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I Have Decided

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    I have decided to put away all the emotions that makes me feel bad and I don't have place for I keep... The peace, joy, light, brilliance, fire and life The vivid hope and gathered strength The happiness feeling and smie glance The magic of love and endless passion The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 20, 2010

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    To pursue my hearts desires.

    To cast a net and not be afraid of what I may not catch! #gradschool #americorps
    Aly00cat Aly00cat 26-30, F Jun 30, 2014

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    Decided

    Going with my first plan.....................................which is smile, you're on candid camera.  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    I Have Decided

    I have written about many things.  I have decided not writting anymore about my hurtful feelings.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jul 3, 2011

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    I Have Decided .....

    I have decided that the water doesnt stay still that things happen for a reason that theres no coincedenses I have decided That I don"t have to live with pain I have decided why I have decided water is me I have decided that if no stars no moon no moon no earth no earth no sun...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F Jul 20, 2010

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    That a few times every day I'm going to ask

    if anyone needs a prayer buddy. To those who think it is spam please just leave me alone. I just want to pray with people who want to. Leave me to peace. No hate please.
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen 13-15, F Jun 12, 2014

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    Ok, this sounds strage,

    i decided i am going to marry him.... No we are not seeing each other. But let me tell you a story... years ago, when i left my kid's dad, i was very depressive, things just seemed to go wrong, and i asked God to show me when i meet the man i am suppose to marry, and the...
    Gogonoster24 Gogonoster24 22-25, F May 5, 2014

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    ..something!

    You'll see the change in me!
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 29, 2009

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    That while we are awake,

    we have to try to keep our heads up. Even when i don't feel like I want to do it, even when everything points towards giving up. There are things that make me feel bad, but, most of the time, what I feel is not related to reality. I have decided there are things I want to...
    car705 car705 22-25, M Dec 2, 2013

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    I Have Decided That.........

    Instead of "getting through this deployment" as a whole I will just "get through the day" when I get through one day I will move to the next. Aggravation is sitting in with the Holidays. I see neighbors husband on their roofs hanging lights while I am throwing...
    Airbornewife4life Airbornewife4life 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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    I Have Decided....

    that even though i really miss my soldier, a lot, i am going to stay strong for us. because i know he is okay, and i am okay. and we are going to get through this because we love each other. And i have also decided and acceptedthat i am going to have my really good days, my okay...
    MissThang420 MissThang420 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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    that every saturday would be my ***** day - a

    day i'd spend being a ***** , like literally ******* people of pointlessly the whole day for no reasons at all. im going to be the nice caring person whole week and on saturdays IT IS ON!!!!!!!! be careful my ep friends and all other ep members on saturdays , its gona be...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M May 19, 2014

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    CBlaze22 CBlaze22 18-21 8 Responses Feb 19

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    even if that means I've gotta cut some people out of my life. my loyalty makes it hard to do, but i can only take so much. I'm only human. I'm not bulletproof.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    I am usually pretty cautious,sometimes perhaps too conservative,paranoid and terrified ...Yes, I am terrified of people and I also love them..If you don't understand it then I ask...
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    Have had a gastrostomy tube to feed me when I was 2till the age of 4 I remember the first day I actually decided to eat normal food; it began to get to the point of life and death...
    rgshy rgshy 18-21 7 hrs ago

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    So she briefly just growled him (sort of) about how he shows her no affection and love. She moans about it sometimes. They never have had sex. It lasted only about two minutes the...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 hrs ago

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    I had a crazy dream last night, a company I interviewed for (wasnt for me) ..they wanted to see me at this Texas bbq...so I reluctantly went and they decided to have a bbq on a...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Decided to post up my Fish tank update XD http://youtu.be/aQc4uX8C2Mo
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