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I Have Deep Dark Secrets

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    Nobody Knows Not Even My Bf

    i have secrets that no one knows...not my parents or my best friend or my boy friend. no one knows and i am going to the grave with them untold.
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 7 Responses May 16, 2012

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    I Have Tons Of Secrets

    I have so many secrets .... But never got the time to let them off my chest , never found anyone who'd listen .
    Blkbaabydoll Blkbaabydoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I think what draws me to people with a dark side is that I myself have a dark side that I feel just eats me up. I still am reluctant to discuss it because I feel that by talking...
    PoeticTorture PoeticTorture 18-21, M Mar 20

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    I can have a dark side too. I can have a dark side, of you want me to. I can develop my brooding potential. If pain's what you want in a man, pain I can do. Yeah, I can have a dark...
    ArguablyLonely ArguablyLonely 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    Like all others we all have our own dark side. Some worse then others. Some can be easily directed to do harmful things to themselves. Some minds are set on thinking that they are...
    esarosa esarosa 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Some lyrics I wrote-a fictional love story about a grave robber and a corpse. Because I have a dark sense if humour... A moment of ecstasy You can't wait to uncover the mannequin...
    sinkingwater sinkingwater 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Misanthropic scientists obsessed with mind-control forced me to become a bad person... Dang psychiatry, neurobiology and military scientists! I was going be a little more...
    Forget2Trust Forget2Trust 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    My dark side is the efforts I go through to control my "Wild Side". During the day I am a buttoned up white collar professional. Confident, hard working, leadership, well spoken...
    gary1000 gary1000 51-55, M Apr 2

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    How do you know? How do you know, How deep your darkness goes?
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    My dark side does not deal with tragic events or abuse. My darkness stems from something I don't quite understand myself. It is a shadow in the back of my mind, gnawing at the very...
    billdenberg billdenberg 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 19

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    My dark side is like a sexual dark side where I want to try doing rough four play before having sex like being bit on my neck hard and getting hickies all over and to maybe try...
    sexychubbygoddess sexychubbygoddess 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Everyone's comments on here are depressing I am gonna try and lighten the mood. My darkest dark side is that I am DARTH VADER mwhahahahah
    Kj802 Kj802 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    By dark side comes out when I get really angry. I'm the kind of person who hides all of my pain and doubt behind a smile so I never really have a reason to lash out and get angry...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have too simple of a dark side. It's almost a cliché. I've liked the antagonists of stories for merely a short time now... But from my point of view... Have I really become a...
    Phantomhummingbird Phantomhummingbird 13-15, F Apr 8

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    Yeah this is true. My dark side comes out every once in a while and while I strongly believe it just wants to protect me it can be mean. If someone starts to push the right buttons...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    lol im a mean heated person lol i have a very powerful darkside!! XD
    XXburnttoastXX XXburnttoastXX 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    This happened when i was just 14 I was sleeping in my bed and it was only 3:05 In the morning. And I heard my jewelry box move so I got up turned on the Christmas lights I have on...
    somewhereinwonderland somewhereinwonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Do you acknowledge the bad side of you as a part of you? your dark or not so great thoughts as being part of you and how maybe your not such a great person because of them? because...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I come out when it gets dark outside, and come to a place where there are a few people. Just a few people though. It doesn't take me that long to find one. I drove my truck to...
    Xzioxix Xzioxix 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 3

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    They only see what I want them to see. No one can look me in the eyes and see me for who I am. I'm a lost soul who lost a life to live. Now I wait to see where the tunnel to my...
    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    And I love it!!! Don't run away from the dark, let it embrace you >:D
    CorruptedTyranny CorruptedTyranny 16-17, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    What is love? All I've ever known to it was, possession, control, jealously, demanding. Love seems more dark then I ever thought it would be...
    Wallflower921 Wallflower921 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to kill people. And I don't know why. People say all the time they want go kill others but do you really mean it? Have you gone though the ways you would kill each person...
    Werekind Werekind 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 19

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    All my life I learned nothing, nothing but to hate myself and to serrate myself from others I'm worthless I have a sad and missable future of being alone and working alone when I...
    ZE13 ZE13 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    But don't worry. Just keep a light turned on, and you won't have to see it. :)
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 28

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    Basically when u first look at me u see a tiny little girl who just smiles heaps and is all shy and ****. When u get to know me u'll realize I'm a complete Wack job and I'm random...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I've decided to post one of my stories on here in small chapters. I don't want to publish this one, but people tell me it's good and I feel like this is the best place to put it...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I've become addicted to things that used to disturb me. I don't understand why but I have an obsession for the macabre. It almost frightens me.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    Just as the picture explains it. To everyone I may seem calm and collected but truth be told if someone were to harm my family,friends or the person I love. I will do anything in...
    Ermacz Ermacz 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm coming off opiates and a breakup at the same time. I want to make my life better and be the person I know I can be but it's so hard giving up the lifestyle I'm use to
    bsritter bsritter 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    i love 2 and i don't know what to do .
    porscheman porscheman 31-35, M Mar 23

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    Ugg I hate how I promise myself no more but I always end up doing it again... I want help, I need help... I hate having to hide them from my parents but what else am I supposed to...
    rosaluv4 rosaluv4 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 26

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    I saw someone getting beat up just a couple feet from where i was standing.I chose to help him but make sure the attackers paid for beating up a civilian.I threw snowballs with...
    ConnorKenway12 ConnorKenway12 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    *Note: I write my stories in stanzas and in 2nd person* Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror Staring...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Please ignore my last post! Someone posted it as I was still typing! So sorry! I'll re-do it!
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F Apr 2

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    Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror. Staring, Thinking...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    Well, there was a time when younger my family andI moved to LA. It was nice at first, all the kids at school were nice and treated me like, well, the new kid lol. But then the next...
    Citygirl06 Citygirl06 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Sometimes I feel so weak, how do I stay strong? What the **** is wrong with me
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    Please just kill me before I snap and either do it myself or hurt someone else. Please.
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    Someone here calls it a nihilist attitude. It's true, sometimes I just want everything to burn including myself. Doesn't make sense but when anger takes over the monster is not in...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Apr 8

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    I just cut my leg while shaving and it is bleeding non stop. I must say the color of blood is soooo pretty. But now my leg looks like a prop from Saw III Yeah
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    One day I'm gonna snap and it's not gonna be me anymore I kinda notice that when I'm mad I attend to forget what happens and I black out for couple seconds and would calm down...
    abriones abriones 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have overcome Schizophrenia!!! Who the SON SETS FREE IS FREE INDEED.....From the moment I fell when I was 19----The voices told me that I sold my soul! I was redeemed! I had just...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Never judge a book by it's cover,I may appear to be very happy but beneath the smile lies a hurting girl who has alot of emotional scars.I am a bit different I am tired of being...
    xMisunderstoodgirlx xMisunderstoodgirlx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I have so many secrets locked inside me that I can't help but try so hard to keep inside. I have many demons I'm trying to fight them off I can't allow them to ruin my Life.
    browneyedgirl10 browneyedgirl10 22-25, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am 26 and I have had bdd for 9 years. I hate my face. I cannot look in a mirror or see a picture of myself or I will get very depressed. I have not looked in a regular mirror in...
    cricht05 cricht05 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I have curly dark brown hair that goes to my shoulders. Most of the time I love my hair but sometimes I just wished I had straight hair like the rest of my family. My natural hair...
    kalaniesmommy143 kalaniesmommy143 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was about to send this to a girl, who I'm madly in love with, and who is also my best friend. But I couldn't bring myself to hit send... "I've known you for about 6 years now...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Message me for my username. I just want people to have deep convos with.
    monophobiaaaa monophobiaaaa 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am an extremely high functioning psychopath and no one knows what that actually means. I hate when people use the term sociopath and psychopath synonymously. A psychopath has...
    Siarnaq Siarnaq 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago