I Have Bulimarexia

this means you are bulimic and anorexic 91 People

    Somebody That I Used To Know...

    It started out as innocent, "I'm just going to lose a little weight...then I'll stop." 10 years later... here I am. Starving, exercising, and purging. Still... I never believed in the whole, binging thing... i just couldn't make myself do that. So instead i go for days without...
    Sarrahjane21 Sarrahjane21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2012

    Pretty Much the Same As Everyone Else...

    I have episodes (2-4 weeks generally) of excessive restricting or fasting, usually followed by episodes of what seems like non-purging type bulimia, where binges are followed by fasts. I don't tend to actually purge that often. And I can't remember which one I started...
    antonym antonym
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2009

    How Did This All Happen?

    Hi everyone, I'm new here and I thought I would share my story... It started all started off 4 years ago with just one innocent idea "be healthier". I started with keeping a food journal to record everything I ate, decreasing how much junk food I had, increasing my fruits and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 13, 2013

    Living With An Eating Disorder

    I dont know why Im writing here.. I havent been on here for so long. Its just that the semester break is here and Im all lone in my campus town because Im too scared to go home. But Im going crazy in here. Me and my eating disorder. Its driving me crazy and all I want to do is...
    littlemishka littlemishka
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 30, 2010

    5 years.i feel so empty,

    I have no passion to move on,to live my life.I ****** up everything & I ******* hate myself.I'mso tired to being tired :(
    LatonaLing LatonaLing
    18-21, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    I Just Can't Say No...

    i can't say no to mia, or ana. they have taken over my life. i no longer eat, if i do it's coming back up within minutes. i don't mind it really, but people are starting to notice. i don't want help, i want to lose all this fat. i want to be thin as a feather. i want to be as...
    JustCallMeAna JustCallMeAna
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2010

    Here I Am Again

    so ever since i can remember i've struggled with my weight. me and ana became BEST friends, and eventually i met mia. we were tight. my last "episode" was last summer. i did so good staying away from it. but i got way fat, weighing the most i've ever weighed. i miss being a...
    ArmyGirlfriend01012010 ArmyGirlfriend01012010
    18-21, F
    Mar 10, 2010

    I've Accepted..

    I'm finally admitting to my problem.. I've been hiding it for so long and I really hope to get past this..
    melbow06 melbow06
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2012

    Me 2

    I have had bulimarexia since I was about 14 (now 21) though I never knew until recently that such a thing existed; figured I was just strange... (sorry if I've got it wrong btw and I offend anyone who genuinely has this problem; I'm quite happy to take down my story if I've got...
    pinksecret pinksecret
    22-25, F
    Feb 19, 2010

    The Boyfriend

    yesterday i told my boyfriend about 'mia'. i know it was a stupid thing to do, but i just can't hide stuff from him, he flipped out, cried a lot, told me he didn't understand, got mad, cried some more. then told me he'd rather me not eat. huh, i can work with that. =] want...
    JustCallMeAna JustCallMeAna
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2010

    Me

    I have had bulimarexia since I was 13 or 14. I am now 35. I go through periods of fasting and throwing up the little that I do eat, to full on binge purges. I have also had some periods of a "normal" diet, especially when I was pregnant with my children. I have...
    Brynjana Brynjana
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2009

    I had 450 calories today.

    After I ate, I felt horrible and wanted to throw up. I stayed strong though. People keep telling me to eat more, but I don't care. I'm too fat.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 6, 2015

    Im Loosing The Control I Once Had

    so i used to just not eat anything, but the i started eating somethings, and then just thtowing them up.. but now im eating alot of things and throwing up alot too. i hate throwing up but i feel so fat. so i do it any ways. i feel like im loosing to cotrol i once had by not...
    sunnysmith sunnysmith
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2012

    I Am Very Confused

    Hi everyone, I have never done this before, but I didn't know where else to turn about this problem. So I decided to share my story here and see what advice I can get from anyone: So all through high school I was very fit - I ate a lot of food but stayed really slim. When I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

    when i my bulimia doesnt control me i hardly

    eat, absolute max will be 500 calories per day but i try to walk atleast 5,000 steps which is 4-5k, on my good days im at 200 calories. if i do go over 500 calories which is mostly when i go bulimic i try my hardest to purge everything inside of me. when i think about it this...
    confusednormalness confusednormalness
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    Pointless

     i will go for days without eating and then when i do eat ill throw it up. Because i dont like how i look people yell at me to eat so i do but then its straight to the bathroom so its kind of pointless  
    ookayjessica ookayjessica
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2008

    Im Not In Denial Anymore

    I have always had a good accociation with food, I grew up in a europian ethnic family, were food was used to express love and meaning to my  family on special occasions. My grandmother on both sides always amazed me with weird and wonderful meals that now as an adult...
    Huntdalemagic Huntdalemagic
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2010

    Lost Another Happy

    i have an eating disorder. some days are worse than others. today is going to be a good - that is what i say every day. but usually - its not. i am not over weight or underweight, i am told i am at a healthy weight right now. i have to work my *** off and practically starve...
    daxil daxil
    31-35, F
    Jun 30, 2010

    What's the best way to help someone with

    bulimia? My girlfriend sadly has it and she refuses to get medical help. I'm so scared one day I'm gonna wake up and she'll be dead. And i don't know what to do anymore
    vampireking4444 vampireking4444
    18-21, M
    Dec 25, 2015

    Horrible Cycle

    Always had weight problems growing up till finally losing all the baby weight that followed up to my high school days, after having my daughter my weight went to almost 230 my highest I've ever been between a failing six year relationship with my daughters dad the only way of...
    MissMck MissMck
    22-25, F
    May 15, 2012

    Bulimarexia... I Am A Mom... Getting Help Need Help

    Since i was a child my weight went up and down. I ate in secret... I ate the right way in front of people.. I binged alone.. starved for dance and sports only to binge when it was done.. I got really fat... really skinny... heavy then a lap band put on.... BOOM that set my...
    cestrada146 cestrada146
    41-45
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    Eating Disorders Are Crap!

    Everyday I starve. By the evening im sick and dizzy. I walk to Asda (where I think all the staff know me by sight as the skinny girl buying enough food for several packs of hungry dogs) I spend too much money. Its surprising how can support this habit sometimes. (truth is, I cant...
    Ruby1087 Ruby1087
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 28, 2011
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