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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    recently have done things am not proud of ,i feel slightly guilty as i am seeing a married man ,its quite intense but in actual fact i do feel he is supportive .....hes been with...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I have done many things. and because of childhood experiences, I am very sexual. BUT IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO MENTION MY CHILDREN PLEASE MOVE ON. I WOULD NEVER DO TO THEM WHAT WAS...
    alexalonley alexalonley 36-40, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Sure I've done things I'm not proud of, most of the time it's just me being dared to do something stupid cause I'm shameless and other times its me doing something stupid without...
    QuilltonX QuilltonX 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I have had the good fortune of meeting the most wonderful woman in the world following me divorcing my abusive wife four years ago. We get along brilliantly, she is my perfect soul...
    bernip0 bernip0 51-55, M 5 Responses Jan 5

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    Yes, I done a couple of things im not proud of.
    Nudee1 Nudee1 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I have left friends when they needed me. At the time, I was grieving for the loss of my father. I was called selfish for not babysitting my friend's child so she could nap. (I was...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I got blacked out drunk and supposedly had sex with my best friends brother. I'm absolutely lost without her now and she said some hurtful things to me. I feel like the worlds...
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I did something really stupid today. Something I can't take back. Makes wonder now the type of person that I have become.
    silencio1 silencio1 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    I have some extreme dysfunctional sexual thoughts about someone. Do the thoughts mean anything?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 15

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    My wife sleeps with other men and I let her. out of fear of embarrassment I haven't told anyone either.
    badbandit badbandit 31-35, M 14 Responses a week ago

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    "The times I have fought with my friends for no reason at all, makes me want to not be anti-social sometimes. It's not social anxiety, just a feeling of self-regret."
    BleedAshes BleedAshes 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    am in love with the girl that we work at the Same company, I can't do without her but I don't know maybe she do and I don't want to ruin everything toward myself to her
    fridaymoney fridaymoney 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Yes. Many many. Some I truly regret. Some were probably bloody funny :)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I really really regret this because I hate having it over my head, I kissed my best mates brother who is 26 :/ she knows about it and just finds it funny but her step sister hates...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    I used to self harm. Not for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I was living with my ex-boyfriend and I cheated on him.
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am sometimes unhappy for what I have done ... I feel dirty all the time and like I have been used too much. Will I ever be married? Will I ever have a man who will love me ?
    CumBag CumBag 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I havent done anything for the last weeks... and my sleeping schedule has been completely off. It's like every time a holiday or 'break' comes around my sleep schedule just goes...
    lonelysoul1088 lonelysoul1088 26-30, M Jan 5

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    I have done DMT about 6 times from 2010 till last May. All times except one I had the most amazing experience of my life. The only scary part is at times taking it feeling...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I have done acid, weed, sooo many types of pills (not very fond of though) and alchol
    Jayy90 Jayy90 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    Wish I could apologise for the things I've done and the people I did it 2 .. I can't apologise them they done no I did it
    24chris24 24chris24 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    My best friends are four guys. We've been togther since 8th grade.. there is adair who is like the dare devil of the group, he always does things to the extreme.. there is willaim...
    angelwyn angelwyn 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I've done a lot I'm not proud of.... From the ages of 8 to 17 my suicidal thoughts were progressively getting worse. Tried to do it like 3 times. The third time I was...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    You have no idea. I've rolled in a giant, rusted barrel in the middle of a field. I've climbed a cliff at a dinosaur valley and potentially rolled down it on accident. You name it...
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I see the new year ahead and wonder what new experiences and what new challenges will come my way. I hope I can make some good things happen in spite of any unpleasantness that...
    June3053 June3053 51-55, F 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I had four best friends in high school (I still talk to two of them regularly) their names were Jessica D.,Jessica W., Shelby H., and Shelby F. And we used to stay at Jessica D's...
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    its entirely truthful when they say you don't know what you have until its gone.. but in my honest opinion, I don't think anyone should be stopping to smell the roses while they're...
    brrso brrso 18-21, M Jan 4

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    If anyone wants to hear the full story,message me. I have always been that guy that wants to be there and help anyone in need.i was your average nice guy.but lately I had become...
    DarkSecret62 DarkSecret62 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Now that me and my step dads are on fucxing terms, he sees me in a whole new light. Basically what i knew i ALWAYS was. Some whoree there to be used. It really does turn me on...
    RoughF17 RoughF17 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    I broke up with a girlfriend of nine years because I was afraid, lost, and confused. It has been 2 years but I can not let her go no matter how I try. I have been in 2...
    streby streby 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Yes I have, but before details are provided friendships must be established. Some thing are just to much for people you don't know well. Like the time I woke up in a tree wearing...
    jfar123 jfar123 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    You only live once so why not make the most of it! I will try anything once and have already tried A LOT!!! Lol
    sallypaige sallypaige 22-25, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever had those moments when you cant remember if your were going down the stairs or you were about to go up? I know i have...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Hmm thinking what i tried in my high school years..oxy, ecstasy, cocaine, pcp, weed, molly...omg I was a bad teen but at least if I ever have kids i will know if they took som n...
    Elalala Elalala 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I've done weed and that's all pretty much
    gio7711 gio7711 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I have been addicted to drugs in my past I have been clean for almost a year and last night I slipped up :( I'm so mad at myself and even more depressed :( idk how much longer I...
    Kenziebear44 Kenziebear44 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Isn't it just annoying when someone asks you to do something, like roleplaying, and when you say no, they block you?? At least you never have to talk to them again. Watch out for...
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F Jan 8

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    Derrick is my rock, my light, my go to guy. always will be. but man is he crazy!!! we are walking in 9 degree weather at the moment because "he has a surprise for me" I'm scared...
    alexxvaunlennon101 alexxvaunlennon101 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    A LOT. But at the moment i feel somewhat sorry for my boyfriend, he doesn't deserve this but i know no better, i love it, i can't help it. I'm currently sleeping with his dad, i...
    RoughF17 RoughF17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    One time me and friend went to our local park. She wanted to try and be a sloff on a fence. She climbed on the fence and ended up getting stuck. I was filming it when this was...
    Girlinpink0075 Girlinpink0075 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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