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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 185 People

    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel.

    Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    1 of my blows can crush a guy's skull

    so mad now I have heaven running I'm saying shut the hell up I'm giving you a shunning, my hearts not toy so stop playing, this trigger ain't got not heart and I ain't got no love I think it's time I drown you in my tub haha I'm so cold broke finger I'm told 50 shots this bi**h...
    smileguy3 smileguy3 13-15, M Jun 11

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    I do. and I am so grateful for it. I choose to always focus on the blessings that have befallen me instead of giving a moments thought to whatever I would like to have but don't...
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    it hurts so bad. i dont know what to do. it's been about 2 months now i think. ****. it's just complicated. basically, i've been played. it hurts. i can't stand it. it's so...
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    now i can really say that yeh my heart is broken... i can feel it..i don't even cry now..i feel really numb inside...like my heart is frozen.. im scared of love, im scared of...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I have thousand things to think about but when I stop I think of you. :(
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    Having a broken heart is a good sign. It means, we tried for something.
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    I feel so heartbroken and broken i wish i could stop crying :'(
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    Today I am going to get an inside look at what will be a nasty divorce. Is it mine? No. It is my brother in law's. My big heart is going to give me an up close and personal...
    VomitChick VomitChick 70+, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I broke up with him . But, I regret it now. It wasn't that clear if we're still bf/gf cos I eat the words I've said to him. Hope I can get those words back but I can't it was said...
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