Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Have Changed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,230 People

    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have to admit I've changed a lot

    since April 2013... I had my first sleepover with church girls my own age, I barely even looked at people anywhere near to my age since being homeschooled in September 2011... Being homeschooled wasn't that big of a change since I was basically a loner in public school... I...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 7 Responses Jun 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I used to be hella gross.

    But I think I look a lot better now lol.
    LiveLoveCoffee LiveLoveCoffee 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Four months.Four months

    since I've been to EP.The girl I thought was the love of my life... wasn't.The girl who saved my life was not meant to stay there.I've found her, guys. I've found my person.
    HozierAndMumford HozierAndMumford 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

    Your Response

    Cancel

    To all the kids out there

    who self harm, I've been in your shoes, I know how it feels, but believe me it does get better. You may not believe me now but one day you'll realize you don't need those blades! You are perfect as you! Be beautiful, be free, and please put away the razor.
    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    To all my friends who keeps telling me every

    second that I've changed, please try to agree to the fact that I've changed.. I know I wasn't like this before.. you may call it as weirdness, rude, strange whatever.. If you feel that I've changed, obviously you'd have done something in the past for me to behave that way now...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I felt like such a moron today.

    I reverted to my old style of dress because it's what I felt I had available to wear, & I just felt... I don't know what the word is... uncomfortable? Like the clothes didn't fit me? Not in a physical sense, but... I like to express myself through what I wear, and I felt like it...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    More on what exactly happened five months ago

    that flipped my world upside down: Someone noticed me, & it brought forth this life out of me that had been sleeping for years, maybe for forever. (Because I have NEVER had a high sex drive until the past five months!) And now I can't help but want to fully step out into that...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I just had someone ask about my childhood abuse,

    it's made me think another thought, from another day another time. I was contacted by a paedophile on here earlier in the year - they openly told me of what they had done. It was someone looking for solace from what they'd done to a young cousin of theirs. They I think wanted...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm not that person anymore.

    People don't notice you've changed but you do. I'm different& different is okay. Yeah, it's good to be different. :)
    SarahLou98 SarahLou98 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I feel like I'm living with a stranger

    and I hate it but I know this change is for the better. I've lost weight which is a goal of mine but it's completely changed the youthfulness of my face. I don't recognize myself in the mirror and that's only a surface level representation of this inner shifting. My habits, my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And Not In A Good Way....

    Yes...I have changed....from a sweet, nurturing girl into a ranting, raging *****.  The catalyst for this change?  My darling stb hubby AT.  He has taught me one thing, though...I can write.  In fact, I write so well, I can make things up out of whole cloth...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F Oct 31, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    People dont realize it

    unless they have gone through something themselves and we keep describing to people what we have gone through and how we feel after what has passed and what is our situation . Its a non ending explaining and I am tired of it .I donot know if people have experienced it but...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Recently. A show was a wake up call

    for me. However, since my change occurred my family thinks I'm always mad or upset because I don't talk as much as I did a few days ago. I don't see their problem. They said I was annoying. They said I was a chatterbox. They said I complain about myself too much. They said I...
    CyanideY CyanideY 13-15, F Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Transformation from 9th grade,

    10th, and now 11th 😎 haha.
    ssamuel ssamuel 13-15, M 6 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have not only changed

    but I have a double personality. one day I can be mean and defending myself if i feel threatened and another day I can be nice and don't defend myself to the point where If someone hurt me I would have an anexiety attack. I use to be a nice and sweet little girl till I moved...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When i was a child a wasn't shy.

    I would go anywhere and do anything. But as i got older hs and university. I became shy. I opted to listen and observe.
    Pisces1991 Pisces1991 22-25, M Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm far from what I once was,

    but not exactly what I will be.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Physically and mentally.

    My confidence and self esteem have grown. I'm pretty much a new (more attractive) me. I've learned to physically take care of myself. The first picture was about 10 months ago. I feel like a totally different person. But I love the new me.
    EastCoastBlonde95 EastCoastBlonde95 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Reading my previous experiences here in EP,

    I just noticed how I change, but I could say it's a good change. :-)
    gwenllian gwenllian 26-30, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It started when I was 11.

    Realizing I wasn't in shape. Back then it didn't really affect my life. I wasn't unhealthy, but I wasn't happy, I was putting on unhealty weight. I picked up rec soccer back then to put in some work, but it wouldnt be till later I found what I needed. The niche i found was...
    WeaponizedAlbatross WeaponizedAlbatross 18-21, M Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was an excellent student in primary school,

    until I turned 14 that is. I stopped listening to adults, I tried to connect with my peers more. It was a fail because I'm not a social person. My depression started before my 14th birthday and yeah it was a mess. Anyway, since then I've been worrying too much about what my...
    asami13 asami13 16-17, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Now I don't give a **** about no one feelings,

    I don't care if I live or die and I don't care what anyone thinks of me. ******* better recognize this real talk right now because the day my grandpa left this earth is the day I stop giving a **** about everybody. If you can't handle it then I suggest you don't contact me at...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Not just have.. but it keeps on happening,

    like continuously. I am not sure if this is something normal at my age, I have never been this age before, you know O.o I don't think I am changing to the worse, it is fine.. but it is just that sometimes I miss the old me... I am sure people here can even see this big change...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ChesterPalmer ChesterPalmer 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And it's due to the people here on EP.

    I've learned a lot and I think I've become a bit stronger, wiser and more confident.So thank you, to all of my EP friends :)
    JennyRose2 JennyRose2 16-17, F 6 Responses May 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i been through a lot

    so if you think i changed you're probably right
    Hanisariena Hanisariena 22-25, F Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I saw on my own profile

    that I have been a member of EP since October 29, 2011. I clearly remember what a bad place I was in. Four years later I am in the best place I have ever been.
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Its funny how much tremendous changes a person

    can go through in such a minuscule amount of time. This EP profile is one I haven't used in ages, and I can't help but chuckle looking at the me I used to be. How could such a stark contrast of oneself not be humorous? In all seriousness I have matured, evolved and grown as we...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 16-17, M Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have become an obedient lap dog

    for my gf. But maybe deep inside I wanted that?:/ Idk cause I still love her and when she bosses me around telling me who I can't talk to because I'm hers it just makes me fall Into this state of happiness where I begin blushing and rolling around. I had to give up my friends...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Head up. Chin bound to stay high.

    I've found something, Leaning on only one. Myself. Acceptance is key. Finding what I could not before. Moving on. Change has never felt so good. The ugliness of the world is but a picture. Cover it with your beautiful colors.
    findsomethinginhope findsomethinginhope 22-25, F Jul 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am constantly changing.

    The most significant change in my life has resulted from embracing Eastern practices. Growing up in the U.S., and a wealthy state at that, Connecticut, I was incredibly misguided about what is important in life. As a result, I was consumed with envy, materialistic pursuits...
    JA1678 JA1678 22-25, F Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've been sober for a year.

    I love the person I'm stepping up to become...for myself, for my children. Unfortunately, my husband is using alcohol more and more often to disconnect from our life. I'm so angry! Sometimes. Other times I honestly just want out. I've changed, and he refuses to see that our...
    andrewstoyou andrewstoyou 26-30, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have learned somehow to appreciate.

    .. I've kept in mind that there are some people who will love, some People who will hate for love, or untrue love, and some People who will double cross love to prove it doesn't exist... I am a victim of lies. I do fear what some relationships between people could do to me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I changed a lot since I left EP.

    Nice to see how everything can change within a year. I guess at some point you just realise that some changes are inevitable and life has a lot more good in it than we often judge. I'm no longer depressed, seems like now I reject everything related to depression. Don't know why...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I read once that, from year to year,

    you remain the same but for the books you read and the people you meet. Sometimes you meet someone that has such an impact on your life, that you notice their invisible touches on nearly everything. Food tastes better, laughing is deeper, the sky is brighter and even the...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I first joined EP- I think- four years ago.

    I was a lonely and miserable girl stuck in the house all the time, afraid to step outside. I had all these fears and ghosts from the past that haunted me and gave me a gloomy and terrifying perspective of the outside world. I couldn't go to college. I didn't have any money. I...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel