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I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

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    I was a little drunk

    and there was this boy that I really liked at the time and I sent him pictures of me with barely any clothes on. I feel bad/guilty now because 1- the was one of the stupidest things I have ever done. 2- he liked my friend 3- I am fat & ugly I don't know what the hell I was...
    SuperRose27 SuperRose27 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    imannata imannata 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 28 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I wish people would stop looking up to me

    as if I've always had it all together. The only reason I know the right way to go now is because I've already made all of the mistakes.
    AutumnAki AutumnAki 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    My father bought me a new car

    when I turned 16. A month later, I sneezed really hard while driving through a parking lot and hit a parked car. Not a very glorious start to my driving life.
    SolaLuna SolaLuna 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I used violence against my schizophrenic mother.

    I'm 24 my mom got the illness from when I was 18 years old the her schizophrenia began to take a violent phases when I was about 19-20 years old she would through things at me every thing that comes to hand and slapped me and punched me in the face in that time I didn't respond...
    psyduder psyduder 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    More than I care to mention

    but I guess a part of that is life and I suppose those experiences helped make me who I am today.
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hell no indeed, I'm very ashamed.

    I have stolen a lot of **** money, stuff, bt mostly stuff from the stores. I've stop recently but I wanna steal again. but no I can not! pls do not judge me. I know God is furious with me , but someday I'll make it up to him. Gosh he knows how guilty I feel . I know I'm pathetic...
    MoonPrincessLuna MoonPrincessLuna 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    We Will, We Have To, Were Sorry.

    I do admit to myself that I'm not the perfect girl in the neighbour hood, I do admit that I've done things that I'm not Proud of. It's in our nature and sometimes in life your forced to do things that you don't want to do. Example, at school, I was smart, I was a bright student...
    ReadorNot ReadorNot 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I did. I didn't think about it at the time,

    but the next day was terrible.
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 15 Responses May 5

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I have done something terrible.

    . :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by slowly and I farted .. I couldn't control it. and I laughed .. am I a bad person? lol
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 25 Responses Apr 17

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    I believe that it is human nature

    for us to sometimes do things that go against what we know is right. Even though I strive to be a good; moral; ethical person, sometimes I just can't help myself. Does this make me a bad person? Or just a normal human being?
    Cervincio Cervincio 51-55, M 9 Responses Mar 12

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    ...well that whole pizza wasn't going to eat

    itself 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕
    targets targets 26-30, M 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 8

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    i have lied twice about being pregnant

    and i seem to be a compulsive liar. over the past two weeks bulkies have caused me to push those who i held closest to me away and i now fear that i will never get them back
    BubzCutie BubzCutie 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Drugs was the major thing I'm ashamed of.

    Almost anything you can think of, I've done it. It all started with my douchebag uncle who let me try meth when I was only 13 and ended with my weird addiction to Morphine. It's been a rough ride, but I'm 8 months clean and never been happier.
    JLeDoux69 JLeDoux69 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Who hasn't ..........

    I regretted them. I owned up to them. I never ran from them. I tried to make amends when I could. I took full responsibility for them, even if it wasn't all mine.
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    Ever decided to do something you've always

    talked about for one night? you know it breaks your 'rules' and 'boundaries' but it makes you feel good. Well, I got it out of my system last night and I do feel better....
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 18

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    Back when I was a child in the 1950's I

    developed a fondness for being spanked, especially at school, and on occasion I even got in trouble on purpose to get it. I didn't understand things like puberty and the like and enjoying something that was not supposed to be liked really added to the confusion. My kink...
    Emily1945 Emily1945 66-70, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I was younger I almost sent a nude photo

    to someone I barely knew and I met him online. He is out of my life because now I have someone who loves me for me and will protect me no matter what.
    ayeitsalexandra ayeitsalexandra 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I regret the way i treated my mom

    when i was a teenage:(I love her soo much<3
    Cherryblossomdays Cherryblossomdays 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been so drunk that I've peed between 2

    dumpsters before passing out on the hood of a car.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 11 Responses 4 days ago

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    nerdyana nerdyana 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So many things... and I keep doing them.

    . The random sex, the random hookups, meeting guys I barely know.. doing things men tell me, even men that I don't meet.. ones that just tell me to dress up and go out to a party on my own, why can't I just be the person I want to be all the time.. Yes it is the majority of my...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I've done things I'm not proud of,

    lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage. A product of a short first marriage that ended because of his infidelity. A second marriage ended because of resentment on my part...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 11

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    A month ago I got back with my ex,

    that I have loved ever since I was 16. We had a bad relationship before, because when we were young, we drank a lot, and hurt one other. Now last Sunday, I drank and verbally hurt him, and hit him in the face. I blacked out, and he told me the next day, what I have done. For the...
    magpie1227 magpie1227 31-35, F 22 hrs ago

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    I'm not proud if I listen to

    that moral compass, when the conscience in the form of your mother or nan asks you whether you should proceed with the action. You know it's bad. The shadow side delights in the guilty pleasure.
    AwholeLottaBlahs AwholeLottaBlahs 31-35 1 Response 3 days ago

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 6 Responses May 21

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 51 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    Dont slag me out because Im admitting Im not

    proud of it, but when I was 20 and needed money to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly I became a prostitute (in a brothel) and posed nude for mens magazines. Im disabled and was still trying to find regular work the entire time - despite being extremely limited from...
    discotimelord discotimelord 26-30, F 13 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was fifteen, my best friend came out to

    me, and told me that she was in love with me. I was an incredibly sheltered person, and did not even know what a lesbian was... I barely had a grasp on how sex worked at all for purely reproductive purposes, and could not fathom the concept of two women having sex. I told her...
    Delphineidunna Delphineidunna 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 31

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    gotten drunk . smoked .

    made out with someone . sent pics . snuck out . cussed someone out . all the while I'm a 4.0 gpa student , and taking 4 honors high school classes , go to youth group every Sunday .
    mt21 mt21 13-15, F 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everyone, whether they admit it

    or not, falls under this category. And speaking for myself, I've done plenty. So at the end of the day I ask my Savoir for forgiveness and my burden is lifted.
    michelley1999 michelley1999 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of

    his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys are in the bathroom and pulling the shower curtain back to see me naked! They started whistling and taking pics with their phones. Then they...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 21 Responses Jan 26

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    But I don't regret them.

    I wouldn't be the person I am or be where I am today.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 18

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    Sexyrachel1406 Sexyrachel1406 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    There are a number of stories I have to share

    but the only place seems to be in my confessions. The Story groups when they belong are not available or to highly censored. Considering the State of Hollywood, maybe we need a new forced morality. Just not happy when it interferes in my stories. Life is life, can not look at it...
    Jesseisnawty Jesseisnawty 70+, M 3 days ago

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    I've done a fair handful of hookups just did

    last night actually. Meh wouldn't say I'm proud at all
    violetskynoise violetskynoise 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So when the basketball season started I was

    horrible I was the loser to laugh at I've never heard someone say good job. When the season ended I had 0 points in the whole season and was voted worst player obviously so this summer I want to prove everyone work prove I can be a star on this team I can't wait to see their...
    mpiezema16 mpiezema16 13-15, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    I got married at a really young age

    when I had not really seen the world enough and I deeply regret it. My folks were upset about it as well and my relationships within my family have never been the same since then. I am now back to being single, and still in the process of rebuilding my life.
    melwynslife melwynslife 36-40, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Looking back I realize

    now that I was wrong. When I was about 16/17 me and a bunch of friends went over to one of the girls houses to hang out. We were only there about 15 minutes when her father came in and looked at me and said "I want him out of here and I don't want you hanging around him", we...
    meTheGrandDad meTheGrandDad 61-65, M 7 Responses May 20

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