1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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    Ready To Talk

    So 2 Months ago I was raped, at first i felt nothing emotionally but now im becoming angry, i constantly feel down and lonely. It all started by me meeting up with a girl friend of mine.. she introduced me to her friend called micheal.. he seemed lovely, i had already planned to...
    CharChar1992 CharChar1992 18-21 1 Response Nov 20, 2012

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    I Was Raped

    I was 17 a month be for my birthday. i was at school. I was walking to class when 2 guys grabed me and took me into the bath room. One held me and when the other one raped me. Then they switch. i remember trying to yell. I remember them saying "you better not ever tell anyone...
    mzjulia mzjulia 22-25, F Nov 2, 2013

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me...

    A s I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation.   The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapeplay... and that they could 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in...
    linda linda 21-25, F 6 Responses May 30, 2008

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    The Day I Will Never Forget

    the worst day of my life........ well it was 6-2-12 my friend and i were getting ready to go out to crab island witch is this place where everyone brings there boats out and have a party on the ocean there can be hundreds of people out there or even close to a thousand and i was...
    sunshine8329 sunshine8329 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2012

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    First Time I've Ever Talked About This

    I was 20 and dating a guy; we were hanging out in my dorm room, like we had frequently in the past. Long story short, he held me against the wall with my arm twisted behind me. Somehow, he ripped my pants down, then raped me. (I'll be honest - I don't remember all the details...
    CrazyCatGirl2 CrazyCatGirl2 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 24, 2013

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    It Was Last Month

    march 10th, to be exact. i was 17 at the time and im a senior in high school. i was at my friends birthday party and everyone was drinking and having a good time. i guess i had a little too much to drink because i could barely walk. my friend called me to hang out and i told him...
    littlelex littlelex 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    I Have Been Assaulted Again

    hey all I have been raped twice,and sexually assualted a few times.I was raped by an ex boyfriend, the night we broke up, he hit me then he raped me, that was two years ago and I never told anyone because it was too painful I have been groped a few times and even go ...
    munsterchick munsterchick 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 9, 2009

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    When I Was 14

    at my friend Alexis house I was helping her clean the shed and she locked the door behind us and took off all her clothes then she took my pants and boxers and made me have sex with her
    Jameslmfao Jameslmfao 18-21 1 Response Nov 9, 2013

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    Day Party

    This happened once when I went to a party with my boyfriend (now husband) where I literally knew nobody there. He got called away and offered to take me with him, but I decided I'd try and stay and make friends. I honestly don't know much of what happened, as I left a drink...
    MonicaMarie MonicaMarie 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    I Changed

    I met Kevin in the summer of 2000 after an unbearable breakup. I was still in love with my ex and was completely devastated even 7 months later. But then came Kevin. He was friends with my friends. Liked the club scene like I did. Worked out, did juice, did some drugs, (in the...
    gr1128 gr1128 31-35, F 11 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    He Was My Best Friend Or So I Thought

    I remember it all still and it was like four years ago. It was summer and I was staying with friends in town when my oldest best friend showed up. He told me how much he missed me and we talked all night. It was awesome to hear about how good he was doing everything seemed fine...
    specialkayart specialkayart 18-21, F 3 Responses May 30, 2008

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    More Than Once

    I have been raped a few times in my past, and I have been molested by two members in my family. I was raped on two differet occaisions, the 1st time I was raped, I was at a party that I wasn't suppose to be at, that my mom and dad said I couldn't go to, if I had listened to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 12, 2012

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    Part of My Story

    I can admit openly now that I have been raped.  I can't change it, sometimes I really wish I could erase it.  Yet the fact that remains is that it contributed to who I am today.  (Though I'll admit sometimes I think I like who I was before better)   ...
    SecureInsecurities SecureInsecurities 21-25, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2007

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    I Dont Know How To Cope Anymore

    well here is my story when i was 7 till bout the age of 10 i was raped by both my brothers no one except now who ever i reading this knows about it at the age of 11 my mums brother raped me i reported him nothing was done i still remeber and am scared till this day because of...
    chloe1991 chloe1991 18-21 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Lost Everything..

    its happen when i was 17. its 12/6/2008.. i still cannot accept that this is happen in my life.. he was my first boyfriend. he is 25 years old. he always good to me.. i know him at lake near my house in march 2008. he is good to my family and friends.. but on that day i don't...
    fify fify 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    I Could Have Done Something....

    I have been raped a few times in my past, and I have been molested by two members in my family.   I was raped on two differet occaisions, the 1st time I was raped, I was at a party that I wasn't suppose to be at, that my mom and dad said I couldn't go to, if I had...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 11, 2010

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