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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 130 People

    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    First time I met her I remember i was so mesmerized. Since then I have adored her more than anything in the whole world. She was shy on telling about her feelings and I felt so...
    realandtrue realandtrue 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I will think about really dark or intense things and my parents think I'm really weird that I think about them But I think we all must think about them just some choose...
    JustJess97 JustJess97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Kind. Loveable. Caring. Gentle. Peaceful. That's the outside cover. On the inside it is destruction, murder, dead, hate, anger and violent. They misunderstand. They hate when...
    DarknessFalls101 DarknessFalls101 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    This is a group to help people with sadness in their lives, if you wanna become part of this group guys, message heartless2, the creator of this group, for info. We don't judge at...
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The first time I saw you my heart honestly had to skip a beat. Seeing you pull up in with your truck waiting for me with a big smile on your face. And the way you made me feel when...
    cassiecollins cassiecollins 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    it really hurts for me, when the moment, of my not close friend asked me something together with her bf..because i cant deny the fact that her bf is my ultimate crush and its...
    davinesarah davinesarah 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had my heart broken by this person i was in a not official relationship with for about six months. We were and still are very close. What happened was that i started to get a bit...
    Rei124 Rei124 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Having a big heart It's overwhelming. Hoping for the best. Knowing the not so best could be right behind it. Big hearted people are guided by a love only they understand
    funnyface815 funnyface815 36-40, F Jul 2

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    Sometimes when people are gone... They're just gone. You can cry a thousand tears and it won't bring them back. Every memory feels like it's stabbing at your heart. You can plead...
    Frankie71 Frankie71 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I don't know what to say. When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I fell deeply in love with this girl, I never had opened myself to anyone like I opened myself to her. We were in love for about 2 years and everything seemed great, then one day...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Once upon a time back in 6th grade I liked this girl and so I asked her out. She agreed, and I was over joyed, I was never happier, she took all of my sadness away with her...
    LuckyGuy001 LuckyGuy001 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I gone through so much of experiences of my whole life. Not all are good. A lot of good also. I learned many things from my experiences. Still I never feel bad for any time. Been...
    Smunai Smunai 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I know how my ex mentioned "it's all in the past." Our memories, our fights, our story. This had inspired me to those moments when i wished i could tapped him on the shoulder and...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It's hard to not take a breakup personnally. It must be your fault right? If you were amazing they never would have left. But that's not true. Don't get me wrong I don't think I'm...
    NanaH2014 NanaH2014 22-25, F Jul 6

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    My heart has been broken so meany times I have pieces missing. People say "let me fix it" but in the end they are the ones who break it most. Each "I love you" lifts me higher and...
    Error404nameunknown Error404nameunknown 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 6

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    I wish I haven't.. But today.. I have.. This painful feeling inside.. 💔 Feels like I want to take my heart and just crash it already so I didn't have to feel anything...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Really wishing someone could make me forget my broken heart, he's done a number on me and doesn't seem to care. I miss him so much
    Gigglesdena Gigglesdena 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 28

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    How can I bet a 15 years old teen , and my heart is so broken... How could I put my happiness into one stupid boy... Who I thought loved me... But once we broke up one week later...
    haaaywee08 haaaywee08 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 2

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    It Sucks When You Can't Stop Thinking About Them... It's Even Worse When You Can't Stop Dreaming About Them Either..I Keep Trying To Forget But All My Heart Wants To Do Is Remember...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    This all began when I graduated military college. *** you all know #military people# don`t have a possibility to choose where to serve or to work or whatever....... That was my...
    bilberrry bilberrry 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    My long term bf and I just broke up after a long trip together. We spent 5 days I'm vegas and 2 days in Disney Land. I am devastated. Our Las Vegas days were absolutely amazing. I...
    mistakeoverload mistakeoverload 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    My Ex boyfriend and I had been together and living together for 2 and a Half years. He was very mentally abusive as he would always want me home by the time he was home from work...
    mjrosee mjrosee 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    So I got the apology that I suppose I have been waiting for. He's apologized before, but this time it seemed more sincere. It came, via text, in the wee hours of the morning and...
    redpill2013 redpill2013 26-30 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I let you toil my heart once more and now I can't let it go..
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I needed a friend and she abandon me thanks for breaking my heart when I needed someone
    garnettsnewlife garnettsnewlife 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I had the best partner ever sweeter then sugar, a heart of gold, someone everyone loved. Someone you would go to war for, to good for this earth. I felt the highest highs and the...
    Kaptinkrunch Kaptinkrunch 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    my heart is breaking, been in a relationship for only 4-5 months, we grew close and connected, we were good together and had so much fun chatting.. as of late, seems like our...
    dayz25 dayz25 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    When you said i do, it was supposed to be forever. I was never going to have to walk away from you. I was never going to know the pain of losing my lover, best friend and husband...
    icandoit13 icandoit13 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    People are shocked when they get to know me. I'm really nice. They're intimidated at first because i look so big and mean. My shoulders are almost too broad to fit through my front...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My heart has been broken once again...I was starting to heal and feel strong and then my ex wanted to meet up after not seeing each other for 3 weeks. When I saw him last night all...
    velcro1 velcro1 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Its really a good thing you can't physically see broken hearts...there would be dazzling shards of broken blood diamonds everywhere...such is my beautiful tender agonizing ache for...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wanted children and marriage once, but now the man that I love who promised me all those things are having those with another woman. Its too painful to start again. I never want...
    jojophomma jojophomma 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    One day everything was perfect. The next day he told me that he needed space. I was not only confused but hurt. Losing my best friend and the love of my life at the same time...
    JadedMoonbeam JadedMoonbeam 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago