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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 135 People

    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    The feeling is so hard to believe . It's something that you need to experience before you can say **** !!! It's something you just want to end yourself and think dark thoughts .
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    How long does it take? How long until you can forget? Can you even forget, is it possible? I love him so much.. I never believed in true love, let alone soul mates, until he came...
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    A broken heart will never heal it'll just learn how to function with the bruises
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    I'm waiting for the pain to end, for my heart rate to return to normal, to not remember that I love him so much and he didn't love me.
    Aloverslost Aloverslost 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 20

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    Day 4... was feeling better yesterday. my brother came to visit me. it helped. woke up this morning, remembering I'm alone and unloved by the one I still love. I can't keep doing...
    godsgab828 godsgab828 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 22

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    Day 5 ... Am I even lovable... does he miss me...is he hurting like me? Does he regret his decision. In a moment of insecurity, I said too much...now his love songs and...
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    Sometimes I feel because of the among of attention I give to love. A guy broke my heart and I've never been the same since then. Hate that about me.
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    Sometimes I feel ridiculous because of the among of attention I give to love. I've had my heart broken and I've never been the same since then. I hate that about me.
    VisionsofJohanna17 VisionsofJohanna17 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I got my heart broken just a few minutes ago. 😔😢
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    Broken heart sucks............
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