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I Have Changed

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    And it's due to the people here on EP.

    I've learned a lot and I think I've become a bit stronger, wiser and more confident.So thank you, to all of my EP friends :)
    JennyRose2 JennyRose2 16-17, F 4 Responses May 27, 2015

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    Hi there. When I was younger I was weak,

    scared, and I let people pick on me. I used to think that I'd always be that way.. But I've changed. I am now very strong and I protect the ones I love. I have friend who's very sweet and she can't stand up for herself. I'm.there to help her and stand by her side. I want to let...
    CandyHeart123 CandyHeart123 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I felt like such a moron today.

    I reverted to my old style of dress because it's what I felt I had available to wear, & I just felt... I don't know what the word is... uncomfortable? Like the clothes didn't fit me? Not in a physical sense, but... I like to express myself through what I wear, and I felt like it...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 9, 2015

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    I haven't been on here

    for a while due to many things. I had an operation and that element is still awaiting news but this new year has made me feel like a new me. I am doing what I love to doing, im working out, eating better and just feel good in general. I have learnt over the years that things...
    MissMay97 MissMay97 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I can't keep making excuses.

    It's time to let go of the past and move on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 13

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    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ChesterPalmer ChesterPalmer 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    I have learned somehow to appreciate.

    .. I've kept in mind that there are some people who will love, some People who will hate for love, or untrue love, and some People who will double cross love to prove it doesn't exist... I am a victim of lies. I do fear what some relationships between people could do to me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2015

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    I am constantly changing.

    The most significant change in my life has resulted from embracing Eastern practices. Growing up in the U.S., and a wealthy state at that, Connecticut, I was incredibly misguided about what is important in life. As a result, I was consumed with envy, materialistic pursuits...
    JA1678 JA1678 22-25, F Jul 16, 2015

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    I just had someone ask about my childhood abuse,

    it's made me think another thought, from another day another time. I was contacted by a paedophile on here earlier in the year - they openly told me of what they had done. It was someone looking for solace from what they'd done to a young cousin of theirs. They I think wanted...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2015

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    I've recognized something about how I feel

    about men I meet on line. As nice as he seems to be, he likely isn't. With my luck I'd get the ones, if I decided to meet anyone from here in real life, whom are scary, strange and unpredictable.
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2015

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    ... my username. from ZenaMarie to a much

    cooler name. I apologize for any confusion.
    TheDevilHerself TheDevilHerself 22-25, F 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I used to be super sad

    and annoying and depressed when I started on EP awhile ago. I was getting bad grades and struggling to stay social. Now I'm still a quieter person (because that's who I am) but I'm happier now and nobody has been able to change that. I'm getting SUPER good grades and eating...
    haydenkate haydenkate 16-17, F Sep 15, 2015

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    I am Not the person I was 2 years ago.

    .. I've changed so much and in so many ways. I'm not the girl who was always quite and never stood up for herself. I am no longer the one who only cared about what her parents wanted for her. I am not the girl whom at some point was so depressed she was thinking about suicide. I...
    MissImaginaryy MissImaginaryy 16-17, F Mar 13, 2015

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I changed a lot since I left EP.

    Nice to see how everything can change within a year. I guess at some point you just realise that some changes are inevitable and life has a lot more good in it than we often judge. I'm no longer depressed, seems like now I reject everything related to depression. Don't know why...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2015

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    I'm slowly getting over being the victim of a

    physically abusive relationship. I've cycled through so many emotions since then, it's hard to even be sure of who I am anymore. Lately I've been angry and sad, fearful, depressed, anxious, pensive, hopeless... hopeful. And all of these emotions can happen over the course of one...
    wtfgirl001 wtfgirl001 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    I read once that, from year to year,

    you remain the same but for the books you read and the people you meet. Sometimes you meet someone that has such an impact on your life, that you notice their invisible touches on nearly everything. Food tastes better, laughing is deeper, the sky is brighter and even the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 14, 2015

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18, 2015

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    It's weird how much I've changed in less

    than a year I've cut almost all of my hair I have more of a idgaf attitude which is crazy because looking at this I was really looking for people to like me and I've been in a relationship with this beautiful girl for like a year and we're in love which is crazy cause i was so...
    PapiChocolate PapiChocolate 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    After two years my employer has added in

    coverage for the needed surgeries. My BA is done, going from 42B to 42D has been a delightful event in my journey. My Plans are all set for my SRS in July, everything is done and I am now just waiting for the date to arrive. I have been absent from Experience Project due to...
    Alasandra Alasandra 51-55, F 5 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    I have changed a lot

    since joining EP. A lot of my older experiences and stories are no longer relevant to me. I still have social anxiety, but nowhere near as bad. Because of a medication. I now know why I am the way I am. Autism. It's no longer just a thought in the back of my head. I was fully...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2015

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    I have changed I believe.

    I use to be very shy, scared all the time, afraid of everything, apologetic for everything, not very lively, and always sad. Now I lock away my feelings, I try not to let any of them show besides the ones people want to see. They want to see someone happy and funny so I let...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2015

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31, 2014

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    I saw on my own profile

    that I have been a member of EP since October 29, 2011. I clearly remember what a bad place I was in. Four years later I am in the best place I have ever been.
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2015

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    I've been sober for a year.

    I love the person I'm stepping up to become...for myself, for my children. Unfortunately, my husband is using alcohol more and more often to disconnect from our life. I'm so angry! Sometimes. Other times I honestly just want out. I've changed, and he refuses to see that our...
    andrewstoyou andrewstoyou 26-30, F Aug 21, 2015

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    I first joined EP- I think- four years ago.

    I was a lonely and miserable girl stuck in the house all the time, afraid to step outside. I had all these fears and ghosts from the past that haunted me and gave me a gloomy and terrifying perspective of the outside world. I couldn't go to college. I didn't have any money. I...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 19, 2015

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    It always amazes me that

    after experiencing disappointment and heartbreak in your life that the only thing to do is become a stronger person and that person that once brought your head/heart in the sky and then into the ground will become your biggest asset in growing into a different person.
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    The moment when role play

    and videos are no longer enough to satisfy your lust and you need something stronger
    yaotl5 yaotl5 18-21, M Jan 12

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    No longer a blonde gone back to been the

    natural brunette that I was:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Feb 8, 2015

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    Reading my previous experiences here in EP,

    I just noticed how I change, but I could say it's a good change. :-)
    gwenllian gwenllian 26-30, F Aug 28, 2015

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    I have to admit I've changed a lot

    since April 2013... I had my first sleepover with church girls my own age, I barely even looked at people anywhere near to my age since being homeschooled in September 2011... Being homeschooled wasn't that big of a change since I was basically a loner in public school... I...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 20, 2015

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    I used to be what is unfortunately the

    "stereotype" of a Christian. I was loud-mouthed, ill informed, judgmental, I use to hate gays, and atheists. Then I actually over the years realized that I should love other people, and be kind, and not be judgmental of them. This change in my heart has even helped me to become...
    Batman328 Batman328 18-21, M Mar 7, 2015

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    I used to be hella gross.

    But I think I look a lot better now lol.
    LiveLoveCoffee LiveLoveCoffee 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2015

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    I used to be that kid

    that would beg to be in a swim team or something, I just loved water so much! I always loved to go swimming in very deep areas of a lake or pool, whatever I could swim in. Ever since I started my periods, around 9 years of age, I just lost interest. I mean, if I'm alone I won't...
    Jaylaska Jaylaska 13-15, F Nov 3, 2015

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    I have not only changed

    but I have a double personality. one day I can be mean and defending myself if i feel threatened and another day I can be nice and don't defend myself to the point where If someone hurt me I would have an anexiety attack. I use to be a nice and sweet little girl till I moved...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2015

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    Transformation from 9th grade,

    10th, and now 11th 😎 haha.
    samuelkinslow samuelkinslow 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    I was reading all the experience

    and stuff i posted and i realized that through the course of about 10 months i have changed completely. Its shocking actually because i used to be confident and have an upbeat attitude and text in short ways and not type full words. but now im like completely different my...
    LoveNeverMore LoveNeverMore 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I was an excellent student in primary school,

    until I turned 14 that is. I stopped listening to adults, I tried to connect with my peers more. It was a fail because I'm not a social person. My depression started before my 14th birthday and yeah it was a mess. Anyway, since then I've been worrying too much about what my...
    weirdcharlie weirdcharlie 16-17, T Aug 29, 2015

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    Before I go to bed I just wanna say thanks to

    the man in the big house lol you know who i mean the Lord. I just wanna say thanks for the life I have I know that my life is a blessing in disguise why because I've been through a lot. In life you have 2 choices change yourself for the good or the bad I've always been a happy...
    mowerben mowerben 22-25, M Jul 30, 2015

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