I Have Bulimarexia

so i used to just not eat anything, but the i started eating somethings, and then just thtowing them up.. but now im eating alot of things and throwing up alot too. i hate throwing up but i feel so fat. so i do it any ways. i feel like...

i have an eating disorder. some days are worse than others. today is going to be a good - that is what i say every day. but usually - its not. i am not over weight or underweight, i am told i am at a healthy weight right now. i have to...

It started out as innocent, "I'm just going to lose a little weight...then I'll stop."
10 years later... here I am.
Starving, exercising, and purging. Still...
I never believed in the whole, binging thing... i just couldn't make...

I have episodes (2-4 weeks generally) of excessive restricting or fasting, usually followed by episodes of what seems like non-purging type bulimia, where binges are followed by fasts. I don't tend to actually purge that often...

I have had bulimarexia since I was 13 or 14. I am now 35. I go through periods of fasting and throwing up the little that I do eat, to full on binge purges. I have also had some periods of a "normal" diet, especially when...

i can't say no to mia, or ana. they have taken over my life. i no longer eat, if i do it's coming back up within minutes. i don't mind it really, but people are starting to notice. i don't want help, i want to lose all this fat. i...

Hi everyone,

I'm new here and I thought I would share my story...

It started all started off 4 years ago with just one innocent idea "be healthier". I started with keeping a food journal to record everything I ate, decreasing how much...

i will go for days without eating and then when i do eat ill throw it up. Because i dont like how i look people yell at me to eat so i do but then its straight to the bathroom so its kind of pointless
 

yesterday i told my boyfriend about 'mia'. i know it was a stupid thing to do, but i just can't hide stuff from him, he flipped out, cried a lot, told me he didn't understand, got mad, cried some more. then told me he'd rather me...

I have always had a good accociation with food, I grew up in a europian ethnic family, were food was used to express love and meaning to my  family on special occasions. My grandmother on both sides always amazed me with weird...

Since i was a child my weight went up and down. I ate in secret... I ate the right way in front of people.. I binged alone.. starved for dance and sports only to binge when it was done.. I got really fat... really skinny... heavy then...

Everyday I starve.
By the evening im sick and dizzy.
I walk to Asda (where I think all the staff know me by sight as the skinny girl buying enough food for several packs of hungry dogs)
I spend too much money. Its surprising how can...

I have had bulimarexia since I was about 14 (now 21) though I never knew until recently that such a thing existed; figured I was just strange... (sorry if I've got it wrong btw and I offend anyone who genuinely has this problem; I'm...

Always had weight problems growing up till finally losing all the baby weight that followed up to my high school days, after having my daughter my weight went to almost 230 my highest I've ever been between a failing six year...

I'm finally admitting to my problem.. I've been hiding it for so long and I really hope to get past this..

I dont know why Im writing here.. I havent been on here for so long. Its just that the semester break is here and Im all lone in my campus town because Im too scared to go home. But Im going crazy in here. Me and my eating disorder. Its...