It seems like there has been a deep black hole in my heart. A place of scars and scabs that cannot be touched upon less I shut down and ignore that stupid voice in my head that screams for me to give up. I haven't lost yet, but every time I hear it, I feel another chink in my...
so mad now I have heaven running I'm saying shut the hell up I'm giving you a shunning, my hearts not toy so stop playing, this trigger ain't got not heart and I ain't got no love I think it's time I drown you in my tub haha I'm so cold broke finger I'm told 50 shots this bi**h...
People say they have a dark part of them selfs all the time i guess they want people to e scared of them or soething i dont know
i really dont care
heres the thing though if you have that drakness really have it you really dont like to talk about it
beleave me i know
Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing to believe it. But even fools wake up and learn the truth and even then it hurts. On days like this, "I wish I was as cold as the evil queen...
I have places deep within me that I refuse to go exploring. They are left there from previous negative experiences. These experiences left darkened places on my heart and soul. I have sealed them off and refuse to go back there for fear I may not be able to get back...
Slip, fall, gasp
Rip, tear, annihilate
Bleed, ooze, drip
Empty, vacant, hole
Friend, foe, relationship
Left, right, down
Up to me
It's like I can feel myself getting lower sometimes and depressed and failling into the "dark place in my heart"... that, or it just happens all the sudden. At the moment it feels impossible to find my way out to the "happiness", but after a while i am able to put it aside (which...