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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 129 People

    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    ...but if you have a giant heart maybe you can cover the gaping wounds.
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone, I am new to this site. Well, I wasn't before, but this is a new account because I deleted my old one. So I guess I want to share my story. Sort of to connect with...
    brokengirlx brokengirlx 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    You said I was special. I was breathtaking, I was beautiful. I didn't really care about your words, but i believed you believed them . I believed in your kindness and not the...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Four years of work for nothing. I worked my brain to the point of exhaustion every day for four years and this is how it ends. I have no more heart to break. Every torn ribbon and...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I have a big heart i love and care for others i respect people who respect me!
    katebait katebait 16-17, F Feb 18

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    It's healing now. My bags are packed, light and heavy. The smell of you is almost gone. I'm scared of your darkness. But see you won't win. I still believe in love. I still...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    It's been six days and a couple hours since we broke up. There is radio silence in your end. The spell you cast on me is slowly dissolving, and the things I see about you I am...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    What is hope when everyday gets worse? What is life when everything is atrocious? I feel like I'm drowning in a sea filled with dread, glum and darkness. So dark that no rays of...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was told I had stressing holds in my spine causing my agonizing migraines... she was my first thought... 12 years of memories are hard to forget. I'm in love with this girl but...
    Ikaru Ikaru 18-21 10 hrs ago

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    For two years, you were mine. Those were the best two years of my life. I laughed, I cried, I lost my virginity, and I fell madly in love with who I thought was the one. Of course...
    DarkDesires019 DarkDesires019 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I am a bubbly, happy go lucky girl. Very optimistic, always smiling, living for others. What people don't know is that I have a gaping black hole in my soul and lots of dark...
    kat8507 kat8507 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I just got these really dark raccoon circles like about 6-8 months ago. I've been going through a lot lately... a divorce, financial problems, overworked and just plain depressed...
    LadyReni22 LadyReni22 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Jan 29

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    For the Heartbroken You took all the love I offered Even all my dignity Made me think my love was ugly Then threw it back at me Now my stomach feels so hollow My ego feels...
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Well my heart is gone I started talking to someone I meet on this site and I really have strong feelings for him. But I don't think its going to go no where we haven't talked all...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    After he broke up with me by an email ... I finally replied him ... with a broken heart : *** *** I believe every word you said, honey, and I respect any decision you've made. I...
    findemmawoodhouse findemmawoodhouse 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    My HeartIn leaving, you took my joyMy heart is mopey.That's the only description I can come up with.Mopey.
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    He said the last thing he wanted was to hurt me, but he did it anyways ... He said he loved me and cared about me, but he wanted to be single with no attachment ... He said if...
    findemmawoodhouse findemmawoodhouse 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I have a friend who said I was like a little sister to her. She made me feel special, comforted me when I cried, helped me with things I needed help with, etc. I really felt like...
    VVmommy VVmommy 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    soo broken i cant feel anymore exhausted from tears i ask why they lie where are such girls like the fairytales all i have seen mostly are not ever close to those fairy tales...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I really don't know how to feel . I keep pouring my heart out to him only to get a smack in the face , it's like he is ignoring the fact that I love him with all my heart and I...
    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Feb 4

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    "How poor are they who have not patience! What wound did ever heal but by degrees." - William Shakespeare I have no patience, never have. Would that I could cut out my heart to...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F Feb 6

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    "Big heart" "you wear your heart on your sleeve" "sensitive"... I used to hate when people told me these things, but yesterday I had a reality check. I was at school, listening to...
    IwillAlwaysBeMe IwillAlwaysBeMe 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "We were once too ******* happy. Our hearts were filled so much love than the world can contain. This is why reality decided to punish us. Because happiness couldn't exist without...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    He's great and I love him so much and he loves me, we have been together almost two years, we've made promises of loving each other forever and I thought I would only want him...
    lukesdeadpenguin lukesdeadpenguin 16-17, F Jan 29

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    I never thought you would the reason why I cry........ I never imagined it. You're still in my heart where you will stay forever
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    .. and even though you broke my heart, I picked up all the pieces and placed them back in your hands .. J
    Josephine8 Josephine8 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    Yeah, it really doesn't seem like it. But I am really sensitive and I hate people easily for small things they do, and I push people away when they're too nice to me. I don't like...
    BlueRoseNeko BlueRoseNeko 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I honestly should have known better. It was online, I'd met him on here actually. He'd posted something on the lines of "I'm done, I can't do this anymore" I commented, I was...
    cuntcake cuntcake 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Love is not because of the heart... It's because of the brain It's like a addiction even like a drug to the brain So if you get hurt blame the brain!
    InHumanThing InHumanThing 13-15, F Feb 9

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    I wish was a little girl again, skinned knees are easier to fix then a broken heart!
    Stacey3678 Stacey3678 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Stab the body and it heals, but injure the heart and the wound lasts a lifetime.
    Stacey3678 Stacey3678 36-40, F 7 Responses Feb 12

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    I gave a girl a gift for Valentine's Day and she broke my heart and started to talk crap behind me behind my back. I didn't even get a thank you. The least you could do is act...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I just got this picc line surgically implanted in my chest & though it's great so I don't have to get poked for blood or meds, it's not making me feel so pretty during this lonely...
    ExoticCaribbeanGirl ExoticCaribbeanGirl 26-30, F Feb 14

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