I Have Did

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    Why Me?

    I am a slave to myself. I work endlessly, trying to prove to my alters that I am not willing to perrish. I have twenty one god accursed alters, their group name, the 21 Inept. I'm stuck to deal with all of their homocidal malignancies, sexual lust, and hard labor. The...
    Arkydan Arkydan
    13-15
    1 Response Jul 17, 2010

    Inside There Was More Then 1

    Jack,Raven,Jasmine,Jade,Jason,Mary,Joker,Psycho,Demon..i used to have 9  but now i have 1..demonthe others i burn out or have forgotten but Jack..is a bas-tard..>:(i have to keep pushing all the blackness out of my head and fill in the cracks!!sometimes it gets soo fking bad...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10, 2012

    Sadira

    I forgot about her. I don't have alters that come out. But they're still there. They seem to feed off my attention? Sadira breaks things down to the sum of their parts, viciously. I can't think of an example but it's very depressing. She is pure depression and cynicism. Her...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel
    41-45, F
    Sep 22, 2012

    Meet My Family!

    Hi, I'm Coralee, and I'd like to introduce you to my disassociatative family here in my mind.   There is Donny, my twin brother, Carl who is the sexy seducer and smooth talker, and James, who is our shared poet and wordsmith/author.  We also have Donald, our...
    coraleelives coraleelives
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2010

    Sadira

    I forgot about her. I don't have alters that come out. But they're still there. They seem to feed off my attention? Sadira breaks things down to the sum of their parts, viciously. I can't think of an example but it's very depressing. She is pure depression and cynicism. Her...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2009

    Older With Did

    I am 34 and I have DID. My current fiancee was actually the first one to really notice. I knew the truth for a long time but just moved on. I know that there is 5. I am My five are a 17 year old, a woman that seems to be cold, another that is deeply hateful, a child, and another...
    IvyWild IvyWild
    31-35
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2012

    I Don't Know How Many We Are, And My Parts Don't Have Names

    Is that true for anyone else? They're all just "me", but many of them are four years old (it was a bad year, obviously), and one stutters, and one lives in a cave, and so on. Is there anyone else here who doesn't know how many parts she or he as, or who doesn't have a name for...
    pppagain pppagain
    51-55, F
    1 Response May 22, 2011

    I Can't Control

    We are 8 now and I think I'm going even more mad, 3 of them are fighting and screaming I feel as my head is about to break, I want to just escape and let someone else take over but I can't do that... No one can be trusted in the place I am even worse so one I fear is after my...
    NoatoNoaki NoatoNoaki
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    It might be the result of an abusive childhood

    but I developed personalities. I went to a psychologist myself because i knew i needed help. It took me 8 psychologist before I found Mrs. Gomez. She immediately knew what is wrong with me when i told her my problems with voices in my head, thoughts that are not mine, lost time...
    MsPsycho MsPsycho
    22-25, F
    Jan 5, 2014

    Hello

    I would like to introduce myself to the other members of the group. My EP name is LivetheVision. I chose this name after seeing it on another site because I felt it perfectly described my desire for my life. A life lived in order, functionality and at peace within myself. I have...
    LivetheVision LivetheVision
    41-45
    Aug 26, 2011

    And I love each and every alter in me.

    Some have been with me for long, and some are brand new. But they are still me and they know exactly what I need and how I feel. In the end, it always comes down to us, when the people around me turn on me, they have always been there to help me cope, guide me, save me, support...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence
    16-17, F
    Nov 10, 2014
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