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I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

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    I've done things I'm not proud of,

    lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage. A product of a short first marriage that ended because of his infidelity. A second marriage ended because of resentment on my part...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 11

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    It's really easy for me to look like I have it

    all together. Sometimes, I even believe I do. But then I have that one dream, look at that one scar, see that one person, and remember the multiple times I've almost ruined my life.
    AutumnAki AutumnAki 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love EP , everyone here is

    so helpful and they really care . From the people answering my ques to the ppl helping me more by messaging me I LOVE YOU and thank you I feel so much better
    Jenny1888 Jenny1888 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17

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    Yes I have done things.

    .. I have had things done to me. was it right to act vengeful... no it wasn't. I have a craving that drives me insane like my inner being takes over...
    darrins97 darrins97 41-45, M 3 Responses May 14

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    I have done something terrible.

    . :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by slowly and I farted .. I couldn't control it. and I laughed .. am I a bad person? lol
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 24 Responses Apr 17

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    I've been so drunk that I've peed between 2

    dumpsters before passing out on the hood of a car.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 9 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Ever decided to do something you've always

    talked about for one night? you know it breaks your 'rules' and 'boundaries' but it makes you feel good. Well, I got it out of my system last night and I do feel better....
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 18

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    Looking back I realize

    now that I was wrong. When I was about 16/17 me and a bunch of friends went over to one of the girls houses to hang out. We were only there about 15 minutes when her father came in and looked at me and said "I want him out of here and I don't want you hanging around him", we...
    meTheGrandDad meTheGrandDad 61-65, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I was fifteen, my best friend came out to

    me, and told me that she was in love with me. I was an incredibly sheltered person, and did not even know what a lesbian was... I barely had a grasp on how sex worked at all for purely reproductive purposes, and could not fathom the concept of two women having sex. I told her...
    Delphineidunna Delphineidunna 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    ...well that whole pizza wasn't going to eat

    itself 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕
    targets targets 26-30, M 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 31

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    I may be 14 and young

    but I have done things horrible that I wish I could prevent or change 1. When I was in 2nd grade I was playing with a friend and then a group of bullies started to beat us and I saw my friend being shoved to the ground so grab the bullies neck and began to strangle him I nearly...
    legalcobra6886 legalcobra6886 13-15, M 3 Responses May 16

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    I regret the way i treated my mom

    when i was a teenage:(I love her soo much<3
    Cherryblossomdays Cherryblossomdays 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    i have lied twice about being pregnant

    and i seem to be a compulsive liar. over the past two weeks bulkies have caused me to push those who i held closest to me away and i now fear that i will never get them back
    BubzCutie BubzCutie 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Back when I was a child in the 1950's I

    developed a fondness for being spanked, especially at school, and on occasion I even got in trouble on purpose to get it. I didn't understand things like puberty and the like and enjoying something that was not supposed to be liked really added to the confusion. My kink...
    Emily1945 Emily1945 66-70, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    vashty vashty 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    When I was 14 I went to Turks

    and Caicos for spring break with 3 of my friends. We were freshman at the time and met a couple junior boys from New York. That night we met up with them and they had bought us a handle of vodka. I had not eaten all day and started drinking a lot. My friend caught me and one of...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7 16-17, F 10 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 51 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I have self harm scars from cutting.

    People always look at me like I'm crazy when they see my scars, but that's because they don't understand the hurt and pain that led me to cut in the first place.
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses May 11

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    Dont slag me out because Im admitting Im not

    proud of it, but when I was 20 and needed money to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly I became a prostitute (in a brothel) and posed nude for mens magazines. Im disabled and was still trying to find regular work the entire time - despite being extremely limited from...
    discotimelord discotimelord 26-30, F 7 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    But I don't regret them.

    I wouldn't be the person I am or be where I am today.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 18

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    When I was 12 years old I met a guy through a

    online game. Let's say his name was Eric. Eric was 17 years old, programmer and he was very nice to me. By time we got closer and closer friends. One day he asked me if I had snapchat, snapchat wasn't that popular in this time so I told him I didn't have it. He told me to...
    CoyFaceMaster CoyFaceMaster 13-15, F 13 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    I was mean to these people One girl

    that said hi to me on sportday This nerdy guy that is such a show off A bully dude Family People on here before ......... I am proud though of this: "Gimme the ball gimme the ball you idiot IDIOT" *Punch him in the jaw* .......yeah:P But anything else was not me, I don't...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    Drugs was the major thing I'm ashamed of.

    Almost anything you can think of, I've done it. It all started with my douchebag uncle who let me try meth when I was only 13 and ended with my weird addiction to Morphine. It's been a rough ride, but I'm 8 months clean and never been happier.
    JLeDoux69 JLeDoux69 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Ryanisaacs1406 Ryanisaacs1406 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    nerdyana nerdyana 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    wheels1972 wheels1972 41-45, M 9 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I get a little naughty.

    I feel bad afterward though.
    KindEyesCanSee KindEyesCanSee 22-25, M 3 Responses May 14

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I believe that it is human nature

    for us to sometimes do things that go against what we know is right. Even though I strive to be a good; moral; ethical person, sometimes I just can't help myself. Does this make me a bad person? Or just a normal human being?
    Cervincio Cervincio 51-55, M 9 Responses Mar 12

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    I had sex several time with a guy in a

    relationship and sadly fell in love with him...
    AlizeJ AlizeJ 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 6

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    Who hasn't ..........

    I regretted them. I owned up to them. I never ran from them. I tried to make amends when I could. I took full responsibility for them, even if it wasn't all mine.
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 28 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I wish people would stop looking up to me

    as if I've always had it all together. The only reason I know the right way to go now is because I've already made all of the mistakes.
    AutumnAki AutumnAki 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I think we all have done things we aren't proud

    of at some point in our lives. Whether we make these decisions out of passion, lust, poor perception of the situation or we may genuinely believe we are doing what's right in the moment and realize later we were wrong it still doesn't change the outcome. I've done things I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 17

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 15 Responses May 5

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    We Will, We Have To, Were Sorry.

    I do admit to myself that I'm not the perfect girl in the neighbour hood, I do admit that I've done things that I'm not Proud of. It's in our nature and sometimes in life your forced to do things that you don't want to do. Example, at school, I was smart, I was a bright student...
    ReadorNot ReadorNot 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    More than I care to mention

    but I guess a part of that is life and I suppose those experiences helped make me who I am today.
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    gotten drunk . smoked .

    made out with someone . sent pics . snuck out . cussed someone out . all the while I'm a 4.0 gpa student , and taking 4 honors high school classes , go to youth group every Sunday .
    mt21 mt21 13-15, F 11 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've had sex with my brother in law's baby

    mother. We secretly talk and meet up from time to time. Her and my baby momma ( her sis in law) are nothing like each other and barely get along at all, sad to say that I really do feel horrible but nonetheless it's so hard to stop. Any similar stories?
    jaystahh jaystahh 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I was sixteen, I broke up with my first

    ex-boyfriend long-distance on the telephone. He was incredibly abusive and abused me sexually, physically, and emotionally to the point that my brain blocked out all of my memories. For the week leading up to our breakup, he had been describing in detail child *********** that...
    Delphineidunna Delphineidunna 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of

    his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys are in the bathroom and pulling the shower curtain back to see me naked! They started whistling and taking pics with their phones. Then they...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 20 Responses Jan 26

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    So when the basketball season started I was

    horrible I was the loser to laugh at I've never heard someone say good job. When the season ended I had 0 points in the whole season and was voted worst player obviously so this summer I want to prove everyone work prove I can be a star on this team I can't wait to see their...
    mpiezema16 mpiezema16 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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