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I Have Carved Words In My Skin

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    Forget And Live

    So, I'm a cutter, and I have suicidal tendencies. Everyone use to, and still do, tell me to forget the past and what had happened and just live. One day during math this year, someone told me my life was terrible and I should just die, because nobody wanted me. (Touches on stuff...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 17, 2013

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    And I Don't Talk About It

    Because it makes all those thoughts come rushing back in. But since you people understand...I have carved fat, selfish, weak, worthless, worthless, worthless, hope into my skin. And the words aren't there anymore, but I can't forget about them.
    poeticprose poeticprose 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    Only Numbers

    Like others I have carved 'FAT' into my thigh. But then I also carved numbers, like how much I was supossed to eat that day. I guess I did it as a reminder to work harder and that I could get through the pain.
    Abandonedheart Abandonedheart 13-15, F Aug 6, 2012

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    Avenged Sevenfold Carves

    I am very dedicated to a band called Avenged Sevenfold. I have carved their late drummer who passed away (Jimmy's) name into my skin in atleast 4 different places. I have "Welcome to the Family" (Avenged Sevenfold Song name) carved on my thigh, A7X carved on my hip, and A7X is...
    Caitijo Caitijo 13-15 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Carver

    I carved IDM (I don't matter) on my arm, Emo on my leg but I did a terrible job, Fat on my leg and I carved am M on my leg too I can't read or remember what else I did it was a long time ago, a month free from cutting :D
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 8, 2013

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    Who Dare Win

    Started to cut that in when I was 16.... I refresh it every year or 2... Im 44 now    SCARES ARE THE TATTOOS OF THE BRAVE!
    TEMPOLTON TEMPOLTON 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    One Step Closer To Happiness...

    It all started in 7th grade. I discovered my friends wanted to use me more than they wanted my friendship. Next came seeking friends in online chat rooms. Now I won't say this is true for every guy but, you can only imagine what most of the guys I encountered wanted. So now...
    AstersMomma AstersMomma 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Help..

    I have ´help´ carved on my arm..
    Suicide16 Suicide16 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    Long Forgotten...

    I actually forgot about the many many words I'd sliced into my skin, because I never went over them enough to leave a scar (although now it seems every scratch I get scars, it used to be almost impossible for me to get a scar) and also I haven't cut myself since the beginning of...
    laquera laquera 18-21, F Mar 31, 2013

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    Endorphins

    I started this year, and I don't remember why I started. I have carved 'fat', 'help', and just last night I made a cut on my stomach. I have an Instagram account aside from my regular one where I vent and show what I've done. People tell me it's for attention, and that mine don't...
    azurite24 azurite24 13-15 2 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    ...i Hate Myself For This

    My first boyfriend was very abusive, mentaly and physicaly. After two years of being with him, I fianly left, but he constantly hanted me. He would call me in the middle of the night and say how ugly and fat I am. He would go to my school early in the morning and post up flyers...
    deathbyblades16 deathbyblades16 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2012

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    I Was A Carver

    I have carved many things into my arms, my legs, my stomach in the past. The worst i ever did was when i carved the word worthless into my upper thigh . The word is still there and its been there for a while a good half a year it still has not gone away. Every day I look at it...
    becca95 becca95 16-17, F Oct 10, 2012

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    Love

    I remember cutting at age 9. It was because my mate died of cancer. I tried to stop. Another friend saw a cut and asked. I told her the truth. She said and I quote "it's not worth it. Stop you're loved." I want to stop it isn't as easy as it seems. I remember writing the word...
    Jan 13, 2013

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    Just A Loser

    Well.. My story's not any different from everyone else's. Yeah, I cut. It all started when was looking in the mirror. I was so angry at what I saw, that I punched the mirror. I scratched my arm while doing so. I felt so frustrated that I grabbed a shard of glass and cut my arm...
    jojotheuseless jojotheuseless 16-17 3 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    Burn Carved Words

    I don't cut words in my skin, I burn my skin with a knife and write 'help' or 'die' with the burned knife.
    Suicide16 Suicide16 16-17, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    I was 19 at the time,

    I carved the name of my ex-girlfriend. I was missing her so much.
    voslung voslung 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    I Carved The Word Hate On My Arms

    Because this is how i feel inside toward the world and toward myself. Full of hatred and anger toward myself and toward the world.I am very disappointed and angry at myself. I just so full of this intense anger inside me.
    StephanieloveJenniferBeals StephanieloveJenniferBeals 26-30, F Nov 30, 2013

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    Alphabinge

    I write what I feel and I don't feel much unless I cut. I once got into a mood and wrote exactly what I felt into my thighs. One side read 'I hate you' and 'you're worthless' and the other said 'alone. ' It bled and bled for what seemed like forever then I pressed my leg to a...
    ibizzy ibizzy 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Drunk= Epic Fail

    Drunken friends carved "EPIC FAIL" on my hip while I was passed out on the couch.
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    You Are Gone But Not Your Memories

    i have inscribed my ex boyfriend's name's first letter which is same as my name's first letter on my left hand(deep one) and on my thigh(small and not so deep).Actually the one on my hand got a bit infected too.I cut his first letter with a blade.It mybe just teenage infactuation...
    teengurl teengurl 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2013

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    I Carve

    I carved love hate and **** u into my right thigh my thigh and arm are covered in cuts and i can't seem to stop :( iv wrote my story and iv gone over it over and over again but I can't seem to post it im scared people will judge me :/
    666Abi666 666Abi666 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2012

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    Because I Thought I Deserved It.

    Last year I was away at college and my girlfriend remained in my hometown. Things had gotten complicated to say the least, she cheated on me and then I ended up cheating on her. Long story short it was not an entirely healthy or smooth relationship. After I told her that I had...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 18-21, F Mar 22, 2013

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    I Need To Stop But I Don't Want To

    Failure. Alone. Hopeless. My fault, fat, stupid, worthless, looser, lame, ugly, piece of s**t, . These are all the words my skin has acquired over the past 2 weeks. 278 lines. I need to stop. I need help. I don't want to stop. I don't want help.
    Kevasaur Kevasaur 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2013

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    Questions...?

    When I ever get depressed, upset or I'm confused or something. I carve a question that I want answered into my skin. It's turned into a habit now, and every week, I carve another question into my skin. The most recent one on my wrist is "should I trust him?" When all the scars...
    XxLoneFoxxX XxLoneFoxxX 13-15, F Sep 1, 2011

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    Only Two

    I've carved two words on my left arm. The first one is the name of someone, that at first was the most important person in my life and later became the worst one that changed my life in a bad way. The second one is "HATE".  I did both of them at the same time a few months...
    sat321 sat321 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    I still do

    Hi, I am suicidal and a cutter, I used to cut everywhere but when I was put in a mental hospital, I couldn't use a razor anymore so I would resort to using sharp, small plastic objects to carve words on my thighs or fingers. the first time I carved with a razor, deep enough that...
    dyingbythemoments dyingbythemoments 13-15 5 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    For some reason, I can go a couple of months

    with pure happiness, but it doesn't last. It's as if all the negativity is pushed back until it's over filled, then for a couple of days, I go through pure hell as I fake my smile while come home to tears and hunger. Today I carved the word "smile" onto my ankles. It was so...
    obsessedwiffyou obsessedwiffyou 13-15, F Jan 20

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    Perfect

    As cliched as it seems, I have carved the word 'perfect' into my arms, legs and stomach. Just to remind myself if I miss a meal or purge one more time I'll be that one step closer to being perfect. I know there is no such thing as perfect. But in my mind there is no harm in...
    mrsbiersack mrsbiersack 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    "fat" And "**** It"

    I have carved, not just lines into my skin, but from time to time, I have put words on my skin as well. Kinda like giving myself a tatoo. I have carved the words fat into my stomach many times, and I have craved **** It, into my breast at one time.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    And Now That I'm Better, I'm Dealing With The Scars -.-

    I carved a big FAT ***** on my tummy a while ago. It's been months. I mean a LONG time ago. And I still have the scar. It reminds me of a time and place I don't want to go back to. And it makes me feel self conscious too, even if I get healthier and get the body "I want" I'm...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 10 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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    Just Because!

    just because we cut doesnt mean we're suicidal! we have our reasons but 9 times out of ten,that reason is NOT death!
    emokidd254 emokidd254 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    my dad said my opinion meant nothing- I carved

    nothing really big into my arm it covers my whole forearm
    charlottepreston1999 charlottepreston1999 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    i have been cutting for almost a year now. a year from the 25th of september. i was okay, not cutting for a little while. but i started again. i stopped because my doctor found out and checked my body ever two weeks. but i've carved FAT into my stomach and thighs sooo sooo many...
    naomitheninja naomitheninja 13-15, F Sep 11, 2013

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    Recently....

    Just recently, I carved the word "Fat" into my stomach....I have done it before, because its how I really feel. I have carved words into my body, and into my skin more than once....
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 3 Responses May 16, 2010

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    A Long Time Ago

    I carved the words I Hate You into my skin, I thought it didn't scar, because I had done it very lightly. But a few months ago, I was applying lotion to my skin and somehow I saw those words, very very hard to be seen because it is the same tone as my skin color. I was shocked to...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2010

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    I'm A Carver

    For the passed four years I have been a cutter.Not only a cutter, but what most people call a "carver." I frequently carve words into my arm; more often than regular cuts. Just last night I carved the word "UNWANTED" into my left forearm because that's how I feel lately. I always...
    LoveMeXoXHateMe LoveMeXoXHateMe 13-15 2 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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    I Don'T Know Why I Do It

    Hi( I'm a girl) Just now, Right before this, i carved the words " LOVE " on my arm . I only carved love because i felt like if someone were to see it , it would be cool cause it's like a tattoo and i won't get looked at crazy again for wanting to cut myself because i like the...
    Maills Maills 16-17 1 Response Feb 25, 2013

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    LOVE

    I've had problems with depression off and on since sometime around 4th or 5th grade, and I started cutting in 8th grade. I hadn't cut in months, but some stuff happened and I started cutting again. Recently I carved the word love into my wrist, and everytime it starts to heal I...
    XxXSkyXxX XxXSkyXxX 18-21 1 Response Jul 7, 2013

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    Words On My Skin

    A while ago, when I first joined this group, I carved the words "UGLY" and "FAT" in my thigh. Just now, just above those two words, I wrote with my broken mirror, "I'M NOT HER". Because no matter how much I try, I will never be her.
    Livingbyastand Livingbyastand 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Finally

    The last time I pick of my razor, I used it to carve 'finally' in my calf. I missed it so much... now I wonder if I should have done it at all. Its been a few weeks and its all healed now, but I have mix emotions every time I look at it. Is it bad I love it and refret it at the...
    1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    I Carved Her Name

    i love to cut myself so one day i write her name by a piece of glass 1st i took the water glass put it on the wall while holding it but there is only one cut on my hand then i plan to write her name with one piece but its heal soon and then i plan to do it with a blade i do it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    Her Name!!

    I carved my girl friend's name on my hand 5 year back, in fact i wrote her name with a hot needle, that time i suffered from heavy fever for a week because of pain.. i din't felt pain that time because i loved her madly... now when i see her name on my hand i feel unbearable pain...
    ammi17 ammi17 16-17, M 10 Responses Jan 7, 2013

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    She Loved Too Little, I Love Too Much...

    She means the world to me but.... I guess I don't really mean anything to her... She hurt me, now the wounds are visible... Now her name is written in flesh and blood...
    ImSoBrOkEn16 ImSoBrOkEn16 16-17 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    No Surrender

    I have been struggling with my own happiness and hope for a long time and I guess I always will. But if I'm sure of one thing, it's that I won't give up. I am stronger than my issues and problems and the way they make me feel. As I cut I decided to crave "no surrender" into my...
    xNovemberRainx xNovemberRainx 18-21, F Jul 20, 2013

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    When I was in the middle of my depression, before I got help, I would carve words like "HATE", "STUPID" and "DEAD" on my thighs. Whatever I believed I used it against myself. I told myself over and other again that it was what I deserved and that I should never forget it. It...
    hurtandpain hurtandpain 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Pants On Fire...

    I carved the word "LIAR" on my right foot. I meticulously went over each letter with the razor blade, watching the blood pool on the blade, watching it roll over to the bathroom floor. I was going through a very difficult time in my life, and i felt like i was lying to myself...
    weather52 weather52 22-25 1 Response May 16, 2010

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    So around two days ago I carved words into my

    skin for the first time in a long time. I know have alone and failure on my left thigh. The whole thing triggered me into wanting more. I know I should be stopping, kind of want to, but I just can't. I just can't.
    AWGIsPerfection AWGIsPerfection 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    There's nothing more comforting then the words

    across your stomach saying stuff like: fat, ugly, worthless, *****, alone, freak,etcetera. From the beginning of my torso and half my back all the way down to my hips looks like a book...I take in those words and carve them. Each telling a story of how I lost a battle with...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Non Sense

    I have been cutting for about 2 years now. I've done a lot of line cutting , then it was words. Fail and end were the words. I'm currently having an obcession over some one so I carved his name on me. Didn't help much. Gosh my skin hurts and my soul hurts. Will I get better one...
    insanaty insanaty 31-35, F Sep 18, 2013

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    I have fat on both my thighs

    and hate on my left arm
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    :3 Nothing better than the words telling me

    what I look like.. fat ugly ***** ^^
    lonleylovers lonleylovers 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    "Attention Seeker"

    Too many people think cuts are for attention seeking... I spend too much time hiding the cuts and words on my skin from society. Though ironically, these people are what caused the scars in the first place.
    Heartloveeeee Heartloveeeee 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    Listen to all the advice you can get, but make up your own mind.
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    Its actually pretty ridiculous that I haven't gone skinny dipping yet, anyone care to join me? 😏
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