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    Yesterday was indeed a roller coaster ride.

    It all started when I get to have a lot of thoughts in my head in which I am not sure of; whether it is right or wrong. I get doubts and somehow confused. Simply because I'm starting to see all the sudden changes in me. It was actually all good and yet I am questioning myself...
    smilemelove smilemelove 22-25, F a week ago

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    It's an unusual feeling to be able to "see" a

    change in yourself. It's so evident when I look back on my posts, here and elsewhere. I didn't try either it just happened, and I guess I'm better off...? Happier, at least and that's all that really matters!
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    Wow has it been a lone time I got on here

    when I was 15 and now I'm 20! 0.0 5 years it's been and sense then my life has gotten amazing! I met the man of my dreams and even have the job of my dreams (even tho it isn't going very well yet but I have hope!) It's amazing how those 5 years have changed me and how happy I am...
    RachelEmily RachelEmily 18-21, F Jun 12, 2014

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    Recluse

    About 6 months ago. I was nothing. I was a walking corpse. I never went out, didn't shower the love of my life with the affection he deserved. Neglected my friends, and embarked on a passionate love affair with the seductress that is Alcohol. All the time, I would just drink, not...
    PhoenixFoges PhoenixFoges 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    I use to try and make everyone happy

    until I became just another 'person.' Well the world can kiss my *** now. Living in a country with sugar coated ****, with more obnoxious people than kind, everyone believing in propaganda and lies and thinking they're better than everyone else, while following beliefs only by...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M Dec 25, 2014

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    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Nov 24, 2014

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    How have I gone to being someone emotional to

    just not caring...from someone who loved her completely to flirting with everyone...sex isn't about intimacy anymore or feeling loved...it's about just having some fun..it's about making myself feel good for a bit then wishing it was you in bed with me instead of a stranger...I...
    crazybumchick crazybumchick 26-30, F Oct 9, 2014

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    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Physically and mentally.

    My confidence and self esteem have grown. I'm pretty much a new (more attractive) me. I've learned to physically take care of myself. The first picture was about 10 months ago. I feel like a totally different person. But I love the new me.
    EastCoastBlonde95 EastCoastBlonde95 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    It's quite the shame.

    Sometimes I can not tell if I have changed for the better or the worse, but I know that I am the only one who can change myself.. It just sucks because I look through my old writings and see how much I have changed and how childish I have been before. I honestly miss being so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Haha I was looking through my experiences

    and some of the change that happens from now to the beginning is jut me getting more comfortable on this website and some is just a real change. Like I went from being single to in the best relationship ever! And my music taste has grown a little but it does that when ever I...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 16-17, F Apr 26, 2014

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    I realised the other day

    that I have drastically changed. When I was in primary school I was what some people call a sheep. I used to want to look and act like all the girls did in my class. In secondary school I used to be quiet and shy. I had zero confidence. Now I am my own person. I don't give a...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F Jan 26

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    Change :

    I change something about me daily. I do it by default and not by purpose. But a major change that has happend is my realizations after a mini break from EP changed something too- I realized EP is like a drug- it activats my brain to all the experiences I have had in life...
    tenderfoot1 tenderfoot1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2009

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

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    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I took this personality test.

    . and it says I'm an INFP! I read the description and I was amazed that it perfectly sounded like me. Then I remembered I was an INFJ during college. I have psychologically changed...
    jayshade jayshade 22-25, F Nov 12, 2014

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    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 15, 2014

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    1993george 1993george 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    And Not In A Good Way....

    Yes...I have changed....from a sweet, nurturing girl into a ranting, raging *****.  The catalyst for this change?  My darling stb hubby AT.  He has taught me one thing, though...I can write.  In fact, I write so well, I can make things up out of whole cloth...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F Oct 31, 2010

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    I have changed because of people.

    They made me stronger but not the good way people would think. They blamed me, destroyed my father and guilt my oldest sister and for shamed the other. I became stronger and wiser for those monsters.
    EricRadliffe EricRadliffe 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I am no longer that little innocent girl

    that everyone knew and loved. I have grown up. If that's a good thing or a bad thing I am still trying to figure that out for myself.
    briannalynn190 briannalynn190 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    One year ago I was the worst person you could

    think of. My family walked out of my life, my friends walked away, I did things I am ashamed of. The fire department told me to grow up, I had a lot of bad repetition there. I had a boyfriend but I told him to get out of my life. I wasn't a very good role model for the baby. Now...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2014

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    I use to try and make everyone happy

    until I became just another 'person.' Well the world can kiss my *** now. Living in a country with sugar coated ****, with more obnoxious people than kind, everyone believing in propaganda and lies and thinking they're better than everyone else, while following beliefs only by...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M Dec 25, 2014

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    The time I have spent on Experience Project has

    been the most valuable time I have ever spent anywhere. I have written almost everyday. I have ben here since 2009 under another name of sofican I changed it and began to write under MsOracle, it was a fun name or so I thought until I realized it was me, I owned up t being...
    MsOracle MsOracle 66-70, F Apr 10, 2014

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    Close your eyes for a second.

    Now tell me, what did you feel? Did you feel alone surrounded by darkness with no one there to hear your cry? Did you feel safe as if hidden by a veil from the hateful eyes of others? Or did you feel content and at peace? Joyous and blissful? Did you see the one you love? A...
    BillyOMalley BillyOMalley 18-21, M Dec 26, 2014

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    In the past year I changed.

    I think I'm better then I was but I know my thought process is different and I like it.
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I've changed in so many ways lately I've been

    skipping class cause I'm hurt sad
    xoxobi xoxobi 18-21, F Oct 28, 2014

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    I used to be the type of guy

    that didn't say much. And I hung out with mostly white peeps. But as soon as high school came around, all that started to change. I get in trouble almost every day at school for smoking. And now when someone has **** to say to me or my sqaud, sh*t gone get real
    XCameronnXx XCameronnXx 13-15, M Oct 11, 2014

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    I shaved off most my facial air this morning.

    It's weird to see how different you look by the slight change so long chomps hello goatee.
    ridge76 ridge76 22-25, M Oct 16, 2014

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    Dance Of A Lifetime

    You wanted a story. Here it is. But I have no idea what you're expecting or what you want. I don't understand any of this. I guess I'll just explain what's been going on with me. When you sent me that message two months ago from someone else's phone saying I could not contact...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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    No longer a blonde gone back to been the

    natural brunette that I was:)
    kym34 kym34 31-35, F 21 Responses Feb 8

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    I feel like my life is back to how it used to

    my family is back ,my best friend is back and everything is just back like it used to, except the part where I'm not as gullible as I used to be, my feelings aren't the same anymore everything is the same yet so different
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F Nov 15, 2014

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    I don't even know who I am anymore.

    I think this change is mostly for the better, but I could be wrong. I'm feeling more free. I'm liking myself better. (I think. I still struggle with that.) But I'm starting to think about things & do things that I never thought I would. It's scary.
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Nov 28, 2014

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    After two years my employer has added in

    coverage for the needed surgeries. My BA is done, going from 42B to 42D has been a delightful event in my journey. My Plans are all set for my SRS in July, everything is done and I am now just waiting for the date to arrive. I have been absent from Experience Project due to...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 5 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    So I've changed my look.

    ... Is it good ? Bad? Ugly?
    fav777 fav777 18-21 3 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I Worry About You

    Seeing you in pain makes me die a bit inside. It's such a helpless feeling to know there isn't really anything I can do to help. The sadness you let slip about how much you hate what's happened to you. In so many ways you're no longer the person I fell in love with but there's...
    CrowdOfOne CrowdOfOne 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    I don't believe what I used to.

    And now I'm clueless as to how to make decisions. Everything used to be so clear to me: right vs. wrong. I wanted to do right, so the choice was clear. Now, I don't have a fricken clue what's right & wrong or how to decide what to do. I just want this person in my life. And I...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Jan 2

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    You get older and your perception on the entire

    world changes. Aspirations for brighter possibilities become traded for the cinematic memories of moments long since passed. Time becomes a scarce commodity once taken completely for granted now disappearing like sand within a tall spiraling hourglass. We watch idly as the...
    lifethroughbalance lifethroughbalance 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 27, 2014

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    Usually my mood around the festival time is

    always bad somehow I just get angry or mad at someone. But this tome on Christmas I was the most happy person I guess it was due to the function I had in my family or whatever but truly I like this change in me because in my family I was the mood spoiler and the worst person to...
    ishan1010 ishan1010 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns 18-21 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I have a sweet tooth

    but nowadays I don't enjoy eating too much sweet stuffs like ice cream anymore. I used to adore cheese but now I only 'like' them. I used to love the smell of cigarette smoke but now I'm starting to hate it. I used to be an early bird but now I'm a night owl. Things have changed...
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    my mom always told i should be the better

    person , i should be the best , i should always be in top of every thing. so i used to be the best kid in school top of my class teachers loved me but others hated me the thought i am a jerk and honestly i treated them like a jerk , they did many stuff i hated like cheating and...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M Feb 14

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    For three years EP was the one thing

    that helped me through the hard times, being able to relate to others was what i really needed. Though leaving for a few months was good for me, to learn on my own, and to just relate to myself i suppose. I'm glad to say that i am back. Hopefully this time for good. A lot in my...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    Ode to My Children, Oh How They Change You

        I'm sitting here thinking..............I am not the same person I used to be. I used to draw. I could draw faces. I loved to draw peoples faces. I could make them look life like and identical to the model. I can't find my inspiration. I used to sing. I...
    FireNice FireNice 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 4, 2007

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    I remember when I used to be just an empty

    vessel. No emotions, numb to the world. I remember I would pick fights with everyone and it was the only thing that would actually excite me. This stayed on longer than shutting out any emotion did but oh well. I remember fighting a senior when I was a freshman just to make a...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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