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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

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    joeyc773 joeyc773 22-25 1 Response May 11

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Not just have.. but it keeps on happening,

    like continuously. I am not sure if this is something normal at my age, I have never been this age before, you know O.o I don't think I am changing to the worse, it is fine.. but it is just that sometimes I miss the old me... I am sure people here can even see this big change...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Wow has it been a lone time I got on here

    when I was 15 and now I'm 20! 0.0 5 years it's been and sense then my life has gotten amazing! I met the man of my dreams and even have the job of my dreams (even tho it isn't going very well yet but I have hope!) It's amazing how those 5 years have changed me and how happy I am...
    RachelEmily RachelEmily 18-21, F Jun 12, 2014

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    More on what exactly happened five months ago

    that flipped my world upside down: Someone noticed me, & it brought forth this life out of me that had been sleeping for years, maybe for forever. (Because I have NEVER had a high sex drive until the past five months!) And now I can't help but want to fully step out into that...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I remember when I used to be just an empty

    vessel. No emotions, numb to the world. I remember I would pick fights with everyone and it was the only thing that would actually excite me. This stayed on longer than shutting out any emotion did but oh well. I remember fighting a senior when I was a freshman just to make a...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    4 years from now. i changed my school

    for the first time. befire that i was the kid who used to get bullied in school, totally unpopular, always discouraged, scared in talking to new people and all alone in the whole campus. i didnt have friends cause one popular kid always bullied me and everyone followed him. when...
    Sportyboy12 Sportyboy12 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 7

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    i been through a lot

    so if you think i changed you're probably right
    Hanisariena Hanisariena 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    To all my friends who keeps telling me every

    second that I've changed, please try to agree to the fact that I've changed.. I know I wasn't like this before.. you may call it as weirdness, rude, strange whatever.. If you feel that I've changed, obviously you'd have done something in the past for me to behave that way now...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Disqualify Disqualify 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I used to be what is unfortunately the

    "stereotype" of a Christian. I was loud-mouthed, ill informed, judgmental, I use to hate gays, and atheists. Then I actually over the years realized that I should love other people, and be kind, and not be judgmental of them. This change in my heart has even helped me to become...
    Batman328 Batman328 18-21, M Mar 7

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    One year ago I was the worst person you could

    think of. My family walked out of my life, my friends walked away, I did things I am ashamed of. The fire department told me to grow up, I had a lot of bad repetition there. I had a boyfriend but I told him to get out of my life. I wasn't a very good role model for the baby. Now...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2014

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    And it's due to the people here on EP.

    I've learned a lot and I think I've become a bit stronger, wiser and more confident.So thank you, to all of my EP friends :)
    JennyRose2 JennyRose2 16-17, F 5 Responses May 27

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    I am Not the person I was 2 years ago.

    .. I've changed so much and in so many ways. I'm not the girl who was always quite and never stood up for herself. I am no longer the one who only cared about what her parents wanted for her. I am not the girl whom at some point was so depressed she was thinking about suicide. I...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F Mar 13

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    Now I don't give a **** about no one feelings,

    I don't care if I live or die and I don't care what anyone thinks of me. ******* better recognize this real talk right now because the day my grandpa left this earth is the day I stop giving a **** about everybody. If you can't handle it then I suggest you don't contact me at...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I'm far from what I once was,

    but not exactly what I will be.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M a week ago

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    I have changed from being a sensitive person to

    someone who doesn't care anymore. But at time I still get very sensitive but mostly not. I don't like this change. Insensitivity has led me hurt a lot people but then those are the people who made me who I am now -_-
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 7

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    I have changed. And I still am.

    And I know I will change again next week. I change so many times, it's really frustrating. I get so confused. I go from a nice social girl to a crazy maniac to a depressing cutter to whatever. I just want to be one person, and not to go through all these changes... It doesn't...
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Physically and mentally.

    My confidence and self esteem have grown. I'm pretty much a new (more attractive) me. I've learned to physically take care of myself. The first picture was about 10 months ago. I feel like a totally different person. But I love the new me.
    EastCoastBlonde95 EastCoastBlonde95 18-21, F Jan 9

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Sometimes it's scary to see how within only a

    matter of a few months you can feel like an almost entirely new person. It's even scarier not being able to tell whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
    hiddendesires97 hiddendesires97 18-21, F 2 Responses May 9

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    Four months.Four months

    since I've been to EP.The girl I thought was the love of my life... wasn't.The girl who saved my life was not meant to stay there.I've found her, guys. I've found my person.
    HozierAndMumford HozierAndMumford 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    No longer a blonde gone back to been the

    natural brunette that I was:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Feb 8

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    With every disappointment

    and failed relationship I find I am changing. Would I say a part of me has died? maybe. I know I'm not as carefree as I used up be, but maybe I'm also growing up.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M Jun 1

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    A friend of mine once said to me.

    ....well not my friend exactly he is a from of my friend we meet from time to time when i told him ny name he said " funny, all quite people got the same name" that's not the first time i hear that it seems that's its very obvious that i am a nice quite peaceful person and i don...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M Jun 8

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    To all the kids out there

    who self harm, I've been in your shoes, I know how it feels, but believe me it does get better. You may not believe me now but one day you'll realize you don't need those blades! You are perfect as you! Be beautiful, be free, and please put away the razor.
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    After two years my employer has added in

    coverage for the needed surgeries. My BA is done, going from 42B to 42D has been a delightful event in my journey. My Plans are all set for my SRS in July, everything is done and I am now just waiting for the date to arrive. I have been absent from Experience Project due to...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    Wow! Five months ago today is

    when my world got totally flipped upside down! What a ride this has been! At times fun. At times scary. . . Where on earth am I going?
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    Recluse

    About 6 months ago. I was nothing. I was a walking corpse. I never went out, didn't shower the love of my life with the affection he deserved. Neglected my friends, and embarked on a passionate love affair with the seductress that is Alcohol. All the time, I would just drink, not...
    PhoenixFoges PhoenixFoges 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    I use to like you, but

    as time went by I realized how much of a loser you truly are.
    AlexanderOfScarlet AlexanderOfScarlet 16-17, M May 3

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    So many of my ideas have changed

    so drastically lately! It's nuts! Part of me wonders if this is just a stage or if this is for good. I used to be so conservative. Believed in absolutes. Right & wrong were obvious to me. All of my life, I've been a part of a very strong religious culture. I accepted it as my...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F May 23

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    I have to admit I've changed a lot

    since April 2013... I had my first sleepover with church girls my own age, I barely even looked at people anywhere near to my age since being homeschooled in September 2011... Being homeschooled wasn't that big of a change since I was basically a loner in public school... I...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 7 Responses Jun 20

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    I have become an obedient lap dog

    for my gf. But maybe deep inside I wanted that?:/ Idk cause I still love her and when she bosses me around telling me who I can't talk to because I'm hers it just makes me fall Into this state of happiness where I begin blushing and rolling around. I had to give up my friends...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I felt like such a moron today.

    I reverted to my old style of dress because it's what I felt I had available to wear, & I just felt... I don't know what the word is... uncomfortable? Like the clothes didn't fit me? Not in a physical sense, but... I like to express myself through what I wear, and I felt like it...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 9

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    When i was a child a wasn't shy.

    I would go anywhere and do anything. But as i got older hs and university. I became shy. I opted to listen and observe.
    Pisces1991 Pisces1991 22-25, M Jun 28

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    I hate when people say you changed in a mean

    voice like I changed for the good I change and I got confident more friendly and outgoing and expecting my body and loving myself but it's like people got a problem when I stick up for myself and say stuff back and they think I'm mean but I just got confident and not afraid to...
    jaddielove024 jaddielove024 13-15, F May 5

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    Lately ive been trying to cope with two of my

    losses. My heart was filled with happiness because of these two people. Now its completly gone! People use to say i had a heart of gold but now thats changed. Im broken inside i feel like nothing will help me become a better person anymore. I get very very emotional at times. I...
    Ashleymil Ashleymil 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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