I Have Cried So Many Tears

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    A Drop Or Two

    Time is not the only healer for all wounds.... Tears as well.  
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2009

    This past week I've been crying

    so much all because of one person. I want to hate him for making me cry but instead I love him. And hate myself. I feel like rubbish and just want it all to stop hurting this badly.
    piercemyveil piercemyveil
    16-17, F
    Feb 2, 2014

    Cryed Many Tears.

    I  have cryed way to many tears over a guy i used to like. We used to talk alot. One day everything went wrong i rember it because it was the same day that kashia broke up with kaleb.I was talking to my friends and they told me how i am taking the whole yorel talking to me...
    missunderstood4321 missunderstood4321
    18-21, F
    May 27, 2010

    So many, but never enough

    for what happened.
    russianangel russianangel
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2015

    I'm Tired of Being Tired

    i've been through so much in my 21 years of life.i lost my mother at seventeen.been dogged mistreated,beat, cheated on,direspected & dragged my heart through the mud.i cry myself to sleep at nite because its the only time i can take off my mask and be a real person and not so...
    Dezire08 Dezire08
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2009

    I have so many things just wanting to burst out

    of me.... But I can't get them out all that happens if I end up in tears.! Not the best solution :( 😭😭😭😭😖😕
    ForeverLife ForeverLife
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2014
    SolGryn SolGryn
    22-25, M
    Mar 24

    And it seems I am all night again.

    ... I feel abandoned, and I don't know what to do... I'm seeing things and hearing things... I need someone to help
    Quaive Quaive
    18-21, M
    Nov 26, 2015

    But, they're all gone now.

    I've literally been unable to cry for months on end, regardless of how much I want to.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 7

    My life sucks!!!! My dad going back into the

    hospital for the 20th time!!!!! I'm not trusted to be home alone anymore cause of my eating disorder so I have to stay at someone house. I don't want to be away from home and I don't want to be with other people! The house I'm going to stay at for a while is a mess and they...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    Far Too Many

    i have cried too much for my age.i have days where i will just sit and cry or cry myself to sleep at night or even just sit and cry for a few hours for a thought in my head or a song that is on the radio that reminds me of a bad horrible memory. then a few hours later im fine and...
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 27, 2013

    Crying Because I Miss You.

    I miss my deceased love more than i have in a long time today. I found his picture and jacket in my drawer and held them in my arms as tears fell and ravaged my body. I tried to stop crying but couldn't. Sitting here writing i still cry. I love him so much and pray to have him...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2013

    My poem Oscan of Tears Falling from the

    sky, Falling as my soul is sucked out of me. Every tear shed added into a puddle turned into a Oscan, a sea full of teribble memories. Falling just inches away from the toxic Oscan, I close my eyes, fold my hands together and pray holding my breath I hear a splash. Holding my...
    ShereeMsAwesomeNess ShereeMsAwesomeNess
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    Life Has Many Streams

    To me crying is an important part of life. We cry to show powerful emotions, of happiness and sadness. Personally I hav cried a lot in life. When I was a kid I cried anytime I fell and hurt myself. As I got older the tears were not as often, becaused I learned that I can always...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 7, 2011


    Each time when I think of him.... tears run down my cheeks.. I wish he knew how much sadness he had caused me by doing what he is doing..  I couldn't bring myself to speak out... Kept it all in me and release them thru the tears every few times a day and nite. I let...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jul 18, 2009

    So Sick of It

    i'm sick of feeling like i'm emotionless, i cry a lot but it drains me. today i feel so scared i'm going to lose someone so special to me. i cried most of last night, i've paniced, i had an anxity attack. i feel completeley dead today.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic
    16-17, F
    Aug 14, 2009

    Never Are They Tears Of Joy

    In my 7th grade i used to cry all the time. When things didn't go right, when someone was making my life hell, when me and my boyfriend broke up, when some stupid love triangle would go wrong. And then my 8th grade year, i was over all my ex's, i was happy. I was a cheerleader...
    courtneyrena courtneyrena
    13-15, F
    Mar 31, 2011

    The Promised

    I started to work since I was 14 years old to fulfilled my family needs.. I been working 9 years far away, I just want my brothers to finish their study. because I don't want my family to suffer in the future. I did not get involve into a serious relationship because I always...
    Brokenhearted1221 Brokenhearted1221
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 30, 2013

    Well after 23 years with the same man I gave

    him divorce papers this week. I did tell him it was coming and what needed to change, he signed that affirmation of service with out a thought or a word.
    littlefroghere littlefroghere
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    The tears come an go

    and i get frustrated because they are not enough to bring my love back to life. I get angry at the fact that I will never touch, see his face or hear him ever again. He was the only one besides my family that i ever really let in. He was my only friend, my first love.
    Knightt15 Knightt15
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2015

    Just So You Won't Hear Me

    When the doors slam shut and the lights flicker off.   You've gone to bed. It's just me with myself to question. Have I done alright? Have I done just fine? Have you seen me cry? Do I deserve what I'm getting? So go to bed and let me runaway to...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2009


    At the end of the day I sit by myself and cry for the time I put into my kids and their future and  get it thrown in my face cause they dont care.  I cry many more tears for a marriage that fell appart and I dont know why.  I cry for being lonely, I cry...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2009

    My mothers death has caused me a lot of

    inconvenience in my life and has really blocked me ever being happy
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2015

    Why Wouldn't I?

    I've been through so much for the past 16 yrs of my life. I experience knowing pain as a kid and until now i still feel it. I grew up hearing people criticizing me left and right. It was very rare to hear compliments about me. That's why when people would tell good things about...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2013

    Years Of Tears...

    I have cried so many tears, over the past few years that I actually have NOT been able to cry for quite some time. (over certain situations ) .  I have always been a pretty emotional person, and would 'let loose' at every little thing that meant something to me.I don't know...
    BooBooBunny BooBooBunny
    46-50, F
    May 16, 2012

    I got ditched by my guy friend

    that I'm in love with for his friend Kendrick. He never understands how much he hurts my feelings. :(
    Sarah594 Sarah594
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2014

    Too Many And Sometimes Too Often

    I've been told that I am too emotional at times.  I cry if something hits me just right.  I find myself tearing up at sad stories, sometimes music will get me going and a lot of times I just cry for no reason what so ever.
    Michellewhois Michellewhois
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2010

    He lied to me for the last time yesterday.

    Bought him a one way ticket back to Europe. You can't have a partnership when one ruins the trust.
    aundomiel aundomiel
    Sep 21, 2015
    randomart4lives randomart4lives
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2015


    Over friends, family, lost loves, my job, and pets but I soon realize that no matter how hard I cry it doesn't solve anything so I still cry but I try to get over it quickly and try to get back to living my life.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Mar 31, 2009

    I Have Cried So Many Tears

    I have cried so many tears. Yesterday, I cried more tears in that one day, than I did in the last year I believe. I could not stop my tears, even if I wasn't thinking about what was upsetting me, I was still crying. It was crazy, and I didn't know how to stop crying. And for sure...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 17, 2009

    Dry Crying

    When I was just a child, I learned early on that tears were not tolerated, and big girls don't cry. My father hated tears. They signified weakness, and smallness. We had to be bigger than that. Well......I did, anyway. My younger sisters somehow managed to get away with the tears...
    bluehaiku bluehaiku
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2011

    Welcome Tears

    I had yet another episode of deep, painful weeping today at a movie and was surprised to find I still have unhealed, unexpressed inner pain about childhood trauma and abuse. I'm glad I learned in therapy that tears are not disgraceful, silly, childish, wrong, dumb, embarrassing...
    jimrich jimrich
    70+, M
    Feb 16, 2011

    You Will Never See Me Cry.

    I cry alone in my room , I cry alone in the car, I cry when I can't hold it back any longer, I cry a lot even when I cry a little. I make sure you will never see me cry for it is not your burden to bear, it isn't your fault that im weak it isn't your fault I can't hold it...
    ForgottenFuture ForgottenFuture
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

    I've Cried So Much, When Is It Going to Stop?!

    Ever since my grandma died, I have been so misrable. She was like a best friend who knew eveything about me that i wouldn't let anyone else know. I didn't tell her i love her one the last day i got to see her before she died and i regretted it. She did alot of things for me that...
    mylife101 mylife101
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2009

    I Am So Tired Of Everything...

     So much to go through... how can I not cry? The frustration is clawing at my soul, how can I ever leave it behind? I have to wait so long, oh god, I'd give everything, just let me go, leave the past behind, let me out of this cage and let me soar to the...
    BrownEyedMystery BrownEyedMystery
    Dec 3, 2009
    ami101 ami101
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2015

    Words spoken in anger,

    and the uncovered lies leave wounds that never heal. Good thing that this is just a short lived situation.
    littlefroghere littlefroghere
    41-45, F
    May 23, 2015

    Doin Time For Being Young

    Have you ever felt just because you are in a certain age group that everyone marks you as one of them? I am not like the other teenagers, I never have been and I never will be. When I turned ten, my childhood was yanked  away from me when my parents divorced without a word. My...
    LovelessInViva LovelessInViva
    Sep 11, 2011

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