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    Now I don't give a **** about no one feelings,

    I don't care if I live or die and I don't care what anyone thinks of me. ******* better recognize this real talk right now because the day my grandpa left this earth is the day I stop giving a **** about everybody. If you can't handle it then I suggest you don't contact me at...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I used to be hella gross.

    But I think I look a lot better now lol.
    LiveLoveCoffee LiveLoveCoffee 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    People dont realize it

    unless they have gone through something themselves and we keep describing to people what we have gone through and how we feel after what has passed and what is our situation . Its a non ending explaining and I am tired of it .I donot know if people have experienced it but...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I have learned somehow to appreciate.

    .. I've kept in mind that there are some people who will love, some People who will hate for love, or untrue love, and some People who will double cross love to prove it doesn't exist... I am a victim of lies. I do fear what some relationships between people could do to me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Its funny how much tremendous changes a person

    can go through in such a minuscule amount of time. This EP profile is one I haven't used in ages, and I can't help but chuckle looking at the me I used to be. How could such a stark contrast of oneself not be humorous? In all seriousness I have matured, evolved and grown as we...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 16-17, M Jul 7

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    After two years my employer has added in

    coverage for the needed surgeries. My BA is done, going from 42B to 42D has been a delightful event in my journey. My Plans are all set for my SRS in July, everything is done and I am now just waiting for the date to arrive. I have been absent from Experience Project due to...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 5 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    No longer a blonde gone back to been the

    natural brunette that I was:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Feb 8

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    I was very rude, indifferent

    and obnoxious brat to one of my good friend, and he never complained about me. Later on I today realized my stupidity and asked for forgiveness when we opened ourselves. I promise to be a caring and respecting one from now on !!!
    AyuBDas AyuBDas 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    I read once that, from year to year,

    you remain the same but for the books you read and the people you meet. Sometimes you meet someone that has such an impact on your life, that you notice their invisible touches on nearly everything. Food tastes better, laughing is deeper, the sky is brighter and even the...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M Jul 14

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    I'm not that person anymore.

    People don't notice you've changed but you do. I'm different& different is okay. Yeah, it's good to be different. :)
    SarahLou98 SarahLou98 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I used to be what is unfortunately the

    "stereotype" of a Christian. I was loud-mouthed, ill informed, judgmental, I use to hate gays, and atheists. Then I actually over the years realized that I should love other people, and be kind, and not be judgmental of them. This change in my heart has even helped me to become...
    Batman328 Batman328 18-21, M Mar 7

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    To all my friends who keeps telling me every

    second that I've changed, please try to agree to the fact that I've changed.. I know I wasn't like this before.. you may call it as weirdness, rude, strange whatever.. If you feel that I've changed, obviously you'd have done something in the past for me to behave that way now...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    So I've changed my look.

    ... Is it good ? Bad? Ugly?
    fav777 fav777 18-21 5 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    And Not In A Good Way....

    Yes...I have changed....from a sweet, nurturing girl into a ranting, raging *****.  The catalyst for this change?  My darling stb hubby AT.  He has taught me one thing, though...I can write.  In fact, I write so well, I can make things up out of whole cloth...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F Oct 31, 2010

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    I first joined EP- I think- four years ago.

    I was a lonely and miserable girl stuck in the house all the time, afraid to step outside. I had all these fears and ghosts from the past that haunted me and gave me a gloomy and terrifying perspective of the outside world. I couldn't go to college. I didn't have any money. I...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

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    I changed a lot since I left EP.

    Nice to see how everything can change within a year. I guess at some point you just realise that some changes are inevitable and life has a lot more good in it than we often judge. I'm no longer depressed, seems like now I reject everything related to depression. Don't know why...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    And it's due to the people here on EP.

    I've learned a lot and I think I've become a bit stronger, wiser and more confident.So thank you, to all of my EP friends :)
    JennyRose2 JennyRose2 16-17, F 5 Responses May 27

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    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Wow has it been a lone time I got on here

    when I was 15 and now I'm 20! 0.0 5 years it's been and sense then my life has gotten amazing! I met the man of my dreams and even have the job of my dreams (even tho it isn't going very well yet but I have hope!) It's amazing how those 5 years have changed me and how happy I am...
    RachelEmily RachelEmily 18-21, F Jun 12, 2014

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I have to admit I've changed a lot

    since April 2013... I had my first sleepover with church girls my own age, I barely even looked at people anywhere near to my age since being homeschooled in September 2011... Being homeschooled wasn't that big of a change since I was basically a loner in public school... I...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 7 Responses Jun 20

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    To all the kids out there

    who self harm, I've been in your shoes, I know how it feels, but believe me it does get better. You may not believe me now but one day you'll realize you don't need those blades! You are perfect as you! Be beautiful, be free, and please put away the razor.
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Not just have.. but it keeps on happening,

    like continuously. I am not sure if this is something normal at my age, I have never been this age before, you know O.o I don't think I am changing to the worse, it is fine.. but it is just that sometimes I miss the old me... I am sure people here can even see this big change...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

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    I am Not the person I was 2 years ago.

    .. I've changed so much and in so many ways. I'm not the girl who was always quite and never stood up for herself. I am no longer the one who only cared about what her parents wanted for her. I am not the girl whom at some point was so depressed she was thinking about suicide. I...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F Mar 13

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    i been through a lot

    so if you think i changed you're probably right
    Hanisariena Hanisariena 22-25, F Jul 2

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    I am constantly changing.

    The most significant change in my life has resulted from embracing Eastern practices. Growing up in the U.S., and a wealthy state at that, Connecticut, I was incredibly misguided about what is important in life. As a result, I was consumed with envy, materialistic pursuits...
    JA1678 JA1678 22-25, F Jul 16

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    Recluse

    About 6 months ago. I was nothing. I was a walking corpse. I never went out, didn't shower the love of my life with the affection he deserved. Neglected my friends, and embarked on a passionate love affair with the seductress that is Alcohol. All the time, I would just drink, not...
    PhoenixFoges PhoenixFoges 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    Head up. Chin bound to stay high.

    I've found something, Leaning on only one. Myself. Acceptance is key. Finding what I could not before. Moving on. Change has never felt so good. The ugliness of the world is but a picture. Cover it with your beautiful colors.
    findsomethinginhope findsomethinginhope 22-25, F Jul 10

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    I'm far from what I once was,

    but not exactly what I will be.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M Jun 28

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    Four months.Four months

    since I've been to EP.The girl I thought was the love of my life... wasn't.The girl who saved my life was not meant to stay there.I've found her, guys. I've found my person.
    HozierAndMumford HozierAndMumford 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    When i was a child a wasn't shy.

    I would go anywhere and do anything. But as i got older hs and university. I became shy. I opted to listen and observe.
    Pisces1991 Pisces1991 22-25, M Jun 28

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18

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    I felt like such a moron today.

    I reverted to my old style of dress because it's what I felt I had available to wear, & I just felt... I don't know what the word is... uncomfortable? Like the clothes didn't fit me? Not in a physical sense, but... I like to express myself through what I wear, and I felt like it...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 9

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    This is me a year ago.

    ..ahhhh! I am so much healthier now!
    CheerLexi CheerLexi 13-15, F 15 Responses 6 days ago

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    A friend of mine once said to me.

    ....well not my friend exactly he is a from of my friend we meet from time to time when i told him ny name he said " funny, all quite people got the same name" that's not the first time i hear that it seems that's its very obvious that i am a nice quite peaceful person and i don...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M Jun 8

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    Before I go to bed I just wanna say thanks to

    the man in the big house lol you know who i mean the Lord. I just wanna say thanks for the life I have I know that my life is a blessing in disguise why because I've been through a lot. In life you have 2 choices change yourself for the good or the bad I've always been a happy...
    mowerben mowerben 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    With every disappointment

    and failed relationship I find I am changing. Would I say a part of me has died? maybe. I know I'm not as carefree as I used up be, but maybe I'm also growing up.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M Jun 1

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    I have become an obedient lap dog

    for my gf. But maybe deep inside I wanted that?:/ Idk cause I still love her and when she bosses me around telling me who I can't talk to because I'm hers it just makes me fall Into this state of happiness where I begin blushing and rolling around. I had to give up my friends...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29

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