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I Have Bi-polar

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    Dirty,filthy Love...

    for as long as i can remember the one thing that has always been more important to me then anything else...is Love.i always wanted to have that One person that could make me happy that could make me whole.after a couple of mishaps i found this one person. This person that somehow...
    Luna21 Luna21 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    I Have Bi-polar Too

    Late last year after months of manic episodes followed by depressions so bad I wouldn't leave my room I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. Since I started taking the meds my moods are much more stable. I still feel a little manic here and there but the depressions have gone...
    bvb1123 bvb1123 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    It Has Its Highs!

    There are some nice things to be said for having RCMD. I have been on a high for 3 days now. I have had insomnia and mania almost steady for that time. I have managed to get my entire house sorted and cleaned, organized and turned out in that time. And I still have 10,000 volts...
    btrflysfound btrflysfound 41-45 3 Responses Aug 26, 2008

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    Uncertainty

    I try to be open about my diagnosis, but I find it difficult to share with most people I know from college. I went to a pretty 'elite' school, and my symptoms actually started to manifest (at least so that I could not suppress them) mid-way through.  Being a poor girl in a...
    bisectionalthespian bisectionalthespian 26-30 2 Responses Aug 9, 2010

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    The Feeling You Can't Shake

    It's been about 8 months since my "formal diagnosis" but I've been struggling with my own mind for as long as I can remember. Bi-polar, BPD, Major Depression all another way to say your life will never be okay. Medications are awful, you can't live without them but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 10, 2009

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    I Have R C.M.D.

    Hey Everyone, I have BI-Polar. I have ultra rapid cycling bi-polar. It is the Freddy vr. Jason of the BP world. Several severe ups and downs in one day and extreme extended bouts of mania and depression mixed in for good measure. Add some violent mood swings and a little ol...
    btrflysfound btrflysfound 41-45 2 Responses Aug 18, 2008

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    A QUICK BREAK DOWN: BI-POLAR TWO It is

    more than just plain depression, but never delusional or psychotic (in some cases) the "up" moods never reach full blown mania. The less intense elevated moods in Bi-polar two are called "Hypomania" or "Hypomanic Episodes". People with this disorder suffer more often...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Really Another Illness .

    I went to see my new psychs and I knew I was going to get diagnosis this morning but I thought it'd be the usual schizoaffective disorder , depression and BDD but no they have all agreed I have bi polar too . The mental illness gods must hate me .I thought about it driving home...
    Smackhead Smackhead 70+, F 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Im so fckin bi polar right now. Omfg. :"D Anywayy Mrph I'm okay now tho. Thanks for supporting me epeeps. Love ya :*
    KittyKatLuvsYhu KittyKatLuvsYhu 13-15, F Sep 9

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    Was diagnosed Bi-Polar (often rapid cycling) with in the first ten minutes of my very first psych appointment. Now I'm nervous about what is to come in the next sessions...I'm so...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 3 days ago

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    And I hate adjusting to new medications...Especially anti depressants... Mostly because not only does it give you physical symptoms like nausea, fatigue, decreased appetite...
    veeshybi veeshybi 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I've had an okay day, woke up pretty late, Haven't had more that 2 up's today.. I was depressed the rest of the time.. But I prefer the constant depression, it hurts way to much to...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 6

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    Daily. Rapid cycle. Meds and heart attacks made it worse. My life challenge. Aside from jerks triggering it.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 25

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    Manic time! Mine always includes hair dye, hair cuts, working too much, and sleeping too little. Feeling like I can take on the world!!!
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Sep 3

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    Today is a manic/depressive day. I literally feel cut off and numb in my skull, but my body feels like it's overdosed on adrenalin and needs to do something productive. The battle...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    Where do I start? Sigh I was diagnosed at 21 and my first breakdown I was 17 I'm nearly 37 now 3 kids it's hard sometimes I just want to cry someone to vent all my anger and...
    ilovemykids2014 ilovemykids2014 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    My mom told me once that her disease made her feel like an octopus. I said what do you mean? She said her arms and legs feel like they are out of control. She wants me to take her...
    WildHydrangeas WildHydrangeas 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I have a Polaroid camera and I love it. I collect and frame them. The way they turn out, the tone and grain on them just scream nostalgia.
    AlwaysBee AlwaysBee 18-21, F Sep 7

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    I feel like no one in the world could possibly understand what I'm going through. It's like I'm on a roller coaster every day. It's like I'm electrified when we are up and then...
    whoareyou208 whoareyou208 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I need to express this. I feel so alone and feel that I am going through all of the emotions at once dealing with this. I sometimes don't even know where to begin. But I pray that...
    FromJWtoJEW FromJWtoJEW 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I have bi-polar disorder and I struggle with my job every single day. I have to write for a living and it's difficult to think, it's difficult to remember. I have to read my...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    So it began at age 3 when my parents separated . I felt all alone in the world at that time , remembering the fights my mum and dad use to have constantly. I had been sent to my...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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    I am addicted to shoplifting. It is an addiction. My siblings turned to drugs and alcohol. I am low end Bi-Polar. It is not for the high of it. It started as a child having to get...
    Orgme Orgme 61-65, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm going to be using this space to talk about my bi-polar. Every now and again you will see me here and I'm going to be talk about my bi-polar. Right now my bi-polar is alive. I...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Aug 21

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    I wish someone had told me when I was younger that my negative and depressive emotions did not make me less human. That it is alright to not be okay, it's alright to admit...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I battle bi-polar disorder. I woke up this morning and after drinking coffee, I stepped out to have a smoke. I examined the state of my mind. My mind is a jail cell where the bars...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Aug 24

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    100 Questions 1) Name: Michelle 2) Male/Female: Female 3) Were you named after anyone? Yes, my father 4) Does your name mean anything? Who Is Like God....fitting for a pagan...
    LilMzSweetness LilMzSweetness 22-25 Sep 5

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    [x] suicidal thoughts [x] cut myself [x] burn myself [x] type 1 diabetes [x] bi polar [x] severe mood swings [x] bi sexual [x] hate myself [x] I want to be kissed and...
    KittyKatLuvsYhu KittyKatLuvsYhu 13-15, F Sep 5

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    Idk sometimes I was so happy then suddenly change to really depressed ?? dunno.. Bi polar maybe?
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    It's hard to pretend to be sane when you are so bi-polar! I keep a smile on my face but I hurt so bad. I don't want people to see the real me . I don't want them to judge me.
    RuRu80 RuRu80 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Due to their relatively restricted recent capacity, TVS diodes in many cases are restricted to circuits with lesser present spikes. TVS diodes are also employed wherever spikes...
    Yolandajn652 Yolandajn652 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I've got bi-polar disorder My ****'s not in order I'm overweight I'm always late I've got too many things to say I rock mom jeans, cat earrings Extrapolate my feelings My family is...
    mournwiththemoonandthestars mournwiththemoonandthestars 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    This is just a personal rant. It's so weird when I write about God based on my perspective on things. It's like, I don't know if you guys will understand me, but I kind of just put...
    lavalife lavalife 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 22

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    I battle bi-polar disorder. Each day is a struggle. Each day I do not want to get out of bed. When I leave my house in the morning, I do not feel well, something is wrong. I...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Aug 23

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    I battle bi-polar disorder. I had a fantastic day today. I was able to overcome the clouds in my mind and focus all day long. But the clouds came back after I spent too much time...
    chaoticallycosmosme chaoticallycosmosme 26-30, M Aug 24

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    My bi-polarness is kicking in today. I swear my MM is the only person capable of driving me to craziness. Like maybe I should be locked up or something crazy. I know I have to...
    Jennbme24 Jennbme24 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 29

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    I hate battling depression. I hate always feeling down even though I know I have many reasons that I should be happy and thankful. I feel ashamed about it and for needing...
    lilbirdydoll lilbirdydoll 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I have written a story (Virginia Cried Wolf) about a girl's struggle with bi-polar disorder and her frustration with all the wrong diagnoses over the years. Currently am going...
    iworkout2much iworkout2much 56-60, M Sep 2

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    I have meet a Disable children Bus Attendant. Speak no or a very little English. From Rural Village of Bangladesh. NO school. Married 2 children. Has a OCD and Bi POLAR husband...
    BlueMah BlueMah 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Well it happened. The Step daughter finally pushed to far past the line, and had to pay the price for it. Last night she had a friend sleep over. Step daughter had came to me...
    warlords1973 warlords1973 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 6

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    Well it happened. The Step daughter finally pushed to far past the line, and had to pay the price for it. Last night she had a friend sleep over. Step daughter had came to me and...
    warlords1973 warlords1973 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Here is the short hand I have been dating this girl for five years now. I am in love with my ex who is Bi-Polar and has Border line personality disorder. She is also now engaged to...
    bbatss bbatss 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    I have been diagnosed with P.T.S.D., depression, bi-polar, catarracts, chronic pain, asthma, etc. I need a caregiver. I can't make a doctor's appointment because I don't have...
    SorrowofHeart SorrowofHeart 51-55, F Sep 8

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    Here is the short hand because the actual story can be a graphic novel I have been dating this girl for five years now. I am in love with my ex who is Bi-Polar and has Border...
    bbats bbats 22-25, M Sep 8

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    It seems that 90%+ of the world (if EP's anything to go by!) is suffering from some condition that has to be specifically named and render people 'labelled'. I know people are bi...
    Moonpenny Moonpenny 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    My theme song of the day... I've got bi-polar disorder My ****'s not in order I'm overweight I'm always late I've got too many things to say I rock mom jeans, cat earrings...
    mskellie36 mskellie36 36-40, F a week ago

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    I'm feeling down and just want to draw, but I already know that my artistic abilities are not going to measure up to my expectations. So I sit here staring at a blank piece of...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Just back from holiday, we had a demo on tantric massage - v cool! I was interested when he said that the real G spot for women is in their head! Also interested when he said...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 31