This weekend was brilliant! I hung with a group of over 20 people and I only knew one of them and that was the best part. Being in the company of people that you don't know is the best thing because you have no preconceived ideas about them. I could just enjoy their stories and...
I have a crush.. We share many similar beliefs, right down to the existence of aliens , lol... I can't wait for my "first date" with him.. Maybe It's because I have been single for so long, but this is the first time I have had butterflies in my stomach over something nice.
..So I posted a story the other day explaining how I was feeling kind of lonely and a bit confused and worried about getting involved with a woman. It hit me like a ton of bricks this morning...For one, I am happy with myself; I am proud of the man I've become, and when the time...
Haha Yes I get butterflies anticipating the next talk me and baby will have I Love it though. Waiting to hear his Voice knowing that when it happens. We will be laughing all night. Then to Hang up and Fall asleep with the thought on my mind never thought Love Would be so Great...
I don't like it.
I get that feeling from being anxious about a girl that I like or from feeling unwanted and alone.
The latter is what I hate the most. It just makes the feeling unwanted visceral and hurtful. :(
We used to spend a lot of time together when we were younger, and I used to like him. A few days ago, he said that he used to like me too. It's funny - mutual attraction but a lack of courage to ever even broach the subject. Anyway, I'm going to treasure these emotions of mine
this is a song by Alana Lee Hamilton. So beautiful. the link:
From the early days
I saw your face boy
You told me a lie
I knew you were shy
This is what we do
You don't have to...