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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    I Did A Bad Bad Thing

    The thing I am the most ashamed of doing was something I did 11 years ago, and the memory just keeps coming back to haunt me. What's worse is that I did it not once but twice. I can't write about it on EP because both of my sisters, my best friend, and another friend all have...
    barryseaweed barryseaweed 36-40, M Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    I have done several things I am not proud of. I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 15

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    it's my first story, so here goes nothing. I think everyone gets to a point in there life where they question their very existence. I know I have a couple times. I was previously...
    aainfamous aainfamous 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 28

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    Anyone ever done something that after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 54 Responses Nov 17

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    Yeah. But the past is the past, and what's done with is done with. Don't forget about the past, but learn from it. The past is what made you into who you're today. Focus on who you...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I've been on to here before and I had a very close friend on here, name is jake . And I had done something terrible that had drive him away, this mite seem wried but I've just...
    ghostbeautiy ghostbeautiy 13-15, F Nov 1

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    Somedays I lie awake at night and think about the the things I've done wrong. I think about the time I thought wearing uggs was okay.
    AngryRose AngryRose 18-21, F Nov 4

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    And i've done it again and again i feel so stupid :(
    xallisaa xallisaa 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    Very long story, short when my grandmother died, she didn't have any life insurance and my mom lost the house. I had told my mom and uncle for years to make a plan, save some money...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    i did lot of bad things in my life and I end up in the last of the wetting my pillow by tears,I had lot of chances to make a good friendships and all of them ended by the same...
    Ammar9009 Ammar9009 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 7

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    they say that " past is past" but sometimes it is difficult or hard to forget the things that i am not proud of or i should never did :-(
    LycahRein LycahRein 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 8

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    I did some bad things that I regret doing. I keep thinking about them
    BlackPanther18 BlackPanther18 16-17, M 5 Responses Nov 12

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    Probably too many things. Skipping and leaving school I don't even have regrets over, so it isn't that. I regret messaging that former teacher a few months back and trusting that...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Oct 29

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    I have two lovers. I don't want to hurt them, it's not fair, it's wrong. I can't seem to choose... They both satisfy different needs of mine, what one doesn't the other does. (Not...
    lowlowloks lowlowloks 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 29

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    I'm in a really sticky situation that I never intended to be in. I was way behind on bills so I thought shop lifting would be an excellent idea (worse idea ever!) to help get...
    Bugs014 Bugs014 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    Sometimes I just sit and think back of all the crap I have messed up on and I can't forget it. I always say to people oh the past is the past. Now is the present and tomorrow is...
    jboss01 jboss01 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    who the hell have I become? It's like suddenly something inside of me just stopped being... Human. I was okay one minute and then this person kept pushing me to my limits. Not...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    I finally have gotten back in touch with my step sister. A year ago my father died and i was taken by my real mom. I'm 16 and I cried when she showed up at my door step. My mom...
    Montikristo Montikristo 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    I used to cut, but thankfully i haven't self harmed in two years!
    Gothic625 Gothic625 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    I was almost-engaged to a guy, then he moved to Chicago and he broke up with me two months later. Later that day, I went to a wedding and then to a parade that night with a group...
    ismalbergher ismalbergher 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27

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    I betrayed my friends....again.
    maknaekid maknaekid 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 29

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    I seduced my step-father and my brother in law.
    deastiel deastiel 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I get pleasure of seeing guys turn around to look at my *** or body when I'm walking down the halls to class ... I'm scared as to what may be wrong with me .
    Jenaveve97 Jenaveve97 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 2

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    I got a low grade in school...I try so hard to get a high grade, I try so hard but in the end it for nothing..I feel like dying because I deserve more.
    nawsnow nawsnow 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 3

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    Can you please tell me an easy way to commit suicide?
    inderverma inderverma 22-25, M 17 Responses Nov 3

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    I caught a body about a week ago
    gatsbyisdope gatsbyisdope 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    I had my 2nd exam of 9 today. It was Latin Poetry - Elegiac love poetry and Epic poetry. I had to learn 15 Horace Ode's off by heart, 12 Catullus poems and Virgil's Aeneid Book 4...
    JacobStark JacobStark 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I need time to compile all the data.
    sacalley sacalley 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    I was in an inappropriate relationship when I was 15, the guy was 35...I never fully slept with him but I was too naive to know any better. Now everytime I hear the Allman...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    I just spent 2 hours jacking off to Rosario + Vampire.
    Montikristo Montikristo 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    I slept with a mans girlfriend while he was in prison.
    sacalley sacalley 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I left my methamphetamine out on the pool table and passed out. I woke up and now I'm divorced
    sacalley sacalley 36-40, M Nov 7

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    I turned my positive, sweet, and loving husband into a monster because of my negativity: resentment/grudges, over analyzing, watching him. I am a terrible person.
    Wanderer25 Wanderer25 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    I miss my ex😢 I did him wrong and I feel bad and we never got to talk about it
    niktik02 niktik02 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I've lied to myself and stayed so depressed and lonely instead of staying true to my heart I'm transgender I stole clothes when I was young cause I was to afraid to be outed as...
    SexyLexie88 SexyLexie88 26-30, T 1 Response Nov 16

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    I do stuff online that I am not proud of sometimes.. I stopped doing it but I sill feel guilty
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was dating this boy (P) who I really liked and was starting to fall in love with. Then his best friend (J), who is also a friend of mine, told me he was also dating 2 other girls...
    Elife Elife 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate doing corner time. There are two ways that we do it in our house. Sometimes it's a punishment in itself when my sister and I have done an argument or something. Mum makes us...
    Susanna96 Susanna96 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I've done some stupid things for the past few months. I wasn't myself, and I made mistakes, but I learned from them. And now everyone in town is talking bad about me, all stories...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    I have, I've done many things that I am not proud of.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Told myself I would never message her under my real name. I used to have a fantasy that my dream man would do it all for me and she would want to talk go me. It ended up I was so...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3

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    I always told myself I would NEVER send any 'ehem' specific photos, but about last year i was having quite a sexy conversation with this really fit guy I knew (and had a huge crush...
    daintyduck daintyduck 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 3