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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 151 People

    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    PrettyFatUnicorn PrettyFatUnicorn 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    So without thinking I ate a dessert thing we

    have (there were 6 and I had 2 and there's 5 people in my house). I feel bad. Someone else should've had that second one. :(
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 1 Response May 2

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    I may be 14 and young but I have done things horrible that I wish I could prevent or change 1. When I was in 2nd grade I was playing with a friend and then a group of bullies...
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    I have done a few things in my life that I am definitely not proud of. The biggest thing was when I got pregnant as a very young teenager. I knew better but just could not...
    jillpeterson jillpeterson 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    I had no friends from 7th to 9th grade; I was bullied during those years, and the "popular" thing to do was to either make fun of me, or act like I didn't exist. I was like a...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I slept with my best friends boyfriend, last week. Well, lets start this from the beginning. Last week was planed to be a double date to, but my boyfriend left earlier that day...
    DanicaRaven DanicaRaven 18-21, F 13 Responses May 9

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    I used to have friends that did drugs, drank, etc. I really wanted to fit in, so I started making up rumors about my friend Brandie. When I told them all of this stuff, they liked...
    alyssanar123 alyssanar123 13-15, F 8 Responses May 13

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    I think I am at a mid- life crisis. I abruptly quit my job and am participating in very risky business. I was not taught to be this way. I have a very loving father/daughter...
    gen14kt gen14kt 41-45, F 7 Responses May 4

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    I have been having sexual intercourse with a young minister for 7 months. We are both single, we are sexing in the craziest places. I don't want to hurt his ministry by fornication...
    Brandi01 Brandi01 31-35, F 10 Responses May 3

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    I have self harm scars from cutting. People always look at me like I'm crazy when they see my scars, but that's because they don't understand the hurt and pain that led me to cut...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses May 11

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    I thought about any future wife and what big breast, hips, and thighs she would have.
    thehappyrancher thehappyrancher 41-45, M 1 Response May 12

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    Ever leave an interview totally disappointed? I have a successful career now and have been working in this industry for quite some time. I've been recently looking for different...
    Petrolonov Petrolonov 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Looking back I realize now that I was wrong. When I was about 16/17 me and a bunch of friends went over to one of the girls houses to hang out. We were only there about 15 minutes...
    meTheGrandDad meTheGrandDad 61-65, M 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I accused my gf of cheating on me...with her bestfriend who's a girl
    ranickel16 ranickel16 18-21, M 7 Responses Apr 28

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    **** this you know what imma just smoke my life away....I'm really feeling like I'm desperate for an woman
    knuchild knuchild 18-21, M 4 Responses May 3

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 12 Responses May 5

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    im with an emotional bull... help...
    chrissosad chrissosad 22-25, M May 7

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    I found my cousin sleeping and she was lying in a way that pushed her bra and shirt out from her chest exposing herself. I was staring for about 10 minutes just standing above her...
    OrangePanther OrangePanther 13-15, M 1 Response May 13

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    I was mean to these people One girl that said hi to me on sportday This nerdy guy that is such a show off A bully dude Family People on here before ......... I am proud though of...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    Sometimes I get a little naughty. I feel bad afterward though.
    KindEyesCanSee KindEyesCanSee 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    And I'm not telling what they are! No! Nay! Never!
    CryingToTheSky CryingToTheSky 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love EP , everyone here is so helpful and they really care . From the people answering my ques to the ppl helping me more by messaging me I LOVE YOU and thank you I feel so much...
    Jenny1888 Jenny1888 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've had sex with my brother in law's baby mother. We secretly talk and meet up from time to time. Her and my baby momma ( her sis in law) are nothing like each other and barely...
    jaystahh jaystahh 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    one year I dyed my hair blue because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I've done things I'm not proud of. To be honest, everyone has.
    kennaacardiii kennaacardiii 13-15, F 9 Responses Apr 22

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    No Regrets Literally speaking, I don't have regrets in life. So many aspects of my life are wonderful. That's doesn't mean there are things that I shouldn't have done. I...
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo 46-50, M May 12

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    Should you be concerned? Not yours, I am the daughter of all I have done. We share the blood that runs within our veins, And all that which makes up our cells. We're both...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    okay so!!!! ive come to terms on some things i say i like forced sex but on my part its still consensual i wamt it done by someone who cares about me its a fantasy of mine i want...
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 29

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    The things I've done seem to constantly play over in my head. Even the things I never actually did, but thought about, seem to never leave my mind. It makes me feel horrible on the...
    WeWereImaginary WeWereImaginary 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    What's done is done. I'm going to try not to dwell on it and hopefully lose this pit in my stomach.
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 4 Responses May 10

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    So many things, in fact. Some sexual. Some just run of the mill things. Every time I do, I am amazed at myself, almost like it's someone else.
    pinkcorsetgirl pinkcorsetgirl 41-45, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have been physically abusive to the one I love. It's extremely hard for me to say this even on an anonymous site. I fear his love for me is so weak, I don't know if I can fix...
    WanderingEcoFaerie WanderingEcoFaerie 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    I did alot of things I am not proud of. I wish I could go back and tell myself what I know now
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Apr 22

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    I dated a yankee and i swore i wouldn't, i dated my friend's ex, but I'm glad I did the things I said I wouldn't do because I'm still with him today so I guess everything works out...
    PanamanianPenguin PanamanianPenguin 18-21, F Apr 24

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    many things, but that's life and experience
    crazy4love crazy4love 22-25, F May 11

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    What if I chose so go out with the guy that both my family and his family wanted me to be with. If I had said yes when he asked me out. Would I be hurting like I am now. Would he...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I told myself that I would never have sex with my best friend Ben but last night we did. I'm not sure if it would ruin our relationship or not. He's a great guy but I don't like...
    maemae928 maemae928 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    I've been having feelings for another girl for some time now. But I don't wanna break my girl's heart. But lately I've realized how blind I have been all this time that I didn't...
    DamienBodie DamienBodie 18-21 1 Response Apr 22