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I Have Been Wondering About This

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    I Have Been Wondering About This

    I thought about getting a gender change but decided not to because I'm not attracted to males.   However I wish I could wear a dress more often than I do. Is that enough  of a reason to get gender changed?  I don't know   Maybe it is and maybe I made the wrong choice.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Apr 7, 2012

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    How Do She Live With Herself

    I have been thinking a lot about my mother lately, and the only thing that comes to mind is how does what she did not affect her today. How does she continue on with her life knowing that her child is in so much pain. She never showed in any that she felt sorry for how she...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Recently, I have had quite a few life changing events that have happened. Looking back on some things, I probably would have changed some things sooner, but I can’t control the...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F May 5

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    A lot of times! For the last two years I have been living in Germany. Spas here are nude and mixed when attending a sauna or a steambath. Even poolareas and sauana gardens are...
    niceskip niceskip 46-50, M 8 hrs ago

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    It all goes back to May of 2012. At the time I was still in the process of disputing my claim for SSI (Supplemental Security Income) and still coping with the worst of my severe...
    WorldCreator WorldCreator 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This last year has been all over the spectrum, from really really good, to just brutal. I think I am starting to understand why I am struggling so much with being confident in...
    loneranger91 loneranger91 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    About 5 years ago I had an attempt at writing a novel. The hero in the story was a crossdresser, and it would have been fairly obvious to the reader that the author was more than a...
    AmandaCarrington AmandaCarrington 56-60, T 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I always wonder what would my life would have been like if I wasn't born in what seems to be my imagination. If people genuinely knew my existence and made a celebration out of it...
    deathnotefreak deathnotefreak 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I have been going through some stuff. :/ But the real reason I originally joined EP was to befriend spiritually enlightened people, and to learn about other people's experiences...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I'm the youngest of three brothers the oldest is 13 years older than me, the middle one is 9 years older. I should start by saying that I've had trouble making friends and getting...
    Caspianstorm Caspianstorm 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I definitely should have been born a woman. Every time I am dressed up in a dress or something all I think about is being a woman in every way. The thing is I dress up almost...
    Jenni0127 Jenni0127 51-55, T Apr 23

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    Dear N, I am beyond angry and sad at the hurt and devastation you have caused not only to me and the girls, but dozens of friends and family. I don’t fully understand why you...
    CapricornDad CapricornDad 41-45, M 1 Response May 1

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    I have been seen naked numerous times. I suppose the first time I was seen naked by someone other than my immediate family was when I was sleeping over at a friends house. We...
    gatordude gatordude 31-35, M 2 Responses May 5

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    I have been reunited with my first love.... We met in Job Corps in the early 90. At the time I had a boyfriend. But he was always around making me laugh. Till one day he ask me to...
    alwayshisbaby73 alwayshisbaby73 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have been an inpatient in a private mental hospital one time. I was in the adolescent unit (children and teens age 12-17). I was admitted at 4 in the morning after I waited for...
    cielphantomhives cielphantomhives 13-15, T 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I've always been bigger than every one around me since 4th grade and even to the present. I'm miserable. It's stopped me from enjoying my life and always in the way of allowing me...
    ghozty ghozty 26-30, M Apr 24

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    it changed me it happened in 2000.. i was 20 years old all my life i have been a laughing stock by my family. my parents wouldn't do anything about it only say i am just...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 3 Responses May 3

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    I have been married for 25 years. We have 2 kids together who are adults now. They were tweens when I found out about my wife's infidelity. I think I kept the marriage together for...
    Etdos Etdos 41-45, M 14 Responses May 6

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    I have been doing it for a about a month now and enjoy it very much. it is liberating and kind of feels fulfilling. it wasn't easy at first, I followed some instruction from a...
    juma422 juma422 51-55, M 4 Responses May 8

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    The first time, I had attempted suicide around 30 years old, I attempted to cut my wrists, it was over the fact that I lost everything and I was a hardcore alcoholic, while in the...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 1 Response May 14

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    I have been in full drag with my wife, and had many older men looking very sexily at me. I've often wondered what it would feel like to escort with those men. would love to chat...
    StephanieDan StephanieDan 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Given that I've been really bummed out of late and there's no shortage of drugs available to me (methamphetamine and mdma is very prominent in my groups, opiates benzos etc is easy...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 2 Responses May 12

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    Emptiness, drowns you in black crippling depression, in water so deep you can't see the bottom and from the bottom cannot see the surface, I have been hurt I've been used I've been...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    A supposed Christian publishing company that I approached could of cared less that I am Senior Citizen on Social Security Disability and am broke financially. All they cared about...
    karlgold25 karlgold25 51-55, M a week ago

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    I have been cheated on in the past and unfortunately I remember what it felt like to have been betrayed in that way. The problem is when you think you've encountered the person...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    me and my boyfriend have been together for 7 years have a son together and for those 7 years he has been caught flirting online with multiple girls..you might say then just leave...
    mzlonely01 mzlonely01 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I have been busy and don't ever what to experience that feel for long durations again. Busy-ness, importance, and productivity are not synonymous. I know a lot of people take pride...
    Elsahen Elsahen 22-25, F 1 Response May 1

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    can't remember someone who hasnt called me crazy ....... today ... several times I have been called that by someone i consider them a brother and best friend. ... even though...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I have been blocked all of a sudden by a good friend. we have been online friends for some time then all of a sudden blocked. sigh, Karenpoke40..what happened?
    lion1776 lion1776 41-45, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Here is some of the dreadful things I experienced while being gangstalked. And yes. it does exist. This may help you if you are reading to identify with some, if not all. Also, at...
    goldenview goldenview 31-35 2 days ago

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    I have been betrayed by my friend when i was in 6th grade because she was the "bystander who agrees with the bully" and she was also my "friend" . so when the bully would come...
    Rosey3686 Rosey3686 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    Sometimes I look back at all I have been through and think wow can it get any worse? And it actualy does
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I have been seen naked plenty of times. Pretty open with friends and family and if I'm changing or something or getting out of the shower, I don't really care if people see me...
    QUINN961 QUINN961 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 23

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    I have been married for 18 years to my highschool sweetheart. We have 2 children ages 20 and 14. My husband has cheated on me twice. The first was in 2007 and he wanted to be with...
    kbrown1974 kbrown1974 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 23

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    Thought he was different? Ok Stop the bus!!!!! Well looks like I have been ghosted by someone I really thought was a decent guy. So does this mean I am just a fool or a bad judge...
    tamarisk1 tamarisk1 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 24

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    I have been friend zoned and yet never friend zone, because when girl reject me I stop taking to them
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M Apr 24

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    over the last 8 months or so, i have been through the mill, have looked into the eyes of shear hatred, peered through the gates of hell, and lost sight of who i am, and my faith in...
    MattyIce36 MattyIce36 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I have been seen naked twice by my 4 year old cousin. Lmao ._. That's not good tbh.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 24

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    Have any of you fully Gained your trust back up ? Is it truly worth working out ? I have read where some marriages are stronger after the apocalypse , how fu..ing long does it...
    jocu123 jocu123 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 25

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    I have been cheated on by 3 people (that I know of, it could be more) One was a relationship of 2 years and he had cheated on me for 5-6 months, pretty much had a new girlfriend...
    tastethiss tastethiss 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    So few things are more romantic, sensuous, erotic... Than tongue dancing with the woman I love! Of course, coupled with exploring hands, bodies entwined, or the ultimate... Deep...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 26

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