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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    PrettyFatUnicorn PrettyFatUnicorn 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    I think we all have done things we aren't proud of at some point in our lives. Whether we make these decisions out of passion, lust, poor perception of the situation or we may...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 17

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    Something I'm not proud of? I tried to stay with my husband after he cheated on me. Not only that but after I discovered an affair he was having with my friend, I gave him another...
    SilentRider SilentRider 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have done things I'm not proud of, but in comparison to these experiences, mine are relatively trivial. You've all made me feel a lot better. Thanks.
    HoldenC13 HoldenC13 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I have done some terrible things to others. From cheating on every girlfriend I've ever had, to using people to get things that I want. I just recently had a nervous breakdown that...
    maxconfusion maxconfusion 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have done some terrible things to others. From cheating on every girlfriend I've ever had, to using people to get things that I want. I just recently had a nervous breakdown that...
    maxconfusion maxconfusion 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have done some terrible things to others. From cheating on every girlfriend I've ever had, to using people to get things that I want. I just recently had a nervous breakdown that...
    maxconfusion maxconfusion 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Remember at the end of life, people tend to regret the things that they have not done, rather than the things they have done. So experience life. Regret nothing.
    AstroRedux AstroRedux 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    There is not a person on this earth that has not done something they are not proud of at one time in their life and if they say not then the rivers of denial run deep. For me it...
    Yeahbaybey Yeahbaybey 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    I've done things that are downright cruel and irresponsible given my age and education. Mostly when drunk. I quit for the new year and have been sober ever since and it's seemed to...
    mytrueself113 mytrueself113 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I was an evil child. I was probably around 5-6 years old at that time. It was around 8 am, I remember because dad was getting ready to go to work. It was a Saturday, I think. Mum...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I have done a few things in my life that I am definitely not proud of. The biggest thing was when I got pregnant as a very young teenager. I knew better but just could not...
    jillpeterson jillpeterson 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have done something terrible.. :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 20 Responses Apr 17

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    Things just kept stretching out and getting worse, less connected, infinitely more harsh. It was obviously lacking in love and all the while so desperately in need, and in need of...
    mocksea mocksea 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've become a catfish, I'm embarrassed and I feel horrible. It's been almost a year now, I've met a lot of nice people but it's never been the real me, they only like the person in...
    Dskywalker Dskywalker 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    I saw a woman today at the bus loop having what looked to me like an intense, violent flashback. I heard her say "Not here" and start to squirm uncomfortably. I watched, along with...
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 9

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    like.. self harming I am very ashamed of this.
    missminimae missminimae 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    TOO MANY TIMES.... My sister and I grew up in a verbally & emotionally abusive home. I realize that may not hold a candle to those who lived with physical abuse but for us, it was...
    jerseyjenna jerseyjenna 26-30, F Apr 13

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    I had no friends from 7th to 9th grade; I was bullied during those years, and the "popular" thing to do was to either make fun of me, or act like I didn't exist. I was like a...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I regret a lot of things I've done when I was drunk
    tinydancer999 tinydancer999 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 10

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    ... I'm proud of everything I've done. I've taken some pretty impressive *****
    SparkingAseBall SparkingAseBall 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Everyone makes mistakes in life. I just wish people would stop bringing up things from the past:/. I'm not the same person I was 2 years ago. I did do some terrible things that I...
    GoddessKaiya GoddessKaiya 16-17, F 7 Responses Apr 4

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    I became naked, open my window and showing myself ************ to neighbour girl who lives on the other side of road....done it more than 10 times
    enkay17 enkay17 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I became naked, open my window and showing myself, rubbing my thing, to neighbour girl who lives on the other side of road....done it more than 10 times
    enkay17 enkay17 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I've cut myself for somebody else, so she would feel better... I mean I don't have problem doing something like that for someone even worse things.
    browndeadeyes browndeadeyes 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends, I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 20 Responses Mar 31

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    And I don't like to think about it. Those things are best kept buried deep in my brain.
    Danrusun Danrusun 41-45, M Apr 10

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    sometime you wish you could go back change it or stop it but you can't and all you can do is blame your self nowing you could have helped but you don't you just frez as it all...
    KitKatKK KitKatKK 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I almost had sex with this guy. I regret it because he is now dating this Girl, who was once my friend. And I hate both of them and I don't talk to either of them. It hurts in the...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I haven't washed my yoga clothes in 2 weeks, it just sat in my locker all sweaty for 2 weeks...I finally remembered to take them home
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I have stolen money from my parents
    YoniKollin YoniKollin 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    My first time, when I tried skipping class was just a few weeks ago and it ended very badly. Me and my friend were both very upset and it was second period, PE. We decided we would...
    taytay1401 taytay1401 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    ...but I regret nothing at all...
    FerCuellar215 FerCuellar215 13-15, M Apr 5

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    I was crazy over this guy who blocked me in facebook and skype.
    rchristina rchristina 31-35 6 Responses Apr 6

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    last night the teens asked me about my first boyfriend, I said his name was John and that I was 15... I failed to mention he was 35 at that time.....
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I drank heavily and smoked many times at 12 years old...
    amandathegay amandathegay 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Seeing a married man and we had an argument today. He tried to apologize and I didn't accept it. Instead I called his wife and invited them to dinner just so I could watch him feel...
    lacey2020 lacey2020 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    take inappropriate pics, cry to sleep, put myself down...:(
    TaylorL1315 TaylorL1315 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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