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I Have Been To The Gates Of Hell But They Wouldn't Let Me In

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    My boyfriend of 4 years lied to me a lot in the past , i can't forget and it still hurts tough it have been almost a year back.. He created dating sites and lied about them,told me...
    Candymett Candymett 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I jut started my first year at university and I got into a relationship with a guy for 6 months and he abused me throughout. Emotionally, physically and sexually. He broke my...
    Experience780 Experience780 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I want to escape from the reality of having flashbacks on a daily basis. I want to forget that I ever knew you. Forget that I ever dated you. You were the biggest mistake I ever...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    It's actually pretty funny to think that growing up, everything seemed so normal, I never even considered that every other "normal" kid doesn't grow up like I did. Any how, I...
    TheHippieBitch TheHippieBitch 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi I would like to vent a bit.I was going to put my spouse doesn't support me.But because of him being bipolar and stress from work I can understand his bipolar disorder.But I have...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 1 day ago

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    Married for 5 years. Together for 7 years. We have two children (4 and 7). The seven year old is from my previous marriage. That previous marriage was abusive and he cheated on...
    m3385 m3385 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been going threw therapy because I had voices in my head and susidal thoughts and one day they sent me to a hospital (not mental)and I was there for 2 weeks then after a...
    cloudysky2257 cloudysky2257 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Lately I've been having these really bad headaches that hurt so bad that even my eyeballs hurt. I don't know if they are migraines or what they are but what I do know for sure is...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I got out this morning. Let's just say I was committed in June 2014. I was that bad. *************** I was forcibly admitted to a hospital. I got in there. My dad went to talk...
    troubledjealousteen troubledjealousteen 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Traveling gives you great experiences, and great stories to tell. We visited Bolivia and Peru in 2002 to visit our daughter who was in the Peace Corps. While there, we traveled...
    kbbaldwin kbbaldwin 66-70, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have been used for sex. I was stupid and still in love with my ex, so I just wanted to do whatever I could to make him happy. I finally had to let go, and although it hurts, I...
    jellolia jellolia 16-17, F Jun 22

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    So last night he got mad at me because I interrupted him while he was playing a game on his phone. we were supposed to watch a movie but I waited for 40 minutes for him to finish...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 24 Responses Jun 22

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    If you all have the time to stop by my problem...... yes I hv bn in an abusive relationship. both physical and mental. it was traumatic. dreadful. I felt miserable. and it all...
    darkersideoflife darkersideoflife 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    I was lying down watching the movie Sucker punched and got worked up. I don't even remember starting to touch myself, but I got really into it, so much so, that I had to slip my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 22

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    did you hear this one? allah said stop the killing cause we ran out of virgins.! I want to be able to say that and continue living. These ignorant unthinking jihaddy devils oppose...
    quantumike quantumike 51-55, M Jun 22

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    I helped one guy on EP who suffered depression and other problems, similar to mine. Im really upset because he never took any advice which i gave him, didnt cared and didnt showed...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    So the girls that live on my block found out how to see in my room and they saw me nude because I was changing but I'm not going to change anywhere else except when I get out of...
    bosach bosach 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 21

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    My experience was atrocious. I was a stupid 17 year old girl dating a narcissistic, emotionally abusive 29 year old man. He'd find ways to twist any of my actions into mistakes and...
    applesasch applesasch 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I've been bullied before, but I honestly don't know a single person who hasn't, However, to those who say "how can you be cyber bullied? Just log out, and walk away." But let me...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I didn't know that I was in love with him. Then I broke up with him because of reasons outside our relationship. A mutual friend was being a real pain to me, and she was in total...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F Jun 20

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    I've been with my boyfriend for 6 months We've been so happy for this time it's been like a whirlwind romance I have most definitely fallen for him I love him so much Last night...
    Confuzed11 Confuzed11 22-25 2 Responses Jun 19

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    also, to go along with my other post about my history teacher (well call him mr t), on Monday my school was on a field trip to 'Holiday Hill' (it's this big place with like a pool...
    dlnk dlnk 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    At 18 years old, I was the youngest patient on the ward when I was admitted to the psychiatric floor of a hospital 4 months ago. I had just attempted suicide and I had never been...
    bluerose2218 bluerose2218 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    yeah, am i really human !:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 17

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    I will be the first to admit. It has been almost a year since I have been exclusive with a guy. My past doesn't define me. It certainly does have an impact on my everyday life. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17

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    It hurts to be rejected. I entered a long distance relationship with someone I knew from high school. We clicked on almost every level. Our beliefs really matched up and he was so...
    souldigger7 souldigger7 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    In first grade in elementary school I thought I had made an amazing friend. She was a little bit chunky and enjoyed talking with me. I enjoyed talking with her too, I felt a bond...
    Writer25 Writer25 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I recently decided to become a vegetarian for health reasons, I did study nutrition as a part of a healthcare class at college so it's not as though I made the decision uninformed...
    duckmylife duckmylife 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Won't let me post check below
    wedgielover353 wedgielover353 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    Lol, this one dude blocked me cause I wouldn't let him have any. He kept pushing it saying I had 'three holes' n that he could use my mouth if the other two were off limits. I...
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Elementary school I had a lot of "friends" that only kept me around because I entertained them when I got in trouble a lot just for them to like me. In middle school, those same...
    KenmaXhan KenmaXhan 13-15, T Jun 14

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    I'm not a gay, i'm straight and really in to woman.. but one day i really want get naked in public place and i was crazy enough to try on that day. read about bar which you can...
    Nudixs Nudixs 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 14

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    i have been in a mental hospital for suicide and self harm. they diagnosed me with depression and had to take pills for it.the pill made me feel better but i guess i got used to...
    ladyangel924 ladyangel924 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Ugh... multiple ones. The pain is unbearable. I wouldn't wish it on anyone in the world. Thank God, I'm not in that anymore or I world be dead right now. ={
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Jun 13

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    Today I am just feeling like the biggest loser ever. I have been divorced twice and married again less than three years ago. And it is like history playing itself off all over...
    Ikholwa Ikholwa 41-45 2 Responses Jun 13

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    Thank God for garden stakes. The thinnest kind are the perfect substitute for the ole peach tree switches that were used on my bottom to train me up as a disciplined, respectful of...
    phillysteve phillysteve 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 12

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    At one point in time I was hurt so badly that when I cried my hurt felt like it wanted to come out of my chest but God just wouldn't let it.. I cried so bad that after a while my...
    ashersmother ashersmother 18-21, F Jun 12

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    I have been theough stages of different addictions in my life, weed, slow, fast, ice you name it. But out of all of them Cocaine was my weakness. When I first snorted rack I was on...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 11

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    I went three years ago after my parents died. They asked me to express myself through a drawing. needless to say that they weren't pleased with the rope I drew. I was let out last...
    MrPoolofsouls MrPoolofsouls 36-40, M Jun 11

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    I'm a single 38 year old woman. I am sort of what you might call 'bent' - not entirely gay, not entirely straight, not bi, but I definitely fall for women, especially in an...
    Ababybo Ababybo 31-35, F Jun 11

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    Many times. It is a wonder I am still on this site and that I trust anyone here. One person who I thought was a friend and who I told everything to, led me to a private blog of...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 10

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