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I Have Cried So Many Tears

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    Why Wouldn't I?

    I've been through so much for the past 16 yrs of my life. I experience knowing pain as a kid and until now i still feel it. I grew up hearing people criticizing me left and right. It was very rare to hear compliments about me. That's why when people would tell good things about...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    Just So You Won't Hear Me

    When the doors slam shut and the lights flicker off.   You've gone to bed. It's just me with myself to question. Have I done alright? Have I done just fine? Have you seen me cry? Do I deserve what I'm getting? So go to bed and let me runaway to...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    I'm Tired of Being Tired

    i've been through so much in my 21 years of life.i lost my mother at seventeen.been dogged mistreated,beat, cheated on,direspected & dragged my heart through the mud.i cry myself to sleep at nite because its the only time i can take off my mask and be a real person and not so...
    Dezire08 Dezire08 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    Never Are They Tears Of Joy

    In my 7th grade i used to cry all the time. When things didn't go right, when someone was making my life hell, when me and my boyfriend broke up, when some stupid love triangle would go wrong. And then my 8th grade year, i was over all my ex's, i was happy. I was a cheerleader...
    courtneyrena courtneyrena 13-15, F Mar 31, 2011

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    A Drop Or Two

    Time is not the only healer for all wounds.... Tears as well.  
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2009

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    I got ditched by my guy friend

    that I'm in love with for his friend Kendrick. He never understands how much he hurts my feelings. :(
    Sarah594 Sarah594 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Cried

    I have cried many tears in my life because i have been treated very badly my whole life by my dad and step-mom they have treated me like trash i was lucky i wasn't phyiscal abused by them because it was that bad but they didn't they emotionally abused me when i was 7 that means...
    goneawayforgood goneawayforgood 22-25 1 Response Apr 9, 2009

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    Crying Because I Miss You.

    I miss my deceased love more than i have in a long time today. I found his picture and jacket in my drawer and held them in my arms as tears fell and ravaged my body. I tried to stop crying but couldn't. Sitting here writing i still cry. I love him so much and pray to have him...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2013

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    Years Of Tears...

    I have cried so many tears, over the past few years that I actually have NOT been able to cry for quite some time. (over certain situations ) .  I have always been a pretty emotional person, and would 'let loose' at every little thing that meant something to me.I don't know...
    BooBooBunny BooBooBunny 46-50, F May 16, 2012

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    This past week I've been crying

    so much all because of one person. I want to hate him for making me cry but instead I love him. And hate myself. I feel like rubbish and just want it all to stop hurting this badly.
    piercemyveil piercemyveil 16-17, F Feb 2

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    Doin Time For Being Young

    Have you ever felt just because you are in a certain age group that everyone marks you as one of them? I am not like the other teenagers, I never have been and I never will be. When I turned ten, my childhood was yanked  away from me when my parents divorced without a word. My...
    LovelessInViva LovelessInViva 16-17 Sep 11, 2011

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    I Have Cried So Many Tears

    I have cried so many tears. Yesterday, I cried more tears in that one day, than I did in the last year I believe. I could not stop my tears, even if I wasn't thinking about what was upsetting me, I was still crying. It was crazy, and I didn't know how to stop crying. And for sure...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 17, 2009

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    Too Many And Sometimes Too Often

    I've been told that I am too emotional at times.  I cry if something hits me just right.  I find myself tearing up at sad stories, sometimes music will get me going and a lot of times I just cry for no reason what so ever.
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 2 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Tears...

    Each time when I think of him.... tears run down my cheeks.. I wish he knew how much sadness he had caused me by doing what he is doing..  I couldn't bring myself to speak out... Kept it all in me and release them thru the tears every few times a day and nite. I let...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Tears

    At the end of the day I sit by myself and cry for the time I put into my kids and their future and  get it thrown in my face cause they dont care.  I cry many more tears for a marriage that fell appart and I dont know why.  I cry for being lonely, I cry...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 4 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    So Sick of It

    i'm sick of feeling like i'm emotionless, i cry a lot but it drains me. today i feel so scared i'm going to lose someone so special to me. i cried most of last night, i've paniced, i had an anxity attack. i feel completeley dead today.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2009

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    I have so many things just wanting to burst out

    of me.... But I can't get them out all that happens if I end up in tears.! Not the best solution :( 😭😭😭😭😖😕
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    :-(

    Over friends, family, lost loves, my job, and pets but I soon realize that no matter how hard I cry it doesn't solve anything so I still cry but I try to get over it quickly and try to get back to living my life.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    I Am So Tired Of Everything...

     So much to go through... how can I not cry? The frustration is clawing at my soul, how can I ever leave it behind? I have to wait so long, oh god, I'd give everything, just let me go, leave the past behind, let me out of this cage and let me soar to the...
    BrownEyedMystery BrownEyedMystery 18-21 Dec 3, 2009

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    Welcome Tears

    I had yet another episode of deep, painful weeping today at a movie and was surprised to find I still have unhealed, unexpressed inner pain about childhood trauma and abuse. I'm glad I learned in therapy that tears are not disgraceful, silly, childish, wrong, dumb, embarrassing...
    jimrich jimrich 70+, M Feb 16, 2011

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    I've Cried So Much, When Is It Going to Stop?!

    Ever since my grandma died, I have been so misrable. She was like a best friend who knew eveything about me that i wouldn't let anyone else know. I didn't tell her i love her one the last day i got to see her before she died and i regretted it. She did alot of things for me that...
    mylife101 mylife101 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2009

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    Cryed Many Tears.

    I  have cryed way to many tears over a guy i used to like. We used to talk alot. One day everything went wrong i rember it because it was the same day that kashia broke up with kaleb.I was talking to my friends and they told me how i am taking the whole yorel talking to me...
    missunderstood4321 missunderstood4321 18-21, F May 27, 2010

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    You Will Never See Me Cry.

    I cry alone in my room , I cry alone in the car, I cry when I can't hold it back any longer, I cry a lot even when I cry a little. I make sure you will never see me cry for it is not your burden to bear, it isn't your fault that im weak it isn't your fault I can't hold it...
    ForgottenFuture ForgottenFuture 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    Life Has Many Streams

    To me crying is an important part of life. We cry to show powerful emotions, of happiness and sadness. Personally I hav cried a lot in life. When I was a kid I cried anytime I fell and hurt myself. As I got older the tears were not as often, becaused I learned that I can always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 7, 2011

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    The Promised

    I started to work since I was 14 years old to fulfilled my family needs.. I been working 9 years far away, I just want my brothers to finish their study. because I don't want my family to suffer in the future. I did not get involve into a serious relationship because I always...
    Brokenhearted1221 Brokenhearted1221 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2013

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    So Sick of It

    i'm sick of feeling like i'm emotionless, i cry a lot but it drains me. today i feel so scared i'm going to lose someone so special to me. i cried most of last night, i've paniced, i had an anxity attack. i feel completeley dead today.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 14, 2009

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    Dry Crying

    When I was just a child, I learned early on that tears were not tolerated, and big girls don't cry. My father hated tears. They signified weakness, and smallness. We had to be bigger than that. Well......I did, anyway. My younger sisters somehow managed to get away with the tears...
    bluehaiku bluehaiku 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2011

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    Cried a River?

    What is it? For the past 5 years, I have cried myself to sleep almost every night. Stupid depression.  
    reset reset 18-21, F Aug 23, 2009

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    My life sucks!!!! My dad going back into the

    hospital for the 20th time!!!!! I'm not trusted to be home alone anymore cause of my eating disorder so I have to stay at someone house. I don't want to be away from home and I don't want to be with other people! The house I'm going to stay at for a while is a mess and they...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F Jul 6

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    Far Too Many

    i have cried too much for my age.i have days where i will just sit and cry or cry myself to sleep at night or even just sit and cry for a few hours for a thought in my head or a song that is on the radio that reminds me of a bad horrible memory. then a few hours later im fine and...
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have cried in the shower on many an occasion after the death of my father. I think he would be proud to see me as I am today.
    HandsomePrince1 HandsomePrince1 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    One instance in particular stands out in my memory but I am sure I have done it more than once. My 18th birthday... The big day you legally become an adult. I was so excited I...
    DemonFeyLove DemonFeyLove 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I was in a college lesson and my teacher had just taken my phone away. I don't know why I did it over a stupid thing like that but I couldn't help it and once I started I couldn't...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I remember one morning of seventh grade, in the car my mom hit me and I was already really mad then when I got into class people asked me if I was crying then I didn't answer and...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 18

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    I was late for work an hour and 20 minutes the other day because my alarm clock didn't work and I mated down for a nap before. Got dressed and was there in ten minutes. I went like...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    On Sunday my cousin came over to see me and Danielle for a bit, he kept coming in my room to go on Gta with me. When I went in Danielle's room Ryan (my cousin) came and lifted me...
    Smexyshannonxo Smexyshannonxo 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I feel like I come last to everyone... I'm always ignored, and whenever my friends have a problem, it's so much more important than mine.... And then when I cry, they think I'm...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    I have before, my friend pushed me and my head (close to my right eye) hit the corner of the wall and that was painful what annoyed me the most had to be that she never said sorry
    MidNightSightX MidNightSightX 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I'm young, 16, but I feel like if I died right now, I'd be okay with it. My life has been so meaningful so far. I've done so many things that made me happy but also helped benefit...
    pinkylo7 pinkylo7 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    So many things I'm dying to get off my chest that I cant say to anyone. I keep so much from my parents that i spend every waking minute worrying that they're gonna find out about...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    - those autumn afternoons when you come home at like 6 and the house is warm and the kitchen smells of a home cooked meal. - sound of rain - old movies and clichés - singing...
    sarahellie9088 sarahellie9088 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I always let little things hurt me.. Mostly because i am very sensitive which doesnt always end in good results.. Ive been through soo many different stages that i dont even know...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    in the blink of an eye,everything can change.so forgive often and love with all your heart.you may never know when you may not have that chance again.
    amine31 amine31 31-35, M Sep 4

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    I have made some gnarly mistakes, behaved in egregious fashion, hurt people, hurt myself, but I manage somehow to return to the narrow path that assures I do no further damage...
    Greybeard544 Greybeard544 51-55, M Sep 6

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    I get asked if I have friends quite a lot. One of my teachers, who I think just feels bad for me, asked me if I had any friends. She was concerned for me and wanted me to join FBLA...
    laurynnm43 laurynnm43 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's not that uncommon I mean lot of stuff happens at school
    ZebraUnicorn ZebraUnicorn 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    School is really stressing me out, the first week of 9th grade i went to the bathroom everyday to cry.
    Missvira Missvira 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Two years ago. I pretended though that I was just tired.
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    When I was in seventh grade this one time I learned that a bit I had a crush on at the time only asked me out as part of a bet with his friends and him and his friends were all in...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    Whenever I got tortured Id cry like a girl.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 20

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