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    I Worry About You

    Seeing you in pain makes me die a bit inside. It's such a helpless feeling to know there isn't really anything I can do to help. The sadness you let slip about how much you hate what's happened to you. In so many ways you're no longer the person I fell in love with but there's...
    CrowdOfOne CrowdOfOne 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    Haha I was looking through my experiences

    and some of the change that happens from now to the beginning is jut me getting more comfortable on this website and some is just a real change. Like I went from being single to in the best relationship ever! And my music taste has grown a little but it does that when ever I...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 13-15, F Apr 26

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    I've changed in so many ways lately I've been

    skipping class cause I'm hurt sad
    xoxobi xoxobi 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I don't even know who I am anymore.

    I think this change is mostly for the better, but I could be wrong. I'm feeling more free. I'm liking myself better. (I think. I still struggle with that.) But I'm starting to think about things & do things that I never thought I would. It's scary.
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Nov 28

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    I Got Stronger..

    I really feel like I overcame depression. I'm fighting hard against it whenever it tries to show up, I'm talking myself into not being so shy.. And the last 2 weeks were the best ones I had in years.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2008

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    I've recently become very aggressive in my

    written language... I really don't mean to be. I think it's because of all the fights I had over text with my ex. I should really try to stop telling people they're "dumbf*cks" and "dipsh*ts" LOL
    Chrissaysyourock Chrissaysyourock 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Close your eyes for a second.

    Now tell me, what did you feel? Did you feel alone surrounded by darkness with no one there to hear your cry? Did you feel safe as if hidden by a veil from the hateful eyes of others? Or did you feel content and at peace? Joyous and blissful? Did you see the one you love? A...
    welchbw welchbw 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I knew my life seemed different

    but I have felt like a completely different person since school started. I feel like I was different just 2 weeks ago. Its amazing but sometimes people can't handle that. I can't help that. But I'm happy with life now.
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F Aug 30

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    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns 18-21 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I recently found out how inpatient I am And

    now I'm learning things to keep me calm. You can't change the Environment just adapt to it. ;)
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I used to feel so excited to go to church.

    That was my family. A place where I fit in. Now, I don't know where I'm at. Part of me wants to go to church later today just for a sense of community. But will I feel like I'm really still a part of them?
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    A Lot

    I have changed like a lot recently! In fact, I have become another person, something happened and it totally changed me.We change all the time, but the problem is that in real life, there are no records of things you say, thoughts you have and ideas you believe in, but on here...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    People are dynamic overtime.

    I always hope that I would change for the better. I want to be successful, and I would love to stay the wonderful-ish person that I am. I know times get tough in everyone's lives, and we have to shift to what is the best for the situation. Honestly, I would just love to stay the...
    MissSilly MissSilly 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    So I've changed my look.

    ... Is it good ? Bad? Ugly?
    fav777 fav777 18-21 5 Responses Nov 12

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    Ode to My Children, Oh How They Change You

        I'm sitting here thinking..............I am not the same person I used to be. I used to draw. I could draw faces. I loved to draw peoples faces. I could make them look life like and identical to the model. I can't find my inspiration. I used to sing. I...
    FireNice FireNice 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 4, 2007

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    I Am Living My Life!

    I was suffering from borderline personality disorder and depression before I turned to God and my life has been totally changed ever since. I believed and asked God to heal me and within two weeks I was off my meds and doing great. I haven't experienced ANY symptoms...
    Anna08 Anna08 22-25, F 4 Responses May 23, 2009

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    I'm at a transitional period in my life

    and I don't know what to say or how I fully feel. I think I feel something building that wants to erupt but I don't know when or how it will manifest.
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 20

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    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 15

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    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Nov 24

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    It's quite the shame.

    Sometimes I can not tell if I have changed for the better or the worse, but I know that I am the only one who can change myself.. It just sucks because I look through my old writings and see how much I have changed and how childish I have been before. I honestly miss being so...
    MissSilly MissSilly 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I use to try and make everyone happy

    until I became just another 'person.' Well the world can kiss my *** now. Living in a country with sugar coated ****, with more obnoxious people than kind, everyone believing in propaganda and lies and thinking they're better than everyone else, while following beliefs only by...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    When I was younger, I was terrible.

    I was rude, stuck up, flirted, bullied, and dressed like a 8 year old ********. But I've changed ever since my Dad almost died... It was rough but it completely changed my character. After all of that, I changed schools (And wardrobe!!) for a new high school. *Fact, I may have...
    Cheesepls Cheesepls 13-15 Sep 19

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    It's an unusual feeling to be able to "see" a

    change in yourself. It's so evident when I look back on my posts, here and elsewhere. I didn't try either it just happened, and I guess I'm better off...? Happier, at least and that's all that really matters!
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I shaved off most my facial air this morning.

    It's weird to see how different you look by the slight change so long chomps hello goatee.
    ridge76 ridge76 22-25, M Oct 16

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    For three years EP was the one thing

    that helped me through the hard times, being able to relate to others was what i really needed. Though leaving for a few months was good for me, to learn on my own, and to just relate to myself i suppose. I'm glad to say that i am back. Hopefully this time for good. A lot in my...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Change :

    I change something about me daily. I do it by default and not by purpose. But a major change that has happend is my realizations after a mini break from EP changed something too- I realized EP is like a drug- it activats my brain to all the experiences I have had in life...
    tenderfoot1 tenderfoot1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2009

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    I am 20 years old now.

    I spend my days working, dreaming, and loving. A few years ago, I was very different. My heart was full of unrecognized pain. There was a terrible ache that I carried around waiting for someone else to fix. It is very clear, even from reading previous posts, that I felt sorry...
    blissfullyaware blissfullyaware 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I use to try and make everyone happy

    until I became just another 'person.' Well the world can kiss my *** now. Living in a country with sugar coated ****, with more obnoxious people than kind, everyone believing in propaganda and lies and thinking they're better than everyone else, while following beliefs only by...
    TheNeverendingLlama TheNeverendingLlama 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I feel like I haven't changed

    but grown up and really started to understand the person that I am and the person who I want to be.
    Kathryn2093 Kathryn2093 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I have. A lot. Especially

    since the last time I was on this stupid website. I've change physically, emotionally, every which way possible. I've become a lot more positive and happy with my appearance, my hair has grown, I have gotten more piercings, I've become more attractive. I've grown into a young...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 3 Responses May 31

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    You get older and your perception on the entire

    world changes. Aspirations for brighter possibilities become traded for the cinematic memories of moments long since passed. Time becomes a scarce commodity once taken completely for granted now disappearing like sand within a tall spiraling hourglass. We watch idly as the...
    lifethroughbalance lifethroughbalance 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    Usually my mood around the festival time is

    always bad somehow I just get angry or mad at someone. But this tome on Christmas I was the most happy person I guess it was due to the function I had in my family or whatever but truly I like this change in me because in my family I was the mood spoiler and the worst person to...
    ishan1010 ishan1010 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Recluse

    About 6 months ago. I was nothing. I was a walking corpse. I never went out, didn't shower the love of my life with the affection he deserved. Neglected my friends, and embarked on a passionate love affair with the seductress that is Alcohol. All the time, I would just drink, not...
    PhoenixFoges PhoenixFoges 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    I'm not your average girl.

    I've always been a tomboy & have never really liked feminine clothing. For a while I struggled with my identity, as anyone does, but eventually I became comfortable with myself and developed my own look. Then, about two months ago, this guy I'm really attracted to commented...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    And Not In A Good Way....

    Yes...I have changed....from a sweet, nurturing girl into a ranting, raging *****.  The catalyst for this change?  My darling stb hubby AT.  He has taught me one thing, though...I can write.  In fact, I write so well, I can make things up out of whole cloth...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F Oct 31, 2010

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    I've changed a lot. I still am.

    First, I was a pretty decent guy, then I just became nicer, now I'm not as nice and am starting to hate the human race, LOL!
    Matthews14 Matthews14 70+, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    How have I gone to being someone emotional to

    just not caring...from someone who loved her completely to flirting with everyone...sex isn't about intimacy anymore or feeling loved...it's about just having some fun..it's about making myself feel good for a bit then wishing it was you in bed with me instead of a stranger...I...
    crazybumchick crazybumchick 26-30, F Oct 9

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    Alot of ppl keep banging in my ears

    that i have no manners and im disrespectful all sort of shittt well guess wat that didnt happen over nite how i am or how im getting u guys are the main cause life just sucks EVERY MAN FOR THEM-SELF NAH
    misslovely16 misslovely16 16-17, F Sep 18

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    One year ago I was the worst person you could

    think of. My family walked out of my life, my friends walked away, I did things I am ashamed of. The fire department told me to grow up, I had a lot of bad repetition there. I had a boyfriend but I told him to get out of my life. I wasn't a very good role model for the baby. Now...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I feel like my life is back to how it used to

    my family is back ,my best friend is back and everything is just back like it used to, except the part where I'm not as gullible as I used to be, my feelings aren't the same anymore everything is the same yet so different
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F Nov 15

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    Wow has it been a lone time I got on here

    when I was 15 and now I'm 20! 0.0 5 years it's been and sense then my life has gotten amazing! I met the man of my dreams and even have the job of my dreams (even tho it isn't going very well yet but I have hope!) It's amazing how those 5 years have changed me and how happy I am...
    RachelEmily RachelEmily 18-21, F Jun 12

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    There's a time when I used to care about a lot

    of things. When I used to take into account other people's feelings. When I used to think twice about whether or not something I say will hurt someone. There's a time when I included a lot of people in my hopes and aspirations for the future. Now, I've come to realize who people...
    AcousticAnne AcousticAnne 26-30, F 7 Responses May 17

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    The time I have spent on Experience Project has

    been the most valuable time I have ever spent anywhere. I have written almost everyday. I have ben here since 2009 under another name of sofican I changed it and began to write under MsOracle, it was a fun name or so I thought until I realized it was me, I owned up t being...
    MsOracle MsOracle 66-70, F Apr 10

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    I am not that whiny young girl I used to be in

    high school. I'm more aware than ever about feelings of others. I don't cry anymore and wish I was dead. I'm not overly informative about my personal life. I've learned not to trust people too much. I don't love myself but I at least like myself more than I used to
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F Oct 6

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    I used to be the type of guy

    that didn't say much. And I hung out with mostly white peeps. But as soon as high school came around, all that started to change. I get in trouble almost every day at school for smoking. And now when someone has **** to say to me or my sqaud, sh*t gone get real
    XCameronnXx XCameronnXx 13-15, M Oct 11

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    Dance Of A Lifetime

    You wanted a story. Here it is. But I have no idea what you're expecting or what you want. I don't understand any of this. I guess I'll just explain what's been going on with me. When you sent me that message two months ago from someone else's phone saying I could not contact...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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    I was fighting.. trying to figure it out Wat

    actually happened.. I'm not the person I used to be. Always had an anger an attitude.. the fire..really liked to hangout with my friends.. buy branded clothes and gadgets. Now.. These things seems artificial to me.. I've no appetite for them.. I'm contended with Wat I have.. I...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I took this personality test.

    . and it says I'm an INFP! I read the description and I was amazed that it perfectly sounded like me. Then I remembered I was an INFJ during college. I have psychologically changed...
    jayshade jayshade 22-25, F Nov 12

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    Completely.

    I am a completely different person. My priorities have changed. What wasn't so important to me a couple years ago is everything to me now. Knowing that these specific things are so important and fundamental to my happiness makes all my efforts worthwhile. I feel more independent...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2010

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    When I was 17 I was a very bad person.

    I talked back to my parents, I was very disobedient and I had 5 piercings in my ear without parental permission, I didn't care what my parents told me, I used to call them names and resulting me getting punished but I acted as if nothing happened, I even started to smoke . Then...
    1993george 1993george 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Change For The Better

    I recently had a lot of events happen in my life that made me change into a completely different person. (From what I believe) Before these changes occured, I was a Marine Corps recruiter and my life was simple. I would drink every night, go to the gym, party, curse, be selfish...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    When did I become so weak

    and powerless. I used to be a fighter. I had so much passion and motivation; now accepting defeat is all I do. Who is this sorry pathetic girl who has taken over my life? When did she get here? All I can think about is the people who have believed in me throughout the years and...