I Have Been Thinking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 445 People

    A lot has been on my mind really.

    For example; sexuality, state of mind, reliance upon things, and a general look upon life. I sometimes cross fantasies of pretty girls while searching for something in my mind. Girls that I would of never have a shot with... odd enough. I've always been one to go for girls that...
    callmejo4 callmejo4
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 12, 2015

    what kind of story should I write?

    I deleted my first account on Wattpad today but I just made a new one. I need ideas.
    IlyAAfaa IlyAAfaa
    16-17, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    I'm actually incredibly excited to move to

    California in August. I will miss my family and friends a lot but I'm looking forward to meeting new people. I'm scared to though, I'm basically starting again all by myself. I won't have my parents to depend on and I will be alone. I won't be totally alone as I'll have my...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1
    18-21, F
    Feb 16, 2015

    ... .. ..... .. . ...... ..

    Stuff's been **** lately. Seems you haven't really realized how bad it's been. Seems you haven't realized anything at all. Every time you go away, I start to think "I can get through this - I can get past this. Hell, I'll find someone new, someone who'll go that extra mile for...
    peanlo peanlo
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Sep 4, 2011

    About Life In General...

    I have been thinking alot lately. There is nothing new in all of that I guess - but I have been thinking about friendships and relationships and how I value them - and how I get it wrong so many times... I don't trust people easily - when I do it is all or nothing...if I have...
    Flugelblues Flugelblues
    31-35, F
    Sep 24, 2009
    Babeondwy Babeondwy
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 25, 2015

    Circle

    I never stop thinking!! I think I have it all worked out but i always end up back where I started.....
    Lovelight5 Lovelight5
    31-35, F
    Apr 22, 2012

    I Should Begin Inviting Other Members

    I am going to begin the NewYear with a different style and approach to online life. I would like to be the one to invite rather than waiting for things to happen. It cannot be that difficult, CAN it? What can go wrong will go wrong if I were to over-analyse it. So I am going...
    BlueStockingMan BlueStockingMan
    56-60
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2010

    that if i had not met best friends,

    i would have been the same super neurotic girl lacking in self-awareness. I had never trully found myself before i met them. i'm forever grateful for their existence in my life, they are gradually making me believe that i am good and likable.
    TheWandAirs28 TheWandAirs28
    22-25, F
    Sep 30, 2014

    It's a dangerous thing to be thinking

    but I have been thinking. Why is it that when a person says you need to get out and travel to understand an idea they don't mean the whole world but they mean just the people that think like them. I'll give you an example I was discussing with my neighbor who said that the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 30, 2015

    about how we are the only species

    that pay to live here losethename.com
    kristymom kristymom
    31-35, F
    Sep 29, 2015

    I will get off from EP

    for few months as don't see like any use from entering and doing nothing but to wait until someone do the in box me.
    sensitiveguy36 sensitiveguy36
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2015

    Three weeks ago my leg muscles got pulled

    when my bicycle got yanked from me. They were pretty sore for about a week, and still slightly sore until a day or two ago. Also, the summer heat finally just got more reasonable about two days ago. I've had a lot of time to think, and I guess I'm just starting to feel more...
    TypingMonkey TypingMonkey
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    life is not as dramatic

    as we usually hope - like, the big dramatic declarations of love that we see in movies or books, the picture perfect reunion or passionate breakup. Instead it is usually much more nuanced, because life is much bigger than a single moment. It is not a dramatic climax and finale...
    Futuresdiary Futuresdiary
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    Do you think the use of atomic weapons on

    Hiroshima and Nagasaki was justified? Why or why not?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    With Experience Project closing,

    I've been meaning to say something. I never get a chance to appreciate this place like I used to. From the time I found this app, to the time it is right now, I have changed. It's been, I wanna say, about seven months. And I do believe experience project has helped immensely...
    laurmb laurmb
    16-17, F
    Apr 2

    I Am Feeling At My Worst Today Of All Days

    I have not been feeling well lately. I feel more exhausted than normal. My head is hurting. I have way too many impure thoughts going through my head. i really feel like i am in a dark place. It hurts to take my medications and it hurts even more not to. I am sick of not being...
    leo009 leo009
    18-21, M
    Jan 1, 2012

    I've been thinking on what happens to me to me

    when I am angry and I am afraid that the thing I fear most is me turning into a monster.
    thebrownbear thebrownbear
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    So Have I

    But turns out you don't have as many thoughts as you think.    Tribbiani ; )
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 24, 2010

    love is a wonderful feeling,

    am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i met here..my love life is back..thanks Faust.. ......thanks to him my husband came back....+447035914441
    rosemyers rosemyers
    51-55, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    What's wrong with being confident ?

    I want good things I gotta stop doubting I gotta be honest I don't even know what I'm doing anymore I'm just gonna enjoy today yup today no ***** are given
    ophelia379 ophelia379
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    Totally!!!!!!!!!!!

    And now my head hurts HEHEHEHE
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jul 28, 2010

    About Parents and Strangers

    i have been thinking ..that parents sometimes are strangers and sometimes strangers become our family..its true.. my ep parents are more than a family..they are the best...
    annasangels annasangels
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    about moving to the wild

    and living the simple life gofundme.com/te4yxw4g
    kristymom kristymom
    31-35, F
    Sep 29, 2015

    Parents who control their kids life tiny

    details. They should think more about how their action influence on their kids. Take an example like mothers who want to know tiny thing their kids(daughter/son) around the clock. Where any of them will learn anything when can't go anywhere or even make their own mistakes...
    sensitiveguy36 sensitiveguy36
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    Carly Fiorina for President of The United

    States! https://carlyforpresident.com Better than Hillary Clinton!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 16, 2015

    As night approaches and another day with no

    word I start to wonder how I've let this happen and when did it happen. How can it be so strong so strange... Do I want to stop it now? Can I even stop it of I wanted to? That my body should demand you my heart yearn for you My mind betraying me... What have I done...
    ophelia379 ophelia379
    31-35, F
    Nov 28, 2015

    we tire of one~another

    so quickly one cant help but think,, the most  interesting of folks are those we've yet to meet  OR are we chasing  the idea of perfection?
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    Two minutes ago I thought about something

    that Mark Twain once said.
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    Dec 27, 2015

    We met today.. After

    such a long time you went missing.. Been always wondering what happened to you.. And now that i know, i feel so sad.. Never knew you went through a lot in your life.. You look okay, but you eyes shows the burden and hardship you are suffering.. Probably I shouldn't feel like...
    adelinebeth adelinebeth
    22-25, F
    Aug 30, 2015

    Sitting here bored out of mind on a Saturday

    night, longing for someone to touch me. To feel their breath on my neck, there hands caressing my skin. Soft kisses. Its a perfect night to lay on the couch with a bottle of good wine, a simple dinner, good couple of movies and some strong arms to cuddle up with. Maybe...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    Letting go of it all.

    Letting go of everyone and anything that has made me feel bad or Insecure. Letting go of the hatred for myself for thinking I was capable of handling these guys and what they had to offer me...sex and only sex. Letting go of my soulmate. My love because even as the tears...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    If

    If america is the land of the free why dont we have the freedom to undo mistakes that politicians have made? Why dont we have the freedom to make soldiers come home from wars. No one treats veterans like they deserve to be treated. I was sitting on the bus and there was this vet...
    leo009 leo009
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2011

    Thinking alot lately I put more into people

    who don't give a **** about me. Time to go back to being cold and silent.
    ElSabre101 ElSabre101
    26-30, M
    Sep 30, 2015

    I Want To Get Out Of

        i want to get out of southwest florida . maybe somewhere else in florida .  any where . middle florida , key wests , some where .  i just want a major change .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 29, 2009

    My World

    I have been thinking a lot about what will become of my life within the next few years. My world as I know it will be turned upside down..
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2010

    Adverts/commercials/whatever you call 'em are

    weird. It's just the same food, drink, clothes etc we have already, but shiny, well toned, popular, financially successful people with huge social circles and sultry eyes draw us in. They beam blindingly at us from our tv screen or magazines telling us that THIS time, this bit...
    ThunderWaffles ThunderWaffles
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 12

    Please stop. Stop it,

    stop it, stop it...Quit thinking like that. Seriously. Stop. I don't have any right to ask for more. I can't think like this. It's going to **** things up... But still... Stop it!
    SunnysWifeBlue SunnysWifeBlue
    18-21, F
    Feb 27, 2014

    Mostly about my friends,

    relationships, singledom, and school....And I want to just write a bit of it down. I love all of my friends....Equally...I am capable of devoting equal time to all of them, creating strong connections, being someone you can just talk to....I'm made to be a friend. But when I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015
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