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I Have Committed Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 12 People

    The Scar Will Always Remains

    My ex bf constant infidelity had on few occasions drives me to the edge of wanting to simply end my life, that was more than a year ago and i did what i thought was the most necessary thing to do at that moment which was to cut myself with a penknife on my wrist and let it just...
    Mazes Mazes 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Wrist

    I ever cut my wrist in office.. and its bleeding a little bit.. It was all because of my ex-boyfriend, who said he don't want me anymore... then i just take a pocket knife and go to toilet, and cut my wrist.. but then he come and said sorry and stopped me to continue my suicide...
    TulipsLover TulipsLover 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    One of my bestfriends all through high school that I actually dated for like a month when I was a junior took his life yesterday by stepping in front of a semi. He always made life...
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    It is Throwback Thursday, and this one is a very emotional one for me. With the death of Robin Williams who committed suicide, it brings back the moment I found out about my sister...
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    Okay, facebook sucks and as I was trying to comment on a post, it deleted it, so I'm going to make my statement again. On the topic of whether or not suicide is selfish or not...
    ruca28 ruca28 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 14

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    I just lost my mother to suicide. It is almost two years since my oldest sister committed suicide too. I feel very very empty and she was my best friend and guardian. I feel like I...
    florence91 florence91 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 6

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    It has been about four months since my boyfriend of one year committed suicide in front of me. It started in the morning he had already started drinking. I went to work at 12 and...
    kathytrip kathytrip 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Less than 10 months ago my life changed drastically, it was a sun shining day but yet a horrible day. Around 4 or 5 pm my sister found my mother dead in her bed. We had a clue on...
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    My cousin Amalric committed suicide when he was fifteen. He jumped off a cliff. His girlfriend of two years threw him over for his friend Pedro, so he killed himself!
    Catram21 Catram21 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm falling in love with someone but my partner just committed suicide two months ago... Do I let myself fall or is it too soon?
    smurffy422 smurffy422 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    Seeing the news about the comedian Robin Williams brings back to me thoughts about my friend Luc. He committed suicide when we were both sixteen. He was walking in the alps with...
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F Aug 12

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    I've known a few people in my 20's whom committed suicide. Three good friends who seemed happy and not in any way depressed or unhappy. It's sad to know they couldn't talk to me...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Although not a direct loss to me, my great-grandmother committed suicide when my grandfather was only fourteen. She was going through a terrible divorce and my grandfather had ran...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 4

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    A day in March 2012, had been one of the most darkest days.. I have had it with life and was going to end my life. I had forgotten that my cousin that my cousin who had moved in...
    March122014 March122014 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I cannot believe Robin Williams committed suicide today ..... In my opinion he was one of the few actors that really cared about helping people more than their paycheck .... He was...
    Goldeneye504 Goldeneye504 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    When I was 9 lost my uncle who was very close to me. I loved him so much. I was told he was hit by a car. That was all I got told. I only found out 2 years ago that he had actually...
    ConfusedAndScared1234 ConfusedAndScared1234 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    It's been two years since my cousin committed suicide he would of been 18 this year i don't know why he did it though.... He always was so happy and got along with everyone he made...
    PrincessAyyoBbyBoo PrincessAyyoBbyBoo 13-15, F Aug 14

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    My father passed away when I was 16 of cancer. 18 months later, my mother committed suicide. She passed four days before my 18th birthday.
    chadwiak01 chadwiak01 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    2 years ago I was attacked by my own family, a family member committed suicide then found a man hanging at work. All this happened in a matter of 6 months. I completely broke down...
    leesalush leesalush 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Forty-four years ago the youngest of my three brothers committed suicide, he was twenty years old, and I was thirteen. He would have been sixty-four years old today, so I wanted to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I was "borrowed" when i was 3 months old. My real parents were really young when they had me and my sister who is a year older than me. My real dad's aunt actually borrowed me...
    KatieRose88 KatieRose88 22-25, F Aug 15

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    I'm 55 and a 22-year survivor of ovarian cancer. I'm also a 55-year survivor of a passive-aggressive mother. My mom had a pretty tough childhood, and I am sad to know the awful...
    Katsez01 Katsez01 51-55, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    So i think i have committed a big mistake, i once had hope that expressing my feelings and thoughts to the people around me (my parents, Family mostly) would make an improvement in...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M a week ago

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    Hello :) My pain is silent. Nobody, not even my family, knows how much I hurt. I have two healthy adult daughters, and five amazing grandkids--gifts from God, every one. I have...
    sockmama sockmama 51-55, F Aug 17

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    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    The first time I attempted suicide was at 10, my ***** doner turns out had like 5 other familys and women on the side, and beating me and my mom. I broke a Christmas ball ornament...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I just found out my good friend committed today my little angle you will always be in my heart🌸your always gonna be a beautiful flower to me
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F Aug 5

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    I was diagnosed about 5 years ago after attempting suicide. I went through DBT therapy and worked hard to "fix" myself. I manage life so much better now. It doesn't even feel like...
    jennaporter jennaporter 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    I wrote a book that's being published: "Once The Storm is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My Daughter." I'm interested in connecting with those who have been...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Such an incredibly tragic loss of a comedic genius today. Rest in Peace Robin Williams. If you or someone you love is thinking about suicide, please seek out help. http://www...
    Dutchess68 Dutchess68 41-45 2 Responses Aug 11

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    It took me long enough to share this but I felt I had too. The recent death of the late Robin Williams brought back memories of own biological fathers' suicide. I was ten at the...
    ChristyyS ChristyyS 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My name is jessica I'm 27 I lost my mom to suicide may17 th 2009 I'm starting a support group for families left behind after a suicide it called Julie's hope. I'm looking for other...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    My name is Jessica I lost my mother to suicide May 17 th 2009 but wasn't found until the 19 th . It still feels like it just happened yesterday she left behind her three children...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    It has been 14 years since my mother commited suicide. One night she went out and drowned herself. She was depressed and probably had some other issues she took with her. Still I...
    Will001 Will001 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    So looking up suicide and such, and I found something that is semi funny. Actually a lot of people attend to make a joke out of it... Pretty depressing and sad really, but you know...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    This year, on February 3rd I lost my dad. My father and I were never really close. I haven't seen my dad in a couple of years but he still made an effort to talk to me. He was a...
    TheKidDanJ TheKidDanJ 18-21 1 Response Aug 11

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    I have done everything and more and he still wants to die. When my brother came out as FTM you couldn't ask for a more supportive family. My mother and I bought him a new wardrobe...
    imitosis imitosis 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    We as spirit are much stronger than we think. If we all were more in touch with our spirits God gave us and turned to him in the good and in the bad there would be no suicide...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 1

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    When i was 3 my gran commited suicide. She had always suffered with drepression and bipolar. And one night she decided to walk out into the ocean and not come back. I may of been...
    thebestjess thebestjess 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Careful guys, suicide is punishable by death in some states... You'll get the electric chair...
    DreadlockJesus DreadlockJesus 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    one of my best friends tyra was so supportive of me and I met her in the hospital so she was basically the only person I had for weeks. being in the hospital for suicide was so...
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    In some states attempted suicide is punishable by death! Don't break you law you you rebels...
    TheStillmanator TheStillmanator 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I lost my brother to suicide when in 2010. he hung himself by the ceiling fan and I was the one who found him. I put so much guilt on myself. I should've known he was so upset. I...
    Katelynann30 Katelynann30 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 7

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