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I Have Decided

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    I Have Decided That.........

    Instead of "getting through this deployment" as a whole I will just "get through the day" when I get through one day I will move to the next. Aggravation is sitting in with the Holidays. I see neighbors husband on their roofs hanging lights while I am throwing...
    Airbornewife4life Airbornewife4life 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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    I Have Decided

    I have written about many things.  I have decided not writting anymore about my hurtful feelings.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jul 3, 2011

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    I Have Decided....

    that even though i really miss my soldier, a lot, i am going to stay strong for us. because i know he is okay, and i am okay. and we are going to get through this because we love each other. And i have also decided and acceptedthat i am going to have my really good days, my okay...
    MissThang420 MissThang420 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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    To pursue my hearts desires.

    To cast a net and not be afraid of what I may not catch! #gradschool #americorps
    Aly00cat Aly00cat 22-25, F Jun 30

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    ..something!

    You'll see the change in me!
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 29, 2009

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    I Have Decided .....

    I have decided that the water doesnt stay still that things happen for a reason that theres no coincedenses I have decided That I don"t have to live with pain I have decided why I have decided water is me I have decided that if no stars no moon no moon no earth no earth no sun...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F Jul 20, 2010

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    Ok, this sounds strage,

    i decided i am going to marry him.... No we are not seeing each other. But let me tell you a story... years ago, when i left my kid's dad, i was very depressive, things just seemed to go wrong, and i asked God to show me when i meet the man i am suppose to marry, and the...
    Gogonoster24 Gogonoster24 22-25, F May 5

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    Decided

    Going with my first plan.....................................which is smile, you're on candid camera.  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    That while we are awake,

    we have to try to keep our heads up. Even when i don't feel like I want to do it, even when everything points towards giving up. There are things that make me feel bad, but, most of the time, what I feel is not related to reality. I have decided there are things I want to...
    car705 car705 22-25, M Dec 2, 2013

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    that every saturday would be my ***** day - a

    day i'd spend being a ***** , like literally ******* people of pointlessly the whole day for no reasons at all. im going to be the nice caring person whole week and on saturdays IT IS ON!!!!!!!! be careful my ep friends and all other ep members on saturdays , its gona be...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M May 19

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    Today

    I have decided to put away all the emotions that makes me feel bad and I don't have place for I keep... The peace, joy, light, brilliance, fire and life The vivid hope and gathered strength The happiness feeling and smie glance The magic of love and endless passion The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 20, 2010

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    That a few times every day I'm going to ask

    if anyone needs a prayer buddy. To those who think it is spam please just leave me alone. I just want to pray with people who want to. Leave me to peace. No hate please.
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen 13-15, F Jun 12

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    It's been Awhile since my last post. But I have officially separated from my husband. It was hard but I made the choice to Love me more. So I have decided to live a stress free...
    Shakira31 Shakira31 31-35, F Jun 28

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    I'm done with my past so I decided why do I have to deal with tons of crap which isn't even mine? Why do I have to stick my nose into everything that seems interesting then get...
    Lollilovergirl10 Lollilovergirl10 13-15, F Jul 12

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    I've started a happiness campaign for myself !^.^ For such a long awhile I've been dwelling, seeing only the bad and just being in a slump everyday. But with some inspiration I...
    DreamingAlice DreamingAlice 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I was emotional abuse survivor and i was giving fault to people that hurt me and was dwelling on that memories of how people have hurt me. Today im ashamed of it. Why i didnt let...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jun 30

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    I am finally going to put myself first. I have tried for so long to make things right..make my marriage strong again. There is only so much one person can do. If both parties are...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I really have a great life! So easy to focus on daily issues, but I am so thankful for an amazing husband, baby, job, family & friends!!!!
    Kimm22 Kimm22 31-35, F Jul 12

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    Retail therapy day!! Feeling excited.. Bought some dresses online... Now I can't wait to received them.. Feels good to splurge sometimes ;)
    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I've been married for the past 21 years to a good man but emotionally unavailable, so I'm making the life changing decision to be happy....without him. It's hard to do but...
    Newlife48 Newlife48 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I am stronger than ever, because I pray & put God 1st! My life is getting better with every day that passes.
    Shakira31 Shakira31 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I am a 17 year old female with Pectus Carinatum. I am glad I found this because I know that I am not alone suffering with this. I absolutely hate it. I can't wear bikinis without...
    nessa3798 nessa3798 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I have to let go and move on. I have to accept that you have decided that your life would be better without me. I have to understand that you don't care as much as I do. I have...
    NanaH2014 NanaH2014 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    My name is Tegan, and although stated I do not actually have DID though I am looking to speak to those who did (and wasnt sure how else to get it to show on the DID feed) I am...
    TeganMaree TeganMaree 18-21, F Jun 24

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    After three weeks of dealing with what appears to be a case of encopresis in a ten-year-old, I have decided I have no alternative but to "crack" my daughter in the way suggested by...
    suzisatan suzisatan 31-35 1 Response Jun 30

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    Sara and I are at loggerheads at the moment because I want to post this on E/P,She says to **** with it we have are own blog page now and our website,But I try to remind her,This...
    bobcat100 bobcat100 36-40, M Jul 14

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    I have decided to make it my goal to remind people of their dead grandparents to make them miserable. I have to thank a very special someone...we will call him Mr. J, for helping...
    purposebuilt purposebuilt 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Let's get things straight. I am a highly educated, attractive, fit, financially stable professional. I am well-read, well-rounded and well-traveled. I just so happen to have become...
    bioprof34 bioprof34 31-35 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Ive made a few major decisions in my life so far. When I was 12 I decided to leave my adoptive home in account of the abuse that I was dealing with. In deciding to go live with my...
    xXUnusualXx xXUnusualXx 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Its was a dark time in my life i used to enjoy looking in the mirror with a gun to my head.... I ultimately decided not to because it was a cowards way out, but it still gives me a...
    HowLongWillWeBeWaiting HowLongWillWeBeWaiting 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    As lost as I am in some areas I think I've finally found some resolute stance from which I will stand and I will continue to stand. Today I almost had some sort if internet...
    QuadrupleM QuadrupleM 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    Last night I had a dream that It was my birthday. (Btw, I hate birthdays) It started at my grandparents house. Oddly enough, my close friend was there with me. We then decided to...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jul 8

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    My Mother, simply put, is the meanest, angriest, most unpleasant person I know. She is a mentally ill psychotic, a tyrant, and a bully all rolled into one. My parents split up when...
    wishiwasabrady wishiwasabrady 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    UK SUFFERERS - PLEASE GET IN CONTACT! So, I've never really wanted to write my story. Not because I am afraid or ashamed, but because I am so bored of talking about it, it makes...
    scharx scharx 18-21 Jul 1

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    UK SUFFERERS - PLEASE GET IN CONTACT! So, I've never really wanted to write my story. Not because I am afraid or ashamed, but because I am so bored of talking about it, it makes...
    scharx scharx 18-21 1 Response Jul 1

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    The first time it wasn't so bad, I was maybe 15 or 16 at the time, and I was in high school. I don't know what possessed me to think it was a good idea at the time, but I somehow...
    Stanfordblack Stanfordblack 22-25, M a week ago

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    My husband and I started dating when we were back in high school as sophomores. He was a jock and I was attracted to that. When we graduated high school we broke up for a few...
    akahlig2 akahlig2 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Where to start ... My parents are getting a divorce lately .. I'm living with my mom in a apartment ... The fact is in the past me & my family we didn't talk to each other At All...
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I've always written and it seems to take my anger or sadness out and it gives me something to do for a while. I decided to write a book on wattpad about my experience of life and...
    carolineee0814 carolineee0814 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I have a big story to share and I think I'm ready to say it. So my whole life I have been a bit over weight. I am always bullied for it and that won't change you know unless I...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    It started in a house with a father I did not recognize. My father was the towns sheriff and it was in the medieval era. It was a pretty regular life. I went to some sort of school...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jul 4

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    I've decided to say the story of my life. When I was born my dad was a police officer my mom was a transcriber and we lived on a farm with my grandmother. I had the time of my...
    mickey123xp mickey123xp 13-15, F Jul 4

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    Hmmm its time to share my feelings. What to say and from where to start dont know My sufferings begins when I took birth. I am only the son of my parents. People say he is alone...
    Ranveesingh Ranveesingh 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    People have different reasons for the cause of their eating disorders. Mine is from being depressed about my life. I can't help but think that my youth has been a waste. I want to...
    cringing cringing 16-17, F Jul 8

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    I was diagnosed with Hidradenitis Suppurativa in January 2013. My first flare-up was under my right armpit. I went to the dermatologist thinking it was a boil that could simply...
    Amyhealing Amyhealing 31-35, F Jul 10

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    One of the most embarrassing moments that comes to mind happened close to 15 years ago, but it's still pretty fresh. My (now ex) husband was at the hospital having a not routine...
    RaverFan RaverFan 41-45 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I wanna go to college because I wanna push myself to see how far I can go, I want to further my education and understand things better not to know things but to really have an...
    fangirl54 fangirl54 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I was just thinking about the times I broke my arms. Well, I say "broke" but only one broke, the other sprain. My first broken arm, actually a sprain, was when I was in like...
    DinosaurPie DinosaurPie 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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