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    My mom has became so over protective and I can hardly stand it anymore. So I have thought about running to where she couldn't find me and I could actually feel free.
    imlacey imlacey 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I thought about suicide many times when I was a teenager. When I was 18 I was about to swallow an entire bottle of benzodiazepines in the school restroom
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I had a dream about God last night, which is surprising since I'm not particularly religious. But the gist of the dream is that people have taken a simple message of love and...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I was talking with my brother about the end of the world...he told me that this world needs to end...i agree...but i felt so weak cuz in between all those jokes we were doing...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Am i the only one that feels really angry when people complain about their lives but it's just a little problem in their happy lives? i mean what are these people so angry about...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I finally did it. I'm out of bed around 6:45 am and plan to go to yoga! The voice in my head cuts me down so hard - its brutal. This year has been nuts - got married AND...
    ForeverWinter ForeverWinter 26-30, F Dec 30, 2014

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    My most recent was about my boss. He is 65, I caught myself staring at his crotch Monday. I don't think he noticed, but honestly I don't care. I mean, he might have carried me to...
    standinginthecorner standinginthecorner 70+ 2 Responses Jan 1

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    He is 65 years old. I fantasize about him often.
    standinginthecorner standinginthecorner 70+ 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm not even sure what life would would be like if these thoughts stopped. Or the voices didn't come. Who would I be and how would I live? These thoughts have become a part of me...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    All the time I'm thinking about right now
    Wolfy14 Wolfy14 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Hair. I have peachfuzz on my stomach, chest, back, and some on my face, I hate it, and honestly thinking about waxing it
    Stormi33 Stormi33 18-21, F Jan 2

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    I've been on Paxil 20 mgs for 3 months now and I actually feel worse then before I started I've had more thought about suicide even thoughts of just cutting myself and I've never...
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M Jan 5

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    I've been on Paxil for 4 months now and all I want to do is sleep and not do anything it's been making me feel so confused lately and I've been having more thoughts about suicide I...
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M Jan 8

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    I've been on Paxil for 4 months now and all I want to do is sleep and not do anything it's been making me feel so confused lately and I've been having more thoughts about suicide I...
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 8

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    It's my birthday...and i'm just thinking about ending it all...the best gift i could think of is a gun...perfect day
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 10

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    1 of the things that I want to change about myself is to mind my own business. I realized how bad it is to involve myself to very bad situations. Like my best friend for instance...
    absinthe79 absinthe79 22-25, M Jan 10

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    I literally have so many secrets, I try to talk about them, sometimes but it doesn't help. I still feel the guilt and will always have the memories of it. nobody understands how...
    SweeterThanFiction SweeterThanFiction 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    It's not really about the killing. It's figuring out how to get away with it.
    FriendlyDalek FriendlyDalek 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I can't stop thinking about you... I pray to God that you're doing okay... Please be doing okay... <3 please... :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 12

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    Watching greys anatomy... And they're talking about suicide... I couldn't be more intrigued... :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    It's the simple inevitability of our death... Some live happily while others, such as myself, live with pain, hatred and agony bottled up inside... If we can't live happily like...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 21

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    And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:14...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    My cries for help grow louder with the silence that I provide... Haven't left my room in days and that's not going to change. Just want to be alone I say, but really, all I need...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Nothing seems to take these thoughts away...i can have some fun ,but after it all thoughts are back....i promised myself that i wouldn't cut myself but i guess the is no otherway...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Recently my parents have been very horrible to me. Last Thursday in new years my dad said to me that he is sick of me, that he hates me, that i look gay, and he punched me in the...
    dsilva10 dsilva10 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I think I understand it now and I knew it all along, No matter how hard I really tried I never did belong. I really do get it now and I really can see How much you hate me here...
    ShyButterfly04 ShyButterfly04 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Yes i have em, and i enjoy it mostly people i really hate or my rivals lol
    SickInTheMind SickInTheMind 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I always have these dark thoughts clouding my mind
    LilahWolf LilahWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    "God's will would never bring you to a place where you have to end a marriage" I've been told this recently, by my pastor, and friends, and by my soon to be ex-husband (it is...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 2 Responses Jan 13

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    What kind of **** up needs to admit himself to the hospital twice... :/ I hate being there. But I hate being here more... I wanna kill myself and end everything so badly, you have...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    secrets that I have never shared with anyone. painful and shameful. wonder if you can let them go without sharing.
    serendipitousone serendipitousone 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I'm trapped..... There's no way out of this.... I hate myself for getting myself into this mess... No one really wants me!! It's all just a lie... People judge me, I can't be...
    catho catho 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 15

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    Yea, I'm going down that road again. I've been clean for 2 and a 1/2 months. I'm just really stressed recently and having those bad thoughts. That God it's winter. But I have swim...
    AngelsAgainstUs AngelsAgainstUs 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Because your journey to a certain point in your life has taken you through a few twists and turns, you may be questioning whether you are on the right track. Since there have been...
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Drowning my sorrows in cheap beer and darkness in my room!! The urge for me to cut... The want to die... I hurt so much. No friends no nothin. Would you kill me if I paid you?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    In what way can I kill myself by midnight? That give me 35 minutes... Please? I don't want to live anymore... Tonight's the night...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Sometimes I just feel like dying, but not just for the sake of it. To experience what lies beyond life's barrier. And then return, only to realize that I can't remember
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M Jan 2

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    Happy New Years they said... Come Party they said... It'll be fun they said... *spends New Years on the phone with suicide prevention...* Yay... Happy New Years..
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 2

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    yesterday I wanted to go to bed and never wake up again
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    im so ******* ready to just give up and end everything. im a huge disappointment and my heart will always remain broken. **** everything. I just... want to go to bed and never...
    Searching4MyJuliet Searching4MyJuliet 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    My limbic system is fukin damaged. I can't believe enough to fix me.
    Thesystem Thesystem 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I just want to be a normal, non-miserable person. I want to be skinny and pretty. I want to like guys more and girls a lot less... it makes me feel creepy and gross. I want to be...
    SheSaid15 SheSaid15 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    If we can a reason a reason to change looking for the answer in the pouring rain
    ghostbeautiy ghostbeautiy 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I'll pick random people and I'll never kill them the same way... it's a mental exercise really, I'm not an up and coming serial killer.
    Holmesdown Holmesdown 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I feel sometimes like I only exist to live to expectations and to be pushed around and hurt.. So why live? -.- I mean I don't want to die of a disease I just sometimes want to get...
    PsychologyNerd PsychologyNerd 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 13

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