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    I am truly curious how many have dreamt about me.
    marchdan marchdan 16-17, M Sep 10

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    I have thought about it. Many times. I'm not proud of it. But it happened.
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    When ppl sees me they think I got it all...but the truth is I was depressed since I was 16 yrs .. No one of my family knew about it. I kept hiding it with "the mask of smiles...
    88hanan 88hanan 22-25, F a week ago

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    Everything that could possibly trigger me is happening all at the same time... 1.) being next to my mom 2.) Pushing me back into school... 3.) Talking about financial issues... 4...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M a week ago

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    Yesterday, it was horrible. I'm still thinking about it 😰 I'm so scared
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I don't see the point. I just feel like I am a burden to those around me. I can't stop thinking about what happened between me and this girl and it's been almost 5 years since it...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Trigger warning! I almost did it yesterday. I had a razor blade in my hand and started to think about where it was best to cut. I had heard that there was a certain way to do it...
    DifferentOutsider DifferentOutsider 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I know other people have had similar experiences, but I'm dying to find her. I've searched every face in the crowd and traffic my entire life. I have been dreaming about the same...
    mikane mikane 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    i do it all the time almost everywhere. a daily thing, about anyone. is that normal?
    BloodyDrums BloodyDrums 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    It's creeping up on me right now :( I just want it to stop! I hate thinking about it!!!
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    A couple years ago I though about it. I actually had the tablets in my hand... I backed out though... Which was a good idea. I still get the urge to do it sometimes... But I'm...
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 12

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    I had another bad day. I want to kill myself on Sunday. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've thought about cutting and just want to escape all of this pain and frustration...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 12

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    I haven't in a while though. Life's been so good lately and I don't plan on thinking about it ever again. But when I was younger I did. I've thought about it seriously three times...
    genericidiot genericidiot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I went on vacation with my family once. It was last spring. We went to a fancy convention in the city. There was a party Saturday night; my older sister wanted to go. Mom didn't...
    TryingMyBestToSmile TryingMyBestToSmile 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I felt peace when I think about suicide. It's not actually a bad option but to others it is, no one understands me or my situation.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 5 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    If i died today, there are some who certainly would miss me. I do not consider suicide because I am alone, or that I fear society, I consider it because I dislike what I see the...
    AlbertFeynstein AlbertFeynstein 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I'm thinking of killing myself next Sunday. I can't take it anymore. I feel like I have no importance to people at times and I still miss her after 5 years.
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 7

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    I LOVE when people come up to me and say, "I had a dream, and you were in it." It always makes me smile and feel special, plus I like hearing how weird it was. I also like...
    youtubeninja youtubeninja 18-21, F Sep 10

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    I know I have so much to live for, but all the pain inside doesn't seem to make it worth it. I just want the pain to stop. It scares me that this is what crosses my mind to make...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I have big ears and used get made fun of all the time.
    Hotmix3325 Hotmix3325 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    This has been the worst week that I've had in a long time. I feel like no one cares if i'm here or not. I'm used to feeling alone at home, but I've always had this small group of...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I have battled depression for so long...got treated and now struggling with anxiety. It's usually on its peek everytime I wake up from sleep. I keep imagining me hanging from my...
    l3lackmamba l3lackmamba 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When i was 7 years old I was in the third grade and i started my menstrual cycle then. Well long story short my cycles were hell I'd have the worst cramps and was told at a young...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F Sep 11

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    No one would miss me if I died today..
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 1

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    It will end the pain and that's all I want...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    More then thought I've tried. It never works
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    So update . Nothing really new still In the same misery I was a year ago . But now worse bc I'm trying to balance being the perfect weight pleasing people that end up leaving me or...
    amandalovee24 amandalovee24 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I don't want to feel emotional pain anymore. I'm so done
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Yesterday she asked me out in the hallways during school, all shy and cute like she is. Then I woke up.
    ItsAlexYay ItsAlexYay 13-15, T Sep 8

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    1) Zoloft - SSRI 2) Lexapro - SSRI 3) Prozac - SSRI 4) Wellbutrin - NDRI 5) Paxil - SSRI 6) Effexor - SNRI 7) Celexa - SSRI 8) Desyrel - SARI 9) Elavil - Tricylic 10) Cymbalta...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    My dad tried to molest me
    DarianB DarianB 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm being tortured and there's no escape... All I want to do is run... Run away and accept my fate... Or can someone help me... Anyone?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    should I tell my parents I am suicidal? would love some input
    0love 0love 18-21 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I'm literally failing every single aspect of my life. I'm not good at anything and all I do is make the people around me annoyed and pissed. Really just want to die.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F Sep 11

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    Crap can just be overwhelming! So the thoughts are bound to happen. But I believe there's always a way out of that darkness. For me it was God and His Son My Lord Savior Jesus...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 11

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    I start taking them but can never finish. The taste brings me back to reality.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Sep 12

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    There's that stupid thought again. And the plan is right behind :/
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    But my pals love me. So i rarely worry for long.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 13

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    I almost killed myself this morning. I just want to be dead to leave the pain that I feel. I want to die but can't get myself to do it. I don't know what to do anymore. Help
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I don't know tonight seemed like a night to try again bye every one
    Blackandpurplesissyfox Blackandpurplesissyfox 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I can't even trust myself to sleep anymore... I'm a monster.... It just needs to end... Now.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Just got home from a week and a half road trip and the feeling of wanting to die is getting stronger and stronger. I know where I would go and jump to freedom. Attach a note to...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Here we go... Back to a life of crying every night.... Back to a life of having to battle self harm.. Back to a life of not being able to sleep... Back to a life where almost...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Well the day before yesterday was a reeeeeeally bad day. Like honestly, I thought I wouldn't last much longer after that day. But, it's okay now, I'm getting the help I need :)
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So I just drank 3 redbull within an hour and I'm actually scared. The can says one max per day and I've already had 3... Please... What do I do? :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Take a few extra sleeping pills tonight? ...Yeah
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago