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I Have Been To Hell And Back More Than Once

For those have have fought, fought again, and are still fighting. 289 People

    Lullaby Of The Dead

    Ring around the Rosie Pocket full if posies Ashes, Ashes We all fall down.... Ring around the Rosie What do you suppose we Can do to fight the darkness In which we drown? Ring around the Rosie This evil thing it KNOWS me..... Lost ghosts surround me.... I. Can't...
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 21, 2013

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    My Story

    My story doesn't begin in a magical place, nor does it end with a 'happily ever after'. There where no super hero's to save the day, only evil that haunts each chapter. My story will make you cry before it makes you laugh, and.. I'm not even sure I have what it takes to speak...
    BreathingInBlades BreathingInBlades 18-21, F Aug 7, 2011

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    I Am A Real Demon

    Hello, I am Azethoth, te demon of chaos, born from hell....if anyone has any questions to ask, feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 6, 2013

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    Hell?

    Hell Hole, AZ...is that what you are talking about?.....Helltown, CA,.yes, nice little ghost town......sometimes feel like I fought the the Hellfighters...haven't had the chance to tour Hell, Michigan ( the place where Hell freezes over)... even eaten in Hell's Kitchen, N.Y...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2012

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    My Pain, Story

    I have always had this awful feeling, one that I couldn't point to, one that made me think that I was crazy, I was imagining it, I've had a rough life, I won't go into details, but I have a very high pain tolerance because of my misfortune, I have lived with the feeling for 19...
    Just1a1nameless1soul Just1a1nameless1soul 18-21 Dec 2, 2012

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    Help Me! I Obsess Over Everything!

    Question: I have been living with panic attacks and anxiety for about 16 years. It started after I stopped using drugs. I constantly thought I was going to or was in the act of having a heart attack. Then, it started me checking windows and doors repeatedly every night, and the...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Sep 9, 2013

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    My Story..

    Well I was born in Phila. PA. my parents came from the UK 2 ears before I was born,, My father received a call from the hospital ." Mr Jones, your wife has left. Would you like to come pick up your daughter?" .Well he did, and he and my Gran raised me until I was 5 .He then met...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    You ask me to stop being myself To say

    that you are right, when you aren't I know who I am, and I will do things my way You will not control me If you get in my way, I will turn against you Leave me to my thoughts, for their are my only true company in this darkness called life But I dare you, to try and help me, it...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M Feb 13, 2014

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    The Pain

    I have been to hell and back far too many times. There has been so many moments where i have thought ''i just can't take anymore'' and then something else happens, weighing me down ... laying heavy on my shoulders. Sometimes too many little things build up ... which makes up a...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Jul 10, 2013

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    Back Home And Having An Existential Crisis

    I went abroad for a few years, got my graduate degree, took a job and had a semi-serious relationship. After a few years, I came back home to my country cuz my company wouldn't sponsor visas and also partially because I wanted to because I hated my job. I wanted to try to stay in...
    Ravinman Ravinman 26-30, M Apr 12, 2013

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    Having panic attacks?

    Here's some advice from Tyler Durden. 
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 7, 2014

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    Does fear cause real diarrhea

    or does it cause the feeling only ? http://livelifetothefullest.live-panic-free.com/2014/03/03/does-fear-cause-real-diarrhea-or-does-it-cause-the-feeling-only-.aspx Hey guys, sorry if this seems spammy, not my intention at all. I used to just paste my experiences in several...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 4, 2014

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    Wish someone had been there with me.

    It's a lonely kind of time.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2015

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    What is a Panic AttackA very important question

    if you're struggling with this condition. You should really understanding exactly what's going on behind the scenes.So what is a PA?A sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.`Ok, that's the textbook definition, but i don't think that clears things up too much so let's go l...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Feb 23, 2014

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    The Demon Of Chaos

    I'm Anethoth, the demon of chaos, I have come back from hell to find my soldiers, if you have any questions feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 17, 2013

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    But Different Now....

    I didn't give up, and now am cruising the road of peace and love.......the happy road of destiny. I believe we are all destined to be happy and at peace....this is God's wish for us, and if we believe and want it-it is ours for the taking....
    peacefulprincess peacefulprincess 31-35, F Aug 11, 2011

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    And I'M Going Back Again

    .... Yet again... I must venture to hell by myself.... I refuse help from others on this journey that I must take.... My emotions are growing stronger and are showing more.... I must hide them deeper... So I must being them together again, just to push them away... Hell: it is...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    Some mornings I wake and think how beautiful life is, then I remember what my family have been through and what they are going through and I feel guilty for my happiness. Life has...
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    Sometimes, I feel like I'm in the eye of a storm. I went through hell to get there, barely surviving the storm around me. And I realize, I'm safe here. After all, the eye of the...
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    The way you make me feel when you say those three magick words. The words that turn armies around, the ones that can build kingdoms, the ones can bring even the toughest of walls...
    Nightshade721 Nightshade721 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
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    Every story goes to a point in where the character gets to choose one path or the other. Mine was staying abroad and finishing my masters degree or return home and marrying the...
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    It was the spring of my freshman year in college, and I had recently broken up with the first guy I’d ever slept with. I was in a coed dorm, and M lived across the hall, a good...
    Multiversality Multiversality 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hey everyone, it's my first time posting, so I will keep it short. It's also 3:45 am. I wanted to talk about my sociopathic, violent brother. This guy lied and told us in great...
    LiftedCurse LiftedCurse 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I love my dog more than people period. People ******* suck.
    vegaslawgirl vegaslawgirl 46-50, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    and I still am! My boyfriend/Master is 13 years older than me. We have been together almost 3 years and we live together and are very happy
    ServingGirlUK ServingGirlUK 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    So at the end of 2014 I found out that my best friend of 9 years and her bf plotted to use me for my money and my helpfulness. We had always talked about our future and things we...
    aquamoongoddess aquamoongoddess 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been sick, really sick. It started before Christmas with cellulitis in the sinus cavity. Then my upper molar abscessed into the already infected sinus. It was one thing...
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    I'm back on a psych ward after being gone for just over a year. Initially I was on an "intensive care" unit where most things were restricted, including camera phones, which was...
    SolitaryFriend SolitaryFriend 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    now I know this is nothing compared to some of the stories I just seen on here, but here it goes....I started dating my boyfriend almost 6 years ago...during the 6 years we have...
    teeq22 teeq22 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Making Peace with Your Past: Choosing Forgiveness Are you haunted by something that happened in your past? Whether someone wronged you or you made a decision you regret, Dr. Phil...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    Like sixsix68, I have been to Orient Beach on St. Martin long ago. My wife and I spent a day there.The most usual past of the day was that we took in the sales pitch for one of...
    beachlover492000 beachlover492000 61-65, M 6 days ago

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    Coincidentally, I have been maintaining a three way relationship.... technically a 4way because it is with three guys. I will provide the general gist so I can bring you up to date...
    cheche80 cheche80 31-35, F Jan 29

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    Would be nice to get into a relationship where I more than just an option. I sadly tend to get into relationships with women who for whatever reason don't seem totally invested in...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 31-35, M Jan 29

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    this is the story of my lufem yes I know Jesus is like this as he wants everyone like that but I mean of this worldx and in this world who wants me and loves me more than anything...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I worked in construction for fifty years. Worked in wood houses and concrete and steel buildings. Have done things just to get it done now instead of waiting for all kinds of...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M Jan 28

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    I've never really talked about it except to people I'm closest to, so here goes nothin. When we started dating he treated me like I was precious and gave me attention i had never...
    SnowWhite87 SnowWhite87 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Tonight he threw my dinner at the wall. I have been snowed in without access to my car as it is BURIED in snow. On my boyfriends way home I had asked him to pick up something...
    dcp1058 dcp1058 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 27

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    I have been in an age-gap relationship for almost eight years. I'm 27 years old, my wife is 48. I love her very much, and I'm looking forward to many more years with her.
    CNSPRCYTHRY CNSPRCYTHRY 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I really do love you more than anything else in the world.
    HerTrueKing HerTrueKing 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 25