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I Have Been Wondering About This

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    How Do She Live With Herself

    I have been thinking a lot about my mother lately, and the only thing that comes to mind is how does what she did not affect her today. How does she continue on with her life knowing that her child is in so much pain. She never showed in any that she felt sorry for how she...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    I Have Been Wondering About This

    I thought about getting a gender change but decided not to because I'm not attracted to males.   However I wish I could wear a dress more often than I do. Is that enough  of a reason to get gender changed?  I don't know   Maybe it is and maybe I made the wrong choice.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Apr 7, 2012

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    2, both female. I've had 2 different cyberstalkers in my internet lifetime. They were both female and both under the age of 25. Stalking is a very serious thing. Cyberstalkers are...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 hr ago

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    Again, excuse the awkward wordings to get around the censors, but it won't let me post this story without them. I was in one for six days in February, and then they forced me to...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 7

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    Many times and for many reasons. Most I don't know. It hurts my feelings and I know it shouldn't. I can understand my exes blocking me. They simply don't want me in their lives...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses Nov 25

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    It's been a difficult year. There have been some low lows and I'm wondering when the highs are coming back. I've applied to 50 jobs as of February. I've been interviewed 10 times...
    msrani msrani 31-35, F Dec 5

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    Being stalked well was one of the weirdest and f**ked up time of my life, Recently Graduated tertiary studies and was about to join my dream career, So anyway at the start of 2013...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Nov 24

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    I am contemplating divorcing my husband. The problem is that this will be my third divorce and I am only 43. I made some bad decisions in my twenties based on growing up in an...
    strikes3 strikes3 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    Hi everyone, I'm just so brokenhearted over a man that lead me on for months, made me believe he had deep feelings for me then changed his mind. Here's the story. I'm 49 and he's...
    Frangipani15 Frangipani15 46-50, F Nov 29

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    First, I know it's long, but please I need someone to help me. Any advice. Reading these stories bring tears to my eyes. I have been cheated on 3 times by the same guy. He lied...
    ArisDiCicco ArisDiCicco 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    There have been a few occasions in my life when I learned how s%xual a woman can be to a man... Unfortunately in my case it started with my father. I remember doing gymnastics...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    There have been a few occasions in my life when I learned how s%xual a woman can be to a man... Unfortunately in my case it started with my father. I remember doing gymnastics...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I have been dressing from time to time since I was 7. However, the last three years it has been most if the time. About three years ago I started wearing panties, pantyhose, and a...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 4 Responses Dec 1

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    It was just the once for me. It was a charity event in a pub I worked in about 20 years ago - I would have been 24 or 25 at the time. I think it must have been Children in Need. It...
    Sarah667 Sarah667 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I am almost 40 years old and have been dealing with horrible headaches for 16 years now. I have tried all kinds of doctors, treatments, medications, even various surgeries...
    JunieMarie JunieMarie 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I went to the ER by ambulance and was in the ER for 24 hours while they were trying to figure out what to do with me. While in the ER I was considered a SI reason (suicide ideation...
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 3 Responses Nov 23

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    I don't know where to begin. Do u remember the first time we talked? I do. It was back at eminence in late 2013. Economics classes. It's like some twisted law of fate, I think I'm...
    Tearsinmycheek Tearsinmycheek 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I have been feeling alone a lot lately. All my husband seems to be interested in is his video games and when we are intimate, right after, he just gets up, cleans up, and goes...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Like most Scandinavians we have a small family yacht and our parents raised us to being able to sail it. It's about thirty metres long, and has a large mast as well as a very...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I would like to begin by stating my thanks to all those who have continuously supported me through everything (a few I should mention are RowenaBrana, loveyourselfalwaysxx, and...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    It is so tough to change or heal. When for my entire adult life, I have been in bad relationships. I have no more relationships( boyfriends) the past 2 years but I still get...
    Howtobeme Howtobeme 51-55, F Nov 21

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    I'm sorry, but I have to make this quick. Later, perhaps I shall add more. I have been in a loving relationship of two years. However, it all went downhill. I am writing to you a...
    AFool422 AFool422 16-17 1 Response Nov 25

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    I feel like such a bad person...but I have been fooling around with a black girl at school behind my boyfriend's back. I feel badly about it because I know that I am not being...
    emily51515 emily51515 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    my mom's husband (they've been married about a year and a half now) doesn't like me. I always get.plamed for stuff I didn't do. and it.allways makes me feel really bad. I would...
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    He knows that I am leaving..... He told me last night, he could see it in my actions. That he doesn't know what he did that I can't forgive him. I told him flat out my reasons. I...
    Lld84 Lld84 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm proud to say that I have been out of the hospital for a month now. Ya I've thought about going back just because it was a safe place that I needed again but I've made it...
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 1 Response Dec 11

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    dear: person I am angry at. I looked up to you. You didn't notice because you were busy looking at yourself in the mirror. I did everything you said to please you, to not get on...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    The Blue Chair I remember it vividly, recreate the setting constantly in my head, whether i like it or not. It's stuck in there like a tape..playing, pausing, and rewinding. I sat...
    smellsliketeenspiritl05 smellsliketeenspiritl05 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Several times and it doesn't really bother me. It fact I think it is kind of funny when it happens. One of the funniest times happened when I was 16 or 17 years old. I grew up in...
    roastedacorn roastedacorn 51-55, M 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Once again I find myself as an inpatient at a psych ward. I have been under a lot of stress the last two weeks as there are projects to finish and exams coming up soon. I had been...
    lisa7 lisa7 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    What are your symptoms??? I wanted to stay home last night, yesterday was a long day, but I went into the hospital emergency room. I guessed I would be left in the waiting room...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Yeah I have been in hell. I have had my life taken away from me and sent into hell for 3 yrs and it took 5 yrs after just to cope. Dehumanized, captive, mentally tortured...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 28

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    I've been told I have a good voice. Sexy seductive and also calm and soothing. Have been asked many times to tell someone a bed time story or to just talk till they fall asleep or...
    Cloudwolf1313 Cloudwolf1313 26-30, M Dec 10

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    I guess it's happened a couple times. The most recent: I work with the football team at my university. I'm pretty close with one of the coaches. He's not that much older than me...
    MyUnspokenWord MyUnspokenWord 18-21, F Dec 11

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    Not much to say other than I recently just got cheated on, and I really don't know what to do with myself or the questions I have that no one can really answer. Wrapping my head...
    Panoramicdemon Panoramicdemon 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    my husband and i have been best friends for 20 years, in a relationship for 4 yrs and married for 1. I found out he was cheating on me just before we got married and was sending...
    mumofj mumofj 26-30, F 16 Responses 4 days ago

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    After he raped me, he stalked me for 2 days. I didn't tell anybody for years. I was so scared. But I changed my number. I'm just glad he didn't know where I lived because it...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    It is just so unfair, but I know that the hereafter has better in store. I cannot help but cry and hurt so much. I feel so suicidal. I really have been through so much. From birth...
    SadAbdul SadAbdul 26-30, M Nov 23

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    but I'm no one now and worse, it gets rubbed into me every single day. At least if I had tried at 18 I would have been employed.
    Yleng Yleng 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I have been to Mexico, costa rica, Bahamas, and Germany
    devilray71 devilray71 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I have been to NZ, Hong Kong, China, Germany, Italy, France, Dubai, Russia, Denmark, Sweden, Fiji, Canary Islands, England, Thailand, Estonia, Australia, Ireland, Austria...
    VelvetBoat VelvetBoat 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 24

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    Fattybumbitch You're a fraud. Blocked just because I asked for a 'now' pic. After you sent an old (probably fake) pic. What a waste of my time...hopefully others won't be as dumb...
    blackinc blackinc 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I have been there quite a lot of times usually on my way to the Airport from somewhere else. before 9/11 there was a convenient left luggage at Grand Central where I could leave...
    Wulfstan Wulfstan 70+, M Nov 26

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    I sometimes wonder what my life would have been like if I wasn't diagnosed with cancer. If I could still walk and do things normal teens do.
    tiaa26 tiaa26 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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