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I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

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    ...well that whole pizza wasn't going to eat

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    targets targets 26-30, M 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    We Will, We Have To, Were Sorry.

    I do admit to myself that I'm not the perfect girl in the neighbour hood, I do admit that I've done things that I'm not Proud of. It's in our nature and sometimes in life your forced to do things that you don't want to do. Example, at school, I was smart, I was a bright student...
    ReadorNot ReadorNot 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Lots of people will hate me

    for this, and I would never tell anyone in real life, but I killed my pet cat. I'm currently in hospital and I wouldn't even tell any of the other patients this secret because it's so disgusting and horrible. I'm an evil human being and I still experience dreams of the killing...
    DespicableMind DespicableMind 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've always been the girl

    who does it well at school and gets along with everyone. I've been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 3 months, I love him so much and I always miss him. But I have this other friend who is also a boy, he's a year older and from the palestines. I've always been against cheating, I...
    imsuchamess imsuchamess 18-21, F 26 Responses Jun 9

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    I think we all have done things we aren't proud

    of at some point in our lives. Whether we make these decisions out of passion, lust, poor perception of the situation or we may genuinely believe we are doing what's right in the moment and realize later we were wrong it still doesn't change the outcome. I've done things I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 17

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    I've done a lot this past year

    that I'm keeping from my family. I'm getting my wisdom teeth taken out soon and I'm terrified that when I get out of surgery I'm gonna tell it all. can anyone reassure me and tell me that's highly unlikely or am I right to be nervous??
    goodatnothing goodatnothing 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    One day, when i was sitting outside a bar near

    the beach, I saw a old lady starting to become white throughout her whole body. We are talking about a 75+ aged woman. Suddenly she fell down on the ground. The people from the bar immediately came to assist this woman. They called the ambulance but none of them could perform...
    iTzzMike iTzzMike 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    And even though I know no one blame me

    or hate me for them, I do. Every single minute of my life.
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It takes me a bit of courage to put this down

    here, in my blog, but I’m comforted by the fact that there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as I have, trivial as it may seem. I am putting this here, as I am happy to have reached a ledge in this mountain of life, for now :) . I’ve always been a bit...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 9 Responses Jun 28

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 5 Responses May 21

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    having an ice cube fall of the ice tray

    and shamelessly kicking it under the fridge.. *sigh*
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 13 Responses Jun 26

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    imannata imannata 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 12

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    I'm not a good person.

    well I am I'm just made a lot of bad decisions including cutting off ALL of my friends for no reason and now it's too late and too awkward. I live in fear of bumping into someone on the street and all the awkward questions that will ensue. One of these friends is a person who...
    Pavedwithgoodintention Pavedwithgoodintention 26-30, F Jun 22

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    when I was 7 years old ,

    I sprayed cologne on the neighbor's cockatiel and it died.
    MissPandpet MissPandpet 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 13

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 14 Responses May 5

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    When I was 12 years old I met a guy through a

    online game. Let's say his name was Eric. Eric was 17 years old, programmer and he was very nice to me. By time we got closer and closer friends. One day he asked me if I had snapchat, snapchat wasn't that popular in this time so I told him I didn't have it. He told me to...
    CoyFaceMaster CoyFaceMaster 13-15, F 13 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    i remember when i broke up with my fiance

    when i was 19, i remember just losing myself and meeting guys online to fill a void that only he could fill. why i broke up with him at that time? i thought i want freedom to "play" in a sense but after 5 months and another break up 2 years later, i realized i enjoy being...
    ladytasia92 ladytasia92 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    On this one time my family was at the beach

    right yeah and everyone was running around and having fun I was running back to the car to grab something (we were on a peer) when I noticed I could just jump off the rail since it's only like 5 feet but I was wayyy wrong it was achieved like 25 to 30 feet I landed on my back...
    seekre seekre 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 25

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 17 Responses Mar 31

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 51 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I've done quite a few things I'm not proud of

    and I've yet to meet a person who feels differently about their past. Big or small, there's something we've all done at some point in our lives that we're not proud of. It's called being human. And we shouldn't regret all of it or we wouldn't be who we are today. For better or...
    cpettit757 cpettit757 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    The outside image is like false advertisement

    compared to the **** going on in my head.
    LIgirl23 LIgirl23 22-25, F 9 Responses Jun 25

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    Ok so this one is not something I have done,

    but something I'm going to have to do. I have to got speed dating. Let me explain. My sister has been alone for about 4 years, because her husband passed away. She announced she was ready to get back to the dating scene. I was surprised, but happy for her. Then she announces...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    I had sex a few weeks ago,

    not with a particularly good looking girl. She wasn't bad looking, don't get me wrong, but we were drunk and I feel pretty bad for it. It was her first time, I've talked to her since then, apologizing and stuff, but I feel like I took advantage of her. I always asked her, is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've made mistakes, I've taken some wrong life

    decisions and I'm still paying for them. Lucky me(!)
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    one there was a cat on wall of my house.

    I scare it by making noise he fell and got injured
    ghayasMalik ghayasMalik 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I did. I didn't think about it at the time,

    but the next day was terrible.
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 20 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    I have self harm scars from cutting.

    People always look at me like I'm crazy when they see my scars, but that's because they don't understand the hurt and pain that led me to cut in the first place.
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses May 11

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 28 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I bought this new ice cream it's really good I

    told my kids it was medicine so I wouldn't have to share it was a little tub 😜
    deleted deleted 26-30 18 Responses Jun 26

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    I had an affair. I cheated on my husband due to

    bitterness....and it only lead to my own share of it towards myself. I am not proud, and have carried this around for years now (4). Sometimes it consumes my mind, and I'm tormented by the past....by what I did. I'm incapable of fixing it. I can't go back in time....but I know...
    AnnaEsthesia AnnaEsthesia 26-30, F 16 Responses Jun 28

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    I've done things I'm not proud of,

    lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage. A product of a short first marriage that ended because of his infidelity. A second marriage ended because of resentment on my part...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 11

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Who hasn't ..........

    I regretted them. I owned up to them. I never ran from them. I tried to make amends when I could. I took full responsibility for them, even if it wasn't all mine.
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    A lot of things sometimes,

    still do. Not on purpose. I know when I shouldn't but at times, I still go against what is right.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    I lied to my mom. Actually,

    I keep lying to her. It's - I absolutely hate it, you know? And it's not even like I'm the sort of person who tells white lies (which is still lying, I guess, if you want to get caught up in technicalities). Even white lies would be better than this. I just keep lying, and...
    fragileivory fragileivory 18-21, T 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am so lost. I unfortunately don't have any

    real friends I can turn to. I am in a situation of potential life destruction. Not sure how to hang in there anymore.
    samgirl1029 samgirl1029 41-45, F 57 Responses 1 day ago

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    Dont slag me out because Im admitting Im not

    proud of it, but when I was 20 and needed money to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly I became a prostitute (in a brothel) and posed nude for mens magazines. Im disabled and was still trying to find regular work the entire time - despite being extremely limited from...
    discotimelord discotimelord 31-35, F 10 Responses May 25

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    For being so young, I've lost count on how many

    things I've done that im not proud of. But you know what? There is absolutely no point in dwelling on regrets. The choices you make have caused you to be where you are today. If you don't like who or where you are today, make a change! Making some mistakes isn't the worst thing...
    aj2095 aj2095 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 13

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    Constant thinking. How can we

    so easily hurt the ones we love the most. Ignore the selfishness in the world that seems so appealing and eventhough we know its wrong we desire it most of all. You can keep saying that this is wrong and this right but we all know there is no wrong and right. But how is it that...
    clairebearr69 clairebearr69 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    I killed my dog once.

    I realized that my dad was paying more attention to him than me. So one night, I beat him to death with a baseball bat. He looked a truck hit him, and then another as he tried getting up, then backed over him to be reassured. They found me sleeping next to what had become the...
    KoopyKoop KoopyKoop 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 14

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    I've done my share of despicable things in my

    past ,but one particular experience has haunted me my entire life. It was not one experience either. When i was younger, about 5-7, i had an inappropriate relationship with two cousin's of mine. It lasted about one or two years. What really confused me was the fact that they...
    PanicattheDicso PanicattheDicso 13-15, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 8

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    Azrael606 Azrael606 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 11

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