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I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

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    I am so lost. I unfortunately don't have any

    real friends I can turn to. I am in a situation of potential life destruction. Not sure how to hang in there anymore.
    samgirl1029 samgirl1029 41-45, F 54 Responses Jul 5

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    It started out as a joke.

    But then, the joke proved too much. Now, when I see myself on the school magazine. I would sigh regret at the sacred finger which I had raised in the picture
    NefaricNorman NefaricNorman 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I have done a few things I'm not proud of

    but I do not regret them. I have learned from my mistakes and I am very proud of that. I've done a lot of things that many people would consider wrong for a 15 year old. but what they don't realize is I've also been through a lot more than most people my age. Taking that into...
    EarthLorde EarthLorde 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    The outside image is like false advertisement

    compared to the **** going on in my head.
    LIgirl23 LIgirl23 22-25, F 13 Responses Jun 25

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    I think we all have done things we aren't proud

    of at some point in our lives. Whether we make these decisions out of passion, lust, poor perception of the situation or we may genuinely believe we are doing what's right in the moment and realize later we were wrong it still doesn't change the outcome. I've done things I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 17

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    I just snorted sparkles.

    I can feel them in my throat and I have a huge headache. This was a terrible idea.
    Steelers7 Steelers7 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I love someone that I can't be with,

    and I can't leave him or living without him. I lied to him and I can't live with the guilty feeling
    Lailalooo Lailalooo 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 8

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    Isn't that true for most people?

    At least to some degree. It just shows that you're human and actually living life. Personally, I drank entirely too much throughout high school and did quite a few things I'm not proud of. No need to dredge those things up but I learned from them. I still look back on a few of...
    cpettit757 cpettit757 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 25 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I just wanted to say I'm sorry

    if I've offended anyone who's been talking to me SORRY
    chockywhockydoda chockywhockydoda 46-50, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    ...well that whole pizza wasn't going to eat

    itself 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕
    targets targets 26-30, M 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 16 Responses Mar 31

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of

    his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys are in the bathroom and pulling the shower curtain back to see me naked! They started whistling and taking pics with their phones. Then they...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 22 Responses Jan 26

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    hannahlilly13 hannahlilly13 13-15, F 11 Responses Jul 12

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses May 21

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    It takes me a bit of courage to put this down

    here, in my blog, but I’m comforted by the fact that there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as I have, trivial as it may seem. I am putting this here, as I am happy to have reached a ledge in this mountain of life, for now :) . I’ve always been a bit...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 9 Responses Jun 28

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    I'll be paying for those mistakes

    for the rest of my life.
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 18 Responses 5 days ago

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    Haven't we all? I know I have done things

    that I am not proud of. Things I feel sorry for doing even years later.
    sirfarmer sirfarmer 36-40, M Jul 13

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    and then, for no apparent reason.

    .. everything started to fall apart too quickly to fix..
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    When I was 14 I went to Turks

    and Caicos for spring break with 3 of my friends. We were freshman at the time and met a couple junior boys from New York. That night we met up with them and they had bought us a handle of vodka. I had not eaten all day and started drinking a lot. My friend caught me and one of...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    DeathBear8130 DeathBear8130 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have done things I am not proud of in the

    odayn I was with men just because not for love.
    tennisprincess1975 tennisprincess1975 36-40, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I bought this new ice cream it's really good I

    told my kids it was medicine so I wouldn't have to share it was a little tub 😜
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Jun 26

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    chicamexicana chicamexicana 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I've always been the girl

    who does it well at school and gets along with everyone. I've been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 3 months, I love him so much and I always miss him. But I have this other friend who is also a boy, he's a year older and from the palestines. I've always been against cheating, I...
    imsuchamess imsuchamess 18-21, F 25 Responses Jun 9

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    Illegal activity

    includes Gangs Weapons Property damage Yolo? BDK MOB
    swaged104 swaged104 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I did. I didn't think about it at the time,

    but the next day was terrible.
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 21 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    Like not telling the truth.

    ..im sorry....plz forgive me...💖💓💓💝💓😘😭😭😭😭😮😐😐😵😵😩😩😩😬
    KillingTheseHoes101 KillingTheseHoes101 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    When I was 12 years old I met a guy through a

    online game. Let's say his name was Eric. Eric was 17 years old, programmer and he was very nice to me. By time we got closer and closer friends. One day he asked me if I had snapchat, snapchat wasn't that popular in this time so I told him I didn't have it. He told me to...
    CoyFaceMaster CoyFaceMaster 13-15, F 14 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    We Will, We Have To, Were Sorry.

    I do admit to myself that I'm not the perfect girl in the neighbour hood, I do admit that I've done things that I'm not Proud of. It's in our nature and sometimes in life your forced to do things that you don't want to do. Example, at school, I was smart, I was a bright student...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I have done something terrible.

    . :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by slowly and I farted .. I couldn't control it. and I laughed .. am I a bad person? lol
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 22 Responses Apr 17

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    Had a 2 month affair with a GF from 35 years

    ago, and just didn'tt go home one night. The marriage had essentially been over for 2 years, and was pretty crappy (near sexless among other things) for the previous 10. I'm better now, but I should have had at least had the balls to tell her we were through before walking our.
    LickityLickitySQUIRRT LickityLickitySQUIRRT 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I had sex with this great guy,

    but my best friend has a crush on him... This great guy deserves a great girl. I screwed up, I messed up. Saying sorry is saying I won't do it again... I want to I don't know when but I will. I just wish he wasn't looking at me with pity, and remorse. I wish I was looked at with...
    mynameisthatgirl mynameisthatgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    apologies do not mean anything

    if you keep doing what you are sorry for.
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So many things... and I keep doing them.

    . The random sex, the random hookups, meeting guys I barely know.. doing things men tell me, even men that I don't meet.. ones that just tell me to dress up and go out to a party on my own, why can't I just be the person I want to be all the time.. Yes it is the majority of my...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    I did something awful yesterday

    and the worst thing is, if I were given the chance to do it again, I know I would. And I feel disgusted with myself.
    cocopops97 cocopops97 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 15

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    I have done something dumb.

    I called. I shouldn't have because I have been getting the cold shoulder. I also know the last thing they texted me was that they were having family issues. I tried alot but got no response or that I would get a call later. Then nothing. So today I called after 5 days of nothing...
    Spoticus Spoticus 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've done things I'm not proud of,

    lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage. A product of a short first marriage that ended because of his infidelity. A second marriage ended because of resentment on my part...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 11

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    I got caught stealing lolol

    but I also help catch thieves
    Multicolour12 Multicolour12 22-25, F Jul 15

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    I'm moving ahead in life the only thing

    that would make it better is to look to the sunshine the lights always shinning.
    healieinahalf healieinahalf 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Dont slag me out because Im admitting Im not

    proud of it, but when I was 20 and needed money to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly I became a prostitute (in a brothel) and posed nude for mens magazines. Im disabled and was still trying to find regular work the entire time - despite being extremely limited from...
    discotimelord discotimelord 31-35, F 9 Responses May 25

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 14 Responses May 5

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