I Have Been The Good, The Bad And The Ugly

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    Anyone that doesn't truly know me, thinks I'm such a good kid. The people that know me quite well, though, know how bad I can and will be. I don't care what other people perceive me as though. I know I'm not the prettiest flower in the garden... I know I'm good, but not an angel...
    Ineverknow Ineverknow
    16-17, F
    Apr 14, 2013

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