I Have Decided

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    Decided

    Going with my first plan.....................................which is smile, you're on candid camera.  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 16, 2011

    To pursue my hearts desires.

    To cast a net and not be afraid of what I may not catch! #gradschool #americorps
    Aly00cat Aly00cat
    26-30, F
    Jun 30, 2014

    I Have Decided

    I have written about many things.  I have decided not writting anymore about my hurtful feelings.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Jul 3, 2011

    Today is my day when I've finally grown up.

    I'm on my way to exactly the life I want to have. Something just finally clicked in me and I decided I'm not going to put up with idiots anymore they were the single only thing that was making my life unhappy and making me feel miserable. Good bye idiots. You can't win. You...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    ..something!

    You'll see the change in me!
    Floydian Floydian
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 29, 2009

    i have decided something,

    and i know that a lot of other people will probably not agree with me. but i want to say it anyway. in order to be a happy person, you have to depend on yourself and love yourself. friends are very important for strength and to make great memories with. a boyfriend or girlfriend...
    shirtbag41 shirtbag41
    36-40, M
    Jul 8, 2015

    I Have Decided That.........

    Instead of "getting through this deployment" as a whole I will just "get through the day" when I get through one day I will move to the next. Aggravation is sitting in with the Holidays. I see neighbors husband on their roofs hanging lights while I am throwing...
    Airbornewife4life Airbornewife4life
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Dec 2, 2008

    I Have Decided .....

    I have decided that the water doesnt stay still that things happen for a reason that theres no coincedenses I have decided That I don"t have to live with pain I have decided why I have decided water is me I have decided that if no stars no moon no moon no earth no earth no sun...
    harboraqua harboraqua
    13-15, F
    Jul 20, 2010

    i have decided something,

    and i know that a lot of other people will probably not agree with me. but i want to say it anyway. in order to be a happy person, you have to depend on yourself and love yourself. friends are very important for strength and to make great memories with. a boyfriend or girlfriend...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    29 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    Today

    I have decided to put away all the emotions that makes me feel bad and I don't have place for I keep... The peace, joy, light, brilliance, fire and life The vivid hope and gathered strength The happiness feeling and smie glance The magic of love and endless passion The...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Jul 20, 2010

    that every saturday would be my ***** day - a

    day i'd spend being a ***** , like literally ******* people of pointlessly the whole day for no reasons at all. im going to be the nice caring person whole week and on saturdays IT IS ON!!!!!!!! be careful my ep friends and all other ep members on saturdays , its gona be...
    kragoth135 kragoth135
    22-25, M
    May 19, 2014

    Ok, this sounds strage,

    i decided i am going to marry him.... No we are not seeing each other. But let me tell you a story... years ago, when i left my kid's dad, i was very depressive, things just seemed to go wrong, and i asked God to show me when i meet the man i am suppose to marry, and the...
    Gogonoster24 Gogonoster24
    26-30, F
    May 5, 2014

    I Have Decided....

    that even though i really miss my soldier, a lot, i am going to stay strong for us. because i know he is okay, and i am okay. and we are going to get through this because we love each other. And i have also decided and acceptedthat i am going to have my really good days, my okay...
    MissThang420 MissThang420
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2008

    To get over My "Doctor Love" Remain a

    Vegan Keep Working Out Remain in School
    MyDoctorLove MyDoctorLove
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    that i don't want to make anymore friends on

    this site. i'm quite happy with my close friends and my best friend right now, and they are honestly the best people in my life. most of my friends on here don't even come online anymore, so i've had to really clean out my circle and profile again. i wanna give shoutouts to my 2...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 6, 2015

    That while we are awake,

    we have to try to keep our heads up. Even when i don't feel like I want to do it, even when everything points towards giving up. There are things that make me feel bad, but, most of the time, what I feel is not related to reality. I have decided there are things I want to...
    car705 car705
    26-30, M
    Dec 2, 2013

    That a few times every day I'm going to ask

    if anyone needs a prayer buddy. To those who think it is spam please just leave me alone. I just want to pray with people who want to. Leave me to peace. No hate please.
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen
    16-17, F
    Jun 12, 2014

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