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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    I Did A Bad Bad Thing

    The thing I am the most ashamed of doing was something I did 11 years ago, and the memory just keeps coming back to haunt me. What's worse is that I did it not once but twice. I can't write about it on EP because both of my sisters, my best friend, and another friend all have...
    barryseaweed barryseaweed 36-40, M Feb 10, 2013

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    I have done things that i will never tell anybody except the people involved of course Nothing illegal but still ashamed
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I believe everyone had done or said something that they wasn't proud of, but you have to remember your HUMAN! Where sinners, we make mistakes, ish happens. No one is "proud" of...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I have sent nude videos and pictures to people in the past. I feel so ashamed. I don't do it anymore
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Only if you knew some of the things I've done. Surely they never hurt anyone, but it doesn't mean they are something to be proud of. We all have skeletons in our closets that, if...
    NoVADad703 NoVADad703 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Really its just one big thing. Its eating away at me and i cant tell anyone what it is... The guilt is killing me.
    Marshey Marshey 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Burnt down a porta-potty in my home town with a bunch of friends.. was awhile ago but everytime i walk by the place i feel bad about it
    Obizerch Obizerch 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I go on trusting people and they go on putting me down.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Would I be in a better spot than now or in a worse would I feel better would I feel worse what would change what would my life be like I think about this a lot and I need to stop...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I take drugs to sooth my pain... But tonight I didn't stop:/ I usually can hide my pain well. Luckily they are shallow... I'm effed up huh?:/
    ttboo101 ttboo101 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm not into drinking alcohol. I never have been for various reasons. The top reason for me not imbibing is because I do not like the possibility of getting drunk. I've been drunk...
    MRH1978 MRH1978 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Who hasn't? Sometime's life's best lessons come from the worst mistakes. But if you can outweigh the things you're proud of over the things you're not, you are doing just fine.
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When I was younger. In about 5th grade i told myself that smoking and drinking was icky because of a program in school called D.A.R.E and it really made me want to stay clean. But...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I believe everyone has. Nobody is perfect. You learn from your past mistakes though and you keep moving on. You may even do more things you aren't proud of but it is a part of life...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 16

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    I always let little things hurt me.. Mostly because i am very sensitive which doesnt always end in good results.. Ive been through soo many different stages that i dont even know...
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    I'm not proud of posting this, but I'm not alone. Plenty of teens my age and sadly younger have tried a variety of drugs to 'escape the real world'. The worst I have tried is MDMA...
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    When I was a teenager I was in perfect health, mentally and physically. I haven't been completely sober since I was 19, and I am 32. I have either been high or drunk. Those two...
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