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I Have Dark Periods In My Life

I Feel the Darkness Swarming Closer 378 People

    If I Were The Sky

    If I were the sky I’d always be high But the world would drown in rain And every day it’d begin again If I were the ocean I couldn’t drown The sinking feeling wouldn’t stay around If I were a mountain I could stand tall At the edge of it all I wouldn’t fall If I...
    Geestarr Geestarr 18-21, F Feb 11, 2013

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    I just got this picc line surgically implanted

    in my chest & though it's great so I don't have to get poked for blood or meds, it's not making me feel so pretty during this lonely valentines evening in the hospital, alone to ponder my "shoulda coulda woulda's". *sighhhhhhhh* .....and then Ghost comes on😪 I need some...
    ExoticCaribbeanGirl ExoticCaribbeanGirl 26-30, F Feb 14

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    Daddy Issues

    Someone asked a question recently about if people are abused as children which direction do they usually take as adults. I read alot of the answers and they were good but there was no ONE correct answers because EVERYONE has their own experiential world. I take a positive and a...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    My Whole Life Has Been A Dark Period...

    i was tortured and molested by my father and uncle til i was 8, i was on my own my whole life because my mother is a self centered *****, i was working 80 hour weeks for almost no money from 18 to 21 till i got falsely arrested and lost my job. now i'm living on my ***** mother's...
    mosinman mosinman 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    Trauma

    I read an article recently by Sigmund Freud. It was about a female who was sick with no medical proof of an existing ailment. She also became phobic of drinking water and she dove in and out of consciousness. Freud used Hypnosis and Talk Therapy to find the source of ...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Oh my god sonobuoy help me I'm slowly losing my

    mind. UGHHHH I'm so d*mn uncomfortable & my lower abdomen f*cking hurts IT BURNS!!!! Oh my god!!!! I f*cking punch somebody & rip my f*cking hair out. SH!T I'm twitching I hate it when I start twitching god now I'm itchy whyyyyyyy meeeee. I F*CKING HATE PERIODS!!!!!!!!
    ThaQueen2 ThaQueen2 18-21, F Dec 14, 2014

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    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    Yea every month. Liek

    if y cri evry tiem :(((
    NormalTeenGirl NormalTeenGirl 13-15, F Oct 14, 2014

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    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Oct 24, 2014

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    We all do, but God gets us through those times

    and he lets us see the sun for another day with his grace and mercy.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Oct 13, 2014

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    I forget how intelligent I can be.

    It's always when I write on paper that it shows. I feel that I adjust to my idiotic surroundings to much and recently it's put me in a dark place
    KristyGoesRoar KristyGoesRoar 22-25, F Oct 13, 2014

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    My Dark Moments

    When I go back and reread my journals from my teenage years, there are three books that even now give me a cold chill when I read them. I don't remember what I was going through at that period of my life, but it was dark and painful. I don't even remember writing some of those...
    NaturesSeed NaturesSeed 22-25, F Dec 9, 2009

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    My Personal Demons

    A warm wave flows through my body , a QUICK flood of warmth, from my toes up to my face. My pulse is racing, I'm sweaty and hot, yet cold chills are running up my spine. Butterflies in my stomach. Thoughts are racing through my head. Your a worthless drug addict, no wonder your...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M Feb 1, 2012

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    Monthly Sometimes

      I can usually feel it coming dark, unavoidable and depressing to weigh my shoulders down yet again for it sometimes happens monthly if I am too overly stressed. It's a dark time, a depressing time and a time when there is nothing right in the world. And most of all it...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 3 Responses May 19, 2009

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    Life

    With all of my history i have many dark periods in my life. In my childhood my mother was bipolar and would run away with my lil brother and me when we were younger. She would go off and live in a garage with us for months at a time and would basically sell herself to get...
    Tayuya Tayuya 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2009

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    And How!

    They don't happen often... but they do happen! With my tragic background of my life, to expect anything different would be kind of cruel. It's like asking me to not be human, imho. =p My childhood was not a happy one. My father was an abusive crack-addict, for one. We were a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    Another Struggle

    The more I reveal intimate details about my life to the people I care about, the more they realize that I cannot be helped when I enter dark periods in my life. They try to help and I love them for the effort, but sometimes I need to go through some of these times alone. There...
    philosophicmyth philosophicmyth 26-30, F Nov 4, 2010

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    I am a bubbly, happy go lucky girl.

    Very optimistic, always smiling, living for others. What people don't know is that I have a gaping black hole in my soul and lots of dark feelings are lurking out if it. Usually I manage to hide it under being busy, doing a lot of things like work, cooking, painting, playing...
    kat8507 kat8507 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Darkness In The Light

    I fall into a darkened state of mind every single month. Consciously, I recognize that these dark times precede my period...my cycle, yet I'm powerless to stop these feelings from commandeering my thoughts, my mood, my emotions, and my behavior. What's strange is that all these...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Demise

           I was 5 years old and I knew that I hated it here on Earth. I had intense desire to leave then, because on some deep level I knew that my life was going to suuuuck. I was right and all my life experiences have been traumatic. I feel that...
    Neutrino38 Neutrino38 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Right Now......like most times I have this

    point in my life where I focus on myself listen to some really sexual music or depressing either way, to make myself feel better. Make myself look pretty and what not and then I find quotes and reflect them on my life and it's like repeated awakenings. For example my main artist...
    CurvyFrance CurvyFrance 13-15, F Jan 3

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    Oh the curse of eve I have the worst period painful it heavy it last so long men are so lucky
    MissRBear MissRBear 22-25, F May 1

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    I don't have strength to move away from my bed. The first three days of chumps are like Me and My hot water bag on Bed. :-! Oh yes, and lot of headache accompanied with body ache...
    simz1209 simz1209 13-15, F 1 Response May 7

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    can you see your demons in the dark?
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 1 Response May 15

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    Maybe I'm not depressed after all. Maybe I'm just a normal person with a dark mind.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 1 Response May 16

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    They are mine and you can't have them!!! ROFL... I can't believe this group exists too.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sure I can predict some events in life, but can I really predict what life is going to be? No. Nobody can predict what life is going to be. Why am I making this group you ask...
    TheUpperPupper TheUpperPupper 18-21 May 3

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    Recently, I have had quite a few life changing events that have happened. Looking back on some things, I probably would have changed some things sooner, but I can’t control the...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F May 5

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    This is my life I believe that we are all so lucky to have a life full of love, laughter and joy. We should embrace it as it is short which I have hopefully done in my 27 years. I...
    IonaMacAleese IonaMacAleese 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    1. Girls have a period. 2. It hurts when we have sex. for thee first time. ( it feels amazing for men) 3. We get pregnant. (no sleeping on ur stomach. no alcohol, no smoking for 9...
    Muffin19 Muffin19 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So I guess this has been a long term, like almost my entire life experience. Ever since grade school I haven't had many friends, and the ones I did, I think they were just using me...
    ImOnlyMe84 ImOnlyMe84 26-30, F 1 Response May 17

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    Being young and dumb I gave my teen years to a man. Now I'm 20 and I'm still stuck in this dreadful situation. I forgot all about myself and put him first.. its taking me 4 years...
    monicascott monicascott 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I have a lot of problems socially and I never took criticism very well. I suspect I am autistic but was never diagnosed because I never had any developmental delays. I'm 20 now and...
    literaldisaster literaldisaster 18-21, T May 14

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    I do. I get up, forced to go to school. Have to suffer through it all day. Come home and do chores or nothing. Then repeat.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses May 1

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    Im so hungry......like wtf. Sometimes there so painful i cry. Am i the only one?
    Kalelsthatkindagirl Kalelsthatkindagirl 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    And I love it I love how painful it gets
    ILoveToBeTortured ILoveToBeTortured 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    thoughts of doing it are returning. there was lot of cars on the road and i. was tempted to throw myself onto the middle of the road
    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345 13-15, M 2 Responses May 11

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    Society killed the teenager.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I'm always very tired no matter how much sleep I get. I keep thinking maybe if I sleep forever, I won't be so tired anymore.
    LiviLuv24 LiviLuv24 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    What kind of candy is that in the picture?
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    Title: Moonless Sky Think, I am a wolf with anger that grows and grows, till the day it snaps. All run loose with thrill. we all have issues in life, is family really there ? Can...
    MysticThornwolf MysticThornwolf 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    But don't we all??? I do tend to think dark thoughts and have dark, or even outlandish ideas but then there's my light side that comes out when I'm having the days where I just...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why should you be afraid? That darkness is a part of you. You should just accept it. To be afraid of it is the same as being afraid of one of your own limbs. we all have darkness...
    alienatedvirus alienatedvirus 18-21, M May 8

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    Yin and Yang, North and South, Push and Pull, Black and White, Angel and Demons; I have darkness and light residing in my heart. Sometimes, my darkness tries to over turn my light...