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I Have Been Through A Whole Lot

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    I Am Getting Bored Of Humanity And myself. All of it. I don't want to act. Or to step up to the plate and "become" something. I just want to chill out. And be whatever I am. I feel...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F Sep 21

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    I've lived in the same town my whole life, though I've traveled most of the western U.S. in my childhood. The thing is though I've never been with out a sibling or a parent, and I...
    ForeverNotMaybe ForeverNotMaybe 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Far too much and far too much caused by me Three wives and still married to the third who used to be abusive when she drank, three kids who ignore me completely. Lost everything...
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 15

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    I have an issue, an issue or few. My mom thinks I hate her because I talk so horrible 2 her... it's not that I hate her bc I don't I'm just upset with a grudge... see, she was an...
    regarnylkoorb regarnylkoorb 18-21, F Aug 30

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    Always go with the choice that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to require the most from you.
    charmee26 charmee26 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Just sitting here wondering if 2015 will be a better year for me. Although it's 2014, part of 2013 was when things started getting ******, it seems as if maybe things may be...
    Here4u72 Here4u72 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    I want to begin this by saying that I was once a completely normal girl. I grew up in a house with a yard, two parents who were hard workers and a lazy pet dog. I never got into...
    Naivegirl0963 Naivegirl0963 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 2

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    To be completely fair and honest we all have been through shitloads in our lifetimes. It's not usual to hear someone going through hardship, and it's typically casual and if not...
    stevan456 stevan456 13-15, M Sep 1

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    Hi everyone !! At one time Ep saved me by offering me a support system when I had no one to open up too . I've been through a lot and changed a lot . I'm hoping to share more...
    bbtwelve bbtwelve 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    When I was 16, my boyfriend beat and raped me. Afterwards, I asked, "Why did you do that?" and he said, "To make you feel dirty so you won't be a **** anymore."I thought I loved...
    InnerGuidance InnerGuidance 26-30, F 13 Responses Sep 7

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    I want to be strong but there are times when I just don't want to deal with life anymore . And I wish God would just take me.. I have been through so much in my short 17 years of...
    hopeliveshavefaith hopeliveshavefaith 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 30

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    I Have a question. My husband of 18 years is a drug addict. Addicted to pills and on and off heroin. He started the heroin After his mom passed away two years ago. It was months...
    Ssm3366 Ssm3366 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I wouldn't ask to go back in time and try and make things different in my life. Everything thing I have been through; abuse, neglect, drugs and alcohol, being bullied and beat up...
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu 22-25, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    The trauma of abuse is never fully gone from a person's consciousness. Its filthy stain leaves its residue on the soul forever. However, like all bad experiences, it is possible to...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was adopted. My adoptive parent sadly was violent toward me (people seem to think that just because someone adopt you that they are freakin saints)she hit me and mentally put me...
    BelgianBun BelgianBun 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    All I've been through was a lie. It all started when I believed I saw a grey man walk into the brush. Later I thought it chased me down a gravel road at night. I later figured out...
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    My moms cancer is back yet again. It's really bad this time and I'm scared more than ever. It's hard working a 50 hour work week while she's at home hurting. She won't let me take...
    Dspence12 Dspence12 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 11

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    I have been trying to get over a break up over the last year and a half...I finally feel relief and feel happiness in my life again. If u are struggling in getting over a nasty...
    brokenhearted7108 brokenhearted7108 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I'm a senior In High school, I have been going through a lot of stress lately . I just don't know what to do anymore.... My life right now is making me become depressed lately. I'm...
    livinglife27 livinglife27 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    After the loss of my husband, not only was I changing physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, so was the world, as I perceived. The nature of life is change. And, the...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    I live in a city that is very expensive and only work in a fairly low paid industry. long story short I cant live with family and I am a Christian who believes it is better for me...
    funkykristi funkykristi 31-35, F Sep 10

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    No one knows the **** that I've been through They give me hard **** tough times secrets and lies but I'm still stuck typing this ****!
    FlyingAwayAndFallingApart FlyingAwayAndFallingApart 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    This is where I'm just going to unload all the shït I've been through.(no one has to read it it's just good to unload sometimes) • My dad died when I was 12 • My younger...
    HandsomePrince1 HandsomePrince1 16-17, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't like physical contact unless we are very close friends or family, yet i still shy away when my family does. And I'll push you away if i feel myself opening up and letting...
    BeautifulCatastr0phe BeautifulCatastr0phe 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have to say, I've never witnessed or experienced blocking at such a high frequency on any other site as much as on EP. It amazes me, humors me, and appalls me at times. Even...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I've been so busy with school work , my son and other family things I haven't been on in forever . First I lost my second child a month ago so I've been going through that and...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 16-17, F Sep 13

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    Oh boy do I have a story.....Let's just start by saying, I do not need anyone telling me how stupid I am....no one can tell me anything I haven't already said to myself....I have...
    chitownfool chitownfool 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I had to be tough after my mother died. I had to help my eldest sister with my youngest sister. We all had to help father. Then I went to university, and there were some problems...
    Amipa91 Amipa91 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I haven't suffered alot but i never reject people no matter what cause i have been rejected before and is horrible and i don't want people to feel the same way i did
    Victoriastyles Victoriastyles 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I have been, and still am part of a really abusive selfish mother and an enabler father. My mother is so derailed mentally, she is viciously crewel. She has antagonized me from...
    pistacchia pistacchia 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    My husband has been cheating on me with very young teenage prostitutes. We have been together 20 years. We are losing everything we worked for because of his drug, alcohol...
    taylorbubber taylorbubber 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    Just something I felt like sharing/talking about. My current bf and I had a fight and I guess this was his way of "getting back" at me. He began entertaining conversations with...
    VousEtesBelleCM VousEtesBelleCM 18-21, F Aug 30

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    I've loved to travel all my life. I was born in New Zealand. I have been to Australia, Samoa, Tonga and Tokelau Islands. I will never forget it. Oceania is beautiful and I...
    InfiniteSunshine InfiniteSunshine 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I have been to Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia, China, Hong Kong, Japan and USA and UAE. I would love to travel more, like Europe (maybe next year), UAE for more cities, UK, Japan...
    candy8ar candy8ar 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    my boyfriend is trying to convince me that I 'admitted' doing something with another guy before our 'split up', when I didn't. I was sure he broke up with me so I turned to alcohol...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 31

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    Yes I have and for the first 25 years out of 'em 40, I studied it well I guess. I have been teaching my Pencak Silat for the past 20 years and this year it looks like my style of...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M Aug 31

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    I don't like that teachers do that with their students. I have been denied as a child and it was not good. They should be more lenient with allowing their students to use the...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Sep 1

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    Not that many really. I live in the UK, I went to Spain when I was 4, France when I was 9 and when I was 12 (actually I might have been 11, not sure but it doesn't really make much...
    CupcakeCarnival CupcakeCarnival 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    i have been complimented on my telephone voice many times. ive even had job offers to be a receptionist just because of my telephone voice. when i was a teenager it has gotten many...
    SadisticBitch SadisticBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    My husband cheated on me online. He never met the woman but many of their conversations were very heart felt and emotional. He even asked her to marry him twice. (he claims he was...
    hasinalady hasinalady 46-50, F 5 Responses Sep 1

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    I have been physically abused by my alcoholic dad ever since I was in 3rd grade. He went to jail for a couple years but is now back. It has gotten better now that I am bigger and...
    ihill032299 ihill032299 16-17, M Sep 2

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    Well that was fun...I had an accident at the farm and ended up with a concision...I have been here for 2 days now and I don't even know what happened...must have been bad cause my...
    BustyRedHead321 BustyRedHead321 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 4

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    when i was working about one years ago i actualy involved by a project. That project give me a chances to meet my old friend the problem was the project was gone wrong. The thing...
    blackravencat blackravencat 22-25, M Sep 5

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    I have been depressed before~ People I knew had cancer 2 died 1 is surviving 1my grandma -died 2my friend -died 3 my mum -lived I was depressed The first time is when I found...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    To "I am the other man", FU you coward. Thanks for your part in destroying my marriage. Yes I made mistakes but have been man enough to change and not hide.
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I live in the USA. I am originally from ethiopia, people with good culture and value. I have been to Canada new found land- nice place and better life!
    greatmotuma greatmotuma 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I just got discharged from a mental health facility Friday the 5th. I committed myself on Tuesday the 3rd. I felt like I just couldn't take the stress anymore. I was diagnosed with...