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I Have Dark Periods In My Life

I Feel the Darkness Swarming Closer 219 People

    Demise

           I was 5 years old and I knew that I hated it here on Earth. I had intense desire to leave then, because on some deep level I knew that my life was going to suuuuck. I was right and all my life experiences have been traumatic. I feel that...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    My Dark Moments

    When I go back and reread my journals from my teenage years, there are three books that even now give me a cold chill when I read them. I don't remember what I was going through at that period of my life, but it was dark and painful. I don't even remember writing some of those...
    NaturesSeed NaturesSeed 22-25, F Dec 9, 2009

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    My Personal Demons

    A warm wave flows through my body , a QUICK flood of warmth, from my toes up to my face. My pulse is racing, I'm sweaty and hot, yet cold chills are running up my spine. Butterflies in my stomach. Thoughts are racing through my head. Your a worthless drug addict, no wonder your...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M Feb 1, 2012

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    If I Were The Sky

    If I were the sky I’d always be high But the world would drown in rain And every day it’d begin again If I were the ocean I couldn’t drown The sinking feeling wouldn’t stay around If I were a mountain I could stand tall At the edge of it all I wouldn’t fall If I...
    Geestarr Geestarr 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Trauma

    I read an article recently by Sigmund Freud. It was about a female who was sick with no medical proof of an existing ailment. She also became phobic of drinking water and she dove in and out of consciousness. Freud used Hypnosis and Talk Therapy to find the source of ...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Monthly Sometimes

      I can usually feel it coming dark, unavoidable and depressing to weigh my shoulders down yet again for it sometimes happens monthly if I am too overly stressed. It's a dark time, a depressing time and a time when there is nothing right in the world. And most of all it...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 3 Responses May 19, 2009

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    And How!

    They don't happen often... but they do happen! With my tragic background of my life, to expect anything different would be kind of cruel. It's like asking me to not be human, imho. =p My childhood was not a happy one. My father was an abusive crack-addict, for one. We were a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    Darkness In The Light

    I fall into a darkened state of mind every single month. Consciously, I recognize that these dark times precede my period...my cycle, yet I'm powerless to stop these feelings from commandeering my thoughts, my mood, my emotions, and my behavior. What's strange is that all these...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Another Struggle

    The more I reveal intimate details about my life to the people I care about, the more they realize that I cannot be helped when I enter dark periods in my life. They try to help and I love them for the effort, but sometimes I need to go through some of these times alone. There...
    philosophicmyth philosophicmyth 26-30, F Nov 4, 2010

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    Daddy Issues

    Someone asked a question recently about if people are abused as children which direction do they usually take as adults. I read alot of the answers and they were good but there was no ONE correct answers because EVERYONE has their own experiential world. I take a positive and a...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    My Whole Life Has Been A Dark Period...

    i was tortured and molested by my father and uncle til i was 8, i was on my own my whole life because my mother is a self centered *****, i was working 80 hour weeks for almost no money from 18 to 21 till i got falsely arrested and lost my job. now i'm living on my ***** mother's...
    mosinman mosinman 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    Life

    With all of my history i have many dark periods in my life. In my childhood my mother was bipolar and would run away with my lil brother and me when we were younger. She would go off and live in a garage with us for months at a time and would basically sell herself to get...
    Tayuya Tayuya 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I have dark brown eyes. A photo of me, with my eyeglasses (Fall 2013).
    DiscoNight1970s DiscoNight1970s 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have dark brown eyes they look black but in a picture my boyfriend took my eyes looked really bright brown :) I love bright brown eyes
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    Brown eyes are in my opinion beautiful, these eyes seem to be forgiving. I have dark chocolate brown eyes.
    SydneyGrace7 SydneyGrace7 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was about 13.. I had this friend who I was hanging out with on a parking garage, he said he would jump if I left him too go home, I had too be home. When I got home he called me...
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    Always thought the choice between being happy for yourself and giving up the things we want to make others happy was such a fine line. I wanted to have a great life just being...
    enoch1005 enoch1005 22-25, M Sep 3

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    I am thankful for the people I have in my life
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F Sep 8

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    Just recently I started taking birth control pills (hormone pills) to regulate my period. This time I haven't had my periods for alittle over a YEAR!! Yes...it's crazy. But this...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    thought the yoga would helps, but maybe i haven't followed enough sessions for it to have any effect. oh dear~ not again X'(
    yayforKay yayforKay 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    "I love you as one loves certain dark things, secretly, between the shadow and the soul.” Pablo Neruda
    Ashishishe Ashishishe 31-35, M Aug 28

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    I got dark skin, hair, and eyes, but my eyes are really dark brown, almost black. I used to be like some of you guys and wanted pretty green or blue eyes, because I always heard...
    Selphira Selphira 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I have very dark brown eyes. Here's my photo of me 3 yrs ago, in Courtenay, BC.
    DiscoNight1970s DiscoNight1970s 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I have very dark brown eyes, though sometimes I wish I had brighter coloured eyes, but then again I guess it suits me :)
    PandaLovee PandaLovee 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today was my birthday. 11:11 (this is the time, and some say you can make a wish at this time) ! I'm officially one year older. I feel the same, but in a way I feel better than a...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I must be a boring person really or led a sheltered life! I didn't think l was, but I've noticed some folks on here have literally hundreds of experiences, some have thousands and...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    The good life, as I conceive it, is a happy life. I do not mean that if you are good you will be happy; I mean that if you are happy you will be good. - Bertrand Russell
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    I had mono my senior year in high school (most likely the trigger event). After that I realized my body wasn't right, but I pushed through it. I was a college athlete. 2 years ago...
    Shannyn7 Shannyn7 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    This is true. Im not talking about your typical hollywood action movie scene where i dramatically took a bullet for somebody or pushed them out the way of a moving truck at the...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Be Thankful They Blessed Your Life
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I just threw in this group for people that have done so much with there life, they are burn out or bored with it. My goal is to use this experience we have to help others.
    starfoxACEFOX starfoxACEFOX 26-30, M Sep 2

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    I have saved many lives. They were all kids lives though like under 18. I have also talked many people out of self harm as we'll. I am suicidal and I wish to self harm as we'll but...
    gamerslippy99991 gamerslippy99991 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I really don't asides my older sister she's my best friend really she's actually my only friend I wanna know what's so repellent of me in real life 0.0 like do I come of as a...
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Sep 6

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    Right though I mean just for this teen part of my life I don't regret how I spend my sad little days -,-
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Sep 6

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    I guess this would count considering how bad it could have bin, today was a normal day at work done my shift and was gonna go home but I thought I'd say a bit to help out and it...
    lloydac lloydac 18-21, M Aug 23

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    I am a girl and it is a pain in the butt we have so many responsibilities bras and period etc. And if we don't look pretty we get judged for also mood swings 1 sec I will be happy...
    ChloeMcLeod ChloeMcLeod 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 5

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    I am in so much pain... My cramps are horrible.. Anyone know something that helps?? I can't take pain killers tho
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 27 Responses Sep 3

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    When you dislike someone because of what they did to you in the pass, you try so hard to forgive them but you conscious is not allowing you to because they constantly do it to get...
    steann steann 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I used to HATE my eyes! I wanted surgery to turn them blue actually.. Then I just spent a good while looking at them in the mirror.. Brown eyes are different.. They are really...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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    I wish I had light eyes or just lighter features overall. But sometimes I'm okay with the way I look
    pricilagudi pricilagudi 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Brown or blue eyes? I personally love blue.. Sadly I love brown... Yes... I did sharpie in her other blue eye...
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    QUA5AR QUA5AR 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    This IS A TRUE STORY! When I was 4 I got the worst birthday suprise ever. My party was ending and there was a knock at the door. My older brother was not home so my mom answer the...
    DanielWilson2000 DanielWilson2000 13-15 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I love this app. I love how I am not judged. I love how I can share my experiences and feelings, it really lightens me. I feel so good after posting my experiences. There are...
    prettyloner prettyloner 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    My friend was walking on thin ice on a pond and fell through and couldn't swim and went under till I cleared a path through inch thick ice to pull him up
    stevencollett stevencollett 13-15, M Sep 4

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    I can dream about the future, ghost and other weird things. Does anyone else has the same experience?
    TheNigthWillArise TheNigthWillArise 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    ...and that makes me who I am <3 Proud of it.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 10