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I Have Committed Suicide

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    Wrist

    I ever cut my wrist in office.. and its bleeding a little bit.. It was all because of my ex-boyfriend, who said he don't want me anymore... then i just take a pocket knife and go to toilet, and cut my wrist.. but then he come and said sorry and stopped me to continue my suicide...
    TulipsLover TulipsLover 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    The Scar Will Always Remains

    My ex bf constant infidelity had on few occasions drives me to the edge of wanting to simply end my life, that was more than a year ago and i did what i thought was the most necessary thing to do at that moment which was to cut myself with a penknife on my wrist and let it just...
    Mazes Mazes 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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