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I Have Been To The Gates Of Hell But They Wouldn't Let Me In

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    so here i am.i have.not posted on ep before but i hope i can be of some inspiration. life for me used to be hard as a child i was abused both emotionally and sexually.i was...
    strongerandwiser strongerandwiser 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I fell for someone last year. He doesn't like me. 😕
    Aidan500 Aidan500 13-15, M Apr 11

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    My CAT! She did like me until I took in some stray cats. She didn't like it so she packed her furry little gray bags and left! I'm pretty sure she was mainly the chartreux breed...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F Apr 11

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    It's hard to explain. I am sick of being used as fwb. I don't wanna b ****** with no more. But I also miss that attention. Just receiving any form of attention from a guy. I feel...
    the808heartbreak the808heartbreak 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I haven't cried in almost a decade. Over these seven or eight years I've lost dear friends, lost my mother and father, had my heart broken several times, been in many therapy...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    A Decision I Made... Years Ago. To have and to hold from this day forward. Sept 15, 2001 on this date I informed my spouse and said "I was going to transition into a woman, many...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 3 Responses Mar 24

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    when me and my bff where breaking up cuz her mom found out we had been watchingporn 2gther and i was s*xting guys i met on omegle after my breakup she wouldn't let us hang anymore...
    casssss casssss 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I was with my daughters father for 5 years it started off so nice like all relationships do loving or so i thought, it took me about a year or so to really figure out i was being...
    msrose22 msrose22 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    It was 10th grade when my best friend sexually harassed me..We would be walking down the hall and he would want me to hug him and I would, but then he would grab my breast and say...
    JaimeJackson JaimeJackson 18-21 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am his wife but yet I feel like I'm the other woman. It's about to be two months since I gave the hubby an ultimatum his family or this other woman. As I suspected he choose her...
    Itonlytakesone Itonlytakesone 26-30, F Apr 13

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    I was in the 4th grade, and I haved been bullied to where I couldn't stand it anymore. That's when I over reheated , because I got real mad and when we all came outside for P.E. I...
    ItsKiyaBoo ItsKiyaBoo 13-15, F Apr 2

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    I miss him so much but I can't let myself see him because I just barely started feeling like life will go on without him.
    Chrisyawilliams Chrisyawilliams 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I don't even know what I want to say about this experience. I feel like everyone I talk to will do this at some point, and most of the time I look out for every little sign that it...
    SimplyGuided SimplyGuided 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I get shoved into lockers a lot, I've been called everything, people have jumped my friends because they don't like me, I've gotten into so many fights and all I try to do is be...
    Nonbelieverssuck Nonbelieverssuck 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's My Fault - I couldn't help it, I became a control freak and I tried controlling my friend's character and tried making them do what I wanted. It's just well, i'm a...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    For a little over a year I have been trying to explain the reasons and motivations behind the way I have lived my life since I married my husband. I have never been able to explain...
    isis55 isis55 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I just checked my last story I posted and its almost been a year sense I have been on this site! Maybe its a sign I shouldn't work two jobs?
    starlight721 starlight721 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Please someone take their time to read this, I feel like a lot of people can relate to this. I put a lot of thought into this. It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 1

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 1

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    In complete denial....... Hello all. I have read many posts of yalls dealing with this issue. I came searching for answers and help/support because I feel very alone and scared. I...
    ashoryb ashoryb 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I usually don’t like to ridicule someone in public, but in this case I just couldn’t resist. I never block people myself and I have only been blocked by a handful of people so...
    TheGreatLeveler TheGreatLeveler 22-25, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    I'm one of those people who strongly believe that if they want something hard enough, they can get it. However, at the same time I realize I'm not like that at all. Sometimes, in...
    LadyCinephile LadyCinephile 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Honestly, I wouldn't. I just feel as if everything that has been done in my life is pointless, and, yes, blahblahblah mope mope -- I'm just typing this as simple fact instead of...
    thelostbetween thelostbetween 16-17, F Mar 29

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    This past months were not easy at all. I wanted to die so many times. Inside I felt empty sometimes sad. I knew that my problem was because my heart was torn between what was and...
    888ob 888ob 31-35, F Apr 14

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    I have been bullied for probably a good chunk of my childhood (Off and on from 3rd grade through my sophomore year of high school). It seemed to just stop after that. I never could...
    Mariposa85 Mariposa85 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I really wish it was. It wouldn't have been long distance. You wouldn't have cheated on me, because I would've shamed you in public because of it. You wouldn't have gotten...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I've been with my boyfriend almost 2 years now, we had a really big argument and he wouldn't speak to me for a while I was very drunk when the argument happened and couldn't have...
    louise4444 louise4444 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Cause my mums in hospital I been stayin with my friend Keiran an his family an they got a cottage in Wales so we been there since start of the week ((: Monday was nice so we had a...
    HannahRb1999 HannahRb1999 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm hoping talking a little more will get this out of my system a little, but I was robbed at 3am on a Thursday morning whilst staying in my Uni house. I was only back to write an...
    TheMagicMan66 TheMagicMan66 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Hello everyone... Seriously.. How do u move on after being cheated on.. It has been 2 freaking years. I am still with my boyfriend (the cheater) but we keep on fighting and...
    Confusedgirlforever Confusedgirlforever 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Usually my older sister spanks us. She's 17, I'm 15, our little sister is 13, our little brother is 9. So me and my sister were the only ones there at our house, our brother was...
    wdknod123456 wdknod123456 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Everybody who I've told what she does to me says that she is abusive, but I'm still not sure. I know that she's narcissistic because in all the articles I read about it almost all...
    jules401 jules401 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    It's my number one addiction and I can't help but always say yes to it. Cutting is my only relief but I cut all over my body so much that I have to dress like it's winter all the...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    it is infuriating to receive mail from E P Allie telling me that once again a group I belonged to was deleted for a policy violation...is it unreasonable to believe someone...
    warstorm warstorm 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    My brother went through nasty divorce ten years ago. I helped him for 18 months preparing paperwork, consulting with his attorney, etc. so his ex-wife wouldn't take him to the...
    fourjacks fourjacks 61-65 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I was about 21.Being so innocent, Not knowing that there are g..ys or men who are interested in others, I was so shocked by what happened. we were in a bus, a big man sitting...
    mrsherif mrsherif 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 30

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    TTC Supplies- Wow, so I've been researching things that typically are needed for TTCing (Trying To Conceive), and let me tell you... This stuff costs almost as much as having the...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I'm not sure many people are on this site anymore since it was taken down, but I know a few people who are, so I will start a new series again. Jason sat in his social workers...
    Surf07 Surf07 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Well, if you want to get technical, I still am. I'm still in and out of a few of the shelters in my area. However, I know this is a temporary situation that was meant to teach me...
    Mariposa85 Mariposa85 26-30, F Apr 8

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    I love my therapist. But I hardly get to see her because my mom cancels my appointments all the time. It's been 6 weeks now.... Oh ****, tomorrow is Friday. Which means I'm...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I have been told by more than a few people that I should be in Radio...and I've always wanted to Get "On The Air"...wouldn't make any money, but what a gas!:)
    Davido57 Davido57 56-60, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have had someone stalking me for over ten years. It is mostly online but has completely ruined my life. I had to apply for jobs in person when I was job hunting. I landed a...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I just want to be loved...but my need for intimacy and closeness came off as slutty on my last date. He flat out had to tell me he wouldn't sleep with me. All I wanted was to be...
    ralyssc ralyssc 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I think i have a lot to share, but not a lot of people to share it with... So i wouldn't mind questions at all. I find it simpler that just spewing whatever comes to mind.
    PonderingPeter PonderingPeter 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    There's a bartender at a tavern I hang out at who only works there on Saturdays. I would drive there to home from work just to have lunch during her shift. I would always share...
    barefootfan29 barefootfan29 26-30, M Apr 13

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    It doesn't happen very often, thank goodness. Dad saves this for the more serious offenses. It was a week before this last Christmas. Dad had to work at night and told me to stay...
    LoneStarGurl LoneStarGurl 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 13

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    Not on here I guess because I usually feel awkward and like I'm wasting people's time, but apparently I'm good at writing. For school now though, I have to do a piece of creative...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I don't why that's happened but when I'm surrounded by a lot of people, I just feel all the more lonely and horrible. I can hardly relate and/or talk to people my age for some odd...
    RupanjaliSamadder RupanjaliSamadder 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I love my family. They are very important in my life and I have always assumed my responsibilities toward them. But lately I realize that I need to move away from them. Sometimes...
    Christinewl Christinewl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I saw you today and I swear it was in slow motion. I locked myself out and I saw your window was open. I yelled out, and to my astonishment, it was you... It could have been five...
    JelloFloor JelloFloor 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27