I Have Depression and Am Unmedicated

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    I Don't Mess Around With My Depression

    I take my meds everyday no matter what. I have fallen a time or two into the bottomless pit of despair and depravity. I know all too well what it's like to have absolutely no hope and you hear death calling your name. I never want to be caught off guard again!!! Some people are...
    PinUpPaige PinUpPaige
    31-35, F
    May 3, 2009

    At Least I Think...

    At least I think I suffer from depression.  Why else does my weight go up and down, I have no motivation to do anything but the necessary things in life (like go to work, etc).  My mood swings can be dramatic.  One day I'm happy and the next day I don't want to get...
    QueenD QueenD
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2008

    Immune

    I have had various levels of depression for my whole life, but it became a real problem after losing my first love 6 years ago. It took about 6 months of going through absolute hell before i found my cure: percocet. it was great. it cured everything. for the next 5 years, i...
    nephandai nephandai
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2011

    I Dont Wanna Go

      I really don't wanna go to the doctor..and basically tell him i'm crazy-or for him to assume it. I mean I know I have problems, but to go to a stranger and pore my business out to him-and for him to perscribe me "crazy" pills...   I don't have the...
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Mar 9, 2009

    I'm Fudging This

    I am undiagnosed. That is to say i have never been to see a doc about my problem. The only time I ever tried to take myself to the doc's, I went in and they saw a young guy and they must have thought that because I am not regularly going there for treatment then they could send...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    8 Responses Jan 30, 2009

    Realize....

    I've come to a realization my thoughts are the reason I'm so depressed...I think to much nd always act on my thoughts....I feel like I annoy the hell out of everyone I love. I push them away because of my thoughts nd stupid actions...I wish I new how to stop these thoughts nd how...
    Echie718 Echie718
    26-30, F
    Sep 14, 2013

    Self-Undoing

    I've been depressed for awhile. I think I truly strated this downward spiral when both my aunts died of the same thing within 2 years of eachother. It hit me so hard, I didn't get it.. I couldnt grasp it. Two people I loved so much were just... gone. It made methink...
    abstractjunkie abstractjunkie
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 5, 2009

    The World Is Filled With Sadness

     As an open minded citizen of the Earth, I cannot help but feel the weight of it's pain.  Although lately it has all but ceased, for over a decade I went through a long period of despair and hopelessness, with bouts of severe emotional agony.  My pain has purified...
    NeonBlueMidnight NeonBlueMidnight
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 31, 2009

    Should There Be Rainbows & Puppy Dogs

    I have been the way I am since I can remember. A few doctors have told me that I have depression. My self diagnosis is this.....I suffer from a drastic realisation of truth. I tell myself that the world shouldn't always be about rainbows, puppy dogs and golden experiences...
    JokesAside JokesAside
    31-35
    Sep 16, 2012

    I Refuse To Be Medicated

    I've been suffering from depression for 5 years. During this time, I have tried various pills prescribed to "help". But they never helped. All they did was make me tired all the time. They didn't make me feel better. They didn't help solve my problems. In fact, they...
    iloveedward iloveedward
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    It Was My Husbands Affair That Made Me This Way

    When something as intense as an affiar happens to you it questions yourself in so many ways. I have had low self esteem for a long time now, since I put on so much weight when I had my son, when my husband had his affair, being stuck inside all day everyday because I dont...
    kate140879 kate140879
    26-30, F
    Feb 19, 2009
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