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I Have Both A Light And A Dark Side

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    I am usually polite and shy,

    but I can be ruthless if triggered.
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Sending what the universe decides

    for me that day, I could be a ray of sunshine, or like a lifeless soul. No emotion, no expression. Just a blank slate.Those days are the worst , the ones where you don't even want to open your eyes, or look in the mirror. Sometimes I just stare at myself, trying to see if I...
    Kaleiita Kaleiita 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    SpiritOfIzanagi SpiritOfIzanagi 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I really do. I guess I'm kind of a spirtual

    person in the sense that I know and feel that things are governed by natures law. Simple concept. We are from nature so we obviously will be like her, it , they who knows. Tornados one day and blue skies and sunshine the next. I feel like I literally have 2 people in one body. I...
    angie01993 angie01993 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    I have a bit of an authoritarian complex - ie

    I'm a closeted dictator. I've mentioned this before but having the same middle name as Stalin may have something to do with it :P Sometimes I think to myself what I would do to some people. Segregate? Kill? Main? Sentence to prison? Then my good side always steps in before I...
    JohnVBlackburn JohnVBlackburn 18-21, M Oct 19, 2014

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    barkleytony barkleytony 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    I'd say I lean more towards dark,

    though I'm very middle.
    tabby8f tabby8f 16-17 1 Response Mar 10

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    im usually a nice person

    until recently ive noticed myself getting angry and wanting to fight, i play soccer and my coach says im the most aggressive person on the team, i often wonder if im playing soccer because i love it or to take out my anger, maybe both? why am i so angry??? i have nothing to be...
    lefty12k lefty12k 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I hide my dark side from everyone,

    I don't want people to know about it.
    RestlessDream RestlessDream 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I am aware of my dark side.

    I've tried to balance them both out because it's hard to go on bottling it up all the time. It wants to be known. I accepted that. However, the first time I let it expose it's ugly head it brought me more trouble than I realized. Now I put it back in its cage. The dark primitive...
    Stormeye1996 Stormeye1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    They war within to see

    which will ultimately reign supreme for a nonspecific duration. Perhaps the light wins but the dark is powerful and hungry and will not cease to battle against the fortress of light's stronghold. Searching for a crack, a weakness, a hold to manipulate. In the end the darkness...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I think everyone must.

    Happy vs. Sad There's a happy part and there's a sad part. Whichever you're feeling can easily be taken over by the other by just hearing something or seeing something.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    She carries an angel in her smile

    and a thousand demons in her mind.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    I'm not a two party system.

    .. I'm am one greatness.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Feb 22

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    my light side was gone

    but now it's slowly coming back shes bringing it back but ik as soon as she leaves it will be gone forever back into the void if it does how do I get it back it took so long for it to come on back but everything that's happened so far has obliterated it
    Corneredblades Corneredblades 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hide my dark side from my friends.

    I don't want them to think im a freak. I hide it from everybody ecsept from internet...
    MusicKitten MusicKitten 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Be nice= light side Be a ***** to me/my

    friends= darker than the dark side of the moon side.
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    haha im really nice but

    when it comes to my dark side people be like wow u are not the same person we know
    Imwhoiam93 Imwhoiam93 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Whenever I feel like darkness has taken over my

    life and the world around me and that there's no escape I remember seeing the contorted branches in a tree that escaped the shadows (darkness) by bending in all different ways to get to the light. Those branches are more beautiful to me because they are different than the normal...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M Apr 3

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    Some times when people **** you.

    ... all you can do is **** them back.
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    I have Split-personalities.

    My light one: * bubbly * optimistic * sweet * lovable * easily scared * loving uke*feminine person, usually told as in a homosexual relationship* Dark side: * creepy * chuckles at random times * likes/wants to fight * likes to play with knives * has psychopathic thoughts...
    AveiraAmaria AveiraAmaria 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    Darkness and brightness are two powerful

    concepts that just over power one another . I just despise that my dark side caves into my light side and I have to struggle with the thought of the confusion of my fathoming self. Darkness is my ease and self peace it comforts me nonsensically and well my dark side overjoys my...
    ImRainSunshine ImRainSunshine 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I am woman therefore I am darkness.

    I am human therefore I am light. I yearn for more, and you'll think me greedy. There is more to life than we are told.
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I like to help people.

    But if it takes a bad turn I've no problem getting my hands dirty to protect a friend
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Mar 9

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    When I revealed my dark side to him a few days

    ago, I almost drove him away, the only one who I van tell my problems to the only one I really count on to listen to me, I just want to say that you know who you are and I want you to just see my good side. Thanks for being here for me.
    Animelife300 Animelife300 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Each second the darkness grows within me no

    matter how much I try to walk towards the light. I just wish I had more freedom so I could become less sad and depressed.
    sakuma9 sakuma9 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am a nice person to strangers

    and I'm friendly, helpful, kind and pretty funny to my friends.But at home I'm hot tempered, won't speak to anyone if I don't have to. Lock myself up in a room all day if I could and just really angry all the time. I don't know why... what do I do?
    Jabezzz2 Jabezzz2 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I love my dark side. She's

    so beautiful. She says and does things my shy side wouldn't dare. I embrace her when she comes out :)
    DanniSwtSn DanniSwtSn 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    A Darkness Thats Both Your Enemy And Your Ally

    I am very outgoing always happy and don't get angry very easily. People always say I will help anyone that needs me even if it cost me my life.But I have an evil in me that has no human remorse ,pain or suffering . A creature that when awoke becomes a beast that no one can stop...
    ddrp ddrp 18-21 2 Responses Nov 17, 2012

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    everybody always say

    that I'm so gentile but my real friends know that I evil
    Black15Camdy Black15Camdy 13-15, F Mar 14

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    In my mind, I think people may have a different

    opinion of who I am because of what I look like. I dress business casual with khakis and a polo shirt. I wear glasses and appear shy. You can conjure up any ideas you want about that description but most people think Im a mild-mannered reporter, Clark Kent. Maybe some even think...
    SniperForce SniperForce 26-30, M Oct 25, 2014

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    You see all my light

    and you love my dark.
    Srfrchickie Srfrchickie 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Light side or my mask: always smiling cheerful

    nice funny laughing warm joyful Dark side: pain hate self .mutilation cold sad depressed insane masochistic disgusting
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    i am a person that does have a equal amount of

    dark as light. my dark side only emerges when i am angered. the last time it happened i blacked out. when i came to my body was shaky. then the person who angered me was scared and told me it was like i became a demon. he said my voice got extremly deep and i bent backwards so...
    alienseeker101 alienseeker101 18-21, M Apr 5

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    I feel like the dark side is becoming the only

    side. I'm focused on trying not to like it.
    LouDog319 LouDog319 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I can be a kind and friendly person,

    or I can be the biotch that ruins your life. You pick
    DanielPhillips DanielPhillips 18-21, M Jan 30

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    Caring. Angry. Helpful.

    Offended. Law biding. Educationally vehement. Good side tries to sedate bad side. Tries hourly.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 9

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    I absolutely love women,

    they are smart, funny an everything else. But the thing is I can't look at them in a good way, all things I could do to her comes in my mind and I cant stop thinking about it.
    phshrestha phshrestha 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I feel like two different people in one body.

    I can control my light and dark side separately, but they are so different from each other. My light side: The perfect girlfriend. Well kept anf beautiful. Well-mannered, and educated. Almost a college graduate. Gets along well with strangers. Close to family. My dark side...
    littlewallflower1 littlewallflower1 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Both

    Im always very friendly and I LOVE to have fun. Unfortunately and simultaneously fortunately, I have some war-related PTSD (which I have pretty well understood and am able to control) and a dirty dirty sexual side of me (which I dont fully understand and has a delicious hold on...
    ngdi ngdi 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 19, 2012

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    At first sight people see me

    as silent, nerdy type. But when they meet me, they see ,e as sweet friendly type. When they are close to me or basically, my bff's, they see me as optimistic, childish, smiling, positive, friendly, funny, fun-to-be-with, and very dear friend. When in class, they say I'm the MATH...
    RumaMei RumaMei 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    When going to the dark side I bring a Flash

    light so I can find my way back.
    GreekJerseyGirl GreekJerseyGirl 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I'm nice to everyone I joke around with friends

    and try to make them happy when in reality I'm miserable and just wish I wasn't such a nice forgiving person sometimes
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Oct 19, 2014

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    My good side can be as good

    as a mystic, but my bad side can be as bad as untamed man. My dark side is 'wrath' of betray, I become aware of it when an acquaintance of mine acted in bad faith.
    22depth 22depth 22-25, F Apr 15

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    Mariangabalon Mariangabalon 18-21, F Dec 3, 2014

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    People wonder how I manage to be

    such a conundrum. I have a childish, playful side, and yet I am capable of leading and being serious. How I can be innocent one moment, and utterly sinful the next. All I can say is that this is me, with all of my colors proudly showing.
    russianprincessdoll russianprincessdoll 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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