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I Have Both A Light And A Dark Side

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    Light side or my mask: always smiling cheerful

    nice funny laughing warm joyful Dark side: pain hate self .mutilation cold sad depressed insane masochistic disgusting
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Well when I read this first it reminds me of a

    Double personality one is kind and caring and the other is abusive and dangerous and it reminds me of a song with this theme which is Tsumi to Batsu or Sin And Punishment.back to the topic,My light side seems appears only when I'm surrounded by strangers or best friends and When...
    EvansuSena EvansuSena 13-15, F 2 Responses May 16

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    my light side was gone

    but now it's slowly coming back shes bringing it back but ik as soon as she leaves it will be gone forever back into the void if it does how do I get it back it took so long for it to come on back but everything that's happened so far has obliterated it
    Corneredblades Corneredblades 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    When I revealed my dark side to him a few days

    ago, I almost drove him away, the only one who I van tell my problems to the only one I really count on to listen to me, I just want to say that you know who you are and I want you to just see my good side. Thanks for being here for me.
    Animelife300 Animelife300 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    People wonder how I manage to be

    such a conundrum. I have a childish, playful side, and yet I am capable of leading and being serious. How I can be innocent one moment, and utterly sinful the next. All I can say is that this is me, with all of my colors proudly showing.
    russianprincessdoll russianprincessdoll 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    But don't we all??? I do tend to think dark

    thoughts and have dark, or even outlandish ideas but then there's my light side that comes out when I'm having the days where I just want to bake cookies and pat unicorns...eh, wait...unicorns aren't real XD You can't have light without dark. That's what the yin yang symbol...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really do. I guess I'm kind of a spirtual

    person in the sense that I know and feel that things are governed by natures law. Simple concept. We are from nature so we obviously will be like her, it , they who knows. Tornados one day and blue skies and sunshine the next. I feel like I literally have 2 people in one body. I...
    angie01993 angie01993 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    This topic is so dense I don't know

    where to begin, but I am two faced. The part of me that's out in the open is kind-hearted, empathetic, yet quiet. The part of me in the shadows is wild, impulsive, and self-seeking. As a child, I was always a little too curious and as a result, got into some trouble at school...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I am aware of my dark side.

    I've tried to balance them both out because it's hard to go on bottling it up all the time. It wants to be known. I accepted that. However, the first time I let it expose it's ugly head it brought me more trouble than I realized. Now I put it back in its cage. The dark primitive...
    Stormeye1996 Stormeye1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I'm half innocent and half not innocent,

    if that even makes sense Lol However, I'm honestly a motivated, inspired teenager that is kind to everyone and sometimes I feel like I'm too nice to people but I'm not going to treat people the way they treat me because I'm not like them ( I'm talking about those mean people...
    Zahiancx Zahiancx 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    I love my dark side. She's

    so beautiful. She says and does things my shy side wouldn't dare. I embrace her when she comes out :)
    DanniSwtSn DanniSwtSn 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I am woman therefore I am darkness.

    I am human therefore I am light. I yearn for more, and you'll think me greedy. There is more to life than we are told.
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    My good side can be as good

    as a mystic, but my bad side can be as bad as untamed man. My dark side is 'wrath' of betray, I become aware of it when an acquaintance of mine acted in bad faith.
    22depth 22depth 22-25, F Apr 15

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    Each second the darkness grows within me no

    matter how much I try to walk towards the light. I just wish I had more freedom so I could become less sad and depressed.
    MidnightDragons MidnightDragons 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I hide my dark side from my friends.

    I don't want them to think im a freak. I hide it from everybody ecsept from internet...
    MusicKitten MusicKitten 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Light side: Friendly,

    polite, generous, kind, calm, comfortable, shy, quiet, hopeful, humorous. Dark side: Depressed, irritated, lonely, suspicious, cynical, cold, distant, indifferent, broodingly quiet, emotional, resentful, twisted, crazy, darkly humorous.
    XantheoftheStar XantheoftheStar 22-25, F 7 Responses May 16

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    They war within to see

    which will ultimately reign supreme for a nonspecific duration. Perhaps the light wins but the dark is powerful and hungry and will not cease to battle against the fortress of light's stronghold. Searching for a crack, a weakness, a hold to manipulate. In the end the darkness...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I prefer the dark side

    because I can actually be more productive when I am vindictive. It is tough to be evil while accepting how people respond to it, but that is why I never say anything I don't mean. When someone's opinion is based on a lie or misperception, it is the most painful. I would rather...
    TheyKilledJustice TheyKilledJustice 18-21 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    How can she love someone like me I ask her.

    "You're not a monster. That's how."
    VampGuy1 VampGuy1 22-25, T 1 Response Apr 26

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    You see all my light

    and you love my dark.
    Srfrchickie Srfrchickie 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I absolutely love women,

    they are smart, funny an everything else. But the thing is I can't look at them in a good way, all things I could do to her comes in my mind and I cant stop thinking about it.
    phshrestha phshrestha 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    well I don't know how to explain myself

    but when you wrong me in any kind of way my dark side will come out
    crossdresser1065 crossdresser1065 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    She carries an angel in her smile

    and a thousand demons in her mind.
    MyGuardianAngel MyGuardianAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    I am usually polite and shy,

    but I can be ruthless if triggered.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 2

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    When going to the dark side I bring a Flash

    light so I can find my way back.
    GreekJerseyGirl GreekJerseyGirl 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Tethered inside my mind with only a mere glance

    from a window of the freedom outside of it The horrors that manifest from within the darkest corners throughout do terrify A gloom so heavy I dare not turn to look, so afraid of what I might actually see if I had, no hint of mercy nor remorse, does it think to beg my pardon...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses May 12

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    At first sight people see me

    as silent, nerdy type. But when they meet me, they see ,e as sweet friendly type. When they are close to me or basically, my bff's, they see me as optimistic, childish, smiling, positive, friendly, funny, fun-to-be-with, and very dear friend. When in class, they say I'm the MATH...
    RumaMei RumaMei 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I'm nice to everyone I joke around with friends

    and try to make them happy when in reality I'm miserable and just wish I wasn't such a nice forgiving person sometimes
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Oct 19, 2014

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    There are times when I feel depressed,

    or angry, or cynical, suspicious of everyone. Times when I don't feel like talking to anyone at all. But there are also times when I'm super positive and love everything to do with life, and living, and am cheerful and joking and adventures and a really good listener and I care...
    lukeskywalker89 lukeskywalker89 22-25, M 1 Response May 15

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    Both

    Im always very friendly and I LOVE to have fun. Unfortunately and simultaneously fortunately, I have some war-related PTSD (which I have pretty well understood and am able to control) and a dirty dirty sexual side of me (which I dont fully understand and has a delicious hold on...
    ngdi ngdi 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 19, 2012

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    I feel like two different people in one body.

    I can control my light and dark side separately, but they are so different from each other. My light side: The perfect girlfriend. Well kept anf beautiful. Well-mannered, and educated. Almost a college graduate. Gets along well with strangers. Close to family. My dark side...
    littlewallflower1 littlewallflower1 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    It's like inside me, the dark

    and the light side are pushing each other to control me. And I think the dark side is winning
    MidnightDragons MidnightDragons 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    when i was little i had a skin condition

    where your born without color so my mom put me next to the window to make me darker and the sun moved as time passed so it casted a shadow on half my body aso thats why my stomach has a light side and a dark side LOL
    kyanitestone186 kyanitestone186 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    barkleytony barkleytony 41-45, M Apr 19

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    I believe that everyone has

    both a light and dark side. Being gender queer I perceive my male personality as darker than my female. For many reasons. But other than outward appearance I think that I have an emotional light (being silly and loving) and dark (depression and insecurities)
    bbybleu bbybleu 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    It's like my heart is broken

    for no reason but other days I can see a bright future ahead . But times like now it only seems like I'm walking further into a never ending maze
    Blackandugly Blackandugly 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    So does duct tape...and it's used to hold the

    universe together. So what are you doing with your dark and light sides? Are you being as helpful as duct tape? Just askin ...
    87William3 87William3 70+, M 3 Responses May 12

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    I like to help people.

    But if it takes a bad turn I've no problem getting my hands dirty to protect a friend
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Mar 9

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    Hardly Perfect.

    I made someone very upset today, because she noticed that I wasn't in control of my darkside.I don't have any clue if she wants to ever talk to me again, and I'm actually pretty mad at myself for it.I'm contemplating terminating my EP account and starting a new one, just for the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    There are two main differences in me.

    One person that wants people to get along and to not fight and believes that the second one is misguided. Second person thinks no one is worthy of him and that everyone else is weak and lesser. He wants everything to burn and die, and that the first person is a handicap to get...
    PhoenixArts PhoenixArts 13-15, M May 13

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    Some times when people **** you.

    ... all you can do is **** them back.
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I think everyone must.

    Happy vs. Sad There's a happy part and there's a sad part. Whichever you're feeling can easily be taken over by the other by just hearing something or seeing something.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I feel like everybody has a dark side

    but they handle it in different ways if they want to look at it that way or not people aren't perfect
    wlanonymouslw wlanonymouslw 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 26

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    i am a person that does have a equal amount of

    dark as light. my dark side only emerges when i am angered. the last time it happened i blacked out. when i came to my body was shaky. then the person who angered me was scared and told me it was like i became a demon. he said my voice got extremly deep and i bent backwards so...
    alienseeker101 alienseeker101 18-21, M Apr 5

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    haha im really nice but

    when it comes to my dark side people be like wow u are not the same person we know
    Imwhoiam93 Imwhoiam93 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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