I Have Cried Myself to Sleep More Than Once

Many times I have cried myself to sleep, sometimes there were good reasons, sometimes it was just my body's way of coping I guess, and in other times, it was just from pure exhaustion. Last night was the first night in a very long time...

I grew up in a very strict n loving. I admit I deserve every single one of them. Anyways there were few times I would get bedtime spanking. After few minutes of being spanked I would get cream on my bottom n I would be on my bed crying...

I have many times with various things running through my head.
and then i wake up with mascara running down my face.

1. The night my dad left.
2. One night when I came home after a bad night and my mom went off on me, calling me every name in the book.
3. The night I came home after breaking up with my boyfriend for hitting me, and then my mom...

...I have cried myself to sleep more than once when my depression gets to be the worst for me. I love drifting off to sleep, because there I can be completely at peace and happy, until I wake up, that is, and realize that I'm back in...

As a Baby, I was left on the floor at night, where I could easily get trampled in the dark. As a child, I was spanked for doing anything I found fun. As a teenager, I was forced to do Push-Ups if I had a Bad day. Now all I hear about is...

I got home late last night. Talked to my son and sister. Called him. Talked for a few minutes. I ate my dinner, such as it was and watched television for a few minutes before crawling off to bed. It was hot and stuffy as I got dressed...

There have been many times that I've cry myself to sleep. I'll say goodnight to my husband who chooses to watch a movie and I'll lay myself down and the tears will start to roll. Whether its because I'm tired or I have something on my...

I lie awake every night thinking of tomorrow and how bad it will be,tears rush down my cheeks as my eyes began to burn.I think of the people that don't understand what I go through every day when I'm alive.I think of my self as strong...

I've cried myself to sleep several times just within the last several weeks. Ever since my best friend has stopped coming to school, I've been really emotional all the time and I cry a lot. She is my best friend in the entire world and...

She's cried so many times she doesn't even keep count anymore. Sometimes its quiet other times she breaks out in sobs because life has fallen apart again. They never seem to think about how their decisions affect her. She knows they...

Laying in my bed at night....I think to myself how large it is. It's too big for me now. It's a king size bed. I remember when we bought it. I smile at the memory. Our three little ones all crammed in one double bed with him and I. He...

What do you do when you get so far down that you feel like you can't get back up? Get back up. It's what I was taught. Actually I was taught to crawl to a safe spot and get up and run away. The wonderful life lessons of my father. Live...

why do you insist on searching through things..or more to the point why where you so fucking blind!!!! stupid,stupid woman...infact stupid doesn't come close!!!!!!!!!!! right under my nose...stupid stupid stupid...

Crying myself to sleep tonight and I can stop. I just want to give up I dont care anymore if I live or die. My eyes hurt from crying all night. The cutting is not working , not even the deep cuts! Im so sick of crying. You see every...

My only relief is to sleep. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad. I'm not angry. I'm not lonely. I'm nothing. I love sleeping because it seems my life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake.

Crying makes me sleepy......

It's weird.... I do but I don't, I sometime burst into tears over having thoughts of my family dyeing and what my last words were. What I could've done better. But when this happens I wish everyday for it to stop, It's tourtre for me to...

Well first off, since its obvious I am in a wheelchair.
Due to an accident that happened long ago when I was a kid.
I’ve had my ups and downs recovering ever since
Its been a rough road but I’ve made it this far.
I guess its...