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    I remember, even as a kid, if I watched a movie with a villain, or a kidnap or rape scene, I would come up with fantasies about it. I used to fantasize that some hulking guy would...
    starfishh starfishh 18-21, F a week ago

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    I've been thinking about it again recently. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix it. I don't wanna go back down that road. I'm lost.
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Okay i have been thinking about suicide again for about a week or so now. I dont have the guts to acctually kill myself. I feel so selfish i dont even know ehy i want to. I know...
    kyleee099 kyleee099 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 13

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    I always lie about my GPA..
    notsofab notsofab 16-17, F Jul 16

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    Questions About God These are my thoughts.... when you pray for your sins... god will throw your sins into the sea as if it never happened... but memory is the consequence... as...
    ChessHottie ChessHottie 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    The First Time Many times...along my life: - First time was in a major change.I had it all,I was happy kid with a family.Suddenly,I lost it all.My mom died.Days without sleep...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I think about it some times. How it would be easy just to wipe my self a way from the miserable life. That there's gonna come the day where everything I said or did will no longer...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I feel like the devil. I have secrets that no one knows about. I have feelings of suicide and the urge to cut all the time. My boyfriend is there for me, but he is only one person...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    My thoughts are the worst at night. I have a lot of nights where ending it all is all I can think about and I don't know how to stop it. Today is one of those nights, but of course...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Honestly, I didn't have a rough life growing up. Given, it wasn't easy, I had my fair share of **** to go through at a very young age, but many have had worse than I. But ever...
    cgu94 cgu94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have been dreaming with my crush for two nights. I wish all my dreams come true but sadly they don't. I want to see him already. I hope he is working when I get to work. He leave...
    EliCntr EliCntr 16-17, F Jul 4

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    Why is it that no one can date me? I have asked my crushes but they all say know. It's probably because I'm a fat ugly piece of ****. I just want to die.
    malebiesexual malebiesexual 13-15, M 5 Responses Jul 5

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    Always contemplated it. I hate it because I know I'm stronger than that. It makes me feel weak and emotional, other things I hate. I get that a lot, when I get so damned depressed...
    alkaem alkaem 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    Beckoning Death (2/28/14) The warm, sunny day and its occasional gentle breeze feel good laid upon my skin. While it is a welcomed change of weather emotionally, it is taunting...
    girlofnirvana girlofnirvana 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I get pictures in my head of just doing it sometimes, haven't had them in a couple months oh well, it is ******* annoying >.<
    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    Yes, I have. But it isn't the answer to life's problems. I rather live then die knowing my family and friends would miss me and be in grief. I'd miss out on a lot, too. What I've...
    Mikaylaxo Mikaylaxo 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I almost killed myself on June 26. I couldn't find my knife though. The next morning I was shocked with how my mind thought that. I haven't had a suicidal thought since then
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    Well, recently I've been looking into dream signs and stuff and looking into my dreams. And during this I have realized something that happens in every dream. My boyfriend is...
    Georgiakh Georgiakh 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My sister boyfriend is abusive, i called the police and now he is facing a prison sentence. My mother and sister seem to be on his side though, I heard them arguing and mum didn't...
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    You know people always say it's gonna be okay it's gonna be fine but tbh I'm **** of hearing that I wanna be able to say I am okay I am fine!!😭😭😭. I always think to myself...
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I'm at the end of my rode . God is gone . Faith is gone . If I die . I've never lived the life I wanted . Never had my family . Just darkness . Suffering .
    amandalovee24 amandalovee24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    When I told my mother that I plan to commit suicide on my birthday she was kinda just like "people don't usually plan that". She thinks I'm kidding. Whatever, she can't say she...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I keep confiding in people that I plan to commit suicide and no one takes me seriously. So much for being cared for and missed and all that crap.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I had a dream i was dating my crush but i woke up and she still hated me
    nickoroni nickoroni 13-15, M Jul 6

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    I decided not to go through with my suicide. My close friend is having a baby and I really want to be there for her. I've also found peace in the realization that singleness isn't...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I am hoping that I do not wake up in the morning.
    jim2430 jim2430 31-35, M Jul 8

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    I am ready. I am no longer afraid. I hope it happens very soon. Eternal sleep is so much more peaceful than life. I'm tired of walking through hell everyday, empty and alone and...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F Jul 8

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    I used to constantly but I made changes to my life and found someone who is truly wonderful to me and now I don't.
    charliebarton14 charliebarton14 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I don't know what to say other than I think I need help.
    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I need help, but at the same time I dont want any help. The ones who help me will feel good afterwards...but I'm still here frustrated and wont know what to do. I feel very...
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I want help. But I also want to die.
    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 27 Responses Jul 13

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    I've put my suicide plan back into effect. I just can't see the point of living anymore. I hate the body, this flesh I'm trapped in. I'm tired of seeing the whole world in love and...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    ... I hate myself! I hate my personality! I'm always mean to people! I'm hurting them mentally! I can't live with that anymore! I want to be a nice person but sometimes i can't...
    wildmare wildmare 66-70, F Jul 16

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    Want to stop wishing that my father cared. Stop waiting for him to. Stop believing he knows better. Ignore his words. Live. Thrive. Succeed.
    converted converted 46-50, M Jul 16

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    I wish I weren't so anxious and so un-accepting of myself. I wish I could tell my family the truth of my life without fear that they will judge me and cut me off. You love who you...
    lovelaughlearn lovelaughlearn 36-40, F Jul 16

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    Last night, I had a dream that I was back in school. I was standing outside in the snow with 3 of my friends. We were walking back through the field and one of the guys I was with...
    smurfinaround smurfinaround 16-17, F Jul 16

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    She just keeps walking into my dreams every now and then , people these days hahaha
    Life8227 Life8227 16-17, F Jul 16

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    Its like he just walks into my dreams these days and sometimes when I wake up...I wake up half with him and half in reality. And I wake up 100% happy
    lillyrahela lillyrahela 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I don't want to hurt my family. I can't go through with it because I can't bear the thought of traumatizing them like that. I guess that's what keeps me going :)
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 17

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    they appear and disappear like clouds, ever since I was 16
    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M Jul 18

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    i know that one day im going to kill myself, its just a matter of time.
    Elienseys Elienseys 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    Im so lame that even in my dream I got rejected by the one guy I loved.. :/
    lillyrahela lillyrahela 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Its something that really irks me. You tell someone you're a certain religion and instantly they think things about you without knowing what they're talking about or doing their...
    sftbllstar16 sftbllstar16 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Not a lot of people seem to have heard about BDD. I've even had a few psychiatrists and therapists who had not heard of it. To quickly explain it before I really talk about how it...
    SailingwithSparrows SailingwithSparrows 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Okay, so I'm 16 years old and I hate my life. I'm gay and I have told about 6 people that I'm bisexual, but still figuring myself out. I figure it's easier to slowly transition...
    williemac98 williemac98 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have anxiety about everything. Lately I have been anxious about house fires and I have no idea why. I am constantly worry about situations that are unrealistic. I also worry...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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