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I Have Done Things I Am Ashamed Of

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    My Family Would Kill Me If They Knew.......

    I come from a very strict catholic family where appearances are everything. Every decision ive ever made has been weighed to determine the amount of shame it has brought them. So needless to say i never did anything without confiding in them and im always listening to them. 6...
    Violet86 Violet86 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    Don't Judge Me

    I am not happy at all with myself. I have burned down my grandparents house. I stole money from people, I lie, I cut myself, I skip school, I hide from the world.
    xSilentMurderx xSilentMurderx 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    I Did A Bad Bad Thing

    The thing I am the most ashamed of doing was something I did 11 years ago, and the memory just keeps coming back to haunt me. What's worse is that I did it not once but twice. I can't write about it on EP because both of my sisters, my best friend, and another friend all have...
    barryseaweed barryseaweed 36-40, M Feb 10, 2013

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    Ugh....

    I'm so ashamed that I dropped out of school. And not just that but how many times I did it and the ages I was when all of this was going down. As a little girl my attendance was always kind of shaky. I didn't hate learning and schools activities and privliges. No, what I hated...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    When I was young and when I was married

    I have been used in so many ways by the men I dated and married..The thing that bothers me most is that I was at times too young or at times too weak, too scared to stop them..I let wanting to please my family cloud my judgement..I let things happen when I should have said 'no...
    taintedbutterfly taintedbutterfly 36-40, F Feb 10, 2013

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    I have done many thing I have regretted but there is nothing you can do about them. I have done jail time I got fair and square, I killed a man, stole, hurt, and I am sad to say...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M 5 Responses Dec 6

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    I have done a lot of things I hang my head down to. A lot of them I am not sure why I did (I am BPD), something came over and the next thing I am doing something I should not have...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I have done this more times than I can count and it's never pleasant! Waking up not knowing where you are or the girls name who is laying beside you is somewhat become an exciting...
    jbc62 jbc62 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Ive done bad things that i wish i just can fixed but i cant change the past i wish i can but i cant
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    ok so you do many bad things... so what I changed I came from that guy in cell block 5 to the guy that is a manager of a rc track... how I got any job after jail time I don't know...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M Dec 8

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    So I kind of been hooking up with my manager but nothing more and he's always sending me mixed signals. I'm not proud of this but I am so attracted to him. I try not to catch...
    Xxxitsme Xxxitsme 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I guess. I mean, when I was in 9th grade I used to shop lift with my best friend. (She got me into it). I wasn't as bad as her though - she stole costly things like clothing...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I have to quit smoking weed today. My dealer is being sentenced for almost 3 months. What's sad to say is aside from my coworkers he was the only person I talked to. He's the only...
    synsterx synsterx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I have smoked for years and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 29 Responses Dec 2

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    so what to do what to do... how my 2005 normal rainy morning started for me... well why not go to the jail and talk to Robby oh yeah I can't... he was fryed... lets go talk to...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I do stuff online that I am not proud of sometimes.. I stopped doing it but I sill feel guilty
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 20

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    I was dating this boy (P) who I really liked and was starting to fall in love with. Then his best friend (J), who is also a friend of mine, told me he was also dating 2 other girls...
    Elife Elife 18-21, F Nov 21

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    I need to lick someones ******* but nobody wants to let me ! Any takers ?
    lickalotofass lickalotofass 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    My mom brothers and stepdad all abundant me because me and my brother got into a fight what should I do, sad face
    kandie34 kandie34 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I joined Costco just so I can buy a two pack of desk fans and a huge container of almonds
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    i just graduated from medical school, i just want someone to be happy for me, i'm just 23 lol
    babylonkush babylonkush 70+, M 7 Responses Dec 11

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    Kinda wished I never sent those photos...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    in love with a very close person
    loversnfriends13 loversnfriends13 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I use to be an exotic dancer. Then my lil sister wanted to dance so I took her to one of my shows and told one of my guy friends to show her a bad time . My intensions were to get...
    Bipolarshon Bipolarshon 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have done horrible things that im not proud of to someone that i really love,actually to the person i love the most in the world.I will never forget of the things i've done.
    Tessa3 Tessa3 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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    Yes, i have done more than a few things! but naming them to me feels like i'm looking for recognition, so the only thing i will say is that i'm proud to help others and leave it at...
    Gatikasensual Gatikasensual 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    i give up!! its hard to write when you feel so sad , i think life is just like a rubix cube, u have to solve it with every sec of your existence and when u solved it u die, u...
    furmal furmal 26-30 2 Responses 29 mins ago

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    I've done summit am not proud of well couple things I will not do them again
    24chris24 24chris24 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I admit that I've done ridiculous things on EP that I would not even think of doing on real life. The reason is that I feel this site is the land of make believe. We can do what we...
    FeelingLikeCrap77 FeelingLikeCrap77 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I do not have one best friend. I had have friends. Good, Better or Best.. they all I have in life. Crazy things? Indeed. Many many things. Can't say what.. it will scare many...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Well this one time my boyfriend, my two girlfriends and I drank an entire bottle of sky....we somehow all ended up naked...my guy was trying to take me away but the girls locked me...
    velvetskies velvetskies 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    After busting my head open I think a broken arm or leg wouldn't hurt XD I decided to build a swing on a tree then where the tree was is a big drop and so I decided to jump of and...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I definitely have but I feel like everyone has?
    CatL0105 CatL0105 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    I have become everything I hated. I deserve to be lonely. I deserve nothing. I hurt innocent people. I have lied so badly that it would sicken my friends. It sickens me. To put me...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 3 Responses Nov 28

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    I'm trying to track down a woman I was friends with here on EP that called herself "TRASHDOLL". She's either deleted her account or EP have banned her. Does anyone here know who I...
    00000MG 00000MG 51-55, M Dec 2

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    I betrayed my best friend.I have an issue I have been trying to cope with for about 6 months. I have been friends with my best friend for about 18 years, since second grade. She...
    Vettech1 Vettech1 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Yes I have and they will not be discussed here.
    willylover1 willylover1 61-65, M 4 days ago

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    Done some more work at the nursing home work 10 hours today and going back tomorrow for a bit
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    A few things what people say that annoy me. When people tell me "Why don't you smile?" There's nothing to smile about! When people say "You're to pretty to....blah blah blah...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I just climbed out my window to sit in the cold and smoke 2 cigarettes... ... Tell my past self that, or anyone for that matter, and they would all disbelieve it...
    HypeAboutEverything HypeAboutEverything 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    im studying something i hate ,, im suffering everyday
    halaalmurbati halaalmurbati 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    September 8 2012 I was arrested. It has never happened in my life before and will never happen again.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Almost every day i am reminded of my unfortunate tendency of making mistakes. It doesn't matter to those people if they were made yesterday or even back up to about four years ago...
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wrote *********** and let some classmates read them. It got leaked eventually and I got suspended. Silly mistake, but this effects my ability to trust.
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    ...and lived. Hopped my first freight car when I was eight. Scared the hell out of me.
    wuzgnu wuzgnu 61-65, M Nov 20

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    "so you better run ................." Lol
    Allsmilesgirl Allsmilesgirl 22-25, F Nov 21