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I Have Considered Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    The reasons I considered it were more spiritual.

    I knew intellectually God of the bible loves me and is there for me, but I never have it as a heart knowledge nor felt a connection with him. I sometimes feel like the bible is just about memorizing intellectually who God is and it feels lifeless. It only feels alive when i...
    zachlabodz zachlabodz
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Feb 17

    It was a long time ago

    but I still have those feelings sometimes
    polylove0210 polylove0210
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 31

    I want to die in 2015.

    .. I just want to be reunited with my father. I just feel like nothing that I ever do is enough. I'm not smart enough, I will never be pretty or even get married. Who would ever want to be with me, I don't even want to be with me. What is the point? We will all dies one day...
    alxvii alxvii
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    I had a time in middle school

    where I just felt completely alone. The only person I had was my mother. My dad had been slowly getting busier and busier at work and drifting away from me. My two brothers had decided to go and do there own things. All I wanted was to be home with my music. During this time all...
    DanyFlores18 DanyFlores18
    18-21, M
    Feb 3

    I first considered this

    when was 17 I think maybe 16 had a hard up bringing I never did anything about it only self harming . anyhow had a big break down . I recovered but left a mental scare. Over the years I took over dose more self harming but never got to be dead as I am here to tell the story...
    Leylandlad Leylandlad
    36-40, M
    Dec 19, 2015

    I sit on my desk in my sinking business.

    I have sharp razor . I pick it up . And look at the vane in my arms . And think one small move . And few minutes of pain and it all over . The pain will stop . The sadness will go away . The depression will end . And I will feel nothing. What scare me is that I have the will to...
    hicham43 hicham43
    26-30, M
    Feb 29

    A Couple Of Times

    and i can't think think of more than 5 reasons not to, sometimes i think the people around me will be happier if i wasn't around, but im not brave enough to do it
    gorgor gorgor
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2012

    A Few Times - And I Think The World Is Better Off Without Me!

    i nearly jumped infront of a train one day at the railways station = 1994 life was hell. i was 25 and a loser no one wanted to know. I was getting fat cuz joyce told me to eat more bulk and i couldn't afford exercise I wanted to die in 1987 when the girls at school bashed me...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Apr 7, 2011

    people like mii dont live long,

    we dont enjoy earth and all of it annoying mistakes
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    1 Response Mar 12
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