I Have Did Aka Mpd

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    I have an alter, her name is Raven.

    She's the reason I get in so much trouble. If you're interested to know more a about her, read my last experience. I'd like to know more about people's experience with MPD.
    LadyValaina LadyValaina
    18-21, F
    Jan 4, 2014

    My Story

    Greetings all! I have D.I.D also known as M.P.D and also P.T.S.D. In honesty I dont know much about it because I was just diagnosed with it a couple of days ago. But I'm trying to find out more about it and trying to see if it goes away. I've learned that each of my 'parts' have...
    tobio7 tobio7
    1 Response Jul 21, 2012

    Are There Different Levels Of Co-consciousness?

    So "we" have big time loss of time through our life, but don't remember ever being co-conscious. Been told by others that are DID that may have been so that "we" could create the appearance that everything was okay.Our parts became known a couple years ago.I am asking if others...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    4 Responses Oct 14, 2012

    Ptsd, Hand In Hand With Did?

    In my opinion it seems like if you have DID then you should have PTSD or at least symptoms for it, trauma split us so doesn't that make sense? Maybe, maybe not just a thought. 
    darkdestiny921 darkdestiny921
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2011

    Making A Fool Out Of Myself.

    I feel like my general anxiety disorder and low stress tolerance can make me look like a fool. I end up worrying about things and freaking out and if I would have been calm I would have been able to do a task, complete or notice things. I spent my college semester under extreme...
    LiLSparKle LiLSparKle
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2012


    I am an alter, I created this profile because unlike my host, I am not a super happy person. I have been through a lot, and for that reason I am remain to myself, but comes out when needed. I was created when I was 16, and have been here ever since. Living with others can be a...
    MPDGirl MPDGirl
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2013

    I was in the store yesterday

    and a couple came up behind me with only two things. I loaded my stuff on the conveyer belt before they were there. So I said to them, "Do you want to go ahead of us?" They were thankful but I was so confused why that came out of my mouth like that. I was by myself. They were...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2014

    An alters last words.

    ... She screams at me, the pain is too deep to forget, in a lost world where time is a mere idea, this conquest is unending and i am unfolding, i am undone, now they want me gone and will try to keep me silent, ive already said the words and gave myself so is there a turning...
    xseventyXsevenx xseventyXsevenx
    18-21, M
    Mar 21

    I Feel Lost

    Rem used to have everything so organized... She'd come inside and visit all of us. I saw it, even though I was asleep...I don't know what happened.. I feel like Rem sometimes, but I know I'm not. Somewhere along the way, we switched places because she's never out anymore. I can't...
    Emokitten Emokitten
    18-21, T
    1 Response Oct 22, 2011

    Hello I am new first time posting,

    I have PTSD MPD/DID, I am 53 years old in my birth body but have several ages that share me. I have always know I wasn't alone inside of me, to this day people will come up to me and talk to me as if I know them, they comment on "new hair do" "clothing" I don't remember them. I...
    simplyawesome62 simplyawesome62
    51-55, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    What if my lack of control gets someone hurt?

    What if my weakness hurts my friends? Maybe I should just make sure I don't hurt anyone...
    potato1216 potato1216
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    Our System (are we different?)

    Okay, host here. LOL Here is how "I" see the parts of our system and what they do. All (except Timmy) came to the surface in 2009 - 2010. In our system, information from one "part" crosses over or seeps to the other parts. This means that what happens when one part is "out" and...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    7 Responses Oct 10, 2012

    My MPD And My Parents

    For most of my life I've had MPD and never knew it until someone blatantly cane up to me and told me finally. I've realized lately that there are three of them... well, me. and it's crazy to say the least and I feel out of place wherever I am because I think that people wont...
    AshTheGrudgeGirl AshTheGrudgeGirl
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2013
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