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I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

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    I fingered my friend's cat.

    It was an accident, but it shouldn't have happened in the first place. :/
    jamisonjohn15 jamisonjohn15 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I've made mistakes. I'm

    so very sorry for my mistakes. I regret my mistakes. But I'm moving on from my mistakes. I'm forgiving myself but not forgetting. I'm going to be a better person. That's my goal :)
    Daniel090 Daniel090 18-21, M Jan 6, 2014

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    Ive done bad things that i wish i just can fixed

    but i cant change the past i wish i can but i cant
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    I have to quit smoking weed today.

    My dealer is being sentenced for almost 3 months. What's sad to say is aside from my coworkers he was the only person I talked to. He's the only text messages in my phone and he's one of the few contacts I have. I didn't maintain a friendship with him it was always just business...
    synsterx synsterx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I got blacked out drunk

    and supposedly had sex with my best friends brother. I'm absolutely lost without her now and she said some hurtful things to me. I feel like the worlds shittiest person and I can't believe what I did. All I want is to go back that night and not be so drunk. I've ruined...
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    i just graduated from medical school,

    i just want someone to be happy for me, i'm just 23 lol
    babylonkush babylonkush 70+, M 7 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    I said something's about someone I shouldn't

    had, I pretty much was gossiping , and I feel soooooo bad, cause it's something I don't do. It's really out of character of me. I just feel so guilty and bad. I had no right to say those things about them. I feel like crap.
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    and after a good spanking

    for whatever it was have learned from them. There's just something about a sore behind that helps you learn from your mistakes in a quick but painful way
    HorseAngel33 HorseAngel33 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I did a lot of things

    that i regret. My parents are disappointed and i kind of hate myself for it but i tell myself that i won't ever do it again so that people won't be disappointed in me, i hate that feeling.
    shartrix shartrix 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    I have left friends when they needed me.

    At the time, I was grieving for the loss of my father. I was called selfish for not babysitting my friend's child so she could nap. (I was staying at her place because I had nowhere to go) I feel selfish because I then would only call to ask her for favors, but in all honesty...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Nudee1 Nudee1 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I guess. I mean, when I was in 9th grade I used

    to shop lift with my best friend. (She got me into it). I wasn't as bad as her though - she stole costly things like clothing, jewelry, etc. and she did it more often then me. I only took perfumes, makeup and hair accessories. I took a friendship bracelet once for a different...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    I did something really stupid today.

    Something I can't take back. Makes wonder now the type of person that I have become.
    silencio1 silencio1 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of

    his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys are in the bathroom and pulling the shower curtain back to see me naked! They started whistling and taking pics with their phones. Then they...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I use to be an exotic dancer.

    Then my lil sister wanted to dance so I took her to one of my shows and told one of my guy friends to show her a bad time . My intensions were to get her to hate wanted to be like me. Well it worked but she is scarred now. She is grown now and don't like going to parties because...
    Bipolarshon Bipolarshon 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2014

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    recently have done things am not proud of ,

    i feel slightly guilty as i am seeing a married man ,its quite intense but in actual fact i do feel he is supportive .....hes been with his wife for thirteen years ....they married two years ago ......it actually guts me to think she has had him that long ......i know that there...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 5 Responses Jan 10

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    Somedays I lie awake at night

    and think about the the things I've done wrong. I think about the time I thought wearing uggs was okay.
    AngryRose AngryRose 18-21, F Nov 4, 2014

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    Has anybody recently had a change of heart

    and just decided to go back to what they love doing? For the past few years all I have know is getting drunk and high and I want that to stop but it seems like doing that would be hard if there not sure what they love anymore.
    louis9 louis9 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I have done many things.

    and because of childhood experiences, I am very sexual. BUT IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO MENTION MY CHILDREN PLEASE MOVE ON. I WOULD NEVER DO TO THEM WHAT WAS DONE TO ME BY MY MOTHER. I WILL GO TO EXTREMES TO PROTECT THEM BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. So, with that being said.....I am open...
    alexalonley alexalonley 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    "The times I have fought with my friends

    for no reason at all, makes me want to not be anti-social sometimes. It's not social anxiety, just a feeling of self-regret."
    BleedAshes BleedAshes 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    When I was 12 years old I met a guy through a

    online game. Let's say his name was Eric. Eric was 17 years old, programmer and he was very nice to me. By time we got closer and closer friends. One day he asked me if I had snapchat, snapchat wasn't that popular in this time so I told him I didn't have it. He told me to...
    CoyFaceMaster CoyFaceMaster 13-15, F 10 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    Drugs was the major thing I'm ashamed of.

    Almost anything you can think of, I've done it. It all started with my douchebag uncle who let me try meth when I was only 13 and ended with my weird addiction to Morphine. It's been a rough ride, but I'm 8 months clean and never been happier.
    JLeDoux69 JLeDoux69 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    I really really regret this

    because I hate having it over my head, I kissed my best mates brother who is 26 :/ she knows about it and just finds it funny but her step sister hates me for it and constantly threatens to tell people if I don't do as she says :/
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    I have had the good fortune of meeting the most

    wonderful woman in the world following me divorcing my abusive wife four years ago. We get along brilliantly, she is my perfect soul mate and partner and the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. However... I have on too many occasions gone back to my ex wife...
    bernip0 bernip0 51-55, M 5 Responses Jan 5

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    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    I was living with my ex-boyfriend

    and I cheated on him.
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am doing a lot of things

    that I'm not proud of but they are in the past now that doesn't mean I won't do something else I like a good challenge I love to have fun I think that's part of living if I couldn't have fun I wouldn't know what to do lol I love to live my life before I get too old not to enjoy...
    jeepwrangler1 jeepwrangler1 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I have done things I will never tell anyone

    about.... Some of them I would never do again... Some I can't wait to do again....
    Chelsea84 Chelsea84 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2014

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    Being proud or ashamed of your exploits

    or behavior depends who witnessed what you did and the company you kept at the time....
    checknitout checknitout 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I have done this more times

    than I can count and it's never pleasant! Waking up not knowing where you are or the girls name who is laying beside you is somewhat become an exciting mystery that I get to solve while still drunk in the morning after!
    jbc62 jbc62 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    I stupidly started to smoke,

    like two years ago and I thought it was ok, that it was no big deal. Yesterday, while I was smoking a cigarette, I started asking to myself why I was doing this. I'm young, I have a lot of experiences to live so I can't screw my health so soon. So my 2015 goal is to stop smoking...
    WizzlexBizzle WizzlexBizzle 13-15, M Dec 21, 2014

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    I have herpes and my doctor told me I had it

    for about 5years. I am scared to tell my family. My husband knows but only he knows
    mommywalker mommywalker 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    My wife sleeps with other men

    and I let her. out of fear of embarrassment I haven't told anyone either.
    badbandit badbandit 31-35, M 14 Responses 6 days ago

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    am in love with the girl

    that we work at the Same company, I can't do without her but I don't know maybe she do and I don't want to ruin everything toward myself to her
    fridaymoney fridaymoney 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 52 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    Sigh. Haven't we all done things were not proud

    of? It's human nature. It's what we learn from. However, these things can haunt us forever. Sometimes we do what we are not even aware we are capable of, only to leave us guilt ridden and shameful. I have done many things I wish I could take back, but, those experiences made me...
    nessarachelle nessarachelle 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 29 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Okay so yesterday I went on a date.

    Well we started fooling around and one thing led to another. He rubbed his d*ck against me, but he didn't go inside. I started freaking out because I knew about the whole pre-*** thing. I bought the emergency contraceptive pill and took it. I started my period today, do I still...
    Iamverysad Iamverysad 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    When I was 14 I went to Turks

    and Caicos for spring break with 3 of my friends. We were freshman at the time and met a couple junior boys from New York. That night we met up with them and they had bought us a handle of vodka. I had not eaten all day and started drinking a lot. My friend caught me and one of...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7 16-17, F 10 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I have some extreme dysfunctional sexual

    thoughts about someone. Do the thoughts mean anything?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 15

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    Sure I've done things I'm not proud of,

    most of the time it's just me being dared to do something stupid cause I'm shameless and other times its me doing something stupid without even realizing it and immediately regretting it later.
    QuilltonX QuilltonX 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I am not perfect. I face regrets.

    Every. Single. Day. I am a person who has hurt many people simply out of ignorance. I try every day to learn from these mistakes, but sometimes it is just too overwhelming, all this unintentional hurt I've caused.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Feb 4, 2014

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    I've done terrible things over the past few

    years involving screwing people out of money. In 2009 I sold a painting I had done 4 times to 4 different people, I took their cash and never sent anything out. I've scammed people via western union on the same idea where I'm selling stuff and not giving people what they ordered...
    SuicideLullaby SuicideLullaby 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 18, 2014

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    cassieguerra cassieguerra 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 6, 2014

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    Yeah. But the past is the past,

    and what's done with is done with. Don't forget about the past, but learn from it. The past is what made you into who you're today. Focus on who you are today, and worry about who you want to be in the future.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F Oct 28, 2014

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    My ex kept cheating on me over & over again

    so I ****** his best friend.
    Youngky95 Youngky95 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 26, 2014

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    I did. I didn't think about it at the time,

    but the next day was terrible.
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    loversnfriends13 loversnfriends13 26-30, M Dec 17, 2014

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