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    I'm an odd creature. I think we're all odd

    though...that kinda makes us, us. I have this thing where I want to fix everyone though. If I sense someone is having a bad day I feel compelled to make them smile in some way, especially those I've wronged in some way. I just recently "broke up" with a friend of mine for...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    Ok. Time for confession,

    honesty, and truths. I'm feeling very alone, upset, and need advice/guidance from others who might have gone through this. I lived in Florida last year and I picked up a bad drug addiction. I lost almost everything...my main job, lots of money, and the home I was staying at. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Oct 28, 2015

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    For some reason, yesterday really hit me hard

    on a few (((dozen))) things I've done when I was young, that I'm not proud of today. It really made me feel bad yesterday to the point of actually reaching out to the neighbor I used to do bad things to.... only to find out they are no longer around. Now I feel so bad about...
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 12 Responses Jan 20

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    I bullied someone. What a fantastic start to a

    sentence. I was classed as one of the "popular" kids in high school and I took advantage of my position to tease the girl who sat in front of me in numeracy study. This one time, I made her run out of the classroom and cry. I was sitting there with the jocks bawling my *** off...
    shannonxmurray shannonxmurray 22-25, F 11 Responses Jan 6

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    hisham98 hisham98 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I think mistakes help complete you

    as a person as long as you learn the right lesson!
    InTheOutdoors InTheOutdoors 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    letmebeanonymous letmebeanonymous 26-30, M Jan 22

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    I didn't do my Japanese homework.

    .. Or more like I didn't have time to complete it (It's a lie I did have a week to do it) ... But shush! Sensei doesn't know about it... So anyway, I tried to complete in class, but it's hard to do so when sensei is teaching some new stuff and it's already hard to remember the...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 16

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    NewRomantics NewRomantics 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 30, 2015

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    I threw up on my friend

    when we were running cross country
    CamelliatheChameleon CamelliatheChameleon 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 27

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    I tricked my brother

    when he was 4ish that worms tasted like spaghetti and were good for and he ate them about 4 different times till my mom found him and scolded him....
    bananaholic bananaholic 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    trangx97 trangx97 18-21, F Jan 28

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    Nah, that's just being pseudo-regretful

    and putting yourself down. If it happened, then I did it because that's what I thought the situation required at the time.
    ChaoticEnigma ChaoticEnigma 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I have done many things I'm not proud of I

    can't help but regret Things such as hurting others Or putting myself at risk I've done things that still haunt me That make me hate myself But the hard part is when you try to move on past these things.
    Disturbiabroken Disturbiabroken 18-21, F Jan 16

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    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Oct 29, 2015

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2015

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 13 Responses May 5, 2015

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    We all have I guess, somethings I wasn't given

    a choice about, but still feel the guilt about it.
    BumblebeeBeth BumblebeeBeth 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I've always been the girl

    who does it well at school and gets along with everyone. I've been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 3 months, I love him so much and I always miss him. But I have this other friend who is also a boy, he's a year older and from the palestines. I've always been against cheating, I...
    imsuchamess imsuchamess 18-21, F 21 Responses Jun 9, 2015

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    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2015

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    Whenever I self harm,

    curse, sin.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I have done something terrible.

    . :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by slowly and I farted .. I couldn't control it. and I laughed .. am I a bad person? lol
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 17, 2015

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    I think everyone has done things they aren't

    proud of, and I think everyone has a couple skeletons in the closet. I don't beat myself up about past mistakes, I just try to move on, and not do it again. I guess it can be harder because I'll never be able to forget what it is like to have been there and done that, and I know...
    QueenVen QueenVen 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    I think we all have done things we aren't proud

    of at some point in our lives. Whether we make these decisions out of passion, lust, poor perception of the situation or we may genuinely believe we are doing what's right in the moment and realize later we were wrong it still doesn't change the outcome. I've done things I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 17, 2015

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 23 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    lordbridle lordbridle 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I have self harm scars from cutting.

    People always look at me like I'm crazy when they see my scars, but that's because they don't understand the hurt and pain that led me to cut in the first place.
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses May 11, 2015

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    We usually try to avoid talking about our past

    faults because we have done some things that we are not proud of, but have not we all stumble? I had to learn to move on from my past mistakes bad decisions and learn from them. Simply because I stumble, doesn't mean it's over. The past doesn't govern my present nor future...
    growingwisdom growingwisdom 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    I think everyone has.

    Some of those things are long since buried - never to be dug up again. Some are still very much alive and serving as reminders and some have simply faded, rearing their head occasionally but not having the impact they once did in my life. We all make mistakes...but the...
    Beth32 Beth32 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    stellabby stellabby 13-15, F 13 Responses Jan 10

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    When I was 12 years old I met a guy through a

    online game. Let's say his name was Eric. Eric was 17 years old, programmer and he was very nice to me. By time we got closer and closer friends. One day he asked me if I had snapchat, snapchat wasn't that popular in this time so I told him I didn't have it. He told me to...
    CoyFaceMaster CoyFaceMaster 13-15, F 14 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    Why do I keep doing things I know I shouldn't?

    I just know it's easier to do that than look for something else.....and he makes it so easy....honestly I'm filled with conflicting emotions about the whole thing.....
    ZippyGigglebuns ZippyGigglebuns 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    2 years ago i got hrn in a club

    and i let someone made me feel good, i was crying for a week, i felt awful but that time i just wanted someone to fingered me... MY BOYFRIEND IS A HERO BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT AND HE LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM
    Merily Merily 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 15, 2015

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    After my bad breakup,

    everyone was turning from me, I had a bad reputation as the crazy girl. I turned to the usual kind of self medication. Mostly began to sleep with people I felt nothing for, and popped pills. I dwindled down to nothing as my weight dropped even more. I was a skeleton, hollow...
    CarelessCassie CarelessCassie 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 7, 2015

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    Megansback Megansback 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 21, 2015

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    I am so lost. I unfortunately don't have any

    real friends I can turn to. I am in a situation of potential life destruction. Not sure how to hang in there anymore.
    samgirl1029 samgirl1029 41-45, F 46 Responses Jul 5, 2015

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 14 Responses Mar 31, 2015

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    Well more lil I will never forget cause my

    family will never let me. Like yesterday when Jake and I knocked the bathtub shelf down breaking it.
    sassygirl15 sassygirl15 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 4

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    I bought this new ice cream it's really good I

    told my kids it was medicine so I wouldn't have to share it was a little tub 😜
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Jun 26, 2015

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 46 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I have cut myself I have tried to kill my self

    just 30 minutes ago why should I go on.
    Rmg180 Rmg180 26-30, M 11 Responses Jan 20

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    I knew a guy from work (a few years ago) we

    agreed that i would bring my best friend and he would bring his brother. By the end of the night everybody was drunk. The four of us were in the back on the car on the way home.. I was sitting in the middle of the tow brothers and they were both trying to kiss me and pulling me...
    Mystic2202 Mystic2202 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    hello...i don't know

    where to post this exactly, sorry if it ends up in the wrong category/group. i have a situation that i cannot discuss with anyone, but i need some feedback from others. i'm not sure why i need the feedback, but i just do. i've been married 9 years and have 3 AMAZING children...
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