I Have Bpd And I Dont Know How To Cope

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    Hi, I am 17 years old

    and I recently found out that i have BPD. Whoever has it knows how hard it is to cope with black and white thinking, with feeling neglected, with feeling worthless, with blocking the world out but still expect for people to stay by our side. Since I was really young I had to go...
    betty4444 betty4444
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2015

    Since I was a child I knew something was not

    quite right with me. At first everything pointed toward depression. Even my GP. But given how up I can be at times, I couldn't believe it. Then I met Kelsie, this girl that suffered with bipolar for years, and she said something once that always stuck with me, she knew I was...
    unknownxxxx unknownxxxx
    18-21, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    I know I'm messed up.

    I've always known. There's this voice that just sort of chills in the back of my mind and tells me constantly, "You should really get help for that." And it's right. I should really get help for that. I have been with my fiance for 4 wonderful years, and in January we're...
    Namende Namende
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    BPD is ruining my relationships.

    I have experienced a long string of turmoil with family and friends. Most of the time I feel as though the responsibility should be shared, but maybe I'm the one in the wrong every time. I love my fiance, and I'm scared he's going to leave me because of my lack of emotional...
    mjs74 mjs74
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2015
    VenusIncarnate VenusIncarnate
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2014

    not always, I have my coping mechanisms,

    but the BPD is still overwhelming and takes over....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 30, 2015
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