on 02:11AM at Nov 2nd, 2009
i think i would say thank you.....this might seem wierd but its because of bulimia and other events in my life that i am who i am. i am quite happy with who i am and couldnt ask for anymore. yes, it has been painful going through what i have but i cant say that its not worth it. i still have many challenges ahead of my but i want to thank bulimia for giving me the strength and the know-how to beat it all and come through it.
on 02:28AM at Nov 2nd, 2009
I would say thank u , we have been close friends , sometimes i felt u were my only friend that care about me .
the only one who can see the true me ,me without all those smiles and laughs , with u i was me , just me , with out pretending .
thank u , u gave me great body , i got skinnier , became more attractive,
but i have to say Good Bye , because of all what u did to me , u made me away from my friends because u made me think u are my only friend , u made me feel guilty hiding u from every one around me , i was scared that someone knows about u and he would never understand our relation ,
u made me blind , see nothing but u , hear nothing but your voice , u made me your prisoner , i could go no where away from u , u have taken my willing , my life , my body .
at the end i must say that u made me feel great it is feeling that i can't describe, couldn't understand until i had it .
that's why i don't blame myself that we were friends because u made me learn things about myself i would never know with out u , but i just wanna tell u that i can live with out u , it is hard but possible
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on 05:33PM at Nov 6th, 2009
**** off! My life is hard enough as it is, you just make it harder. Sure at the time it doesn't feel like it but i know deep down that you are doing causing me harm. I hate you and i know that as a consequence i hate myself too, but i'm fighting you! As hard as i can! I will leave you behind. I'm tired of being your prisoner.
on 07:00AM at Dec 27th, 2009
I would say I hate that I love you.
You are the worse relationship I have ever had in my life and then at the same time I dont know how I could live without you. You are always there when I need you in my darkest times and I hate that you are always there in my darkest times. You are a seducing manipulative power and no matter how much I convince myself I am in control I always cower back to your grip.
Gosh that felt good...good question!
on 12:40PM at Jan 1st, 2010
I actually envy you guys!!..I really wish I wasn't afraid of vomitting. I have a phobia called emetophobia, which is an extreme irrational fear of vomiting. You guys vomit and it seems like its nothing. If I even THINK im gonna vomit I take some pepto or force myself to think about other things. I don't know what brought on this fear but I wanted to chat with a few of you one on one. Maybe we can help each other out, since i have a fear, and you guys want to stop it..it will help balance out
on 11:33PM at Jan 6th, 2010
why me? what did i do to deserve this? i was a perfectly normal girl until this took over my life. Why the **** did u have to walk into my life and now youve become my other half to the part that you will not LEAVE!!!!!
on 02:53PM at Jul 9th, 2011
I would say why??? Everything I do revolves around throwing up, and it's ruining my life!
on 09:44PM at Jul 10th, 2011
- i would start off my saying , that i wish that you would hurry up and make me skiinny so i could stop . then , i'd ask why they had too come & attack mee ... i'd ask them too not make me hurt so much after every perge . i'd start too cry & go on & on about how it's destroying me but i love it so much .
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on 01:49AM at Jul 13th, 2011
I only have 4 words to say to bulimia.... Please Let me go
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on 04:00PM at Aug 13th, 2011
Please let me go...I know I may have chosen to follow you for a while,and I know that we were friends, but now, I am just tired...please please please leave me alone bulimia...and please never ever ever knock on the door of anyone I love, or anyone at all...just die bulimia, just die. But I thank you for one thing, for giving me the opportunity to understand what an eating disorder really is, so that I can help others who are going through the same thing..
on 01:18AM at Sep 4th, 2011
If i could talk to my bulimia, I would ask it to stop ruining my life. Everything i do revolves around it.....It controls everything....I think 'if i eat this....i need to throw it up, and soon so i dont get the calories...' If i got rid of it wouldn't hurt me.......
on 07:59PM at Sep 27th, 2011
You don't give a **** about me. If my happiness were a piece of paper you would be holding a match under it. The things you say to me, not even my worst enemy would repeat. You are even mean to everyone I love because you know if you push them away then all I will have is you.
You creep in when I have my back turned, and when I realize you are in control I feel weak at first. Then I remember that the funny thing is....the more you sneak in the more I kick you out, and the more I kick you out the stronger I get, and the stronger I get the weaker you get, and with you growing weaker by the moment pretty soon you will disappear into nothing but a faded memory that will dissolve away into time. You will be nothing, nothing, nothing and I will be remembered as the girl who overcame you.
YOU ARE NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING TO ME.
on 02:25PM at Oct 9th, 2011
GTFO b**ch. Leave me alone. You acted like a friend, but you destroyed me, you used me, and you won't go.
Get lost. I don't want you anymore. So why did you stuck in my head?
Guys, don't let that b**ch fool you. See her real nature. She's not a friend. She'll rape you, swallow you and vomit, she'll leave you powerless and weak.
on 10:18PM at Oct 27th, 2011
F*** you, you're not wanted.
on 11:45PM at Nov 1st, 2011
I would say I've had enough. You win. I can't deal with this guilt anymore and if your goal was to take away my spirit then you win now go away! Get out of my body! Before I relapsed I thought that my ex stole my fire but you did. You and your filthy sadistic ways.
on 04:46AM at Nov 6th, 2011
we have been together for 9 years now not sure if i ever want to let you go... it may end up being till death do us part :(
on 09:33PM at Nov 6th, 2011
HELL. Bulimia has made my life hell.
on 04:57PM at Nov 8th, 2011
I would say, "How did you gain control over me so fast, when I haven't been able to control my own life?"
on 02:17PM at Nov 16th, 2011
I hate you! Your the worse thing thats ever happened to me. Im moody, I argue with my family and my whole life revolves around it. I feel everyones watching me when i eat, I cant eat food i like or want to! I feel theres no way out and its never going to stop :(
on 09:33PM at Dec 23rd, 2011
I would say...Get out of here! You're unwanted and just ruin lifes! Why are you so mean>? Why do you have to find your way into peoples lifes!? And if you're making a friendship with my girlfriend..I will kick you right out of her life happily!