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I Have Big Insecurities and Jelousy That I Struggle to Control

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    I really wish it wouldn't bother me sometimes

    but it does. But I can say I am working on it, for love I am.
    misslovely7 misslovely7 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    Until my marriage fills like a marriage

    and not two people sharing a house, my rings will sit in my jewelry box!
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I'm Jelous

    I've been jelous most of my life in relationships and towards women who I think look better than I do... I wrote a long blog about a minute ago...
    agnes1977 agnes1977 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2012

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    Jealousy & Insecurities.

    I usually struggle for my Jealousy issues..I envy most of the people around me. I can't feel happy knowing that everything that I desire..another person already has it. The Jealously is being a big struggle for me. I can't be normal around those that I envy. sometimes I feel that...
    Skarleth Skarleth 22-25, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I literally get jealous

    so easily over stupid things and have a lot of insecurities
    takemetoparis takemetoparis 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    My ex husband cheated on me

    so I struggle with trust. I remarried after 10 years and I am starting to not trust him. He flirts online, watches **** in secret (don't care if he watches) and for 3 years we haven't had sex. He blames it on medical reasons and the doctor won't give him anything. Feeling really...
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    ARGH!! damn it!! Why can't any one pay any

    attention to me!! My freshman year of high school was ensued by a lot of drama caused by some new guy friends me and my other female friends made (let's just say there were 3 girls 2 guys) this one guy T kept jumping back and forth between m e and my friend C towards the end it...
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I assume to much i am jealous

    if he even talks to a girl i just want me nd him thts all ! But i have insecurities i stress to much tbh.
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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