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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 128 People

    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    Want to die part 2 ( part 1 is my first experience that you can read) This experience is an interesting experience very interesting... I'm back here again feeling like a **** once...
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    My first love and fiancee cheated on me. She wasn't the only one who did. I've been rejected when I was 'head over heels' in love. I've spent years in love with someone as a child...
    TragicMonkey TragicMonkey 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are times my mind walks a dark path. A path that I know is lines with hurt. Beckoned by the promise of the bright thought; a memory, a tantalisation of what can be, of what...
    Essexdan Essexdan 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I'm so sad. My heart feels like it physically hurts from my depression. I hope I can get the help I need and soon. This is killing me
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    I've had these eyes all my life. I never saw their beauty until probably this year of my high school life. Seeing most people around me with bright, colorful eyes made me envious a...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I still remember the first day I heard your voice. And I still remember the first instant I met you, like it was yesterday. How instantly you possessed every particle of my mind...
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    My brother is dark skinned and he is constantly asking me if he's ugly. I believe he is good-looking. Great genes run through our family. All his friends have light skin and he...
    Babybird77 Babybird77 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    suppressingadulthood suppressingadulthood 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Here's an up close picture of my left eye. Id say they're pretty dark
    giib giib 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    A Letter To Myself 22 March 2014 1:53 AM Dear Sam, I know what you're going through, I know how you feel. No one knows you better than me, I reside in you. It's over. Why do...
    simran1694 simran1694 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    where I come from, most often than not you marry your high school sweetheart. I've had 2 serious boyfriends in my lifetime (that doesn't count guys I've casually dated & hung out...
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    When the heart turns cold Love turns to hate Words left untold Have sealed our fate You kept up your walls To protect your heart But cloud nine falls And our ways must part And a...
    SpiritQuest2014 SpiritQuest2014 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm literally sick of hurting so much and all the time. I was seeing someone who was damn near perfect, I know that's an unreal title, but to me he was. A few weeks in to our...
    Alanda510 Alanda510 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Things have gotten better. I still feel as if my life isn't progressing fast enough for me. I did start a new job, so my financial stresses have significantly lessened. As soon as...
    redpill2013 redpill2013 26-30 Mar 28

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    Oh yes, i remember that. People broke my heart. But God is stronger then that. If you face evil and hurt, you dont have to suffer this way. I have solution! Im with god now and he...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    It is over with the guy I've been dating for about 4 months. I didn't realize how much I really cared about him until this pain. We kept saying we were "just friends" and "taking...
    PastLifeSister PastLifeSister 41-45 Apr 8

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    "How poor are they who have not patience! What wound did ever heal but by degrees." - William Shakespeare I have no patience, never have. Would that I could cut out my heart to...
    heartfire heartfire 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 21

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    Why do I miss you? I can't help getting butterflies when I see you. My friends think I've gone crazy for liking you this long. Idk why though. All you ever did was hurt me. You...
    MickeyGooger MickeyGooger 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have had a broken heart from splitting up from my first love. but I'm glad of the experience. I think your heart needs to be broken so you can piece it back together and make...
    Renezra Renezra 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    During my second year at uni my three year relationship ended when the person I love fell in love with my best friend and saw her behind my back, I never thought that the pain I...
    katehrdmn katehrdmn 22-25 2 Responses Mar 31

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    We have been together for 4 months. I am 23 and he is 33. I fell for him immediately when we first layed eyes on each other. For some reason I had a feeling he was the one (I am...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 12 Responses Apr 2

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    I've had a hard life, emotionally and socially and minus all the details it's been really damaging and depressive. No matter how hard I tried I could get out of the pits and it...
    mayorMax mayorMax 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    marshmallowthing24 marshmallowthing24 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I have this account for the longest time ever but I never got the courage to share one of my many stories to be heard or in this case read. But lately I've been feeling a bit down...
    SamyLo SamyLo 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    This happens every time! I fall for someone, then they crush my heart, and toss it aside. Why am I the only person in my town who is used for their own pleasure.
    VinceOfOhio VinceOfOhio 16-17 Mar 24

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    My husband of 38 years cheated, my heart is broken, my world crushed. I'm devastated.
    mostuff mostuff 56-60, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    my heart is broken into pieces now. how can you forget someone you love when you see that someone everyday?
    myat999 myat999 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    10years ago somebody broke my heart and i hate the guy so much !
    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I tend to take things to serious and too the heart.When I see sad things going on in the world,I just wish I could help people out when they are in a bad situation.I even cry...
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine 13-15, F Apr 1

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    Been hitting me all times during the day. You know what I'm talking about . The tears and the hurt. I try and stay up all day so I can sleep all night cause lord knows what occurs...
    AliForever AliForever 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I thought he was done hurting me, but I see he's not. Whenever I breathe, my chest aches, god knows why my heartache turns physical. Hope keeps me alive, but whenever I get turned...
    mynameisarianna mynameisarianna 16-17, F Apr 2

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    Nothing about my heart isn't broken right now, only time can heal it.
    letitgoletitgo letitgoletitgo 13-15 Apr 3

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    NaNeenah NaNeenah 31-35, F Apr 6

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    can anyone tell me why men lie to their girlfriend, do they lie if they truly love her or they lie if they don't? if they don't why the hell they are lying, why they can't tell the...
    d143girl d143girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 7

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    Okay, Okay, Okay Well here's my story of how I got this broken heart. Well I've been having a thing with this dude for almost a year. Then we finally started dating. And he was the...
    BabyJayy BabyJayy 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    When my broken heart flares up I lose all perception of reality and take offense to anything and everything... It's an incredible hurt that messes with my mind. If only there was...
    Es777 Es777 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 12

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    Does your heart ever heal? Or do these flare ups just stay with you forever. I'm tired of being in pain. Every fuxking day it hurts
    Es777 Es777 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm feeling so flat today. My ex dumped me 2 weeks ago, while dating him everyone always told me he didn't treat me the way I deserved to be treated. He was never mean or abusive...
    lozza568 lozza568 22-25 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have been this guy 10 months and we were planing to get married and etc.. He has left me before cuz I didn't do what he wanted. I had gave up my life for him stop uni stop...
    ayesha290388 ayesha290388 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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