Not knowing what you feel, that's not the same as not feeling nothing!. Makes sense but I'm not sure why
I smile while I'm really freaking out on the inside. sometimes I just feel like randomly crying. I have bills piling up and I'm freaking out about how I'm going to pay them. I work...
It's just sad this days, I don't enjoy being alone as I used to;in fact I am terrified of being alone the silence is deafening it forces me to think and thinking I s the last thing...
Yes....... this makes me to feel better
I act happy. I sound happy. so, that makes me happy, right?
maybe I'm just a great actress.
nothing is ever what it truly seems, look closer and you'll see, my dear.
There's no need to talk, I just want to feel close to someone and not be alone when I'm stuck down in that bad place in my mind.
So I like to listen to music when I'm in the shower an today I had it on my Lady Antebellum station on pandora an my mom texted me an said "Turn That Crap Off You Can't Listen To...
Even though we are over, I still read your love letters. I don't like lying to you when I don't say I am over you.
Look closer and you can see everything I'm not showing people.
Worst pay I've had in a long time, I can't afford all of my bills. Terrified about how I'm going to make it 30 days, literally can't afford to buy food and I'm hoping the pasta I...
Is it ok to sometimes spin
into a wealth of insecurity
knowing that someone
will bring me back?
Is it ok to bare my soul
and hope upon hope
that this time it'll be...