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I Have Changed

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    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I have changed. And I still am.

    And I know I will change again next week. I change so many times, it's really frustrating. I get so confused. I go from a nice social girl to a crazy maniac to a depressing cutter to whatever. I just want to be one person, and not to go through all these changes... It doesn't...
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    One year ago I was the worst person you could

    think of. My family walked out of my life, my friends walked away, I did things I am ashamed of. The fire department told me to grow up, I had a lot of bad repetition there. I had a boyfriend but I told him to get out of my life. I wasn't a very good role model for the baby. Now...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2014

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    No longer a blonde gone back to been the

    natural brunette that I was:)
    kym34 kym34 31-35, F 17 Responses Feb 8

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    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I have changed from being a sensitive person to

    someone who doesn't care anymore. But at time I still get very sensitive but mostly not. I don't like this change. Insensitivity has led me hurt a lot people but then those are the people who made me who I am now -_-
    Imexhausted Imexhausted 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I saw my old picture.

    A year or so. I was smiling with my cousin in my arms and we were facing the camera. I had a shine in my eyes. The shine of happiness. Nowadays it's all sadness. Like I'm forcing myself to smile hard and that's indeed what I'm doing. I wish I was normal but depression took me...
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    In the past year I changed.

    I think I'm better then I was but I know my thought process is different and I like it.
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M Jan 8

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    More on what exactly happened five months ago

    that flipped my world upside down: Someone noticed me, & it brought forth this life out of me that had been sleeping for years, maybe for forever. (Because I have NEVER had a high sex drive until the past five months!) And now I can't help but want to fully step out into that...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    After two years my employer has added in

    coverage for the needed surgeries. My BA is done, going from 42B to 42D has been a delightful event in my journey. My Plans are all set for my SRS in July, everything is done and I am now just waiting for the date to arrive. I have been absent from Experience Project due to...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 6 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    Sometimes it's scary to see how within only a

    matter of a few months you can feel like an almost entirely new person. It's even scarier not being able to tell whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
    hiddendesires97 hiddendesires97 18-21, F 2 Responses May 9

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    Recluse

    About 6 months ago. I was nothing. I was a walking corpse. I never went out, didn't shower the love of my life with the affection he deserved. Neglected my friends, and embarked on a passionate love affair with the seductress that is Alcohol. All the time, I would just drink, not...
    PhoenixFoges PhoenixFoges 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    I Worry About You

    Seeing you in pain makes me die a bit inside. It's such a helpless feeling to know there isn't really anything I can do to help. The sadness you let slip about how much you hate what's happened to you. In so many ways you're no longer the person I fell in love with but there's...
    CrowdOfOne CrowdOfOne 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    And Not In A Good Way....

    Yes...I have changed....from a sweet, nurturing girl into a ranting, raging *****.  The catalyst for this change?  My darling stb hubby AT.  He has taught me one thing, though...I can write.  In fact, I write so well, I can make things up out of whole cloth...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F Oct 31, 2010

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    I hate when people say you changed in a mean

    voice like I changed for the good I change and I got confident more friendly and outgoing and expecting my body and loving myself but it's like people got a problem when I stick up for myself and say stuff back and they think I'm mean but I just got confident and not afraid to...
    jaddielove024 jaddielove024 13-15, F May 5

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    I use to like you, but

    as time went by I realized how much of a loser you truly are.
    AlexanderOfScarlet AlexanderOfScarlet 16-17, M May 3

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    Wow has it been a lone time I got on here

    when I was 15 and now I'm 20! 0.0 5 years it's been and sense then my life has gotten amazing! I met the man of my dreams and even have the job of my dreams (even tho it isn't going very well yet but I have hope!) It's amazing how those 5 years have changed me and how happy I am...
    RachelEmily RachelEmily 18-21, F Jun 12, 2014

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    To all the kids out there

    who self harm, I've been in your shoes, I know how it feels, but believe me it does get better. You may not believe me now but one day you'll realize you don't need those blades! You are perfect as you! Be beautiful, be free, and please put away the razor.
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Lately ive been trying to cope with two of my

    losses. My heart was filled with happiness because of these two people. Now its completly gone! People use to say i had a heart of gold but now thats changed. Im broken inside i feel like nothing will help me become a better person anymore. I get very very emotional at times. I...
    Ashleymil Ashleymil 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    my mom always told i should be the better

    person , i should be the best , i should always be in top of every thing. so i used to be the best kid in school top of my class teachers loved me but others hated me the thought i am a jerk and honestly i treated them like a jerk , they did many stuff i hated like cheating and...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M Feb 14

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    Yesterday was indeed a roller coaster ride.

    It all started when I get to have a lot of thoughts in my head in which I am not sure of; whether it is right or wrong. I get doubts and somehow confused. Simply because I'm starting to see all the sudden changes in me. It was actually all good and yet I am questioning myself...
    smilemelove smilemelove 22-25, F Feb 22

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    And it's due to the people here on EP.

    I've learned a lot and I think I've become a bit stronger, wiser and more confident.So thank you, to all of my EP friends :)
    JennyRose2 JennyRose2 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am Not the person I was 2 years ago.

    .. I've changed so much and in so many ways. I'm not the girl who was always quite and never stood up for herself. I am no longer the one who only cared about what her parents wanted for her. I am not the girl whom at some point was so depressed she was thinking about suicide. I...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F Mar 13

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    Physically and mentally.

    My confidence and self esteem have grown. I'm pretty much a new (more attractive) me. I've learned to physically take care of myself. The first picture was about 10 months ago. I feel like a totally different person. But I love the new me.
    EastCoastBlonde95 EastCoastBlonde95 18-21, F Jan 9

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    joeyc773 joeyc773 18-21 1 Response May 11

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    Wow! Five months ago today is

    when my world got totally flipped upside down! What a ride this has been! At times fun. At times scary. . . Where on earth am I going?
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I used to be what is unfortunately the

    "stereotype" of a Christian. I was loud-mouthed, ill informed, judgmental, I use to hate gays, and atheists. Then I actually over the years realized that I should love other people, and be kind, and not be judgmental of them. This change in my heart has even helped me to become...
    Batman328 Batman328 18-21, M Mar 7

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    I don't believe what I used to.

    And now I'm clueless as to how to make decisions. Everything used to be so clear to me: right vs. wrong. I wanted to do right, so the choice was clear. Now, I don't have a fricken clue what's right & wrong or how to decide what to do. I just want this person in my life. And I...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Jan 2

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    I saw my old picture.

    A year or so. I was smiling with my cousin in my arms and we were facing the camera. I had a shine in my eyes. The shine of happiness. Nowadays it's all sadness. Like I'm forcing myself to smile hard and that's indeed what I'm doing. I wish I was normal but depression took me...
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 18-21, F May 20

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    Disqualify Disqualify 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I remember when I used to be just an empty

    vessel. No emotions, numb to the world. I remember I would pick fights with everyone and it was the only thing that would actually excite me. This stayed on longer than shutting out any emotion did but oh well. I remember fighting a senior when I was a freshman just to make a...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    n0ah n0ah 13-15, M 2 Responses May 10

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    I've always been this way.

    I never let it out. I feel the sunshine. I feel beautiful in it's light. I am honey in the ambers gale. I love those around me. This is my true self. The one they never let me be.
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I realised the other day

    that I have drastically changed. When I was in primary school I was what some people call a sheep. I used to want to look and act like all the girls did in my class. In secondary school I used to be quiet and shy. I had zero confidence. Now I am my own person. I don't give a...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F Jan 26

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    So many of my ideas have changed

    so drastically lately! It's nuts! Part of me wonders if this is just a stage or if this is for good. I used to be so conservative. Believed in absolutes. Right & wrong were obvious to me. All of my life, I've been a part of a very strong religious culture. I accepted it as my...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

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    I am no longer that little innocent girl

    that everyone knew and loved. I have grown up. If that's a good thing or a bad thing I am still trying to figure that out for myself.
    briannalynn190 briannalynn190 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 5

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