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I Have Big Insecurities and Jelousy That I Struggle to Control

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    I'm Jelous

    I've been jelous most of my life in relationships and towards women who I think look better than I do... I wrote a long blog about a minute ago...
    agnes1977 agnes1977 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2012

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    I really wish it wouldn't bother me sometimes

    but it does. But I can say I am working on it, for love I am.
    misslovely7 misslovely7 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    My ex husband cheated on me

    so I struggle with trust. I remarried after 10 years and I am starting to not trust him. He flirts online, watches **** in secret (don't care if he watches) and for 3 years we haven't had sex. He blames it on medical reasons and the doctor won't give him anything. Feeling really...
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    ARGH!! damn it!! Why can't any one pay any

    attention to me!! My freshman year of high school was ensued by a lot of drama caused by some new guy friends me and my other female friends made (let's just say there were 3 girls 2 guys) this one guy T kept jumping back and forth between m e and my friend C towards the end it...
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 18-21, F Feb 2, 2015

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    I assume to much i am jealous

    if he even talks to a girl i just want me nd him thts all ! But i have insecurities i stress to much tbh.
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    Until my marriage fills like a marriage

    and not two people sharing a house, my rings will sit in my jewelry box!
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    Jealousy & Insecurities.

    I usually struggle for my Jealousy issues..I envy most of the people around me. I can't feel happy knowing that everything that I desire..another person already has it. The Jealously is being a big struggle for me. I can't be normal around those that I envy. sometimes I feel that...
    Skarleth Skarleth 22-25, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I literally get jealous

    so easily over stupid things and have a lot of insecurities
    takemetoparis takemetoparis 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    Doesn't matter what it is everything I do is a struggle! Nothing can just be easy...
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    That one phrase that always got used when I brought up how controlling she was: "Would you rather not have anyone to love and take care of you, like I did? You should be thankful...
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    I myself, have no clue what to do with my life. I finished year 12 last year and even then, whenever a peer would ask me questions like "what do you want to study in university...
    breesworld breesworld 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Backspaceblogger Backspaceblogger 26-30 9 hrs ago

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    Nocloudshere Nocloudshere 31-35 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 11 hrs ago

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    some times I feel like I should just stop fooling my self that I can control my eating.. Stupid Superbowl.. and I should know better..I went to a party.. yes I was good..I think I...
    heavybruce heavybruce 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I love my big dicx i can be found playing with it every where in my car in taxi cabs if girl watch at like McDonald's I'll rub it till its a hard buldge in my pants im playing with...
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    tn182194 tn182194 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love to meet someone new that understands me and makes me laugh everyday. waiting for him to show up is just a struggle for me cause I long for that best friend that your bf...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 3 days ago

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    painfullyconfident painfullyconfident 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Doesn't matter the situation or who you're talking to. We'll imagine problems that aren't there. And we usually take it out on the person who thinks the most of us. We've got to...
    HarmonyVents HarmonyVents 31-35, F a week ago

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    ever since I started college my job has me working late hours during the week, which isn't too big a deal but hey, I like money, soooo...
    SprinklesINF SprinklesINF 18-21, M Feb 1

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    I have some of the oddest dreams. The problem is those dreams usually wake me up in the wee hours of the morning and keep me up for way longer than I like. Over the weekend I...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I have 2 other personalities. But none of them have a background. Fred is a homocidal sadist that takes over whenever someone starts to irritate me to the point that it gives me...
    Elisidizzle Elisidizzle 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I have a hump bigger than your house. The doctor said I need to go to swimming lessons and I'm terrified of water, and also, ill make exercise and become super strong and a...
    chaobredinthevil chaobredinthevil 31-35, T 3 Responses Jan 31

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    He feeds off of my suffering. He doesn't just feed off of it, he finds it DELICIOUS. I know this because I have FELT what he feels before. It is HORRIFIC to feel the sheer amount...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Day001 Day001 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I have little moods when i stand up but when I sit down I have big ones and when lay on my side I they squish together
    Andrew2617 Andrew2617 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I hate everything about my body. My eyes are too small and close together. My nose is too big and has a bump in the middle. My teeth are straight, but I have bad calcium deposits...
    xcherrypoopx xcherrypoopx 26-30, F Jan 28

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    I am currently only 4lb and 8oz overweight. Sounds big but it aint. I look good. Lost a stone in 3 months. Time to walk around the pub in front of my ex.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I may have this learning disability, but I don't let it engulf my life. If I have difficulty with a subject such as division, multiplication, adding and subtraction. Most people...
    Mariahehe Mariahehe 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I've come to find that I have retroactive jealousy. I get very upset about someone's sexual past and begin to think that what we have is less special. My insecurities show and I...
    MisterMisterInc MisterMisterInc 26-30, M Jan 24

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    I struggle with fear of what God expects of me. If I was in control of my life it would be how it was just not good. I would keep the wrong people in my life and be around people...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I am brain damaged cause my my mom drink alcohol with me while she was carrying me. And her mom drink while she was having my mother. I did not ask for this or ask to be born . I...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 18-21, M Jan 24