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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 166 People

    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel.

    Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have had my heart broken. Been lied to. Been down to the ground but its how I picked myself up and became a better me.Peace
    DevineTension DevineTension 36-40, M 1 Response May 13

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    Natural beauty is un matched. Pakistan have world most beautiful places for visit, specially at its best in northern areas of Pakistan and Kashmir region. This part of the country...
    muslimboy123 muslimboy123 22-25, M 19 hrs ago

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    My heart has been teaching me lots of lessons lately. He's been in the spot light for awhile now by going through the roller coaster journey of his own. A while ago, exactly a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Apr 28

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    can you see your demons in the dark?
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 1 Response May 15

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    Maybe I'm not depressed after all. Maybe I'm just a normal person with a dark mind.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 1 Response May 16

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    “When you break my heart. If you break my heart. Please do it kindly. Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me. I’ll...
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    Perhaps it died that day you never held me in your arms. Your infant girl. Surely that was never meant to be? Or was it when you died, tubed and wired, looking like the strange...
    Faerylight Faerylight 41-45, F 2 Responses May 18

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    to be honest i really dont know if i can love anymore i just dont feel like before perhaps my heart is way too scared i am not coward just telling you people who are reading it...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I’d go above and beyond for you. My love is my pain. My blessing is my curse. My lesson is my heartache. My pride is my shame. What’s left is a broken game that can’t be won...
    zeick18 zeick18 18-21, M 1 Response May 6

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    You can't make someone feel something they don't. You can't make some things unfelt. Having a big heart will sometimes cause great pain in your life. The greatest joy will be felt...
    dacamt dacamt 36-40, M 1 Response May 12

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    hey laiqa many will say they love you but i wonder how many will actually mean it many will make you laugh but i wonder how many will keep you happy forever many will look in...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    i fell in love with girl i will write her name laiqa worst thing is waiting for someone that some day a miracle will happen that person will love you back come to you each day...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    After a failed marriage and going through a lot in life. I longed for a second chance. A second chance at life and a second chance for love. It’s tough being alone in this world...
    brokenant brokenant 26-30, M May 14

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    I feel dead inside.... I'm so stressed anymore that I can't seem to see beauty in anything... numbness is all ... I just go through the motions of life... not really feeling...
    Sinzi Sinzi 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    It's amazing how someone can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces...
    potionsmistress potionsmistress 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I naturally have them. Also, I think they look attractive on guys. lol
    ScientistMedic ScientistMedic 18-21, F May 7

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    Feeling like total **** :/ . Boyfriend broke up with me Bc he couldn't take the pressure anymore and stress :/ since I'm pregnant , there's a lot of rumors about me . And when we...
    ASA15 ASA15 13-15, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I thought I found someone new recently. But it turns out he most likely doesn't feel the same. I'm trying to move on and not talk to him so I can get away from the pain... but it's...
    ChellyRocker ChellyRocker 22-25, F 5 Responses May 10

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    I had my heart broken after an affair. 8 months after it ended I'm still desperately in love with him and so not over it. Some days are worse than others and I keep telling myself...
    Thinkingoutloud06 Thinkingoutloud06 36-40, F 4 Responses May 11

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    People don't respect my heart they squeeze it and tear it a little at a time. It hurts.
    chamicus chamicus 26-30, M 1 Response May 12

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    I'm a complete ******* idiot... I ****** up the best thing I had going for me. It's not his fault is its 100% mine. I can only ask that he can find it in his heart to forgive me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 12

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    I am caring, loving, and sensitive sometimes it makes my heart feel like a basketball
    68bear 68bear 46-50, M May 15

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    I really thought this time was different, but I guess that is nothing new. Hours of messaging turned to weeks of texting and almost daily caming, and yet, I didn't think much of it...
    candycoatedunicorn candycoatedunicorn 36-40, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I've dated a man for 2 years. He cheated on me once and I forgave him. Today he told me he was in love with someone else for the past month and slept with him. My heart is...
    EricRadliffe EricRadliffe 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    when i see him…my heart sinks and it feels like the whole world around me i s gone. Im still in love with him
    TheDemonsInside TheDemonsInside 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I met this guy online. we almost connected instantly. we started sharing our experiences and talking all the time. to a point where said he was in love with me. a few months past...
    braveheart30 braveheart30 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This broken heart is too much to handle. My arm is full of cuts, my mind is too depressed
    TheDemonsInside TheDemonsInside 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I started talking to this boy. It took me months to get to start to like him back. But in the end I'm glad I got to know him, I'm glad he was there for me for awhile. But I still...
    lovebugg11 lovebugg11 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometime it takes a heart break to shake us awake.
    Hanna36 Hanna36 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I see him, I get the feeling of excitement. Then I remember, my heart breaks every time. It feels like my whole world has dropped but somehow I'm still standing.
    TheDemonsInside TheDemonsInside 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    They are mine and you can't have them!!! ROFL... I can't believe this group exists too.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    One thing I learn about relationship with friends is that you can't tell everyone about your brokenness and expect them to understand. They wouldn't. Some of them wouldn't. Some of...
    looseflannel looseflannel 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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