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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    A lot, And some of them, over And over, Memory is like a bag, that we all has to carry, is a heavy bag, And is very hard to take away memories, But is the Only way to add new And...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    There is not a person on this earth that has not done something they are not proud of at one time in their life and if they say not then the rivers of denial run deep. For me it...
    Yeahbaybey Yeahbaybey 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    If it's something we have done or said, we all have things we are not proud of. What matters is how we deal with the consequences. you can never change the past.
    princessbritneyblack princessbritneyblack 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    I hit my ex-girlfriend one day when she ticked me off about some thing. We were in a BDSM relationship and I was in my right to spank and hit. But she called the cops and then told...
    LadySilverfox LadySilverfox 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I spent my entire career working for the Greater Good. I am sure if I had the chance to repeat my life, I would not make the same choices, and my Son looks up to me for what I have...
    Nsatiabul Nsatiabul 51-55, M Mar 12

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    I hurt my friend in the past, I used them to get closer to someone else. They would have done anything for me and all I did was make them want to kill theirself...
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F Mar 13

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    Needing advice....I've been doing hairdressing 16 yrs and I work from home, I moved away from family to be closer to my partners job, and we have 4 children 3 of them at school age...
    AlexaJayne AlexaJayne 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 17

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    i'm going to stop being a perfectionist long enough to just post this and stop obsessing about it. i need to apologize to all my friends for causing them to worry. A situation that...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Yes, I think everybody has done something that they are not proud of. It's often hard to look back on mistakes and be proud of them, or times of embarrassment and feel happily...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    I'm not gonna deny that I was a horrible person in the past. I've made someone very close to me think that I hate them. I've bullied, I've manipulated, I've lied, I've broken...
    DownTheRabbitHole37 DownTheRabbitHole37 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    ... I'm proud of everything I've done. I've taken some pretty impressive *****
    spagoodles spagoodles 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I acted insecure around my girlfriend one night and ended up calling her like 40 times and of course the next day she came and got all her things and left. Dunno, hard to feel...
    kizkid kizkid 46-50, M 6 Responses Mar 5

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    I believe that it is human nature for us to sometimes do things that go against what we know is right. Even though I strive to be a good; moral; ethical person, sometimes I just...
    Cervincio Cervincio 51-55, M 7 Responses Mar 12

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    I love my friends bad the way how they are happy with themselves and aren't spoiled or mean like I am. I just really don't understand why God made me. I know I'm making it sound...
    HermioneGlasse HermioneGlasse 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I have a very big addiction to **** and ************... I need a solution :(
    malcolmpatrice malcolmpatrice 36-40, M 7 Responses Mar 6

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    I have over 5 recalls on a car and I never bothered to take it in yet and it's been over 6 months....
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I have killed many people in war some of them civilians others children. now I'm haunted bc I chose to live rather than die. some days I wish I chose differently.
    rustyusasurfco rustyusasurfco 31-35, M 11 Responses Mar 11

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    and now I regret it with all my life. I have led myself into hell. I won't have a peaceful life for some time.
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    sometime you wish you could go back change it or stop it but you can't and all you can do is blame your self nowing you could have helped but you don't you just frez as it all...
    KitKatKK KitKatKK 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I had sex several time with a guy in a relationship and sadly fell in love with him...
    AlizeJ AlizeJ 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 6

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    plz freinds help me save my life
    poorboy22 poorboy22 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I smoke to much weed lol at least that's what I've been told
    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 19 Responses Mar 8

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    We all make mistakes it happened for a reason..
    dawwnn dawwnn 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 14

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    Who hasn't .......... I regretted them. I owned up to them. I never ran from them. I tried to make amends when I could. I took full responsibility for them, even if it wasn't...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    My brain is on rewind today and bringing back thoughts of many regrets and hurt. Every positive thought I consciously make leads to a replay of past choices. I don't like days like...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    But. Well. Time to be quiet about it.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    When I found out that my girlfriend was cheating on me I got back at her really good. I asked my best male friend over. During a movie a was sitting in the middle and my friend...
    mcarden1993 mcarden1993 22-25, M a week ago

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    I am a breathing contradiction of myself all the time, a confused bundle of emotions laced with false demands and imaginary lines in the sand. Becoming myself is painful, but...
    dollyrotten dollyrotten 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    too many to mention..charge to experience
    yrinmairi25 yrinmairi25 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    who hasn't. but mine are pretty bad
    p0ppunknotpills p0ppunknotpills 18-21, M 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    Don't live in the past or it will guide your future. Just accept that man is man, flesh is flesh and we all make mistakes. The now is full of opportunities to leave the old you...
    6free6will6 6free6will6 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So my best friend is the one in the pink jacket, and well we have done some pretty weird and crazy stuff I vividly remember this one time when we went out with a group of people...
    sadnessisbeauty sadnessisbeauty 16-17, M Mar 19

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    I set fire to my diary and threw it out of the window.. Then my neighbors took it before it was all burned up and I'm scared that they've read it!! I should not have done that...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I have done a lot of drugs and I have been clean but I would go back to it in a heart beat. It took all the pain away no feeling left.. I know it's not the way to do it but I just...
    QueenB14 QueenB14 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I have five things , essential in my life ! Thats not true at all
    StillVentilate StillVentilate 22-25, F Mar 20

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    ive done some things. glad i got a second chance tho. moved to a new town and have been good ever since.
    razgrizizzy razgrizizzy 22-25, M Mar 7

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    So, I've recently been challenged to twerk. (Never done this before) It turns out not only can I do it, I'm fairly good at it. I'm not super proud of that fact.
    JadedLass JadedLass 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 13

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    I'm in middle school and done more than most of the other girls. Is that bad ?
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 8