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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 206 People

    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel.

    Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13, 2015

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    1 of my blows can crush a guy's skull

    so mad now I have heaven running I'm saying shut the hell up I'm giving you a shunning, my hearts not toy so stop playing, this trigger ain't got not heart and I ain't got no love I think it's time I drown you in my tub haha I'm so cold broke finger I'm told 50 shots this bi**h...
    smileguy3 smileguy3 13-15, M Jun 11, 2015

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    they just come out of seemingly nowhere. wherever I am, especially driving or some place where would be the worst place. I usually just shake my head really fast and hard and shut...
    girlpaused girlpaused 36-40, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Dearest heart.... Why him?
    bellabong bellabong 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old . I have had a broken heart twice in my one in elementary school when I graduated from elementary school me and the girl drifted apart. In high...
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Yeah me!! The ex came back around for a few weeks and yes I fell for it. Par for the course, he's gone again after about three weeks. He hasn't retuned a call or text in a two...
    Cmat2 Cmat2 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    What's the best way to stop your partner snoring..(apart from cutting off their nose, cutting out their tongue..stabbing them in the windpipe or beating them around the head with...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 14 Responses 2 days ago

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    My eyes are so dark, you can see the moon and the stars.   
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    With petals of love I wished to decorate your heart today. Each petal unveiling a secret that I hold close to my heart. My soul a blooming flower, from a small bud it grew...
    winterfall winterfall 41-45 1 Response 4 days ago

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    over the years, women tend to build immunity system against lies and bullshit since they are maybe on daily basis getting hit on by some men that are seeking various things up to...
    xthedreamerx xthedreamerx 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    My mind is full of things that people would say is beyond creepy.
    1Thatonedudeyouknow 1Thatonedudeyouknow 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    He shouldn't take me for granted but.. Of course he does.. It won't ever get better but.. of course I have the most difficulty leaving..
    coolusername19 coolusername19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I often wonder how much easier things would be if I didn't care so much, if I harden my heart just a little bit... But that is not me, I cannot change how I am...
    txbtrfly txbtrfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 2

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    I found out today... I dont matter as much as I thought I did. I'm not realm love how I thought I was loved, I found out I dont have any friends. I found out that life, life dose t...
    skythuss skythuss 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I don't know, what's wrong with him? We broke up almost four years ago and we still have the same emotions. But when I try to approach him he blushes and looks so joyful that he...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F Feb 1

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    Depression from a broken heart is one of the common depression, and what makes it interesting is that it's not easy to notice when that person is sad and people would feel very...
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000 13-15, M Feb 1

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    i broke up with my ex for cheating on me. it hurt four year wastied. we have a 2 month old and had plans on getting married on 2/14/16. now im lonely looking at a beautiful dress i...
    coco23kj coco23kj 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I Have a Broken Heart the real love of my life has had a lot of changes in her life causing us to grow apart I can't get over her as she is the one I love. I know in my heart its...
    wilrok wilrok 46-50, M Jan 30

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    I have thoughts that scare me sometimes and I don't like it much.
    skeletoncliquetop skeletoncliquetop 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    When you have a cheating husband sleep is the last thing you get...#tracymclintosh
    unhappywife16 unhappywife16 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    This is a good thing... it should be appreciated and nurtured
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M Jan 28

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    To have someone emotionally stab you in the chest and rip your heart out with their hands feels almost physical, and it really ******* sucks.
    Suspect00 Suspect00 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Do they involve SLOPPY SECONDS ???
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M Jan 28

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    To you, I am your best friend, to me, you are the love of my life. You tell me of the man you silently love, do you hear my heart cry? You ask me if I know what it's like to love...
    inapit inapit 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Hahahaha...my hearts breaking! And the funny part? I can't do a damn thing about it! *laughing with tears in my eyes*
    Darcyfalls13 Darcyfalls13 18-21, F Jan 27

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    I have been in a 5 year relationship with my boyfriend, well it was mostly a long distance relationship. We broke up once, but came back one year ago. Five days back, he told me he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 27

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    Unfortunately it gets trashed all too often. I feel like I have nothing left to give.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    but mine broken just cannot mend it hi have been suffering with emotional stress,, hi am age 47 who is single at the moment trying to find love or friendship or relationship...
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    To me it is better to think that I have no heart at all. I don't mean it literally, of course. Why do I think so? Because in this case they have nothing to break.
    natalypetrvicki natalypetrvicki 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    He's my first love, and god he was one hell of a first love to have. Its been two months since it happened and its been the longest two months of my life, I don't know a day I...
    tayybugg tayybugg 16-17, F Jan 25

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    Guess time will heal me an my heart but dont believe il ever trust fully again
    djpatt djpatt 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    The ex called and we are talking a little again.. I know mistake number one but that's not my immediate problem. His daughter who Is a single mom struggles financially. I'm...
    Cmat2 Cmat2 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    my ex chose drugs over our marriage. I know it's a gift that I had the guts to let him go, but after 13 years of being with only him, I feel like my heart won't let go of him. I...
    Kate2point0 Kate2point0 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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