I Have Been Wondering About This

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    How Do She Live With Herself

    I have been thinking a lot about my mother lately, and the only thing that comes to mind is how does what she did not affect her today. How does she continue on with her life knowing that her child is in so much pain. She never showed in any that she felt sorry for how she...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

    I Have Been Wondering About This

    I thought about getting a gender change but decided not to because I'm not attracted to males.   However I wish I could wear a dress more often than I do. Is that enough  of a reason to get gender changed?  I don't know   Maybe it is and maybe I made the wrong choice.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    Apr 7, 2012

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