I Have Bipolar Depression

A place to discuss the issues, battles, info, struggles, and other things on bipolar bepression. 55 People

    eviepalacios eviepalacios
    16-17, F
    Sep 27, 2014

    I don't rally know if I have bipolar depression,

    but I can't help thinking that I do. I have these violent ups and downs and a lot of headaches these days. Though the downs are more violent than the ups. I can't sleep, though I wish I could do it more often because thoughts of suicide won't leave me be. Sleeping is my only...
    dearstranger dearstranger
    22-25, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    I hate it. I have been doing really well

    for a long time and have gotten really depressed. I am just soooo tired. I fell asleep at work yesterday and all I want to do is sleep. People are getting on my nerves and I don't want to be around anyone. I saw my psychiatrist and hopefully the med change helps. This...
    momandpartner momandpartner
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    I am at the gym hitting the weights

    as hard AF. Screw you depression. Have fun fighting off happy feeling endorphiins as I get my body "high" on exercise....feeling better already....and I still have 3 sets to go just on the bench!
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    It's tough knowing everyone around you is

    living their lives and you are just stuck at home by yourself. You want to be so happy for them and you know you are but your depression just makes you more and more envious... I wish I grew up around those friends who wanted to take me places with them. I wish I wasn't always...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2015

    I went a whole week without a shower.

    I know things are getting bad when my compulsive shower schedule is messed up. I have OCD, I shower every day, and wash my hair every two days. I'm a stickler for schedules, not germs, schedules, it pains me to be a minute early, or a minute late. I was late for therapy. That...
    holamishamigos96 holamishamigos96
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2015

    I won't even need anything to set it off.

    It comes and goes, when it's here it hits hard. I spiral down. My only real way to get rid of it is to sleep it off.
    MichaelClifford MichaelClifford
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    My psychiatrist is weaning me off venlafaxine

    starting tomorrow I'll be down to 75mgs and she added welbutrin 100mgs 2x a day with my limictal 25mgs 2x a day :)
    deleted deleted
    Sep 8, 2015

    I battle bipolar depression.

    It sucks but my life's been turning around for the better. I feel more in control of my emotions more than ever. I still have struggled but I've been taking new meds. I can now say, that I enjoy my life somewhat. Hopefully I keep on feeling balanced. ☺️
    KittenGoesRawr KittenGoesRawr
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    I have bipolar ii and it's difficult sometimes.

    (Being on my meds helps a lot.) Most of the time I'm depressed (and suicidal) but sometimes I get hypomanic. Right now I'm moderately depressed and I kind of wish I was hypomanic so I can feel something different from the "I hate life//I want to die" game.
    trinitay trinitay
    18-21, T
    Jan 8, 2016
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