I Have Bullimia

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    When you starve yourself

    for so long, and eventually come to eat, you see no point. Feeling hungry almost feels better than eating, eating for some reason makes your stomach ache and feel like you've are loads when really you have had two mouthfuls..no one can stop what you are doing. Not even yourself...
    ambermills ambermills
    16-17, F
    Jun 24, 2014

    I've been shoving my finger down my throat

    for the last few weeks, I've stopped for two days and now that I haven't done it I feel more sick.. Bleh šŸ˜«
    lalaladifferent lalaladifferent
    18-21, F
    Feb 23, 2014

    I Love Her. She's Bulimic, And I Don't Know What To Do.

    I'm on this site because I need help! I have a very closeĀ friend who is bulimic. Severely. She has told me has been binging and purging everyday.Ā I beleive that I am the only one wo knows of her situation. She refuses my help, andĀ I beleive treatment. It's hard for her because...
    Davewalpole Davewalpole
    22-25, M
    Mar 4, 2011

    Went to eat. Ate all of my food.

    Didn't throw up. Personal victory for me!
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2015

    Does anyone else enjoy a good purge?

    Like a deep heave? I feel so empty after. It's a disgusting problem and I hate i have it but is such a good feeling afterward. Before the self hate comes
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2015

    I just puked my dinner out.

    I don't feel good or proud of it at all. I feel really guilty now but I just couldn't control myself. I feel terrible.
    marticles marticles
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2014

    I Have Bulimia And I Like It

    It's sick and sad, but I enjoy my bulimia and how I feel when I vomit. I like the relief, the euphoria. What can I say, Mia is my security blanket. I know she'll put me in an early grave, I'm a smart girl. But I yearn for her, I need her. I miss her when I stop, bc it's always...
    p1224 p1224
    26-30, F
    Sep 23, 2013

    It Will Be Just This One Last Time

    At the age of 17 I was trying to lose weight I was very strict with myself and one day came where I broke down and binged. In a panic and terrified to gain weight I purged the food it felt amazing. I had this special gift I could eat and not get fat. and now 3 years later this...
    jeni20 jeni20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2012
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