I Have Been Through Hell and Back, But Still Believe

Once upon a time, I was the trophy girlfriend of one hot tamale.  J was handsome, intelligent (spoke for languages), devastatingly romantic, basically the man who could have any woman he wanted.  We had it all planned...

i'm fifteen at this time and i tell you that i have been through so much. my life has barely begun and i could swear that i went through hell and i came back. i won't mention what happened, i can't. it still hurts to think about it...

Guess I'm a glutton for punishment... I never got there the same way twice, but I have been through hell a few times - going through a little piece of hell right now actually! To love someone with all your heart... and find that...

I started to not share anything about my story on here. However the purpose will be revealed towards the end. I'll attempt to keep this as brief as possible. Two of the main reasons for this are: 1. It would be to much to get off into...

Ive been to h ell and back
and with gods help i keep on getting back up
for another round , some days i think about what ive been
threw in my life and i wonder how i keep getting back
up it never defeats me only knocks me down...

I've been,To hell,And back,However,I still believe,I'm not invincible,This time,I survived,That's no guarantee,I'd survive again.

I have lost so many people in my life family and friends.  At one time I was so mad at god that I became a monster to everyone around me.  My mother was afraid of me and so was everyone else and at that time I was happy with...

From age 7-9 I was raped several times by my father.  I was an emotional wreck afterwards because he was emotionally blackmailing me.I ended up in a "facility" at 17.  I then went back to his home when I graduated high school, and he...

I don't know how I never came back
That is why I don't believe anymore

what i dont understand is why ME!what did i do to get this damm illness and i am tring to be the best me and trying to get through this current  hell on earth . and i  PROMISE AM AND WILL BEAT IT COUNT ON IT