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I Have Both A Light And A Dark Side

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    Dead is a long time,

    and life is just a speck of of dust. So shouldn't we be really living instead of watching it go by. :/
    Icarus2012 Icarus2012 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 9

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    I'm nice to everyone I joke around with friends

    and try to make them happy when in reality I'm miserable and just wish I wasn't such a nice forgiving person sometimes
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Oct 19

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    Doesn't everyone and everything have both?

    Not necessarily in equal measures, but both present? Balance. Connection. Everything in harmonious opposition.
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Oct 20

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    People think I'm funny

    and they laugh at my jocks but they really don't know the dark side of me , I'm just so sad and depressed that i cant help it , i always wish that i was dead and i feel so lonely but at the same time i cant show it to people and whenever i told my friend that I'm not okay she...
    Xproblem Xproblem 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 20

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    I always resisted my dark side.

    I've done some pretty bad things in my past and it hurt to think about them and the dark (shadow) aspects in me. It wasn't until I read Debbie Fords "The Dark Side of the Light Chasers" that I embraced my dark side. I began to realize that side of me was appearing without my...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M Oct 19

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    Be nice= light side Be a ***** to me/my

    friends= darker than the dark side of the moon side.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    She carries an angel in her smile

    and a thousand demons in her mind.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    I don't know if this is the right place to talk

    about this, I don't want pity, it may sound oh woe is me, but I am happy enough well ish last night I had a chat with my mum that ended up being much more reviling than I expected but it's long but easier if I start at the beginning I had a very religious upbringing, as kids me...
    soapdodger soapdodger 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Both

    Im always very friendly and I LOVE to have fun. Unfortunately and simultaneously fortunately, I have some war-related PTSD (which I have pretty well understood and am able to control) and a dirty dirty sexual side of me (which I dont fully understand and has a delicious hold on...
    ngdi ngdi 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 19, 2012

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    I have a very dark side.

    Even my sense of humor can run dark. Most people see me as a mellow nice guy who would give the shirt off his back to help someone. That's true. But underneath that is a very dark side and if someone crosses me and wakes that side up I can even scare myself. My kids say that...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Yes I do I have both a light side

    and a dark side and the left side of me is a demon and the right side of me is an angel and yes I am a nephilim and if you don't believe do not respond to this experience
    HalfAngelHalfDemon HalfAngelHalfDemon 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 14

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    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    some people thinks im crazy

    for saying that I have a dark side I really do ever time when someone pushes me or threatens me around thats where I snap and fight back then I came back and look at the mess I made everyday I go to sleep I would meet up with my dark side and all we do is just fight nit argue...
    alicemadness alicemadness 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I feel like I can be pretty moody xD Also,

    I think everyone is like this :p
    tabby8f tabby8f 16-17 1 Response Nov 13

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    People especially my sisters old boyfriends

    have always loved me and even in not so appropriate ways especially when my sis is 9 years older and dated guys older then her..... another story though. back on topic everyone loves me even if I'm not so "friendly" cuase my social anxiety but no matter how much they like me...
    retrosavy retrosavy 18-21, F Nov 16

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    Wondering if it's just us

    or everybody got a lighter and a darker side of them? We were not born perfect obviously we aren't angles. So what's the deal? Some people say they hear voices? Well. The brain works that way. You have an intellect, intuition and a mental chatter. What else? I think people...
    luvsoylatte luvsoylatte 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Some times when people **** you.

    ... all you can do is **** them back.
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20

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    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M Nov 13

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    Mariangabalon Mariangabalon 18-21, F Dec 3

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    Sometimes I want to help every living thing

    and I love the world, and then other times I am so mad I could beat some one to death and enjoy it. I think I'm bipolar.
    Woods93 Woods93 18-21, M Oct 19

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    as it stands I feel as

    though both of these sides of me are merging and it scares me because I am having an identity crisis I wake up some days and feel as though I don't know who I am I know my name most of the time but there are days I completely ignore people because they say my name and I don't...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I really do. I guess I'm kind of a spirtual

    person in the sense that I know and feel that things are governed by natures law. Simple concept. We are from nature so we obviously will be like her, it , they who knows. Tornados one day and blue skies and sunshine the next. I feel like I literally have 2 people in one body. I...
    angie01993 angie01993 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 15

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    And a bitchy side and a you keep ******* with

    me you're going to lose something very important to your body side and an awe side and a wacky side and performing side... Among others
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    In my mind, I think people may have a different

    opinion of who I am because of what I look like. I dress business casual with khakis and a polo shirt. I wear glasses and appear shy. You can conjure up any ideas you want about that description but most people think Im a mild-mannered reporter, Clark Kent. Maybe some even think...
    SniperForce SniperForce 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 25

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    Duuhh we're humans we have

    both good and bad sides
    nonorawi nonorawi 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    Your worst enemy is your own mind.

    My mind likes to have my good side fight the bad constantly. Kinda like the angel and devil on my shoulder but they are in my head.
    whoscarlo5 whoscarlo5 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    Doesn't everyone? I know I do

    but the dark outweighs the light
    burnout95 burnout95 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    I have Split-personalities.

    My light one: * bubbly * optimistic * sweet * lovable * easily scared * loving uke*feminine person, usually told as in a homosexual relationship* Dark side: * creepy * chuckles at random times * likes/wants to fight * likes to play with knives * has psychopathic thoughts...
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I am aware of my dark side.

    I've tried to balance them both out because it's hard to go on bottling it up all the time. It wants to be known. I accepted that. However, the first time I let it expose it's ugly head it brought me more trouble than I realized. Now I put it back in its cage. The dark primitive...
    Stormeye1996 Stormeye1996 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hardly Perfect.

    I made someone very upset today, because she noticed that I wasn't in control of my darkside.I don't have any clue if she wants to ever talk to me again, and I'm actually pretty mad at myself for it.I'm contemplating terminating my EP account and starting a new one, just for the...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    A Darkness Thats Both Your Enemy And Your Ally

    I am very outgoing always happy and don't get angry very easily. People always say I will help anyone that needs me even if it cost me my life.But I have an evil in me that has no human remorse ,pain or suffering . A creature that when awoke becomes a beast that no one can stop...
    ddrp ddrp 18-21 2 Responses Nov 17, 2012

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    I don't always have a dark side.

    .. I sleep for at least 8 hours.
    lonewolf2060 lonewolf2060 51-55, M Aug 25

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    Having a light and dark side can be

    so confusing and frustrating.
    Jin777 Jin777 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Usually I'm a very kind

    and empathetic person ^_^ And then there are those times where I could literally tear down my walls and break down doors -_- Alas I am who I am, no more regrets what's done is done son.
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 19

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    I can be really sweet

    and kind but when you **** me of I turn into a raging little ***** and I would want to be around me
    truehoe4eva truehoe4eva 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Good afternoon everybody ,

    ,how is everyone doing .if you wanna talk about anything im always up for a a chat .your all beautiful and I hope you have a nice day <3 :)
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    Okay so i am doing absolutely nothing with my

    life, not helping people like mother teresa or havent join any volunteer club, i am not even talented like scientist or doctors who use their brains, i dnt have any super skill like air bending. On the other hand i am not a liar ( i deliberately hide thngs) , I've never done...
    furmal furmal 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13

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    But i never ordered a dark side.

    It grew. Dad fed it. Bullies fed it. Moronically abusive employers fed it. Landlords fed it. Now its bigger than me. But i got rope made of love. So i kick it in the shins. Then knee it in the head. And tie it up good. So that my pals can love me...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Oct 18

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    When people meet me they always say "you are

    so nice" but when you press my buttons the gloves come off that's when my whole way of thinking changes and I'm ready to punch a wall and hurt somebody's feelings but that's hardly ever (maybe)
    Misunderstood7889 Misunderstood7889 18-21, M Nov 13

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    My dark side isn't seen very often

    but it does like to come out and play sometimes.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    tamaraalkhafaji tamaraalkhafaji 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    For the most part, I'm nice.

    I give off as respectful an attitude as I can, and I try to be polite by holding doors and picking up miscellaneous things off the ground(trash or items from store shelves, whatever). I try to not bother other people and not be a nuisance. I have a lot of empathy and care a lot...
    Raneth Raneth 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    So im a good guy battling the dark

    and light. Ive always respected and cared for woman never cheated never emotionally abused or even hit a girl. Yet i find only cheating girls unappreciative girls or girls who try to take advantage of these facts. Trouble deciding wether to join the other 90% of men who just...
    Time4kush Time4kush 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 13

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    a bit too much on both side,

    all on the extreme, either black or white but never grey, no, i don't know any grey~
    yayforKay yayforKay 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    A.s. Vs S.m.

    It's quite a contrast when you think about it for with Aries, you are told to fear the roar for that signifies the thunderous wrath of the warrior within. Yes the eruption will be something to be beheld for it will be glorious and entirely epic. Ahhhh but with Scorpio, you learn...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Sep 18, 2012

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    I'm cheerful nice and caring (ask any of my

    friends) but push my buttons and it's game on (again ask any of my friends) most of them only see the nice side haha
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I have a bit of an authoritarian complex - ie

    I'm a closeted dictator. I've mentioned this before but having the same middle name as Stalin may have something to do with it :P Sometimes I think to myself what I would do to some people. Segregate? Kill? Main? Sentence to prison? Then my good side always steps in before I...
    JacobStark JacobStark 18-21, M Oct 19

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    Vnaturaldisaster Vnaturaldisaster 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    At some times I can be the sweetest little

    angel you've ever meet.Then the next I'm the most hateful,vile,obnoxious ***** and most of the time I am my bad side.Im trying to get more on my good side.
    TerraMeranda TerraMeranda 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    There are two sides to me.

    sometimes i fantasize being the hero and saving the day. Others i fantasize a sadistic killer who is a villain. In public i'm nice and polite and funny. Most people say i'm funny and have a good personality. But on the inside i'm way different. I understand how society works but...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    When you're walking a fine line.

    The key is to look forward not down. If you want to stay afloat in a stormy sea. You have to keep your head up.