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    When ppl sees me they think I got it all...but the truth is I was depressed since I was 16 yrs .. No one of my family knew about it. I kept hiding it with "the mask of smiles...
    88hanan 88hanan 22-25, F Sep 24

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    I have thought about it many times and tried it 4! I have been touched by it personally and now I am glad it was the only thing I have failed at! Now I love life and look at it...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Everything that could possibly trigger me is happening all at the same time... 1.) being next to my mom 2.) Pushing me back into school... 3.) Talking about financial issues... 4...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Sep 24

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    I went on vacation with my family once. It was last spring. We went to a fancy convention in the city. There was a party Saturday night; my older sister wanted to go. Mom didn't...
    TryingMyBestToSmile TryingMyBestToSmile 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    It's somehow killing me inside. I lied about something huge - no, worse, i pretended. I don't know what made me do it. somehow there was an idea that popped into my head and i did...
    happylifesaver happylifesaver 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Another sleepless night... I'm getting sick of this ****! I wake up constantly every ******* night. I just want to sleep for once... Everytime I wake up all I can think about is...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I felt peace when I think about suicide. It's not actually a bad option but to others it is, no one understands me or my situation.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    I am 46 years old. I was married for 16 years. My boys are 15 and 17. I have primary custody. I have never missed my ex husband for one day. But I regret having broken our...
    Monicas2boys Monicas2boys 46-50, F Oct 6

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    Surrounded by my friends... But it feels like it's too much... :/ they're all smoking weed and I'm the odd one out... :/ this just adds to my pain and hurting inside! Why can't I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have just started college, I have been bullied for the past 6 years at primary school and high school, I have experienced terrible moments. My girlfriend left me during February...
    SidneyCoughlan SidneyCoughlan 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't seem to shake that feeling. I don't hate myself, I just feel like there's more there. Really, I feel like I'm at the point where I just become complacent and live with...
    lilbittykink lilbittykink 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have big ears and used get made fun of all the time.
    Hotmix3325 Hotmix3325 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    This has been the worst week that I've had in a long time. I feel like no one cares if i'm here or not. I'm used to feeling alone at home, but I've always had this small group of...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 13-15, F Sep 26

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    I have battled depression for so long...got treated and now struggling with anxiety. It's usually on its peek everytime I wake up from sleep. I keep imagining me hanging from my...
    l3lackmamba l3lackmamba 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Why do I hope, why do I resist? I haven't calculated in a while and that scares me to be doing so. I see the blood and I imagine the relief it can bring. Why? Why do I not pick up...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I really don't want to have to do this again today... The same daily routine... The same ****... The same thoughts.... I just want it to end... I don't want to live... I just want...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 13

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    Why am i still alive why have i been saved every time i go near death? Everyone close to me has died and im left alone with nothing... Why am i alive.. To see the people i love die...
    Sourr Sourr 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I fought very hard to not make a plan. Now I have it, and boy is it easy. Not good news friends. Never good news.
    livefreensing livefreensing 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Idk dressing in my black hoodie and sweatpants and playing in the street sounds nice right now. Its dark and people drive far too fast on my street (its actually quite scary...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to sleep and never wake up again...I've been wanting this to happen so bad...Can I just go ahead and donate my organs to people who really need them while I'm still alive...
    l3lackmamba l3lackmamba 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You sit there from across the room on your laptop... We talk and laugh... But little do you know how I feel and what's on my mind... You have no idea...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm so tired. I'm so tired, I just want it to be over.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 22 hrs ago

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    But instead of suicide...I want to be a living donor...donate my heart, lungs, kidneys to those who deserve to live longer. Is it possible?
    l3lackmamba l3lackmamba 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Okay **** this... If this pain and suffering doesn't want to end... And my mind won't stop wandering to those dark places then I'm going to force it to!!!! Forcing myself to sleep...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    Took 2 melatonin to try and fall asleep but it's not working!! The thoughts and urges are getting stronger... I want to take another two or even three melatonin pills... But the...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I can't even trust myself to sleep anymore... I'm a monster.... It just needs to end... Now.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Just got home from a week and a half road trip and the feeling of wanting to die is getting stronger and stronger. I know where I would go and jump to freedom. Attach a note to...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Here we go... Back to a life of crying every night.... Back to a life of having to battle self harm.. Back to a life of not being able to sleep... Back to a life where almost...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Well the day before yesterday was a reeeeeeally bad day. Like honestly, I thought I wouldn't last much longer after that day. But, it's okay now, I'm getting the help I need :)
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    So I just drank 3 redbull within an hour and I'm actually scared. The can says one max per day and I've already had 3... Please... What do I do? :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    Take a few extra sleeping pills tonight? ...Yeah
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    Life is just too hard and agonizing. I don't think I will ever be at peace until I cease to exist.
    DifferentOutsider DifferentOutsider 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    Trying to be strong but sometimes I just want to call it quits My situation will never end nor will it ever change I see no way out
    allofme4 allofme4 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I go to sleep wanting to die. I wake up wanting to die. Really just getting tired of it all :/
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I don't understand how I can hate myself so much :(
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    You know you're day is gonna be bad when you wake up and are temped to down a bottle of pills :/ I hate this
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    The thought still creeps up on me every once in a while. Last night was bad, I wanted to do it, but I was scared... Which is a good thing I guess. I'm glad I had a friend who...
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 6

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    There's only one thing on my mind and each minute the thoughts get worse. I'm just ready to do it. .
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    Someone please message me... I really need someone to talk to....
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    Just want this ******* pain to end. It is too much for one person to handle.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    How long would it even take for someone to notice I was gone?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I can"t take it anymore maybe i"m better of dead
    nagaseiori nagaseiori 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    They say it's the thought that counts... Well the thought is there... And i guess it's here to stay.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 13

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    Sigh! I wanna run away and not return.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Please just kill me! I don't want to live like this any longer. I can't live like this anymore! :'(
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    The pills are tempting. Sitting right there. They would make the voices and hurt go away...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I keep having dreams of the same guy..he's never really playing a big part in my dreams but he's always there
    H3lloK1tty H3lloK1tty 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago