I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    So without thinking I ate a dessert thing we

    have (there were 6 and I had 2 and there's 5 people in my house). I feel bad. Someone else should've had that second one. :(
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 2, 2015

    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 4, 2012

    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly
    36-40, F
    Feb 10, 2013

    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 17, 2011

    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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