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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    So without thinking I ate a dessert thing we

    have (there were 6 and I had 2 and there's 5 people in my house). I feel bad. Someone else should've had that second one. :(
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 1 Response May 2

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 17, 2011

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    When I was 16 years old there was a 28 or 29 year old mad who pressured me into sex. I didn't want to but he wouldn't give up. He gave me $500 afterwards. I wish that my body was...
    justadreamxo justadreamxo 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I bullied a kid (who thought of me as a friend) I would get him somewhere private and start smacking him across the face. Like my mom did with me when she thought i was being...
    amarandos amarandos 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yes I maliciously flag people on EP while I sniff mommys panties :(
    SilllySaddissonn SilllySaddissonn 51-55, T 1 day ago

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    I have done some very questionable stuff that to say the least just wasn't plain right and some of it haunts me at night and I can't sleep because of it
    iwastoldtodothis iwastoldtodothis 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I thought I would have trouble living with what I've done. Can't change the past I always say, but in the interest of fitting in ill say that I shouldn't have done it or even...
    RegANONdixo RegANONdixo 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    They're not even big things that have any real impact on anything. They're all really small things but when I think about them I feel horrible and wish I could go back and change...
    newcarsmell newcarsmell 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Hi everyone! I joined an mlm last year and it was a very bad decision.
    recoveringzombie recoveringzombie 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I left my girlfriend of 3 years for a stupid reason, but after two months I called and apologized, begged for her to take me back, But she had moved on. Its been 6 months now. She...
    lockdownfj lockdownfj 18-21, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    of course I have but sometimes ya gotta do what ya gotta do to keep going
    701TeaseMe 701TeaseMe 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have done things that i am not proud of saying becoz i have fallen in love with a guy shared personal endeavors but at last am like a bullshit here , he and his friends have...
    parvathyshekhar parvathyshekhar 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There's so many things I shouldn't have done.. There's big and small mistakes, then there's those few huge ones that changed my life for the worse - the ones that made me who I am...
    SuicidalSam SuicidalSam 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I fail. I love, but get side tracked. I regret things, but can't shut off my mind. I'm scared my secrets will surface. I'm not worried about me, but those it will hurt. I want to...
    annon2uishhhh annon2uishhhh 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Indeed I have. But, frankly, not enough of them ..
    Newnameuk Newnameuk 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I was very bad my freshmen year of hs... Like crazy bad, no legal trouble ever though.. Thank god i changed and am now on my way to college.. I think I thought I was grown or...
    Scorpiobabyy95 Scorpiobabyy95 18-21, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I think everyone has. I am sure of it
    gundyone91 gundyone91 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Anything from mild to wild, I've done lots of stuff. Being relatively good looking and confident and open-minded has gotten me into many kinky situations... Groups Strangers Even...
    stewdio1984 stewdio1984 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Put mayonnaise on my hotdog once...never again...
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I was supposed to be a bridesmaid I'm my cousins wedding,bought the dress , and other expenses.RIght before the wedding,she was acting all Bridezilla,got mad at me,and kicked me...
    suzymom suzymom 56-60, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    I think we all have, i have posted a few on other threads, i dont feel like braggin' about the things i have done that im not proud of, right now. it seems as though trolls wanna...
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 3 Responses Aug 18

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    ...some I do not actually remember doing, but fortunately kind souls have managed to capture those moments on some form of media over the years to remind me of my epic...
    DeadSnitchMedia DeadSnitchMedia 31-35, M Aug 18

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    I enjoyed them. Not proud of them but I did enjoy them.
    grandpaj grandpaj 61-65, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I wake up everyday heart broken and I have to act like I'm okay. I have done things I an not proud of and I can't tell anybody why. Cause if I do than the pain is gone and to be...
    Pudgylp Pudgylp 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    there is a certain competition in our school last year which is a beauty contest.. actually it happens every year.. i represent our college.. which is the College of Business...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 16

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    I drank too much. I made some phone calls I'm not proud of, I sent text messages I deeply regret, and I friended a skeevy stranger from Omegle. I almost wish i'd been blackout...
    TrueBlue94 TrueBlue94 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    I have done many over the last years according to society and the moral crowd. I personally think of them as enjoying my sexuality and with consenting adults living life to the...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T 1 Response Aug 15

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    I was 25 and didn't have enough money for my rent.It was my last month .The landlord was an older man about 50.so I told him I was $200 short and could I pay next week? I was...
    suzymom suzymom 56-60, F 7 Responses Aug 14

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    Craziest thing I've done with my friend was going to visit another friend. So basically I told my mom I was going to be with my friend and she said we were going down town. We...
    fax4ever fax4ever 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    On the same day I became engaged, I made out long, hard and hot with another woman about which only she and I ever knew.
    BuckeyeBill48 BuckeyeBill48 66-70, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    He has no idea his kids are mine
    Potentyoungseed Potentyoungseed 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 13

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    When I was 16 I was pressured into sex with a 28 year old man. He left the next morning and gave me $500. I wish my body was worth more than just $500...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 12

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    When I was young, along with my friends I paid for sex with hot prostitutes. The price was $10.00. Sometimes we could get them down to $7.00.
    BuckeyeBill48 BuckeyeBill48 66-70, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    During my late teens and a good chunk of my 20's I ran with a rough crowd. Some of the things I had participated in include fighting and getting banned from places, stealing stuff...
    ImOnFireAah ImOnFireAah 31-35, M 5 Responses Aug 11

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    I am married, but I have feelings for another man. I am so confused by this. I love my husband, but I have so much more in common with this other guy. I don't know if the other...
    Mandymouse79 Mandymouse79 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 11

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    In my life I have sexually assaulted or let guys use me. Some of them surprised me because I thought they were nice guys, others didnt surprise me and a couple I didnt know. I...
    donna415 donna415 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 11

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    I feel guilty..... today morning I traveled on the bus....I entered into the bus and sittings near the girl....that girl is really beautiful and trendy dressed modern women...1st...
    mohamedasif15 mohamedasif15 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 9

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    lots of slutty things.....
    lilamy888 lilamy888 18-21, F 29 Responses Aug 8

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