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I Have Been To Hell And Back More Than Once

For those have have fought, fought again, and are still fighting. 288 People

    I Am A Real Demon

    Hello, I am Azethoth, te demon of chaos, born from hell....if anyone has any questions to ask, feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 6, 2013

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    Back Home And Having An Existential Crisis

    I went abroad for a few years, got my graduate degree, took a job and had a semi-serious relationship. After a few years, I came back home to my country cuz my company wouldn't sponsor visas and also partially because I wanted to because I hated my job. I wanted to try to stay in...
    Ravinman Ravinman 26-30, M Apr 12, 2013

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    Hell?

    Hell Hole, AZ...is that what you are talking about?.....Helltown, CA,.yes, nice little ghost town......sometimes feel like I fought the the Hellfighters...haven't had the chance to tour Hell, Michigan ( the place where Hell freezes over)... even eaten in Hell's Kitchen, N.Y...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2012

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    And I'M Going Back Again

    .... Yet again... I must venture to hell by myself.... I refuse help from others on this journey that I must take.... My emotions are growing stronger and are showing more.... I must hide them deeper... So I must being them together again, just to push them away... Hell: it is...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    What is a Panic AttackA very important question

    if you're struggling with this condition. You should really understanding exactly what's going on behind the scenes.So what is a PA?A sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.`Ok, that's the textbook definition, but i don't think that clears things up too much so let's go l...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Feb 23, 2014

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    But Different Now....

    I didn't give up, and now am cruising the road of peace and love.......the happy road of destiny. I believe we are all destined to be happy and at peace....this is God's wish for us, and if we believe and want it-it is ours for the taking....
    peacefulprincess peacefulprincess 31-35, F Aug 11, 2011

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    Having panic attacks?

    Here's some advice from Tyler Durden. 
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 7, 2014

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    My Pain, Story

    I have always had this awful feeling, one that I couldn't point to, one that made me think that I was crazy, I was imagining it, I've had a rough life, I won't go into details, but I have a very high pain tolerance because of my misfortune, I have lived with the feeling for 19...
    Just1a1nameless1soul Just1a1nameless1soul 18-21 Dec 2, 2012

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    Help Me! I Obsess Over Everything!

    Question: I have been living with panic attacks and anxiety for about 16 years. It started after I stopped using drugs. I constantly thought I was going to or was in the act of having a heart attack. Then, it started me checking windows and doors repeatedly every night, and the...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Sep 9, 2013

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    The Demon Of Chaos

    I'm Anethoth, the demon of chaos, I have come back from hell to find my soldiers, if you have any questions feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 17, 2013

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    The Pain

    I have been to hell and back far too many times. There has been so many moments where i have thought ''i just can't take anymore'' and then something else happens, weighing me down ... laying heavy on my shoulders. Sometimes too many little things build up ... which makes up a...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Jul 10, 2013

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    My Story..

    Well I was born in Phila. PA. my parents came from the UK 2 ears before I was born,, My father received a call from the hospital ." Mr Jones, your wife has left. Would you like to come pick up your daughter?" .Well he did, and he and my Gran raised me until I was 5 .He then met...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    You ask me to stop being myself To say

    that you are right, when you aren't I know who I am, and I will do things my way You will not control me If you get in my way, I will turn against you Leave me to my thoughts, for their are my only true company in this darkness called life But I dare you, to try and help me, it...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M Feb 13, 2014

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    Wish someone had been there with me.

    It's a lonely kind of time.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Does fear cause real diarrhea

    or does it cause the feeling only ? http://livelifetothefullest.live-panic-free.com/2014/03/03/does-fear-cause-real-diarrhea-or-does-it-cause-the-feeling-only-.aspx Hey guys, sorry if this seems spammy, not my intention at all. I used to just paste my experiences in several...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 4, 2014

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    My Story

    My story doesn't begin in a magical place, nor does it end with a 'happily ever after'. There where no super hero's to save the day, only evil that haunts each chapter. My story will make you cry before it makes you laugh, and.. I'm not even sure I have what it takes to speak...
    BreathingInBlades BreathingInBlades 18-21, F Aug 7, 2011

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    Lullaby Of The Dead

    Ring around the Rosie Pocket full if posies Ashes, Ashes We all fall down.... Ring around the Rosie What do you suppose we Can do to fight the darkness In which we drown? Ring around the Rosie This evil thing it KNOWS me..... Lost ghosts surround me.... I. Can't...
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 21, 2013

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    I miss you more than I thought is possible.. Please come back soon.. :(
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    I've Been so friken busy these past few weeks I haven't gotten more than 5 hours of sleep haha
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    I am a switch, both submissive and dominant. But really have been submissive to only a handful of men but always felt in control of letting go. Because of my busy life, my first...
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    I was clean off meth for six years. Started doing it again six months ago, and I can feel it overtaking me. I get so mad at myself every time I go on one of my week long binges...
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    I've been with this guy for about 5 years and I'm fed up with him. This story is a bit crazy. I use to check his Facebook page often and notice that he conversates a lot with his...
    FrancinePryor FrancinePryor 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Scared to leave you But know I need to go Scared to leave because the path ahead has holes You may not have been nice But I felt provide for You may not have loved me But...
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    It has been a month now, since I found out my husband cheated on me. We have been together for 20 years and have two kids. It was a co-worker and it lasted 6 months. He told me he...
    Amyc76 Amyc76 36-40, F 16 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lateness is actually one of the personality trait. People who are late all the time cannot help it. Simplegirlstory 22-25, F 7 Answers 1 8 mins ago in Community hi...
    sogdianrock sogdianrock 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    Three weeks ago my leg muscles got pulled when my bicycle got yanked from me. They were pretty sore for about a week, and still slightly sore until a day or two ago. Also, the...
    TypingMonkey TypingMonkey 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I just lay and think "why couldn't you just be honest with me?"I need to move on but I find it hard. It's simply harder cause you took away something I deserved..closure...
    celia8789 celia8789 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I have been chatting with this guy from school. I'm also a guy but I have a crush on him, he's a year younger than me. So, there's this welcome party for the freshmen in our...
    LeoNyxus LeoNyxus 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    After living in fear not knowing what mood he would be in each and everyday I built the courage to flee, reported him to police for the physical abuse he put me thru, petrified of...
    katinDahat katinDahat 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I'm fourteen years old and a freshman in high school. I'm about 200 pounds. I haven't been able to forgive my mom for initially causing my weight. However, the truth is, obesity...
    EndTheFatKid EndTheFatKid 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been a catfish. it all started when I was 13. I have catfish alot of people. I've fallen in love with some and told them the truth but it didn't work out. being a catfish...
    gilbertk96 gilbertk96 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Have been every year for 25 years, sometimes more than once. Its also great for retirement, but thats for the future!
    UKMidlands1954 UKMidlands1954 61-65, M a week ago

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    I know you may look at me and say.. "Your only 13! How can you be complaining about going through a lot in your life?" Well if you want to know ask me. But i have been through...
    LoveMeNow2002 LoveMeNow2002 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Hope you all are fine. just want to say that for some reasons i have been misunderstood many times. so, i humbly request that if i ever hurt anyone please forgive me and please...
    ishqelahasil ishqelahasil 26-30, M Aug 19

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    NAKED AT SUMMER MUSIC CAMP I was 13 when I went to summer music camp at a distant university in Texas. Well, it was distant for me – about 50 miles away. We were to be there...
    tosa711 tosa711 51-55, M Aug 17

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    I have been lied, used, stabbed, threatened, blackmailed by some of my friends and by my ex. Now I have a serious problem with trusting someone. I know I'm still young but my ex...
    escede escede 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Letting go of it all. Letting go of everyone and anything that has made me feel bad or Insecure. Letting go of the hatred for myself for thinking I was capable of handling...
    ButtercupBrown15 ButtercupBrown15 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    I like ep more than Facebook cuz you can actually be yourself without having someone judging you. regardless of what you think or like.
    peppit peppit 36-40, M Aug 16

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    My boyfriend is a 48 year old married man. He's 25 years my senior and was my former boss. I now work in the same industry in the same vicinity so I'm still able to see him. He is...
    catsmp catsmp 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Actually, I have been helped more by strangers than by friends, it seems. For example, once me and a friend of mine were walking, when I felt faint, and stopped to catch my breath...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16

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