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I Have Built A Beautiful Emotional Wall

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    Beautiful? - I am still trying to decide if my wall is beautiful. They say it's not a sin to admire your own hard work a bit, but I don't know that I see my wall as such an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 24, 2010

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    Yes! - i have a wall built as high as the gates to heaven, with lots of bricks, than concrete, than bars, and than some more bricks. No one can possiblly get into them, and get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2009

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    Media Influenced Me - Im young, but I feel like no one needs to know how I feel. No one needs to have the burden of my emotional issues, or the issues in my life. The media played...
    Lemoniqua6 Lemoniqua6 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    The Best Way.. - I built my emotional wall out of necessity. I used to be an extremely emotionally intense person.  I would feel everything as a personal insult, even if it...
    Lymrith Lymrith 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 19, 2010

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    Emotional Architecture - I've built it brick by brick, Taken it down, Put it back up, Installed some windows, Let the occasional stranger peek in. Made faces at some of the...
    Sungirl3 Sungirl3 46-50, F 27 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    Good At Hiding My Emotions..until Those Walls Crack Into Almost Insanity. - I feel like a complete burden to everyone. I've had my heart broken, ripped apart, and torn to tiny...
    meXtrano meXtrano 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Climb Over My Wall....please - My emotional wall is a natural habit that I can't seem to break. It's been under construction since I was about three years old, maybe longer but I...
    worthgrowing worthgrowing 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    What Would Make You Take Down Your Wall? - My ex-boyfriend has built an emotional wall. I'm not getting closure because I don't know why we ended. He says he 'doesn't know what to...
    bmmcd bmmcd 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    My Wall Is.... - My wall is not beautiful. It's never been. It's just necessary. I need it or I wouldn't be able to survive in this world. I've known for a long time that I am a...
    Kat47 Kat47 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Boundaries - A Fairytale - When I was growing up there were no boundaries. My parents had many hang-ups. And these forced their way into my childhood garden, until it was like a...
    desertfrost desertfrost 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2010

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    A Wall......hmmm! - I am not sure if I would call it an emotional wall as I don't really understand emotions or how I really feel. I find it somewhat confusing. I only let certain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 27, 2012

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