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I Have Been To Hell And Back More Than Once

For those have have fought, fought again, and are still fighting. 284 People

    Help Me! I Obsess Over Everything!

    Question: I have been living with panic attacks and anxiety for about 16 years. It started after I stopped using drugs. I constantly thought I was going to or was in the act of having a heart attack. Then, it started me checking windows and doors repeatedly every night, and the...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Sep 9, 2013

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    My Story..

    Well I was born in Phila. PA. my parents came from the UK 2 ears before I was born,, My father received a call from the hospital ." Mr Jones, your wife has left. Would you like to come pick up your daughter?" .Well he did, and he and my Gran raised me until I was 5 .He then met...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    The Pain

    I have been to hell and back far too many times. There has been so many moments where i have thought ''i just can't take anymore'' and then something else happens, weighing me down ... laying heavy on my shoulders. Sometimes too many little things build up ... which makes up a...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Jul 10, 2013

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    The Demon Of Chaos

    I'm Anethoth, the demon of chaos, I have come back from hell to find my soldiers, if you have any questions feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 17, 2013

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    Wish someone had been there with me.

    It's a lonely kind of time.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I Am A Real Demon

    Hello, I am Azethoth, te demon of chaos, born from hell....if anyone has any questions to ask, feel free....
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 6, 2013

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    My Story

    My story doesn't begin in a magical place, nor does it end with a 'happily ever after'. There where no super hero's to save the day, only evil that haunts each chapter. My story will make you cry before it makes you laugh, and.. I'm not even sure I have what it takes to speak...
    BreathingInBlades BreathingInBlades 18-21, F Aug 7, 2011

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    And I'M Going Back Again

    .... Yet again... I must venture to hell by myself.... I refuse help from others on this journey that I must take.... My emotions are growing stronger and are showing more.... I must hide them deeper... So I must being them together again, just to push them away... Hell: it is...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    But Different Now....

    I didn't give up, and now am cruising the road of peace and love.......the happy road of destiny. I believe we are all destined to be happy and at peace....this is God's wish for us, and if we believe and want it-it is ours for the taking....
    peacefulprincess peacefulprincess 31-35, F Aug 11, 2011

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    What is a Panic AttackA very important question

    if you're struggling with this condition. You should really understanding exactly what's going on behind the scenes.So what is a PA?A sudden feeling of acute and disabling anxiety.`Ok, that's the textbook definition, but i don't think that clears things up too much so let's go l...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Feb 23, 2014

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    Hell?

    Hell Hole, AZ...is that what you are talking about?.....Helltown, CA,.yes, nice little ghost town......sometimes feel like I fought the the Hellfighters...haven't had the chance to tour Hell, Michigan ( the place where Hell freezes over)... even eaten in Hell's Kitchen, N.Y...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2012

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    You ask me to stop being myself To say

    that you are right, when you aren't I know who I am, and I will do things my way You will not control me If you get in my way, I will turn against you Leave me to my thoughts, for their are my only true company in this darkness called life But I dare you, to try and help me, it...
    berserkerwolf berserkerwolf 18-21, M Feb 13, 2014

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    Does fear cause real diarrhea

    or does it cause the feeling only ? http://livelifetothefullest.live-panic-free.com/2014/03/03/does-fear-cause-real-diarrhea-or-does-it-cause-the-feeling-only-.aspx Hey guys, sorry if this seems spammy, not my intention at all. I used to just paste my experiences in several...
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 4, 2014

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    My Pain, Story

    I have always had this awful feeling, one that I couldn't point to, one that made me think that I was crazy, I was imagining it, I've had a rough life, I won't go into details, but I have a very high pain tolerance because of my misfortune, I have lived with the feeling for 19...
    Just1a1nameless1soul Just1a1nameless1soul 18-21 Dec 2, 2012

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    Lullaby Of The Dead

    Ring around the Rosie Pocket full if posies Ashes, Ashes We all fall down.... Ring around the Rosie What do you suppose we Can do to fight the darkness In which we drown? Ring around the Rosie This evil thing it KNOWS me..... Lost ghosts surround me.... I. Can't...
    Anethoth6 Anethoth6 16-17 Oct 21, 2013

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    Having panic attacks?

    Here's some advice from Tyler Durden. 
    Lifeafterpanic566 Lifeafterpanic566 31-35, M Mar 7, 2014

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    Back Home And Having An Existential Crisis

    I went abroad for a few years, got my graduate degree, took a job and had a semi-serious relationship. After a few years, I came back home to my country cuz my company wouldn't sponsor visas and also partially because I wanted to because I hated my job. I wanted to try to stay in...
    Ravinman Ravinman 26-30, M Apr 12, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I was bullied throughout middle school & freshman year of highschool. Now im going into my senior year & the same guys that called me ugly have been trying too get w me, so js, it...
    alexistx alexistx 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I was bullied throughout middle school & freshman year of highschool. Now im going into my senior year & the same guys that called me ugly have been trying too get w me, so js, it...
    alexistx alexistx 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have been to a large number of locations for traveling. (mostly vacationing with my family) i have been to: Florida, New York, California, Colorado (asoni), Dubai, Hawaii...
    ricke3 ricke3 18-21, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    When my wife finally told me for certain it was divorce, I broke down and sobbed, snot coming down, etc. Told her that was it, I wanted to end it. In a few minutes she came back...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Cuddling with my best friend ^-^ haha he's so cute and adorable. I seriously like him more than the majority of people I know xD
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I have cried myself to sleep more than once. And tonight, i think its going to be another night....I just know its happening, I can't stop the tears now, and I haven't even laid...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    This isn't really got betrayed but I couldn't find anything close to what I was saying.. Anyways.. Well I've known someone for like 9 years. Since pre-kay we've been friends and...
    MackenzieJacobs MackenzieJacobs 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I cannot get over the hurt that my husband caused me over three months ago. I am in therapy and doing all the reading etc. I can, but I cannot seem to let go of what happened and...
    Patilud Patilud 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    You know that kid you called **** well he killed himself yesterday. That girl you called fat,She starved herself to death. And the boy who you called retarded is now on life...
    BrandonDay BrandonDay 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am more than just a pretty face I am a mother And a poet A singer A worker I am love and peace I offer kindness to those around me I am also fat and that's ok by me I am...
    momacods momacods 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I grew up being that girly girl everyone wanted me to well I thought they wanted me to be. But in school middle-high school to be exact I was always being picked on. I was always...
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I'm 20 years old, everywhere I go they ask how I'm doing in high school. When I apply for jobs they ask to see my ID, because the job requires you to be 18 or older, and they just...
    somegirl000 somegirl000 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    A while ago i gave away my dog to a friend. Its been months now and i still haven't gotten over it i don't like to talk about him or even mention his name. I went to go see him...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 4 years lied to me a lot in the past , i can't forget and it still hurts tough it have been almost a year back.. He created dating sites and lied about them,told me...
    Candymett Candymett 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's actually pretty funny to think that growing up, everything seemed so normal, I never even considered that every other "normal" kid doesn't grow up like I did. Any how, I...
    TheHippieBitch TheHippieBitch 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Nothing better than crying yourself to sleep unintentionally while having insomnia... There's a cure!
    chanelroe chanelroe 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Even though its been more than year you still cross my mind everyday. Ending things between us was one of the hardest decisions ive had to make. But i wouldve given all of me until...
    joshuaw53 joshuaw53 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I miss u more than u will ever know..... I saw the world from a very different perspective with you. From the highest of highs..... to the depths of sorrow to which no light...
    mechanicman96 mechanicman96 36-40, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    That's just how it is for me. When you have groups of people decide after loving you that they now no longer want a bar of you and the only way to get rid of you is to cause a...
    SeventySevenStars SeventySevenStars 36-40 1 Response 6 days ago

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    so yeah i have been in a super abusive relationship. more than once where i was raped 17 times, ive been hit so many times that i can't even count them and i have been kidnapped...
    Romitri657 Romitri657 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    I am working on an assignment for my current college course dealing with intercultural communication. The assignment requires that I ask someone who is not from the US and has...
    localrocklover localrocklover 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 26

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    Lately I've been having these really bad headaches that hurt so bad that even my eyeballs hurt. I don't know if they are migraines or what they are but what I do know for sure is...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F Jun 25

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    What does it mean to be who we think we are? Are we souls inhabiting organic exoskeletons that are our bodies? Are we just people that are born, reproduce, consume resources then...
    Hummingbird0 Hummingbird0 31-35, M Jun 25

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    I have been in a relationship with my partner for 6 years, we were engaged for 2 but I ended that due to his drug/anger issues. We have a 4 year old son together. This week his...
    danimm danimm 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    every day for a straight week. till they moved the heavy bullying to someone else.
    wolfsparadise wolfsparadise 13-15, M 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I have been told more times then I can count that I look like Meryl Streep.
    czywidow7217 czywidow7217 51-55, F Jun 23

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