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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 131 People

    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    I have dark brown eyes and brown hair, since I was in my 20s. I had red hair all my life. It turned brown. I NEVER got use to it. The dark color depresses me. It depresses my mood...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 6 days ago

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    My friend told me I do ^^^^. It's true I do care about people more than myself, but I think I don't have the biggest heart and anyone could do what I do.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jan 6

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    2 women have broken my heart in my life in 2 very close relationships is is possible I'll be alone for ever and this bottle will be my only lover? If so that's a small hole, Why...
    CuteLoverboyJRU CuteLoverboyJRU 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I can be a pretty hard headed person but when it comes to love, I have a soft heart. I tend to try and see the best in people. With some people though, it's almost impossible.
    lizzielazylove97 lizzielazylove97 16-17, F Jan 16

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    so here I sit cold as duck on new years eve I broke her mind body and soul with my wicked thoughts and horrific actions she drove away broken hearted I dont have the answers for...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    My friend sent this to me and I was hit with a ton of emotions that I started crying tears of joy and sadness. Happiness, gratitude, and sadness. Happiness and gratitude that we...
    LittleRose18 LittleRose18 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I think my past effected me alot.I ws very conservative ,had a proper way of living before all tht but now...I m more reckless,living out of my character nd I wont say I m proper...
    1crazyfreak6 1crazyfreak6 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    Embers illuminate the darkened walls Circling the pits of a million winters Glancing up reveals a crooked smile Anything to feel alive again
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    For the longest time I've hated my eyes and thought that they were boring. Now I've come to love them. My eyes can be so dark it's hard to tell where my pupil is
    Sadie0923 Sadie0923 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Sometimes when terrorisme happens, i get this Strange thoughts about dropping a bunch of moabs (mother of all bombs) ( step before nukes) at Irak, Somalia and those countries. Just...
    Agoodfriend12 Agoodfriend12 16-17, M Jan 9

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    I just thought about this. I remember when my mom's mom died, I was fine until the funeral. No tears, nothing. I was in disbelief..until I saw my broken mom. I walked to her and...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    We broke up 5yrs ago. You loved drinking more then us.. Then you come around 3yrs later when I finally moved on.. Tell me you want to be a better daddy to our daughter... So over...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    My heart is broken in pieces . My heart is leaking with blood tears . Life is filled with anguish , life is filled with fears . Life is filled with evil , life is filled with...
    AnneofGreen AnneofGreen 36-40, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Today a friend of mines mentioned me not being selfish enough after I said something I don't remember. I remember my mom being one of the first people to say I "wore my heart on my...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My heart hurts and feeling really dumb. I should have not put my heart into this. I always get burned.
    Boss2Mom Boss2Mom 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I been wanting to find someone that I can care for ..my first marriage I was with him for 13 years with in those years I was told I was fat ugly and worth less he would beat me in...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    It seems like i just move from one broken heart to the next. Im not even sure if im capable of loving anymore because my heart is nothing but scar tissue. Its been stomped on...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    Once upon a time before we lost the heat. She swiftly swept me off my feet. It was a sanctum, a secrete place for us to meet, Where she made my heart feel like a butcher’s meat...
    loveandall loveandall 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Everyone has their own story to tell about heartbreak. My real story about heartbreak started yesterday because this break-up is officially permanent. It hurts to love the wrong...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 19

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    Everyday I woke up, And I didn?t see it coming each time. It?s like the truth just hasn?t sinked in. I still waited for messages that will never be replied, and calls that will...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    My brain knows I am better off without a man who was all fancy words but couldn't connect on a real level. Who never wanted to be a partner. My heart is simply missing any...
    essie01 essie01 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    This guy his name is Thomas and he broke my heart so badly, worse then any guy has ever done. We broke up once but then we couldn't stand to not be together so we got back together...
    imjustme8268 imjustme8268 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have a friend who said I was like a little sister to her. She made me feel special, comforted me when I cried, helped me with things I needed help with, etc. I really felt like...
    VVmommy VVmommy 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've always hated my eyes. But I've kinda learnt to like what I have, I like the way they look when the sun hits them, brown eyes look really deep, curious, sexy, blue eyes are...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Right Now......like most times I have this point in my life where I focus on myself listen to some really sexual music or depressing either way, to make myself feel better. Make...
    CurvyFrance CurvyFrance 13-15, F Jan 3

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    It's hard seeing her with other men. I guess I fooled myself into believing that she would be there at the end. Truth is that I knew about him already, but it's still hard for me...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I told myself I would never love anyone more then I love myself.. Unfortunately, I did.. Well, do. Sad part is, she doesn't really care. I'm trying to get over her.. But that's...
    Shanyyyy18 Shanyyyy18 22-25, F Jan 8

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    my dad broke my heart long before any boy had a chance too.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    After 2 years of doing practically everything together, I was cheated on. Met his entire family, woke up next to this person but he couldn't man up and tell me he wanted to leave...
    Aliyaa2 Aliyaa2 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    Almost a year since my heart was broken. Not sure if it gets easier with time or if it is just hurting bc I am still fighting for the perfect happy ending. Still waiting for the...
    kaigeshadow kaigeshadow 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    The most horrible feeling is when someone you love breaks your heart, and not once, but multiple times. Over and over and over again. That really hurts...
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've become so hard to do things with because this part of my heart has become so tired.
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He's great and I love him so much and he loves me, we have been together almost two years, we've made promises of loving each other forever and I thought I would only want him...
    lukesdeadpenguin lukesdeadpenguin 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    When you have given all that you could and been there to love and support, it's a slap in the face to realize that he has been cheating and tells everyone that she is his new...
    Oliviaa92 Oliviaa92 36-40, F Dec 31, 2014

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