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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 161 People

    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    FatNerdGal FatNerdGal 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    So without thinking I ate a dessert thing we

    have (there were 6 and I had 2 and there's 5 people in my house). I feel bad. Someone else should've had that second one. :(
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 1 Response May 2

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    It takes me a bit of courage to put this down here, in my blog, but I’m comforted by the fact that there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as I have...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ok for those of you that wanted to know how doped dating went... First of all my sister was a so stressed. This was her idea to start with. She walked out of the place twice...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was changing at school after swimming n I was drying my legs n I looked up n my friends **** n balls was in my face it actually touched my face lol he didn't mind but I had a...
    gay13uk gay13uk 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ok so this one is not something I have done, but something I'm going to have to do. I have to got speed dating. Let me explain. My sister has been alone for about 4 years...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 41-45, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I bought this new ice cream it's really good I told my kids it was medicine so I wouldn't have to share it was a little tub 😜
    deleted deleted 26-30 18 Responses 3 days ago

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    having an ice cube fall of the ice tray and shamelessly kicking it under the fridge.. *sigh*
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 13 Responses 4 days ago

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    The outside image is like false advertisement compared to the **** going on in my head.
    LIgirl23 LIgirl23 22-25, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    On this one time my family was at the beach right yeah and everyone was running around and having fun I was running back to the car to grab something (we were on a peer) when I...
    seekre seekre 16-17, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    backgroundguy backgroundguy 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Name: Yes, I have one, right before my surname. Age: Yes, I got that too...but I noticed it changes regularly. Gender: I was told my name was chosen from the female list...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I have made many mistakes in my life. but the past year has been the worst year of my life. im an addict and a mother. i used drugs and then got clean after i had my 1st child. i...
    completlyalone2387 completlyalone2387 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    ihearthedgies ihearthedgies 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    nerdfighter314 nerdfighter314 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Some of them have been amazing & I've risen higher than I've ever imagined. I have also done some things where my morals were left behind... I have grown from those moments too. I...
    loveCT loveCT 31-35, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Most of them have been good.
    VictoriousRex VictoriousRex 51-55, M Jun 22

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    I'm not a good person. well I am I'm just made a lot of bad decisions including cutting off ALL of my friends for no reason and now it's too late and too awkward. I live in fear of...
    Pavedwithgoodintention Pavedwithgoodintention 26-30, F Jun 22

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    I have, but I wouldn't trade those experiences for the world. They have molded me into who I am... And I kinda like her ;)
    Lucca9 Lucca9 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    very crazy things! we are both single and both straight but we have slept together several times and we both enjoyed it! it first started when where drunk and then it just carried...
    bigboobs93 bigboobs93 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 20

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    I like to surf and have given up many things in my professional life for the pursuit of high quality surf. I chose to attend UCSB in CA after bring accepted to various other more...
    Cr8N Cr8N 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I have inflicted self harm before.
    Venessab Venessab 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    what is so embarrassing about corner time is if I have to pee or even poop, I can't move and have to hold it and if I can't, I get my buttons tore up again, clean the poop and pee...
    laceygirl13 laceygirl13 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    I have finished my time on this earth, when it's time to go I will be at peace and relieved!
    Jhayne8 Jhayne8 31-35, F Jun 17

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    I hate myself everyday for this. Cause it probably took away something I want. I hate how I starved my self for two things to be dead and to be beautiful. I never realized that it...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    I have a choice to learn from my mistake or ignore it. I choose to learn from it and grow from the experience. I won't be held back by what happened. Life lessons learned. I'm...
    ImNotSoInnocent ImNotSoInnocent 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    Ive been so mean to family members who love me so much. I dont know why, something is wrong with me. If i could go back, i would fix everthing.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    I killed my dog once. I realized that my dad was paying more attention to him than me. So one night, I beat him to death with a baseball bat. He looked a truck hit him, and then...
    KoopyKoop KoopyKoop 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 14

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    How long have you got? We all wish we had done things differently.I think some of the things I've done have made me the way I am today.
    Potterlad Potterlad 41-45, M Jun 14

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    In the name of love, I did despicable things, but I'm not sorry one bit for any love lost. Its all part of growing up.
    PoutingEnigma PoutingEnigma 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    Constant thinking. How can we so easily hurt the ones we love the most. Ignore the selfishness in the world that seems so appealing and eventhough we know its wrong we desire it...
    clairebearr69 clairebearr69 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    when I was 7 years old , I sprayed cologne on the neighbor's cockatiel and it died.
    MissPandpet MissPandpet 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 13

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    For being so young, I've lost count on how many things I've done that im not proud of. But you know what? There is absolutely no point in dwelling on regrets. The choices you make...
    aj2095 aj2095 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 13

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    I lost my fist kiss at 6 years old.
    imannata imannata 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 12