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I Have Committed Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 12 People

    The Scar Will Always Remains

    My ex bf constant infidelity had on few occasions drives me to the edge of wanting to simply end my life, that was more than a year ago and i did what i thought was the most necessary thing to do at that moment which was to cut myself with a penknife on my wrist and let it just...
    Mazes Mazes 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Wrist

    I ever cut my wrist in office.. and its bleeding a little bit.. It was all because of my ex-boyfriend, who said he don't want me anymore... then i just take a pocket knife and go to toilet, and cut my wrist.. but then he come and said sorry and stopped me to continue my suicide...
    TulipsLover TulipsLover 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I just don't understand why someone commit suicide. God gave us a free will to know what's best for us. Our life is precious and we are created with purpose. I can't imagine how...
    Yojj13 Yojj13 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I got a call last night from my husband telling me someone we knew (he knew him a little better then me) hung himself. It's so sad, a successful suicide means he really wanted to...
    thefeels21 thefeels21 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    One of my bestfriends all through high school that I actually dated for like a month when I was a junior took his life yesterday by stepping in front of a semi. He always made life...
    TomarkLove TomarkLove 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I still remember the time I tried, 5 years ago when I was 12. I popped 60 over pills into my mouth and tried to swallow them, of course eventually I did. I remember feeling sick...
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My teen daughter committed suicide last year, and I wrote a book that's being published in 2015 about it : "Once The Storm Is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    My teen daughter committed suicide last year, and I wrote a book that's being published next year about it : "Once The Storm Is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F Aug 29

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    Why is suicide so wise spread josh marks September 5 2014 2 weeks after his baby sister committed suicide
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Less than 10 months ago my life changed drastically, it was a sun shining day but yet a horrible day. Around 4 or 5 pm my sister found my mother dead in her bed. We had a clue on...
    ninja6152 ninja6152 13-15 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I still remember what she wore to school that day. I don't know why I can't forget. I have an image scratched so deep into the back of my mind, it's impossible to forget. Other...
    aknownothing aknownothing 13-15, F a week ago

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    July 6, 2014. My brother committed suicide. Worst day of my life. I miss him so much. I think about him all the time. I'm always going to wonder if there was something I could have...
    NaNeenah NaNeenah 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    2 years ago I was attacked by my own family, a family member committed suicide then found a man hanging at work. All this happened in a matter of 6 months. I completely broke down...
    leesalush leesalush 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    11 weeks ago I lost my mom to cancer... she was been diagnosed in March, a week before my 39th birthday... Three weeks after she passed my dad committed suicide. I am...
    spiritvoyage spiritvoyage 36-40 1 Response Sep 11

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    I'm 55 and a 22-year survivor of ovarian cancer. I'm also a 55-year survivor of a passive-aggressive mother. My mom had a pretty tough childhood, and I am sad to know the awful...
    Katsez01 Katsez01 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    So i think i have committed a big mistake, i once had hope that expressing my feelings and thoughts to the people around me (my parents, Family mostly) would make an improvement in...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Aug 21

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    Just recently I began researching on middle child traits. I've found out that middle child syndrome is very real and it's not only me who suffers from it. Growing up, I have...
    123eat 123eat 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Hi everyone; I have posted a couple responses here, I am very familiar with PA Mothers now. I decided to share my story and see if anyone can relate to mine. For a brief...
    XXwoundedXX XXwoundedXX 51-55, F a week ago

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    I really need to tell this story without revealing who I am. Thank you for reading if you are and thank you ep for letting me let it all out. It's a long story and I really can't...
    seabird9 seabird9 16-17, F 58 mins ago

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    I know that I have to let her go, unfortunately I have to put some space between us to help my own mental well being .... I am 32 years old and I have tried to help my crazy...
    angell29 angell29 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I thought I was getting better, I wasn't having the thoughts as often and I wasn't cutting for about two months but I relapsed and went about another two weeks, then I started...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just got discharged from a mental health facility Friday the 5th. I committed myself on Tuesday the 3rd. I felt like I just couldn't take the stress anymore. I was diagnosed with...
    NoMoreMissNiceBitch NoMoreMissNiceBitch 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Fail. There's no way category of "suicide is okay" I think some people should be allowed to choose suicide as a way out. It is a mentality. It is a quick fix to a problem...
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i was always sad and angry when i was a kid and thought of suicide has been constantly on my mind. the earliest i can remember i can remember was when i was 9 years old. i don't...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Care for yourself ..... and believe they are there caring for you right now. No matter what problems you are dealing with, we want to help you find a reason to keep...
    GBFrnz GBFrnz 46-50, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I wrote a book that's being published: "Once The Storm is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My Daughter." I'm interested in connecting with those who have been...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F Aug 23

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    I am still "a fully committed and loyal member of Experience Project" after 6 years as a member of E.P. You know I almost left too because I guess I was kind of tired of E.P...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Sep 2

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    After losing my best friend to suicide three years ago I have made it my goal in life to help others. Whether it be just sending someone an encouraging message while they seem down...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Some info for your quest: Numerous studies indicate that the single most helpful thing you can do for someone experiencing suicide ideation... Listen. The likelihood that you can...
    o0capricious0o o0capricious0o 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    By the time I was 24 years old, I long ago passed that line between social drinking and alcoholism and, in that nebulous alcoholic fog and exaggerated egoism, smirked at relatives...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    HOW TO DEFEAT ISIS! By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational/ Paranormal...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    It took me long enough to share this but I felt I had too. The recent death of the late Robin Williams brought back memories of own biological fathers' suicide. I was ten at the...
    ChristyyS ChristyyS 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    My name is jessica I'm 27 I lost my mom to suicide may17 th 2009 I'm starting a support group for families left behind after a suicide it called Julie's hope. I'm looking for other...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    My name is Jessica I lost my mother to suicide May 17 th 2009 but wasn't found until the 19 th . It still feels like it just happened yesterday she left behind her three children...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F Aug 27

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    I hated not being accepted for who I was. And to those who tried to help initially, I was seen as a mental problem, not a person. I looked around and my whole world seemed to be...
    TheOnlySmartKing TheOnlySmartKing 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    I remember all the threats he made of committing suicide and I realized he was asking for help in his own way. The time he stopped talking about it, he actually did it. So I...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was 14-15 at the time. And he was my ex. I never knew he was suicidal. Until my mom told me he shot himself in the head. He had been drinking and wrote a suicide letter. I...
    Inherownwords Inherownwords 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Amy Manifests in Farrah By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Sep 7

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    I am writing this post to hopefully save someone who is considering suicide. I know that life can be so hard, lonely, and scary sometimes, for some of us we never seem to catch a...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Suicide doesn't keep it from getting worse, it keeps it from gettin better..
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Suicide just eliminates the chances of anything getting better. :c
    Stare0fDeath Stare0fDeath 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    So I wanted to commit suicide in the past, so this girl in class said ( if my bro killed himself I wouldn't care ) then I got up and walked out of class and 10mins later I went...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M Aug 27

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    Some post on instagram said "This account has been comprimised... Im joking put the gun down and the blades away its still me im here haha" I commented on it saying how...
    Karmalama Karmalama 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    ahahahaha. Just ****. I need someone to hug me right now. I need lots of hug. I meed lots of ice cream. I need to stay away from the pills or from the balcony. Come on, can someone...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I lost my mum to suicide in May 2012. She was my world. I still pretend she's just in holiday or something. I'll never except it. If i did I would never be able to cope
    jaimeleigh98 jaimeleigh98 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    My friends suicide note dedicated to me
    stevencollett stevencollett 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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