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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    I Did A Bad Bad Thing

    The thing I am the most ashamed of doing was something I did 11 years ago, and the memory just keeps coming back to haunt me. What's worse is that I did it not once but twice. I can't write about it on EP because both of my sisters, my best friend, and another friend all have...
    barryseaweed barryseaweed 36-40, M Feb 10, 2013

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    You can profess all you like that if you were in their situation you would do things differently but you really don't know how you are going to react if you have never been there...
    SmashedUpSanity SmashedUpSanity 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I think everybody has done something they wish they hadn't. I think that is part of being human. Life is a learning process and mistakes are just a tool for learning:)
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    Back in middle school it was a very bad time of stress, and the worst three years of my life. During that time, I would talk to men on the internet and I have shown myself online...
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    I have had two abortions. First when I was 19 and thought I was I love. He dumped me as soon as he found out. Second when I was 25 and he begged me to keep it. I was scared. Please...
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    Yeah I have. But to be honest they are all learning opportunities for the human experience. They have helped to shape me into the individual that I have become today. So proud...
    Jericho7 Jericho7 36-40, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    i have done things that i should be not proud of and those things are,i never listen to my parents i always argue with them,apart from this i always use to fail when i was in...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Mar 24

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    I just wanted to share something with you guys, I have had these three friends since I was 3(sisters). And they have had the worst childhood you can wish someone. Perhaps not...
    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Being a Stepmom hurts. I am trying to completely forgive SD for her hateful and hurtful comments and actions. So, I am putting my feelings on the line to possibly be hurt again. SD...
    Februarychic Februarychic 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    1. Sang in front of 400 people 2. Kissed a boy 3. Been in a musical 4. Fell in love 5. Had my heart broken 6. Ate liver. 7. Made a Facebook 8. Made an Instagram 9. Sang karaoke...
    meganayyye21 meganayyye21 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    My precious lover knows many of those things, but never, ever will I tell all of what I've done in my life. I hold that shame very near and dear and the only forgiveness for those...
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    THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE TOUGH... 1. Bake with my mom 2. Join an Interschool quiz show 3. Spelunking 4. 5km trail running 5. Half Marathon 6. Record a song on soundcloud 7. Rock...
    spilledinklove spilledinklove 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    It would probably be easier to list the things I haven't done. College was fun :)
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F Mar 27

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    Well haven't we all.. Uhg The shame I feel..
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    There has been far too many times I've woke up on a Sunday morning smelling of vodka and regret! Haha
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