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I Have Both A Light And A Dark Side

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    I've always wanted to be a princess

    but that would be one ****** up fairytale
    huntersveil248 huntersveil248 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 4, 2015

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    you will always see my light side

    unless you try to hurt me then my thorns will ache in your side, the pain in your eyes will be of little reflection to the chaos I'll bring. however, on that note, I'd rather be your friend than your enemy. because I hate making people in pain.
    Nmetb Nmetb 22-25, M Jan 20

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    I can be anything from glitter,

    pop music and lipstick to crazy wild moods, sadness, anger and choking people, to loving, kissing, petting and gaga over someone/thing. I'm all over in all that ****. Find me if you can....
    OriginOfLove OriginOfLove 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 17, 2015

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    Yeah it's true. the most people here see is my

    light side I'm hurting on this side. and I see the world as a semi sick place. while trying to help out. and I like being on this side. however there is a very dark side of me. one nobody here or in real life has seen. a side of me that takes over and gives me dark thoughts...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    People see me and I try to be nice

    and sweet and all but they have no idea about all the things i think about. Things i can never really tell even my best friend. lolz I guess that's why we're all here huh?
    sweetlexi sweetlexi 13-15, F Dec 16, 2015

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    How can she love someone like me I ask her.

    "You're not a monster. That's how."
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26, 2015

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    People wonder how I manage to be

    such a conundrum. I have a childish, playful side, and yet I am capable of leading and being serious. How I can be innocent one moment, and utterly sinful the next. All I can say is that this is me, with all of my colors proudly showing.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21, 2015

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    I've always had anger issues,

    and even the slightest of thing would tip me over the edge. During school, I had a lot of support and went through counselling through-out my entire education. I'm a lot better at controlling myself now, yet I can never shake that feeling that anything could set me off again. I...
    Mucatra Mucatra 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2015

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    At first sight people see me

    as silent, nerdy type. But when they meet me, they see ,e as sweet friendly type. When they are close to me or basically, my bff's, they see me as optimistic, childish, smiling, positive, friendly, funny, fun-to-be-with, and very dear friend. When in class, they say I'm the MATH...
    RumaMei RumaMei 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 30, 2015

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    I honestly regret more

    than I rejoice but I learn to take it all in . Because the good and the bad go hand in hand
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 21, 2015

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    Hello my name is Ms.

    Iknowhowtofuckeverythingupallthetime. How are u?
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 7, 2015

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    Been kind of struggling recently between the

    light and the darkness. I pray to God for help right now to end my confusion and conflict. Please return me to the righteous path, in Jesus name I pray...
    Johnny050 Johnny050 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2015

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    She carries an angel in her smile

    and a thousand demons in her mind.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    When I'm good, I'm great.

    When I'm not good, I'm a disaster
    Emma1ee Emma1ee 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 27, 2015

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    I'm a highly sensitive person (that makes me

    really vulnerable in some situations) but sometimes I can be really cold (like someone who has a heart of glass).
    PinkyJess1 PinkyJess1 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2015

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    I suppose everyone has.

    However , I learnt years ago - good and bad , right and wrong is all a matter of perception. So I take the trouble to be a good person , share a smile , and always maintain brutal honesty. HOWEVER , I have been known to decimate all those that **** with me . And I don't just...
    DaSlayer DaSlayer 31-35, M Oct 26, 2015

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    Sometimes when I feel powerful in someone

    else's life and could make a positive impact, I feel some resistance to act. Not sure if it's leftover behavior from how I was raised, when at times, my caregivers withheld love or resources from me often in judgement because I was vulnerable. Or maybe it's fear in loosing...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 24, 2015

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    I feel like there's two sides to me.

    .a light side (a good side) and a dark side (an evil side) and I feel like I'm at a war..with myself. And I lose myself fighting this war.
    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    my light side is that i am super sweet

    and i will do anything to please my gf, i will treat her right, make her feel special everyday and i will take care of her needs. My dark side is that i am perverted, i started to watch **** at a young age and i learned too much at one point and time but i have learned to...
    christophzzzs christophzzzs 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 4, 2015

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    I can be an angel....

    .. I can be quite the devil....... My friends accept my changability, I think they are attracted to it in some way, perhaps......
    Banyousbabe Banyousbabe 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2015

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    I have 2 personalities the darker one is well

    suppressed but scary. He has said some very very stupid hurtful things to many people that didn't need to be said. I have learned that we need to merge to stop any further hurt and embarrassment to anyone else. The lighter side needs to calm down and look at life more seriously...
    Nelaew Nelaew 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2015

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    Light side or my mask: always smiling cheerful

    nice funny laughing warm joyful Dark side: pain hate self .mutilation cold sad depressed insane masochistic disgusting
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2015

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    I am finally coming to terms with the issues

    that contributed to my drug addiction I have been in recovery for almost 2 years and am starting to deal with my underlying issues. Such as being molested as A young boy my father died when I was 7 and my mother checked out decided that she just did not want me anymore I started...
    terrence155 terrence155 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    Light and Dark are a part of us all.

    Balance is what keeps things going. Too much one way or the other and things start falling apart. Fear with hope, anger with compasion, and Love with rage. We each need our own balance and can at times slip to one side or the other. I prefer the shade. Not too light not too dark...
    hidden0ne hidden0ne 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I don't think the dark side is necessarily all

    evil. I believe it is the part of you that you keep hidden from the world. It could be bad or good. It could be something you keep to yourself because you want to. Of course many people associate secrecy with darkness it doesn't always have to be. I admit my dark side has a lot...
    blackheartlover blackheartlover 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2015

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    I always show my light good side

    but when I see something painful for others or me. (Sadist and Masochistic) I get a kick out of it. Confessions...Lol, everyone needs to vent I guess.
    DapperFlames DapperFlames 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    And I like both! My light side is fun,

    caring, genuine, smart, strong, courageous, and outspoken. My dark side is much of the same with a little flirty and naughtiness added! My dark side is new to me and fun to explore. However, as I'm exploring, I'm reserved in showing that side. Only very few get to peek into...
    NaughtyWhispers NaughtyWhispers 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 25, 2015

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    I don't think anyone is white

    or black!..no saint is all crammed with the every possible positive values existing and no culprit is devoid of all the positive values existing. We are all shades of gray,only the ratio varies.
    urnesha urnesha 18-21, F Dec 17, 2015

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    Well when I read this first it reminds me of a

    Double personality one is kind and caring and the other is abusive and dangerous and it reminds me of a song with this theme which is Tsumi to Batsu or Sin And Punishment.back to the topic,My light side seems appears only when I'm surrounded by strangers or best friends and When...
    EvansuSena EvansuSena 13-15, F 2 Responses May 16, 2015

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    Life is a constant battle

    for every human being. Can we overwhelm our darkness with the light? Can we keep the balance shifted and tilting heavily toward the light? Are we willing to really live the prayer and not just pay lip service to God? We know what is right and pleasing to God. Yet as flawed...
    Johnny050 Johnny050 46-50, M Nov 17, 2015

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    For a long time, I've never really noticed my

    darker side but as I got older, I've started noticing it more and more. My light side is what you would say the more innocent side. I'm friendly, caring, and I treat everyone with respect no matter who you are. Yet, when it comes to my darker side, it is where I get concerned...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 5, 2015

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    Majority of the people in this group wrote in

    here to make themselves seem cool the others thought it would make themselves seem sexy to some this group is just so they can write about themselves and how "dangerous" they are to boost their ego.Some of the people in this group think they're crazy some say they're crazy for...
    BackToBiege BackToBiege 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    diaperbuster911 diaperbuster911 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    My light side deceives you

    while my dark side consumes me
    SempiternalQueen SempiternalQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    I am woman therefore I am darkness.

    I am human therefore I am light. I yearn for more, and you'll think me greedy. There is more to life than we are told.
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

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    When going to the dark side I bring a Flash

    light so I can find my way back.
    GreekJerseyGirl GreekJerseyGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2015

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    I am alone on the inside

    and outside but I am emo
    SecretsHidden221 SecretsHidden221 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 25, 2015

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    Doesn't Everybody?? Have Both a Light And a

    Darkside, that is. It's simply a matter of awareness, is it not? Just like I posted to some chick earlier today, "Even Peter Pan has a shadow! ;)" & though I threw it out there in jest, It's True. We ALL Have a mix of light & dark, or moments when we become "dark" in an...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 13, 2015

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    well I don't know how to explain myself

    but when you wrong me in any kind of way my dark side will come out
    katietheginderfluiddancer katietheginderfluiddancer 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2015

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    Some times when people **** you.

    ... all you can do is **** them back.
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    I ain't never crossed a fool

    who didn't deserve it.
    ogkev ogkev 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Lackadaisical In my ways I saunter up on my

    path, ...constantly I am reminded of a life, you, and inside of it, the lessons to be learned. Only though, to fruition when resurrected from my ashes. As black as my minds rain and heavy, I am again dark from that from whence I came, and so I come again. A love comes from...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 3 Responses Oct 27, 2015

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    But don't we all??? I do tend to think dark

    thoughts and have dark, or even outlandish ideas but then there's my light side that comes out when I'm having the days where I just want to bake cookies and pat unicorns...eh, wait...unicorns aren't real XD You can't have light without dark. That's what the yin yang symbol...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 2 Responses May 26, 2015

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    i can be really nice ,

    i can be really mean i can be beautiful, i can be ugly i can be intelligent , but i have my dumb moments i can be confident or insecure but i love that I'm so dynamic , sometimes it confuses people how nice i am oneday and how mean i can be the next it but it all depends on my...
    hiimmy hiimmy 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2015

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    My personality is like a box of chocolates,

    you never know what you're going to get.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2015

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