I Have Deppression

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 52 People

    so..i think ive come to the conclusion

    that the reason i look for love or want certain things are because i wanna feel loved cause i dont love myself i want someone to hug me and hold me right when its not okay to have someone next to me and say i love u and it will be okay cause im here...but in reality i now im...
    LittleKitty17 LittleKitty17
    22-25, F
    May 14, 2015

    I have depression yes.

    But not how you would think. My will power overpowers it... But doesn't erase it... About I've a week I have a breakdown and can't control my anger or my sadness... I'm a completely different person until I've cried myself sick.
    Creed1334 Creed1334
    22-25, M
    Dec 11, 2013

    He said he loved me. He said he would never let

    me go again. He said he would be better this time. I guess it was all lies. He got just the slightest glimpse of how I am when I'm depressed and he started pulling away, ignoring me. I finally asked him why he was doing this to us again and he told me "I thought I could handle...
    GoddessNefera GoddessNefera
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2015

    The Beast Within

    Where is the peace i have longed for, the place of my dreams and the one I'd like to be. I live in a hell created by the confines of my mind trapped in an endless struggle, always looking but never finding a way out. Death seems to be the only option in finding peace from the...
    Powederedtoastman Powederedtoastman
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2013


    Well that's what I have been told but I don't think doctors know what they are talking about.
    Kailyn Kailyn
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Feb 29, 2012

    I have depression every second I feel like I'm

    in prison and the warden is depression it keeps me looked I try to get existed but I cant the only time I'm happy is Halloween I don't know what it is I just get happy but anyway I get stuck lone with my own thoughts and I hate it honestly I feel like its a end less circle of...
    emokidd888 emokidd888
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    every day feels like another cycle of pointless

    motions. wake up, go to school where kids ignore me and make fron of me behind my back. ive never even kissed a girl and im almost 18, never even held a girls hand. im the only black kid in my school so i feel out of place and kids always call me oreo because i dont act "black...
    KingM111 KingM111
    18-21, M
    Jun 6, 2015

    Welcome Me Back !

    euh Hello Guys ( and Girls) This Is Me Raouf055 Wihch I was Earlier "Raouf05" The Story Of My Deppresion And My Attempt To Suicide Anyway Am at the Hospital Now My Wound Has Opened And ......... Anyway Raouf 055
    Raouf055 Raouf055
    70+, M
    Jul 13, 2013

    im done...im tired of being fat.

    ..i think ill just stop eating ....or purge idk..im just tired of being the fat friend invisible ugly...
    LittleKitty17 LittleKitty17
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2015

    "i Feel Very Judged And Critized"...............

    Hey, I wonder if you can relate to my problem... I feel very judged and criticazed all the time.....I also feel people are looking at me werid on the street and i feel very uncomfortable to go out and be on public places. Well it sounds like social phobia but i dont think it is...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Jun 7, 2011

    i think today ill finally end my life.

    ..theres no point in living anymore...
    LittleKitty17 LittleKitty17
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    I have been battleing it

    for 5 years....I self harm and was anorexic.... I'm just tired of being strong and being an adult before I even had a chance to be a kid...
    brokenhome16 brokenhome16
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014
    LittleKitty17 LittleKitty17
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 30, 2015

    What Is This

    I was at work when a pain shot through my chest  i had never felt before . The work I did was very physical in a carpet factory running production machines,so i was used to  hard work physically.  After going to be checked out at hospital  after every test u can think of...
    freeshado freeshado
    Jun 10, 2011

    I have depression and it isn't always horrible,

    I mean, I posted in the I Love Life section, and honestly, I do! But, people are just mean sometimes, I mean no one outside my family really likes me. I'm called emo, gay, stupid, ugly and I know I have many things to be proud of, like winning an award for a musical I was just...
    childlover4evr childlover4evr
    22-25, F
    Nov 29, 2014
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