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    Have Fantasies About Kidnap, Abuse and being drugged and strapped down
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    My first plan, say Plan "A", was about ordering Nembutal over Internet .. I did ... But my parcel has been seized by customs ... So that I now have a Plan "B" ... instead of...
    mybygone mybygone 46-50, M 16 hrs ago

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    You think you know me... But you don't know the first thing about me... You think you've been through depression... But you haven't... How long did it last?? Oh two weeks? That's...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I've been thinking of suicide for a while now. I'm tired of it I'm about to just give up and end it
    AntiLynx AntiLynx 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 26

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    There's no point in me being around anymore really. My family seems to think negative of everything I do and my fiancé it seems like to me he cares about me but sometimes needs to...
    mgnkl24 mgnkl24 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Lately I have been dreaming about a friend of mine that I have a crush with pretty much almost every night. It never happen before with any of my exes I'm not so sure what those...
    TwingleLittleStar TwingleLittleStar 18-21, F Mar 11

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    I remember you. Charles Black. The boy I sat next to in kindergarten. You were nice but you drove me nuts because you only ever used your orange crayon. Wore it down to a nub. I'm...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I always remember people. I have a photographic memory so sometimes I just remember their faces. Sometimes I won't remember anything about their personality or what their voice...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    To be fair, I don't know if they've forgotten about me by now, but it seems logical that they would've. I remember people better than I can remember anything else. Even those who...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I remember some of my first online friends. I'm pretty sure they've forgotten about me and moved on with their life.. I did find ones email and message him and said hey it's me. I...
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have thought but decided that I would not give others the satisfaction of knowing their wrongdoings.
    BlossomTheMeganium BlossomTheMeganium 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I'll have dreams every once in a while where I'll kill someone. Normally point blank. It's always for the same reason. My thoughts are the same each time. They're a hazard to...
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    In order to accomplish this I am planning to travel to SouthAmerica in April... Btw, my method is sodium pentobarbital ( aka Nembutal ) and I know where it can be found there ... I...
    mybygone mybygone 46-50, M Feb 27

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    How can you want to live, when the future doesn't even appeal to you, in the best of circumstances.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    I just got home today, attempted suicide, so I had to go to the psych ward for quite a while. sorry to everyone who missed me, and I'm sorry that I'm suck a **** up, welcome back...
    Animelife300 Animelife300 13-15, F Feb 28

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    In order to accomplish this I am planning to travel to SouthAmerica in April... Btw, my method is sodium pentobarbital ( aka Nembutal ) and I know where it can be found there ... I...
    mybygone mybygone 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 4

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    When did pretending to be happy become so exhausting?? ******* just kill me... :/
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    Yeah it's a painful story for me though.
    WWYDfan WWYDfan 22-25, M Mar 6

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    well Im getting perfeshinel help
    novak7 novak7 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Everybody has regrets. I was raised in a small rural village. When I was in my early 20's I moved to a big city. I was tired of rural life and hard working. I know I let my dad...
    pacodad pacodad 70+, M Mar 7

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    He's so lovely to see... And his eyes...
    atfenix atfenix 13-15, F Mar 8

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    A while ago I've ordered Nembutal over Internet and got it seized by customs ... SO that the only available option now is to travel somwhere I can find and buy Nembutal in person...
    mybygone mybygone 46-50, M Mar 12

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    right now actually... got my knife in my hand
    UKbabyboi UKbabyboi 13-15 2 Responses Mar 14

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    Id like to fall asleep and never wake up again... Extra sleeping pills tonight? Maybe...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Just took 6 pills of melatonin....(3mg) Hopefully I don't wake up... But it's obvious that I will.... Unfortunately enough
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    Things never get better.... Do they...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 18

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    Help I feel suicidal don't want to go on
    bernard1910 bernard1910 51-55, F Mar 18

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    a few days ago I saw an old friend who I used to study with, I said "hi" and he was like: Do I know you? sorry my english sucks
    mgclifford mgclifford 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I like lied to someone for 5 years
    maya102 maya102 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm sooo stupid. I mean, I a A-B student and all, but I'm terrible at interacting with other human beings! I feel like I'm never good enough for anyone. :(
    wolfgirl202 wolfgirl202 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I should just kill myself.... Id feel much better that way... And so would everyone else...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    it's my own fault but every time I think I'm doing good another curve ball is throw why am I this way why can't I change. why is life wasted on someone like me.
    HopelessBlah HopelessBlah 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Myths about the top 10 most common mental illnesses: 10. Antisocial Personality Disorder: Myth: Somebody who avoids social interaction is “antisocial”. Truth: Many people...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I dont like to write about my self because noone wants to know about anyone here but I will write to know my ownself what I have got....so first my bad side, I am selfish,bit...
    kikforyou kikforyou 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    1. What's you're favorite candle scent? -Strawberry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? -Jennifer Lawrence 3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Hi my name is Edward, I was diagnosed with Russell Silver Syndrome when I was every young. I'm 18 now and about to go off to college. My whole life I have known about my...
    EdwardLayman EdwardLayman 18-21, M Mar 17

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    My Continuation of my Trichotillomania Story: Part 2: Healing Journey… Out of the darkness into the sun… Breakaway…. Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall...
    ninja5593 ninja5593 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was told I had it 20 years ago & felt insulted. This is because I believed hypochondria is a fixation with being ill. I thought people were telling me Im exaggerating my illness...
    michellekandro michellekandro 36-40 4 days ago

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    Hmm, kinda strange. But I have always dreamed of becoming pregnant even when I was a little girl. When I use to sleep I would have dreams about getting pregnant by this guy I like...
    Cyliste Cyliste 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I can't help but have these terrible violent thoughts about strangers, and people/things I love...Or even myself. Sometimes the thoughts become so obsessive, I have dreams about it...
    DevilDollie DevilDollie 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I got mine about 10 years ago now it Is my Fraternity Letters on my right shoulder. I have thought about getting an eagle on my back as im an eagle scout though never seem to have...
    Cargan2016 Cargan2016 31-35, M Mar 6

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