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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    okay so.. i'm young. and i've done things, been through things. my life wasn't the best. i drink, smoke, have sex, i cheated... don't think i did these things because i want to be...
    angelgoinghome angelgoinghome 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    I've done things I'm not proud of, lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 11

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    And it's these things that I have no regrets about! I'm pretty much done with swearing off of things. Idk who I'll be in the next ten years.
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    done.... done.... done!!! ............... Yep!
    bayowolf2 bayowolf2 51-55, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I'm trying to be a better person, the hardest part is forgiving yourself the damage you've done to yourself.
    mamabear36 mamabear36 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I really don't want to say much about my experience. I was in United States Air Force and almost created a international incident. This is back in 1999 I was having a conversation...
    clairvoyantone clairvoyantone 36-40, T 4 Responses Feb 22

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    things I am not proud of but won't deny. these are the lessons we choose to learn from or are doomed to repeat.
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    So, I'm new to this whole thing. But, I may as well get the big one off my chest first, huh?: I struggle daily with an addiction to ***********. I have since I was about 10. Even...
    BakoRocks BakoRocks 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 17

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    Things that will go to my grave with me.
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I have visited some **** sites and my wife found out. I promised her that I wouldn't do it again, but I couldn't help myself and of course she found out, now she it finding hard to...
    hertra hertra 41-45, M 7 Responses Feb 5

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    I think unreasonably, and later cannot decide how unreasonable I have been.
    defcon6 defcon6 26-30, M Feb 22

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    Help is anyone up to talk .. Im struggling right now
    leex1234 leex1234 22-25, F 9 Responses Feb 5

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    I cheat on my gf with one of my girl cousins
    dluffy26 dluffy26 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I took a 3 wise men shot for the first time last night. NEVER again. I puked everywhere.
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    you two need to find a man....
    ImHungry2 ImHungry2 51-55, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I very sad because I'm can't even say it
    Jada16 Jada16 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 14

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    I got drunk an decide it was okay to get in the car with people who are also drunk. I didn't know what happened at first I just saw everyone hurt and the car totaled. The car had...
    catlynmarrie catlynmarrie 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 19

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    I've strayed outside the marital boundaries. I was found out and hate how it hurt my wife. We are still together.
    DaveSmiles DaveSmiles 46-50, M 4 Responses Feb 21

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    I think my friends found out about it today. They didn't say anything but it's written all over their faces. So, chances are they're going to start avoiding me. I would be lying if...
    pookkie pookkie 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 23

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    ate a pint of Ben and Jerry's half baked after swimming because I was really freaking hungry
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 23

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    I have done a lot of crazy and wild things in my life then again so has most everyone
    1poker 1poker 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I have done several things I thought I never would, all because it pleased some guy and I aim to please!
    bd693 bd693 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I guess I have done slutty things. Being a cheerleader, dancer and model you tend to get confident quite easily with your body. And I'm comfortable with my body and I have shown...
    rubyroo15 rubyroo15 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Most of the crazy things I've done I've done with my best friend which is great because it's even better to remember
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290 13-15, F Feb 15

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    Next week I'm gonna have more fun than I can handle do some things never done before and hope I come home still in one piece and remember what ive done wild times to come no wife...
    bigbill75 bigbill75 36-40, M Feb 20

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    Never say never.... That's what I have learned in life. The reason we end up doing things we said we'd never do is because the person you are at 18 is not who you are at 30. Life...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 20 Responses Feb 17

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    My best friend and I have sex a lot were not together he has a girlfriend and so do I but we both love the feel of another man.
    bKitKati bKitKati 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've written about this previously a couple of days back... My time line is all out of sync... I'm seeing stories from as long ago as 48 hrs since....mixed up with newer posts...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    Oh dear god... Dear god. Dear god. Oh my god. Holy ****! Oh my ******* god! Absolutely the most mind-blowing thing I've ever experienced. I'd even venture to say that it's the...
    metaphylosopher metaphylosopher 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm so sick and tired of people asking me what's wrong with me or why I'm upset or them wanting to know what the goes on with me. I'm not going to tell you, I can't say anything...
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F Feb 5

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    I always do, it's so fun and exciting
    flowergrl97 flowergrl97 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Once I was hanging out with my friend. Let's call him D. Well it was D's birthday, and he was having this bday thing and his other friend, let's call him N, well N bought some weed...
    dsiseth dsiseth 13-15, M Feb 18

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    One time i went through a 7/11 drive through on my bike with my best friend. The people who gave us our food didn't even say a word. It was HILARIOUS! We then proceeded to go...
    falloutboyloverr falloutboyloverr 22-25, F Feb 18

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    So one night when I was a teen. Me and my friends went to a waffle house. It was so slow we ended up making friends with everyone and brought over alcohol and drank while dancing...
    Runenox Runenox 18-21, F Feb 19

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    1) Read three books in one day. 2) Lived in two states. 3) Urinated outside. 4) Seen a therapist. 5) Taken psychiatric medication. 6) Smoked something. 7) Eaten rattlesnake. 8...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Feb 22

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    A few years ago time was tough and I had no money and no. So I sold my body for cash and saw how much I made I kept doing it till I made enough to start over.
    G677 G677 41-45, T 5 days ago

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    Is letting strangers do whatever they want to me slutty?
    kittiemeow kittiemeow 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Any women in or near Toronto, Canada? Putting a feeler out there. interested in a woman who enjoys Omorashi play and the painful pleasure her full bladder can bring. Looking for...
    2se7en 2se7en 31-35, M 4 days ago

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