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I Have Been Sexually Abused

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    MY COUSIN SEXUALLY ABUSED ME.

    .. I used to visit my couin's house because of his daughters, my nieces. I used to play with them so i go there every weekend mornings when i have time. I was only 14yrs. old and innocent at the time of the abuse. I didn't know exactly if he's 27 yrs. of age at that time. I did...
    aimi22 aimi22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I was abused by a male cousin from the age of

    about 7 until I was 11/12. He was very devious, he would call to my house on the pretense of a message from his mum to me (his mum was my mums sister) or he would say he wanted to borrow some books - Enid Blyton 5 find-outers or famous 5 so he could get me up to my bedroom. Once...
    Baldnomore Baldnomore 51-55, F Jan 18, 2014

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    With Food

    I was sexually abused by my uncle, stepdad and dad. When I was 4- to about 7 my uncle would abuse me sexually with food. He would use things such as ice, and hot sauce.  He liked to rub me "down there" with things and laugh at me when I flinched because it would...
    NotUnderstood NotUnderstood 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    My Earliest Memory.

    I would like to start by saying that I am not writing to gain any pity or writing for shock factor. What I am about to write is true to the best of my memory. I am a well adjusted 41 year old. I no longer feel dirty or vulnerable. I am strong and well adjusted. I have put...
    living4now living4now 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I seen movies with people being sexually abused

    and novels like Forge by fire. I never thought it would happen to me til I was only 17 and 18. Fourth of July, 2010, my uncle Fidel went to pick up his son, Matt, (whose the same age as me) from his friend's house so I went along. He parked by Food lion. I thought he was getting...
    twilighteen twilighteen 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    I Was Raped And Bashed By My Step Dad And My Ex Boyfriend

    well ill start from when i ws about 7 my mum got married about a 3 months after getting with this guy, had a kid, then he just started going really wierd and i never liked him, one day he watched me get dressed and then when we were mucking around with my brother he would...
    lostgirl1990 lostgirl1990 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    ''this Is My Story'' This Is For Healing, I Need Feed Back, And This Is Very Hard For Me To Do So Please Realize That.

    Yes I was sexually abused when I was young, I won't say how young because my age would make you feel disgusted.But I resent my parents for letting me go alone, and not warning me so clearly of other grown men. I know there are other people out there who have been through worse...
    Doimatter Doimatter 22-25 2 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    Mom never believed me she never trusted me

    around older guys and cousins she kept a close eye on me. Just to make sure I did not infect them with my dirty minded ways.
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F May 1

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    My soul my pride My dignity my innocence They

    say don't dwell on the past But I relive it every night Its always the same Its you and I The empty house Same position But never the Same place The treats scared me the most Somehow I blocked out the pain My pride my Innocence the stain on the carpet has hardened like...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F Apr 26

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    Every Sexually Assaulted Or Rape Victim Has A Dark Past But A Brighter Future.

    Writing this I am struggling inside to show others what I have been through. A few people know about my situation, and now some of you strangers reading this will know. I am not writing this to get emotional support or attention. I am writing this so other people who have been...
    sihtajan sihtajan 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    Being Sexually Assaulted Or Raped

    First of all, sexually assaulted and raped have the same meaning.  I remember to this day my three rapes, being harassed, threatened with being kidnapped and then murdered 7 times, stalked 7 times, and other sexual and non-sexual abuses by a family member and others as if it...
    happynpregnant happynpregnant 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2013

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    My Life As I Know It

    My 14th birthday normally a special day for a young boy, me, not so much first I awoke made everyone breakfast, started the laundry my normal daily duties, also like normal I was dressed in a short dress, panties and a padded bra, lipstick and my fingernails painted. So anyway as...
    jessigirl27 jessigirl27 22-25, F 3 Responses May 15, 2013

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    it is too hard for me to say how I feel

    or to truly understand how if has affected me. The memories are stained into my skin and dominating my life.. I started writing poetry last year when I got PTSD. This is my latest poem called Ragdoll... Ragdoll Spirit of youth confined within horror Cursive whimpers amidst...
    JesusTakeTheWheel JesusTakeTheWheel 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2014

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    I Think It's Time Now.

    Time to tell my story here, even though it probably will never be easy to tell. In other groups I discuss subjects like sexual abuse, consent & limits, rape culture and the sexualization of the female identity (or: male entitlement, other side of the coin) a lot. I'm rather open...
    Scarcollection Scarcollection 22-25, F 10 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I Wouldn't Wish It On Anyone...

    I wouldn't wish this on anyone. Being abused in any way is a horrible experience, but to be sexually abused, its pain that you can't even described. I was sexually abused on and off for almost three years. It took me a while to talk about, even now, I get flashbacks, and have bad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Jul 21, 2009

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    All my life I have been fat

    and had man boobs. The boys here in my school in this horrible country India abused me everyday in school groping it. It was sick and disgusting. I developed a Stockholm syndrome and would let one boy grope bite my man boobs and then my give hand jobs to my penis. It was painful...
    Satorax Satorax 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    A Glimpse Part 2

    My mom's boyfriend before she died. David was his name. Nasty *** huge red mustache with curdling beer always on his breath. I would hide my little sister (she was still in diapers, I was about 4 or 5)..just so he wouldn't touch her. This man did horrible things to me and also...
    sizzzlin69 sizzzlin69 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    At The Caravan...****Trigger****

    We had a family Caravan i don't remember specific events, but i do remember my dad was drinking we went in the bedroom where my mum and dad slept, we were giggling and talking about things with my mum, my dad was just sleeping. I was in the middle of the bed on top of the...
    OutsideLookingIin OutsideLookingIin 22-25, F Nov 25, 2013

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    Daddy No

    i was abused by my dad from 6-14.he was really good at manipulation&he had me&my little bro living in fear of him for a lot of our lives
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    My Story

    it began when I was 11 years old, this boy called talen lived close by to me and one day I came across him alone in the street, he began with asking me questions which I didn't understand at the time, like asking me if I was frigate,I didn't even know what frigate was, assuming...
    SugarCakes SugarCakes 18-21, F Nov 1, 2012

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    My twin sister and i always shared a bed,

    we slept completely in the nude [as did our parents] and I loved the feeling of my penis against her bare but. One night [we must have been 8 or 9 years old] whilst having a bath together i asked her to put me in her mouth, as i have seen my mother did it with my father. As...
    manarie manarie 61-65, M Jan 14, 2014

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    I Was Only 6 Years Old

    I had recently moved to a new town and i was only 6 years old. I quickly made friends with the boy down the road who was only one year older than me. We had play dates all the time. One day he brought a much older friend over to my house (around 18) which i recall being his...
    poisonedblossum poisonedblossum 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    I am a girl, and I just turned 19 recently.

    My story isn't very extreme, but it does feel nice to be able to let something out, as it has plagued my life for awhile. It happened sometime this year (2014), and I was 18 at the start of the year. I just ended my national exams and I had a long holiday from January all the...
    henryklutz henryklutz 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    My Innocence Lost

    When we are young , we are suppose to enjoy our childhood, feel safe and understand the meaning of being Loved.  If being Loved at the age of 10 by a male cousin for 7 years , sexually abusing me over and over is Love.  No, thank you, I will pass.  Every time we...
    Katlin Katlin 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 17, 2007

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    Surviving (barely) ******

    It's my fault. I can't get that out of my head. It didn't start my fault - but I didn't fight hard enough. I believed their threats.  I let them. I was 3. When I finally told - I was 9. I told my uncle, and he killed himself that night. It stopped when I was 11. When I...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 11 Responses May 28, 2008

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    So I've never really told this story before.

    I haven't brought it up since I was 13 or so, i'm 20 now. So I guess i'll just start from what I can remember. So when I was in the third grade, I remember i was on the playground and I was playing with this boy in my class (we will call him robby*) and the next thing i remember...
    ilovekittens3 ilovekittens3 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2014

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    Falling

    I have been pushed off the highest cliff you can imagine, I grab for every branch, they snap at my attempts.  I am plunging at enormous speed, yet I can see everything in the slowest of motion.  I look down into a endless black hole. I am beyond panic, I am going to die...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 17 Responses Sep 19, 2007

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    I was sexually and emotionally abused my my

    first boyfriend for 2 years. 14 years old. I was sexually harassed by my boss for over a year at my first job when i was 17. I am now 19 and just realizing why i felt the way i did. I'm still trying to cope with this.
    eckesc eckesc 18-21, F May 5, 2014

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    It's messed up. I always wondered growing up,

    was always searching my memory for sexual abuse trying to figure out who could have done it if they did. And then this past November, this guy I was seeing intentionally brought my admitance that it did happen out of me. I have faint memories of it, my very first memories - I...
    Biaa Biaa 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    When I was twelve years old,

    my "friend's" step-dad used to try and send my friend out of the room to "go get things" to show me, he used to touch me, make me do things and if I didn't do them he'd threaten to hurt my friend or my family. I was so naive at the time that I believed every word that came out...
    CaptainCalculus CaptainCalculus 26-30, F Jan 10, 2014

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    An Innocent Lesson Or Sexual Abuse?

       I think now that I have pushed the little button saying "me too," the rest may be easier. I've started now, that's the hard part sometimes. I haven't told this story to more than 2 people in my life. The events of my abuse took place during 3 years, sporadically, from ages...
    Scorchia Scorchia 61-65, F 4 Responses Aug 14, 2013

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    My Uncle, My Dad, My Best Friend...

    When I was 6, my mum brought my brand new baby sister home from the hospital, we had lots of family visit, including my uncle. he picked me up lots and stroked and squeezed my bum. Only now do I realise that was the beginning. He went on to systematically abuse me for the next 6...
    nicoleon nicoleon 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    I Did It Myself.......

    About 5 years ago I met my last boyfriend and I fell in love with him. I was so in love that I would do anything for him. That this became reality I couldn't expect at that moment. It started as a very nice romance, I loved him, he loved me and we did a lot of things together...
    linda linda 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 26, 2006

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    I was about 3 or 4 when it started.

    My older brother would come into my room or make me go into my mom's closet and would do things. This happened almost everyday for a couple months to a year. Due to me being so young I didn't know what was happening so I didn't know it was something I necessarily needed to get...
    cms14smc cms14smc 18-21, F Mar 17

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    Abusive ******. Is there any other kind?

    ****** itself here has such a negative connotation that it is a dirty word. If I were to say, constructive ******, it is an oxymoron that I should be ashamed for uttering. I was not sexually abused until I was 14 but I had already known years of sexual contact. And it was...
    Stelladove Stelladove 18-21, F Mar 29

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    The Ember Inside

    Once upon a time there was a girl who was....different. It's not that she felt she didn't belong- she truly was not like the others (and when you are young -and especially a girl-being different is awful. She was teased to the point of crying regularly, until finally she realized...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    This is one color of my past I spoke of in my

    other story. We can call it red, like Hester's scarlet letter. My first "intimacy" I recall was a kiss. Unlike sleeping beauty, I was not prepared for this awakening. I was five and I was happy playing on my street right outside my home. I was walking the curb, one foot on it...
    ShotsZ ShotsZ 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I was molested by my grandfather

    The closest I can be to guessing when it started was at the age of 6. It didn't end until age 11. He died when I was 12. It started out with him playing with himself when we would play games (cards, board games) and I would pretend to not notice because that's all I could think...
    NRF NRF 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 14, 2008

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    A few times as a kid he showed me stuff.

    . Like idk how to explain it. **** I guess? And told me stuff about sex, explaining what it was. When we lived in this house when I was 6 or 7 he locked me in his room with him and pulled out his penis.. Told me to compare him to the guys in the movies. And told me to compare him...
    ajh97 ajh97 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    Bedwetter

    as a bedwetter my dad made me wear a nappy and plastic pants to bed.he would cane me in the mornnig and at night to and than put is **** up me than put my nappy and plastic pants on me.i still live at home and still wet the bed and still get the cane
    nappi nappi 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    What's Normal?

    My abuse started when I was seven, My brothers friend who was eighteen,  was babysitting me and took me into his room he made me preform oral sex, then he started touching me, asking me if I liked certain things, I didn't know, I was scared, and embarassed.  My parents...
    ayashe473 ayashe473 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    I Trusted the Wrong People ... Twice (pt. 1)

    There are a couple of moments in my life, I'd relive because they all involve me losing myself in some way. If I could relive a moment or moments in my life there would be a few moments I'd take back. The first moment I'd take back happened to me when I was ten years old with...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 5 Responses May 10, 2008

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    Once Again Into The Breach

    My brothers and cousins have been sexually abusing me and another female cousin for several years now. Although she has been ****** by them it had never gone that far with me. Until last weekend that is. I was advised that if I allowed my brother that privelege I might expect...
    rhiannon2010 rhiannon2010 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    I Was

    So much of it is not even realized until the damage is done and beyondI think its sick and demented and if its done oh my I believe alot more than prison should take place.
    redsbare redsbare 41-45, M Nov 10, 2013

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    i was sexually abused

    for allmost 2 years
    sshiela sshiela 26-30, F Mar 30, 2014

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    I always had a weird feeling from him,

    but my mother re-assured me she was in love with this man--her boyfriend. He moved in, a police officer, a very short time after they had been dating. Times when my mother was not home were the times he began crossing my boundaries. He would sit next to me on the sofa when I...
    willow06 willow06 31-35, F 2 Responses May 22, 2014

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