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I Have Bulimia

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    Am I the only one who can hear her voice?

    The voice of "Mia" reminding you how disgusting you actually are? Reminding you of the things you should do when you eat? What the consequences are when you do eat? And screaming at you not to eat at all? I feel insane when I try to tell others about her, and its almost like...
    JustMeKaila JustMeKaila 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    Mia is creeping up on me again.

    .. I was getting better. I thought I was over it. I thought I'd get through it. But out of nowhere she came back. And next thing I know I'm in the bathroom at work, self inducing vomiting. And for the first time In a long time, I brought my food up. Just a little bit though. But...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Apr 26

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    Hi all, I am 25 years old

    and have had an eating disorder for about 10 years. It started with anorexic behaviors as a teenager and a noticeable weight loss, but I was never underweight. This slowly developed into periods of extreme over-eating, followed by self-induced vomiting. In college, my disorder...
    meganexplainsitall meganexplainsitall 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    Hey everyone. I'm new to this site

    so you have to bear with me :))! I have had bulimia for over a year. I have bpd and depression alongside bulimia but for me, Bulimia ruins my life. I love it but I hate it. I want it gone but then I want it back. I am in control, then it is all lost, and partially regained...
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    This is a journal I wrote on August 17,

    2012 about my parents finding out about my bulimia: they found out! my secrets are all out! I have no more privacy no more dignity and all I'm left with is regret and shame. but am I really the one to blame. they know my secret. they brung me in their bathroom to talk. they...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 18-21, F Dec 17, 2014

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    I have never received treatment despite

    diagnosis from a psychiatrist; however through treatment and medication for anxiety, depression and insomnia, as well as a general improvement in my confidence and happiness, turning to ED behaviours has become less frequent and I feel like I have come a long way in terms of...
    fromlighttodarkness fromlighttodarkness 16-17, F Mar 24, 2014

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    Haven't eaten yet today.

    Plan to keep it that way. But if I do eat, I'll just throw it up. It'll be okay. :) I'll get skinny soon. :)
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I have bulimia and it's getting worse.

    I've been struggling on and off with an eating disorder for the last 8 years. It started more as anorexia but everyone told me I was too thin so I started to eat more and gain weight. Obviously this stressed me out and ever since I lost my control over food I've been bulimic. I...
    emptybook emptybook 22-25, F May 7

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    I have had a eating disorder

    for 3 years now and it's been over a year and a half since I've kept a meal down, can't help but wonder what's happening to my body and what's going to happen to me. Crazy to think that I haven't kept a meal down for so long but at the same time I'm super proud of myself.
    mariya843 mariya843 16-17, F Sep 2, 2014

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    I threw up some of my food today.

    . It was the first time in a long time!! :( I thought I could fight it.. Turns out I can't... :/
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Apr 26

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