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    I have thought about suicide and I still continue to think about it. Every night. It seems like it's the only way out of this sadness that I feel. I'm not motivated to get my self...
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm not going to lie. I have thought about suicide. I didn't do it for attention. I honestly wanted to commit suicide that day. I didn't tell anyone cause they would think I'm...
    IDontKnowAnymore13 IDontKnowAnymore13 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm not gonna lie here, I have thought about, and attempted suicide... God forbid me from Heaven and Hell won't have me
    TristonBrozik TristonBrozik 13-15, M Apr 9

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    I'm thinking about suicide still, even right now when I'm at my happiest. It's actually hilarious when I really think about it.
    nepineph nepineph 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    The thoughts about trying to commit suicide are just more real yet less intense. I mean I cry about it and it scares me but it seems more like a job to be done. There are moments...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I use to think about it, planned it, dreamed about it but I never tried it.. I think I have learned to move in life
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I had a dream about my crush talking to my classmate. Although it did not happen in real life but he actually did text her on the exact same day!
    doublechin94 doublechin94 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I live in a happy house with parents who love me. I love them too. I feel safe with them. I have a brother who I jokingly say I hate because of his annoyance, I love him however. I...
    varixtic varixtic 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have said this when I first started on EP. That when I say I get it, that means I get what you guys go through. I don't know you pain because yours is yours and mine is mine...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Apr 3

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    Do you guys ever get so used to thinking about suicide that it comforts you? Knowing it can all be over whenever you want? Im so done with physical life im excited to finally be...
    Anonomous441 Anonomous441 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    It's been a long week. Monday my therapy session got ambushed by parents. Thursday I get a call from my therapist saying that my parents wanted to have a session and so mine was...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    At one point I had it all planned out. I was going to make things right with everyone and answer any doubts in their mind about me. What came next wasn't that elaborate. I was...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I am about to take a handful
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am thinking that I will be closing my account down for good.. I opened this account to interact with people maybe even connect with a few but I have found that even more...
    lyanna84 lyanna84 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have went as far as to join exitinternational (pro euthanasia) I know exactly how I would do it, when the time is right
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    As I say my resting prayers, what will become of me? Shall I die in vain? Or will this bring attention to others who are going through similar problems? As I say my final good...
    WrongfulAngel WrongfulAngel 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I can't take much more anymore. I have divorced parents.. I get bullied at home where I am now, told I'm stupid, worthless and a bunch of other stuff. I clean the whole house...
    idkEP idkEP 13-15, F Mar 30

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    I have lightly considered before. But I would never do it, because I'm too afraid of the pain and I have goals and ambitions in life.
    Akakios1 Akakios1 13-15, M 7 Responses Apr 4

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    I've tried 5 times... But then I realised if I've tried 5 times and it hasn't worked then something is clearly stopping me... I haven't tried since but I don't want to talk too...
    izzyrosee izzyrosee 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M Apr 9

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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M Apr 9

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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    How to sit with someone who is suicidal? Understand that their longing for death is really their longing for Home. This is a spiritual crisis, not merely a medical one. They are...
    saktilv saktilv 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 17 and I have a severe skin condition called Hidradenitis Suppurativa. It is so painful, and absolutely disgusting. I've had it for ten years now, and its all the same...
    bel1196 bel1196 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate that I think of suicide and there's people out there that have it way worst than me. Why am I so weak
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Seriously ... I took 1mg xanax earlier. Have now been drinking. Considering taking the other 25mg xanax and killing the rest of the booze with hopes of not waking up. INB4 so...
    Kolakona Kolakona 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I got put in a hospital because of it... It helped until i got home...
    Thisworldscaresme Thisworldscaresme 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Today is another bad day....I don't know what to do....it seems like there is only one answer
    kzambori kzambori 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Suicide is constantly on my mind. Whether it be plans, thoughts of it, or just the general idea, I can't make my thoughts deviate from the subject. I am sure that it will be the...
    lacklongafter lacklongafter 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I proud all of you are here right now.
    Daylejess Daylejess 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Its so hard to keep your feelings hidden when they are suffocating you :.(
    Anonomous441 Anonomous441 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I ******* hate my life. Someone just shoot me. End my stupid insignificant life now.
    calicorex4 calicorex4 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I left town because I had something to do. I had been planning for maybe two weeks off and on not committed to doing anything. Then the day I had planned for was here. It seemed...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F Apr 8

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    Heaven's not ready 4 me; Hell's afraid imma take over..👹
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Did for a while last summer... Am again
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I was gang raped. Now I can't stand having a penis. I want to chop it off
    danyual danyual 51-55, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've moved on to knives now. Razors seemed childish to cut with.
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 8

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    I know that a lot of people may have had dreams about monsters, animals, all kinds of things. I know I have. Lately I've been having dreams about my ex's. I know..scary even. I don...
    Slumbergirl92 Slumbergirl92 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Yesterday I had a dream about me and my brother having sex. This is the third time I have dreamt about this and it scares me!!
    Weirddreams28 Weirddreams28 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    A Decision I Made... Years Ago. To have and to hold from this day forward. Sept 15, 2001 on this date I informed my spouse and said "I was going to transition into a woman, many...