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I Have Derealization

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    How God Pulled Me Out Of Realization. (Not Bs) - A lot of people don't believe in God, and may think this sounds dumb or juvenile. That's fine. But the fact is, he pulled me out of...
    kg643 kg643 22-25 May 5, 2013

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    I wish i didnt have this anymore. Its ****** scary
    beautifullyhorrid beautifullyhorrid 18-21, F Mar 3

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    I Just Figured This One Out! - Around 15 years ago, I had a bad head injury. Big chunk of my memories before the incident is gone. There are many things I can remember. After...
    Dusteon Dusteon 22-25, M Jun 19, 2013

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    My life changed my junior year in high school. It started out like every other year. I went to school everyday and did my work like everyone else. Two weeks after school started I...
    powerfulsentences powerfulsentences 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    My Theory On Derealization - I experience derealization often, but only recently learned what it is called and why people get it. But I have my own theory on it. I mostly...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 19, 2012

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    Srsly.. All Try This! :) - Hello! :) I am suffering from this idiotical illness for almost 2 years now and I have found a method, that helps me get through the panic attack, when...
    Catwomann Catwomann 18-21, F Apr 1, 2013

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    This Journey. - We've all traveled the long road full of questions, that seems like they'll never be answered. It really brings fear concerning what's on the horizon. All these...
    eyeopening eyeopening 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    Do You Ever Feel Like This - Spontaneously and briefly I'll feel detached from the reality of what I'm perceiving in random moments of day to day life. I'll either be doing...
    myunstablemind myunstablemind 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    Scary Thinking - Hi guys. I told you guys I had derealisation and that it was getting better but each time I wake up in the morning I feel like I am in another life where I don't...
    Pentecos674 Pentecos674 18-21, M May 10, 2013

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    I Suffer From Derealization. Help - Starting this year in 2012, I began to smoke excessively. As well as that, I began to suffer from depression after a bad break up. Everything...
    fafafancy fafafancy 13-15, F Mar 31, 2012

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    When Things Don'T Seem Real - I've been dealing with this for a few years. The first time it ever happened was in the supermarket. I just felt like I wasn't really there and that...
    animallover110293 animallover110293 18-21, F May 14, 2013

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    Hi,after a month ,while i was studying,one thought came on my mind...that i imagined all my life and that nothing is real around me.That happend again when I went to bed ,but this...
    magdaa magdaa 22-25, F Jan 6

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    Daddy issues - I am always struggling with the concept of reality. I am 16 and still in school. It would take 1,000,000 words to talk share my whole story of de-realisation which...
    jackh219 jackh219 16-17, M 1 Response May 15, 2013

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    I Hopefully Found A Cure. (my Story) - I have been having derealization for 1 year and 11 months now.. I know why it started - because I suddently fell down, my eyes became blurry...
    Catwomann Catwomann 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Live Like This Anymore - Everyday is another day I wish I wasn't alive. The people around me, the home I live in, all of my belongings are so unfamiliar. Mentally...
    ghostlys ghostlys 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    I'm Just Not There. - "I'm just not there." That's the phrase I use to describe the mind state I'm in whenever I have derealization. I watch you, I watch your...
    favitra favitra 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Super Derealisation - I was an ordinary boy through my primary school years. Liked relaxing hot sundays after church, thought I knew what life was, had strong faith in God and...
    Pentecos674 Pentecos674 18-21, M Mar 1, 2013

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    Being Dead While You Are Alive.. -  i suffer from derealization.                                ...
    gabriel420 gabriel420 16-17, M 15 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    Why Am I Like This? - I guess it started when I was at class. I raised my hand, and I knew the answer, but I didn't want to raise my hand. I felt really frustrated and scared, and...
    AngelOfDeath123 AngelOfDeath123 13-15 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    Manageable - Hi yall. It has been a while since I said my derealisation was unbearable. I indeed felt inhuman. I still feel derealised but I think it is manageable now. I know I...
    Pentecos674 Pentecos674 18-21, M May 7, 2013

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    Suffering For Years, But Can't Pinpoint When It All Begun. - I didn't even know there was something out there that would define what has been going on with me. I have known that I...
    owlalwaysbe owlalwaysbe 22-25 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    Let me first say that I'm not here to judge. I use to be the other women, so I know exactly how you all are feeling. I just thought that maybe I would share my experience. Maybe...
    tamstaub tamstaub 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    This happens to me mostly in the mornings, when I keep waking up and falling asleep repeatedly. I wake up a 5:00AM, get ready, then I go back to sleep until 7:00AM. My bus comes at...
    moose73630 moose73630 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    What have I done to you to make you want to see me suffer? I don't believe I have done anything....yes I got sick a lot and i had panic attacks almost every day. I didn't know...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I am 20 years old. Four nights ago, I made the biggest mistake of my life, and I can't even remember it happening. I went to a party with the intention of spending the night...
    lostnalone93 lostnalone93 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I was diagnose with hyper prolactin after a 500 prolactin level and after a mri with a hyperplas pituitary gland .After 2 months in cabergoline and feeling weak dizzy head aches I...
    lifeguardpr lifeguardpr 36-40, M 10 hrs ago

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    I really don't. I usually connect with people pretty quickly, but than because I soon become quiet after introducing myself, they think I'm being an *******, when I'm not, I just...
    jayjayfilms jayjayfilms 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I Confessed to my girl friend that even though I am a man I have always thought like a girl. For the longest time I thought I was a freak. I found out a few years back that when I...
    kit7777 kit7777 41-45, M 7 hrs ago

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    Since i've been young, my mother has always been drinking. It wasn't that much whilst i was younger but i wish i had not been have to do the things i did. I have multiple stories...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I need advice. I have been married to my husband for 11 years. We have been together for 21 years. Most of these years haven't been great. He doesn't take care of his health and is...
    Traveler721 Traveler721 36-40, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Last year in June my husband of 18 years confessed to an online love affair with a lady from his company that began in April. She works in a different state hundreds of miles away...
    ydoideservethis ydoideservethis 36-40, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have been in bed sick with the flu for three days now. The chills have been unbearable. In addition, my whole body aches. My best friend asked if I needed anything. I told him I...
    christopher88 christopher88 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    He sat in the chair opposite me, a hulk of a man. His hands were cold. I could tell by the way he clenched them; fists squeezed so tightly they were white from loss of blood. His...
    lildragon3333 lildragon3333 16-17, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    One of my tendencies is this and they mostly center around hygiene and beauty routines; I swipe my deodorant on 30 swipes. I have done this daily, failing to do so only ONCE, since...
    FreyjaInBattle FreyjaInBattle 26-30, F 21 hrs ago

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    My husbands suddenly gone from healthy to not healthy at all. He is scheduled for open heart surgery next week and I'm just shocked. We have been struggling with bills since he was...
    crystalkat crystalkat 51-55, F 21 hrs ago

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    hi every one, i was so desperate that i decided to share my story here with u,tnx for reading. i am 24 ,married.my husband was my classmate n we married after we" fell in love...
    fereni fereni 22-25, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I am DONE with running away all the time!! I have tried everything - I've tried being nice, I've tried confronting you, I've tried avoiding you, but nothing has worked! You...
    GeekyLittleThing GeekyLittleThing 13-15, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    About five years ago, while working at a small "mom & pop" store, I met a great guy. He was not someone that would immediately catch your eye, just an "average joe" if you will...
    Poss84 Poss84 26-30, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Hmm well hello, my name is Melissa and I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, uhm and I'm not the main Alter of this body, and well because of that I dont have much time of my own...
    fairyMelissa fairyMelissa 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I've never been good at making decisions because i like having all the facts and possible outcomes, i don't like leaving room for errors and i know making mistakes are a part of...
    Yaska03x Yaska03x 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I have just have the one tattoo, which I had done when I was 18, nothing special, just a butterfly but I do have plans for just one more. a name, known only to me and a very small...
    liberosis liberosis 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Pretty soon, it will be a full year that has passed since I was diagnosed with herpes. The most ****** up part is, I don't know exactly what I have. Is it HSV-1 or HSV-2?? I have...
    mooniee mooniee 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I'm a 26 year young woman in a relationship with a 38 year old man. I'm starting to fall in love,which is VERY hard for me considering I'm not that trusting of a person anyway...
    likeyoungerwomen likeyoungerwomen 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hi there. I'm 18 and I was told by my therapist that I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder). I have had a terrible self image for as long as I can remember. I don't remember a time...
    agolden agolden 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Mom, you have hurt me in so many ways possible, I remember everything you have done to me, I remember your boyfriends beating you and I would have to watch, I remember trying to...
    cypress16 cypress16 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I met my girlfriend in 1994 (True Love - 6 hours apart - highest long distance bills ever paid in my life). In the summer of '95, I drove to see her again. We hit it off again...
    daveredding daveredding 36-40, M 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I have lost 170lbs over the last year, 130 of that in the last 6 months. I had Gastric Bypass surgery in Sept 2013 and feel like a different person. I have more to go but I am...
    AlanM73 AlanM73 41-45, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    My first love and fiancee cheated on me. She wasn't the only one who did. I've been rejected when I was 'head over heels' in love. I've spent years in love with someone as a child...
    TragicMonkey TragicMonkey 31-35, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    the reasons why i dont want to do anything sexual before marriage : reason number 1 : what if i had sex with my girl friend before marriage , and after few days i met with...
    lifetriangle lifetriangle 22-25, M 4 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I feel like there is some mental blockage in my mind, from all the trauma I have experienced in my life. I don't want to see a therapist I don't have the money for that and I just...
    mp3s mp3s 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    I don't want to brag or anything, but I have a reason why my boyfriend and I have a great sex life. We don't worry or care about other peoples sex life and only care and focus on...
    TanTwink TanTwink 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I wonder what people think when they notice I have 160+ followers. But I haven't even followed one person yet.
    HandsomeRocker HandsomeRocker 18-21, M 12 hrs ago