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I Have Both A Light And A Dark Side

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    Light side or my mask: always smiling cheerful

    nice funny laughing warm joyful Dark side: pain hate self .mutilation cold sad depressed insane masochistic disgusting
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    one minute I can be nice

    but if u just say the wrong thing u will light the fire it is hard to extinguish so never make me mad it won't be pretty near the end
    baseballking12 baseballking12 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 7

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    At first sight people see me

    as silent, nerdy type. But when they meet me, they see ,e as sweet friendly type. When they are close to me or basically, my bff's, they see me as optimistic, childish, smiling, positive, friendly, funny, fun-to-be-with, and very dear friend. When in class, they say I'm the MATH...
    RumaMei RumaMei 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    my light side is pretty docile

    but will get angry to somethings. But my dark side is enraged me. I will scream at you for hours!!
    LonerGirl24 LonerGirl24 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 8

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    i can be really nice ,

    i can be really mean i can be beautiful, i can be ugly i can be intelligent , but i have my dumb moments i can be confident or insecure but i love that I'm so dynamic , sometimes it confuses people how nice i am oneday and how mean i can be the next it but it all depends on my...
    hiimmy hiimmy 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everybody has a dark side too with a light side!

    ! but the fact is we get the brightest dawn just after the most darkest moment of night!!! #keepFaith #StayBlessed !!! alwayskeepthis in mind that we are a Fighter #RealFighter!!!
    pratikjain1992 pratikjain1992 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I like to help people.

    But if it takes a bad turn I've no problem getting my hands dirty to protect a friend
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Mar 9

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    Till the end of time I believe

    that all of us will have a dark and a light side. Unless something or someone out of this world changes us we will always have two sides. like a coin; you cannot have a coin with only one side. It all depends on what part of you you give more energy too.
    AbleSankovik AbleSankovik 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Some times when people **** you.

    ... all you can do is **** them back.
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    I honestly regret more

    than I rejoice but I learn to take it all in . Because the good and the bad go hand in hand
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I love my dark side. She's

    so beautiful. She says and does things my shy side wouldn't dare. I embrace her when she comes out :)
    DanniSwtSn DanniSwtSn 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    And I enjoy them equally.

    They both give me great pleasure.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 27

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    https://youtu.be/n1Te-3gZFLI great song

    for anyone who had ever felt angry, lost, betrayed, broken, anything negative. this song is for you helped me in my darkest hours. WARNING this song might not be to everyone's taste, has elements of rock rap style but great lyrics.enjoy
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F Jun 26

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    I'm nice to everyone I joke around with friends

    and try to make them happy when in reality I'm miserable and just wish I wasn't such a nice forgiving person sometimes
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Oct 19, 2014

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    But don't we all??? I do tend to think dark

    thoughts and have dark, or even outlandish ideas but then there's my light side that comes out when I'm having the days where I just want to bake cookies and pat unicorns...eh, wait...unicorns aren't real XD You can't have light without dark. That's what the yin yang symbol...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 2 Responses May 26

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    People wonder how I manage to be

    such a conundrum. I have a childish, playful side, and yet I am capable of leading and being serious. How I can be innocent one moment, and utterly sinful the next. All I can say is that this is me, with all of my colors proudly showing.
    russianprincessdoll russianprincessdoll 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Hardly Perfect.

    I made someone very upset today, because she noticed that I wasn't in control of my darkside.I don't have any clue if she wants to ever talk to me again, and I'm actually pretty mad at myself for it.I'm contemplating terminating my EP account and starting a new one, just for the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    my light side is that i am super sweet

    and i will do anything to please my gf, i will treat her right, make her feel special everyday and i will take care of her needs. My dark side is that i am perverted, i started to watch **** at a young age and i learned too much at one point and time but i have learned to...
    christophzzzs christophzzzs 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    On the outside I'm light,

    on the inside I'm dark...
    Killerlemon Killerlemon 22-25, M Jun 2

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    Most people think I only have a light side

    while actually they haven't met the dark side of me yet
    Fogetyflow Fogetyflow 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Well when I read this first it reminds me of a

    Double personality one is kind and caring and the other is abusive and dangerous and it reminds me of a song with this theme which is Tsumi to Batsu or Sin And Punishment.back to the topic,My light side seems appears only when I'm surrounded by strangers or best friends and When...
    EvansuSena EvansuSena 13-15, F 2 Responses May 16

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    I'm a highly sensitive person (that makes me

    really vulnerable in some situations) but sometimes I can be really cold (like someone who has a heart of glass).
    PinkyJess1 PinkyJess1 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    This topic is so dense I don't know

    where to begin, but I am two faced. The part of me that's out in the open is kind-hearted, empathetic, yet quiet. The part of me in the shadows is wild, impulsive, and self-seeking. As a child, I was always a little too curious and as a result, got into some trouble at school...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I had a light and a darkside.

    ... But now i feel as if im in a state of grey, unable to differentiate the two. Im so confused
    Leen203 Leen203 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    I am woman therefore I am darkness.

    I am human therefore I am light. I yearn for more, and you'll think me greedy. There is more to life than we are told.
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Hello my name is Ms.

    Iknowhowtofuckeverythingupallthetime. How are u?
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 10 Responses Jul 7

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    My light side is a tender caring,

    hard working person. Not much for anything negative and quite honestly loves everyone and everything. But, the dark side of me I know more about. The easiest way to describe that side of me is to say that there is no heaven above bloody knuckles and adrenaline. The urge to fight...
    dzuniga770 dzuniga770 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    To put it simply I believe in the saying an eye

    for an a tooth for a tooth. However I think of this both in a positive and negative way. So I think people deserve what they get whether that be reward or pain, of course only to the extent they gave whatever it is. However sometimes I think I may slightly cross the line when I...
    BoredomAtItsBest BoredomAtItsBest 16-17, F May 30

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    She carries an angel in her smile

    and a thousand demons in her mind.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    I like cute things, I'm afraid of snakes But

    sometimes, I find myself thinking about playing with one. Having one big snake wrapping around my body and I like that.
    PinkyJess1 PinkyJess1 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    mattinsula mattinsula 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes when I feel powerful in someone

    else's life and could make a positive impact, I feel some resistance to act. Not sure if it's leftover behavior from how I was raised, when at times, my caregivers withheld love or resources from me often in judgement because I was vulnerable. Or maybe it's fear in loosing...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    When going to the dark side I bring a Flash

    light so I can find my way back.
    GreekJerseyGirl GreekJerseyGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    For a long time, I've never really noticed my

    darker side but as I got older, I've started noticing it more and more. My light side is what you would say the more innocent side. I'm friendly, caring, and I treat everyone with respect no matter who you are. Yet, when it comes to my darker side, it is where I get concerned...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Doesn't Everybody?? Have Both a Light And a

    Darkside, that is. It's simply a matter of awareness, is it not? Just like I posted to some chick earlier today, "Even Peter Pan has a shadow! ;)" & though I threw it out there in jest, It's True. We ALL Have a mix of light & dark, or moments when we become "dark" in an...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 13

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    How can she love someone like me I ask her.

    "You're not a monster. That's how."
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26

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    i have a sweet and passionate side

    and i miss being in a relationship but at the same time i want to go into the military and kill some certain people. (Muslims)
    christophzzzs christophzzzs 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 22

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    It's like inside me, the dark

    and the light side are pushing each other to control me. And I think the dark side is winning
    MidnightDragons MidnightDragons 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    I hide my dark side and share the light most

    times. I'm grateful that I could show someone both sides.
    Mariahluvspals Mariahluvspals 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 9

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    I prefer the dark side

    because I can actually be more productive when I am vindictive. It is tough to be evil while accepting how people respond to it, but that is why I never say anything I don't mean. When someone's opinion is based on a lie or misperception, it is the most painful. I would rather...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 27

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    I am aware of my dark side.

    I've tried to balance them both out because it's hard to go on bottling it up all the time. It wants to be known. I accepted that. However, the first time I let it expose it's ugly head it brought me more trouble than I realized. Now I put it back in its cage. The dark primitive...
    Stormeye1996 Stormeye1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    Light side: Friendly,

    polite, generous, kind, calm, comfortable, shy, quiet, hopeful, humorous. Dark side: Depressed, irritated, lonely, suspicious, cynical, cold, distant, indifferent, broodingly quiet, emotional, resentful, twisted, crazy, darkly humorous.
    XantheoftheStar XantheoftheStar 22-25, F 6 Responses May 16

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    It's like my heart is broken

    for no reason but other days I can see a bright future ahead . But times like now it only seems like I'm walking further into a never ending maze
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M May 27

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    You see all my light

    and you love my dark.
    Srfrchickie Srfrchickie 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    well let's say that my dark side is more

    controlling then my light side
    james6sydney james6sydney 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 19

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