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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 183 People

    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel.

    Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    1 of my blows can crush a guy's skull

    so mad now I have heaven running I'm saying shut the hell up I'm giving you a shunning, my hearts not toy so stop playing, this trigger ain't got not heart and I ain't got no love I think it's time I drown you in my tub haha I'm so cold broke finger I'm told 50 shots this bi**h...
    smileguy3 smileguy3 13-15, M Jun 11

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    well looks like another relationship that was going well suddenly swung into a hate me relationship. longest one so far, lasted 1 year and 3 months. maybe i'm not cut out for this...
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    where do broken hearts go?
    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    For all my sins and mistakes, allow me to be your sin eater. I will devour the inferno of your damnation and make them mine. On the bleakest night, your sins will be my legacy. For...
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    I have a broken heart and that's ok. See I loved him, I do love him but I deserve better...I wasn't a priority to him or to myself. I'm tired of my messages and calls being ignored...
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    Well, I'm new here, still I'll give it my best shot. (I apologise in advance for the long read) I'm not going to tell you who I am or where I'm from, but if any of you people out...
    Scarecrowthebeast Scarecrowthebeast 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    ****, I hate being alive. I wish something would just end me already.
    sunuii sunuii 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know what it is but after 7 + years of trying to make a relationship work all the while knowing it should never have started. And finally attempting to call it quits (which...
    dpcl614 dpcl614 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I saw you on a fine summer day. The look you had on your eyes is shimmering with the sunlight shining at you. As I look in your eyes, all I can see is what used to be history. The...
    HeartsBlossoms HeartsBlossoms 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    We've been broken up for three months and we were only together for six but that doesn't mean anything. When you find a deep rooted connection with someone and you just know that...
    JennPenn JennPenn 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    A broken heart again I've had my heart broken twice in a row. First time I have been dumped and I felt sad, angry and disappointed. It was 3 years ago. Now, it was a mutual break...
    grunf grunf 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I never forgot. I just simply forgot that I love you. But when I look at the things you remind me of, it's makes me realize again how much I love you. I don't know if I can find...
    HeartsBlossoms HeartsBlossoms 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's been five months since you went away You left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I...
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Tomorrow I will say goodbye to my on again and off again boyfriend. He serves in the military and will deploy again for who knows how long.. I don't think I can say good bye. I don...
    CeMar CeMar 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    After almost three years of dating and then nearly two years of just fooling around, it's safe to say my heart is pretty shattered. To make matters worse, I promised her i'd be her...
    geminixleo geminixleo 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I have dark brown skin and I hate it. I don't know why people wish they had it. It's like a dark brown skin. :( I wish I was lighter or white.
    BigGirlWithLove BigGirlWithLove 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like my hearts broken💔💔💔
    KayKay90210 KayKay90210 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    The girl I loved cut me out of her life for no reason and I'm really at a loss. I'm young, gay, and meeting girls was always hard for me; I've been in relationships before and they...
    whoaitsalex whoaitsalex 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Broken and empty, sad and blue. The one that I loved and trusted has now hurt me too.. ill never forget those words that I read.. all these feelings I have built up inside are now...
    lostnlonley32 lostnlonley32 31-35 Jul 26

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    I think you have to have .... to work in public education for 20 plus years, and still going!! The kids need me to be there for them every day, without fail. I think a good...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 7 Responses Jul 25

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    Breathe... Inhale the violent fervour of my ravenous desire, Breathe... Exhale the flames of your lust into me, A drop spiraling into oceans of wanton craving, Quenching a thirst...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Jul 24

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    i just recently notice this when i look in the mirror with sun facing me, and someone asked me are you wearing contact lens, and im like no its my natural eye color, and shes like...
    lachrymosejessa lachrymosejessa 16-17, F Jul 23

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    my heart is scattered in to pieces, I don't know what to feel, what to think anymore, just too much pain... I love you, you know that right? you're my precious gf, the best girl...
    LuckyLam LuckyLam 18-21, M Jul 22

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    We really didnt like each other at first. But that was years ago in high school. When we met up later in life I couldnt believe how much you had changed, and that really impressed...
    FalseSmile FalseSmile 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I cherish those moments we have shared together... no matter what the future will be, no matter how much it hurts me when you walk away... I will always be grateful that you have...
    LuckyLam LuckyLam 18-21, M Jul 21

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    has anyone been told by the person they love that they don't have feelings for you anymore and it may just have been an obsession... it feels like a thousand stabs to the heart..
    nikkiHappiness nikkiHappiness 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I gave her everything. i loved her with all my heart. we had our problems and now my marriage is over. my heart is broken.I still love her and i have to see her everyday. i wish i...
    Periah Periah 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Not sure mine can heal. I've always tried to protect my heart but it has been crushed.
    Bro1680 Bro1680 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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