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I Have Big Insecurities and Jelousy That I Struggle to Control

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    Until my marriage fills like a marriage

    and not two people sharing a house, my rings will sit in my jewelry box!
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I really wish it wouldn't bother me sometimes

    but it does. But I can say I am working on it, for love I am.
    misslovely7 misslovely7 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    ARGH!! damn it!! Why can't any one pay any

    attention to me!! My freshman year of high school was ensued by a lot of drama caused by some new guy friends me and my other female friends made (let's just say there were 3 girls 2 guys) this one guy T kept jumping back and forth between m e and my friend C towards the end it...
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F Feb 2

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    My ex husband cheated on me

    so I struggle with trust. I remarried after 10 years and I am starting to not trust him. He flirts online, watches **** in secret (don't care if he watches) and for 3 years we haven't had sex. He blames it on medical reasons and the doctor won't give him anything. Feeling really...
    Marriedandalonely2 Marriedandalonely2 41-45, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I literally get jealous

    so easily over stupid things and have a lot of insecurities
    takemetoparis takemetoparis 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    I assume to much i am jealous

    if he even talks to a girl i just want me nd him thts all ! But i have insecurities i stress to much tbh.
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    I'm Jelous

    I've been jelous most of my life in relationships and towards women who I think look better than I do... I wrote a long blog about a minute ago...
    agnes1977 agnes1977 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2012

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    Jealousy & Insecurities.

    I usually struggle for my Jealousy issues..I envy most of the people around me. I can't feel happy knowing that everything that I desire..another person already has it. The Jealously is being a big struggle for me. I can't be normal around those that I envy. sometimes I feel that...
    Skarleth Skarleth 22-25, F Nov 26, 2013

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    People have always told me that I have big lips, but I never really believed it. I thought maybe they were trying to find something nice to say about me.
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    Ever since I was younger around the age of 6 I've always been a little chunkier than the other's. When I was younger I didn't give a flying **** about how big I was all I cared...
    Amberrjade27 Amberrjade27 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I used to be ashamed of saying it, of telling this to my friends because they all had had at least one relations hip in their lives... But then I stopped caring... I mean I haven't...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm literally the only white boy at my school with big lips xD
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    I think all of us have. I know that nobody is perfect and everyone have its own flaws and blemishes in life. I cannot deny the fact that i sometimes was jealous of what others have...
    ritztwain ritztwain 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I just lost the love of my life due to money His family puts money before everyone. I had a stroke, couldn't contribute towards the expenses and they decided I was a burden...
    moonstar312 moonstar312 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    emotional clearing is a gateway to the next level of development on the individual basis it seems. since yesterday; being emotionally triggered revealed many things perhaps i was...
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    Right, I'm over this emotional ****. Any offers to take it away? It's free to a good home, pay a bad one to take it. You can have the insecurities that come with their own...
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    My body image has never been what I wanted... I always thought that nobody will like me and that I'll never escape it. Fortunately, I did lose some weight in the past year or...
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    No one so many people struggle with their body image, because all I seem to see is people shaming body types! Every body type is beautiful in someone's eyes. Whether you're thin...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    that I am the mum so it is my responsibility but I struggle to stay responsible and feel I lack control but I hate being controlled so who am I to control them
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    I want a thigh gap so bad! but I dont think its gonna happen. I have huge thighs. .. not a lot of guys I know think big thighs are hot
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Is it possible or is it a dream? Am I setting myself up? Do I care? It feels scary to hope. Exciting... Also scary. Am I being unrealistic? I feel happy and alive My dreams are...
    ophelia379 ophelia379 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Took this just now, and I think I do have big ones. What do y'all think?
    ThePerfectMate19 ThePerfectMate19 18-21, F 34 Responses Jul 17

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