I Have Depression, Bipolar

Depression, Bipolar anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Depression, Bipolar. You're not alone. 114 People

    So this is probably will be my only story

    [since it consists of all my problems and whatnot] but I might post an experience here or there. I'm also very new [just joined like ten minutes ago] and I hope that someone can help me in any way...since I have already tried many different ways and I feel as if I haven't done...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 21, 2013

    I have tried so many antidepressants & they

    just don't work for me. I've had depression since being a teen. I know I will always have depression.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 26, 2015

    Best Left Alone

    I was recently diagnosed with severe depression and bi-polar. The last week or so I've just laid around watching TV and watching night become day and vice versa. Sometimes I wish people would just leave me alone, I'm sick of people knocking on my door acting as if...
    dbj23 dbj23
    22-25, M
    Dec 23, 2009

    I need someone to talk to I can b naughty

    and also clean I'm bisexual
    pilot2022 pilot2022
    16-17, M
    Apr 19, 2015

    These last couple of days have been the worst

    of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but I mean I'm 21.. I didn't seriously think of it. My sister yelled at me and called me a bunch of things for worrying enough to even go to the doc...
    lily449 lily449
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2015

    IT SUCKS .... Started

    when I was 13 but no one really saw it till i was 14 when I met a guy name Dalton that put me throw alot that a teenage girl or really anyone should not go throw
    textinggrrl textinggrrl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013

    An update!! http://bipolar2medstudent.

    lily449 lily449
    22-25, F
    Mar 29, 2015

    I Wish I Would Have Never Lost All Four Of My

    Kids To The State And I Think My Mom Hates Me Cause She Treats My Brother And Sister Better Then She Treats Me And Then I Have a Husband That Is Married To Someone Else In Mexico So Basically My Life Sucks And I Feel Like I Cant Get Anyone Else Cause I'm Too Thick And I'm Ugly
    xpicosax xpicosax
    36-40, F
    Dec 27, 2013

    I have battled depression

    since I was 12, I am a former self-harmer, and it is a constant struggle everyday. So many things have happened in my life. Sometimes it would be nice to just have someone to talk to about everything. I have so much to be happy about but sometimes it is just so hard to be...
    Heyitscait Heyitscait
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2014

    I have bipolar disorder

    and I would never recovered if wasn't for my kind bipolar friends. I would only listen to my psychiatrist and close off all the people who were recovering. The truth was hidden away like a was trapped in fundamentalist blindness. I only listened to him and nobody else...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 29, 2015

    Another one of my 'this is what_____feels

    like': Imagine waking up every morning and forcing that smile to draw itself across your face just to pretend that you're okay, yet deep down you're still slowly falling apart. You don't want to cry, sometimes you can't cry but you just can't help thinking about it and...
    JJSapphire JJSapphire
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2014

    I yell at people sometimes

    for no reason I get mad I cry I feel unwanted I feel like I should be dead I flip out break things when im alone I punch the walls I throw myself at the doors when I get mad....I cant control it and no one understands me they blame the way I act even when I cant stop it or help...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart
    18-21, F
    Mar 26, 2015

    I am the result of an affair A girl I tried 4

    years to date is dating someone she knows for 3 months A girl I loved cheated on me on our 7 month anniversary(a month after I nearly died)
    pilot2022 pilot2022
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2015

    ‚ÄčI'm 21 years old and 5 years ago I got

    really ill.It started out as rapid-cycling and it was really intense and could switch in a matter of hours. They gave me lamictal and seriquel since I was still pretty young but that didn't help. The lamictal seemed to have no effect what so ever and the seriquel made me really...
    Ennah Ennah
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 22, 2015

    So i battle with depression

    and bipolar. When i get mad i sometimes like to cut or burn myself. It honestly calms me down in a way. Everyone tells me im stupid for it but its my body not yours. If you dont like it then dont be around me. I hate when people give me sympathy for my scars. Ive honestly have...
    KaitlynPaige13 KaitlynPaige13
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2014

    I have very bad depression,

    but being bipolar, it makes it complicated. one minute I'm happy the next I want to cut. I haven cut ever since school let out. But one of my friends who destroyed me, who broke me, came back after his x broke up with him. now my depression is worse and I always want to cut into...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    I'm so depressed, I'm going to go lie down in

    my bed & hide. I hate my life. Depressing, I know... Sorry.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine
    51-55, F
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living

    abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family told me to seek medical help, and finally gave me the courage to take a step forward. I've dealt with severe depression and bipolar for as long as...
    lily449 lily449
    22-25, F
    Apr 26, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Mar 30, 2015

    I'm 24 and for at the very least I have been

    extremely depressed for a decade. My medication journey began in 2008 at my University's counseling center with Paxil--I still looked like I lost my best friend every day. Next, I tried Celexa (during finals week no less) and felt like an emotionless zombie. Another failure...
    sayesarienette sayesarienette
    26-30, F
    Jan 3, 2014

    I've known I've had depression

    for the past fourteen years but only just discovered I have bipolar depression last year when I went manic and started doing crazy **** that almost cost me my second marriage. They had me on Lithium for a while but the side effects were too much. Now I'm taking Carbamazepine...
    rpg456 rpg456
    51-55, M
    Nov 26, 2014

    This feeling is so heavy it actually hurts.

    I can not think straight at all. I have not been able to function in months and nothing in life has any purpose to me anymore. I just want to die. Nothing will help. I need a way out.
    Georginaluxcainn Georginaluxcainn
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2013

    My story, Hm where to

    even begin. I was adopted when I was born, born to a drug addicted and eventually taken away by DYFS. I guess this is where all the trauma started, but I did not really experience anything until I turned 18. I mean sure I was always a little shyer, and less happy than kids my...
    Haveheartt Haveheartt
    22-25, F
    Dec 11, 2013
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