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I Have Dark Places In My Heart

for those who have dark things hiding in their heart. 158 People

    A Poem

    ~If Only~ Slip, fall, gasp No air Only Darkness Rip, tear, annihilate All good Only evil Bleed, ooze, drip Tiny drops Only red Empty, vacant, hole All’s gone Only blackness Friend, foe, relationship Souring Only confusion Left, right, down Up to me Only directions Swirl...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Bottomless Pit

    It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
    CandraFlare CandraFlare 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2013

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    Scary

    People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know i really dont care heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it beleave me i know i...
    ravenseye ravenseye 26-30, M Mar 6, 2010

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel.

    Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13

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    I Won't Go There

    I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences.  These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul.  I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    Would Settle For Having A Heart

    I have dark places...I can't say in my heart. That is long gone. My soul fled along with it. But those dark places, that I had buried for so long, were starting to heal. Then one of those random "final destination" catastrophies we read about happened, and all that healing...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F Mar 21, 2010

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    Mmmmm

    yes i do. i have big dark secrets in my heart and horrible thoughts about certain people and i have done horrible things in my lifetime. so yes, i have extremely dark places in my heart!
    grapes305 grapes305 13-15, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Dark Places

    Dark places,Never want to go,Been there before,In my heart,Been so sad,Angry,The way life's been,Now,However,I'm movin' on,Never to return,Brightening up the heart,To let the light,Shine in.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 11, 2012

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    But I Light Candles In There

    The this is I try and do what I can to illuminate those areas as much as possible so I don't alter my friggin course too much. I know what I'm supposed to be doing here, I get it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    Stuck?

    It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    teenagemutantninjaturtles teenagemutantninjaturtles 26-30, M Apr 7

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    Find a guy that will pick up every piece of your broken and shattered heart and put it back together again; keeping one piece for himself and replacing it with a piece of his.
    starr38 starr38 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I can't believe that the one guy I fully fell for played me and stomped on my heart. I mean am I really that ******* bad. He could have just not talked to me but he flaunted his...
    XxfakesmilexX XxfakesmilexX 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    This constant fact that nothing beautiful is meant to last, we all lived it and suffered when a beautiful relationship ends. this is the only certain thing I know which should be...
    wasseem wasseem 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    My boyfriend loves another woman. This breaks my heart so much. Apparently it's my fault for not making him feel loved. I don't know what I did wrong. I told him that I loved him...
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    KyleHoward96 KyleHoward96 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 21

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    time does not heal the emotional scars left behind from a broken heart...it just erodes our memories and forces us to cope...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    theMinority theMinority 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I'm at the point to where I just want to give up. I have no friends that bother to text me and no one cares in general so why am I wasting my time
    KXTb KXTb 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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