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    I have smoked for years

    and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 25 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 8

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    I bought this new ice cream it's really good I

    told my kids it was medicine so I wouldn't have to share it was a little tub 😜
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Jun 26

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    I have done things that i am not proud of

    saying becoz i have fallen in love with a guy shared personal endeavors but at last am like a bullshit here , he and his friends have called me an Item girl , a bastard and all other bad words but i was true to him.....but he left me ....alone and had an affair with another...
    parvathyshekhar parvathyshekhar 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    Every Time I drink, especially with my friends,

    I get super drunk and don't remember most of the night. I have to listen to one of my good friends tell me the next day about all of the ridiculous things I did/said. I regret drinking every-time because I feel like it's getting worse and worse. Last Friday I kept telling one...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 15 Responses Mar 31

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    Anyone ever done something that

    after they did it they felt a little dirty or ashamed
    Stephhpets Stephhpets 22-25, F 50 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Yes I maliciously flag people on EP

    while I sniff mommys panties :(
    SilllySaddissonn SilllySaddissonn 51-55, T Aug 25

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    I have done some very questionable stuff

    that to say the least just wasn't plain right and some of it haunts me at night and I can't sleep because of it
    iwastoldtodothis iwastoldtodothis 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I was supposed to be a bridesmaid I'm my

    cousins wedding,bought the dress , and other expenses.RIght before the wedding,she was acting all Bridezilla,got mad at me,and kicked me out of the chapel.I left ,got a little mad,and snuck in to her reception and booed during the toasts.
    suzymom suzymom 56-60, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    On the same day I became engaged,

    I made out long, hard and hot with another woman about which only she and I ever knew.
    BuckeyeBill48 BuckeyeBill48 66-70, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    So many things... and I keep doing them.

    . The random sex, the random hookups, meeting guys I barely know.. doing things men tell me, even men that I don't meet.. ones that just tell me to dress up and go out to a party on my own, why can't I just be the person I want to be all the time.. Yes it is the majority of my...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I used to self harm. Not

    for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now, if you are hurting yourself... You will regret it when you get older. Everyone hurts sometimes, someone always has it worse...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I know people say "We Are human

    and we make mistakes" but everyday, I think about the things I've done in the past. I've tried to be someone I wasn't, hung around with the wrong crowd, and let others take control of my life. My biggest regret is wasting my time to be like other people instead of myself. Now...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I was 25 and didn't have enough money

    for my rent.It was my last month .The landlord was an older man about 50.so I told him I was $200 short and could I pay next week? I was hoping to get out of it.He told me to go into his office and shut the door.He would be right back.While he was gone,I decided to tease him...
    suzymom suzymom 56-60, F 7 Responses Aug 14

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    After my bad breakup,

    everyone was turning from me, I had a bad reputation as the crazy girl. I turned to the usual kind of self medication. Mostly began to sleep with people I felt nothing for, and popped pills. I dwindled down to nothing as my weight dropped even more. I was a skeleton, hollow...
    CarelessCassie CarelessCassie 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 7

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    Dont slag me out because Im admitting Im not

    proud of it, but when I was 20 and needed money to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly I became a prostitute (in a brothel) and posed nude for mens magazines. Im disabled and was still trying to find regular work the entire time - despite being extremely limited from...
    discotimelord discotimelord 31-35, F 9 Responses May 25

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    I have self harm scars from cutting.

    People always look at me like I'm crazy when they see my scars, but that's because they don't understand the hurt and pain that led me to cut in the first place.
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses May 11

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    When I was 16 years old there was a 28

    or 29 year old mad who pressured me into sex. I didn't want to but he wouldn't give up. He gave me $500 afterwards. I wish that my body was worth more than that. I only now realize how screwed up my views on sex were after this.
    justadreamxo justadreamxo 18-21, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    creezyah creezyah 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 8

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    Several years ago I decided it was time to go

    to counseling to work through some issues I was having with bad things in my life. One of the guys at work questioned me about where I was going a couple of times a week and I told him. He reaction was...oh my...are you crazy or something? I decided to play him and since I...
    jack309 jack309 56-60, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Well I've done a lot I'm not proud of

    but the big one would be, I cheated on my ex wife all through high school, then the year we were engaged i slept with 15 different women one the weekend before our wedding. I didn't cheat the first year we were married then I slept with four girls before our divorce. we should...
    donlapri donlapri 36-40, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've done things I'm not proud of,

    lied, cheated, slept with married men, been the mistress; the kept woman. I was a product of circumstance, stuck in a loveless, sexless, marriage. A product of a short first marriage that ended because of his infidelity. A second marriage ended because of resentment on my part...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 11

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    one year I dyed my hair blue

    because I wanted to be "edgy"...I saw a picture and thought I looked Iike sh*t
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21

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    I fail. I love, but get side tracked.

    I regret things, but can't shut off my mind. I'm scared my secrets will surface. I'm not worried about me, but those it will hurt. I want to talk to the distraction, get past it, but they won't let me, playing games on their terms. I don't trust this situation, my feelings or...
    annon2uishhhh annon2uishhhh 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I wake up everyday heart broken

    and I have to act like I'm okay. I have done things I an not proud of and I can't tell anybody why. Cause if I do than the pain is gone and to be honest I don't want it to.
    Pudgylp Pudgylp 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Indeed I have. But,

    frankly, not enough of them ..
    Newnameuk Newnameuk 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    I left my girlfriend of 3 years

    for a stupid reason, but after two months I called and apologized, begged for her to take me back, But she had moved on. Its been 6 months now. She has someone new. While I'm all alone.
    lockdownfj lockdownfj 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    They're not even big things

    that have any real impact on anything. They're all really small things but when I think about them I feel horrible and wish I could go back and change things.
    newcarsmell newcarsmell 16-17, M Aug 24

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    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I think everyone has.

    I am sure of it
    gundyone91 gundyone91 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I've always been the girl

    who does it well at school and gets along with everyone. I've been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 3 months, I love him so much and I always miss him. But I have this other friend who is also a boy, he's a year older and from the palestines. I've always been against cheating, I...
    imsuchamess imsuchamess 18-21, F 25 Responses Jun 9

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    All the things I hide about myself are likely

    those that make me who I really am.
    EmilyinMass EmilyinMass 36-40, T 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have done something terrible.

    . :-( ..... so i woke up this morning and I was standing at my sister's bed but she had her head hanging off the edge of it I start walking by slowly and I farted .. I couldn't control it. and I laughed .. am I a bad person? lol
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 20 Responses Apr 17

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    ...well that whole pizza wasn't going to eat

    itself 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕
    targets targets 26-30, M 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    I am so lost. I unfortunately don't have any

    real friends I can turn to. I am in a situation of potential life destruction. Not sure how to hang in there anymore.
    samgirl1029 samgirl1029 41-45, F 53 Responses Jul 5

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    701TeaseMe 701TeaseMe 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    Despite doing things I'm not proud of I can't

    say that I regret doing them because these things made me a better and stronger person because I don't believe that you are learning if you don't make mistakes :)
    greenlilacs greenlilacs 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    Who hasn't ..........

    I regretted them. I owned up to them. I never ran from them. I tried to make amends when I could. I took full responsibility for them, even if it wasn't all mine.
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Mar 19

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    I have done several things I am not proud of.

    I have hurt people and almost ruined most of my life. I was here before under a different profile. I had a book I was promoting and I ran a private club. Now they are all gone. Losing them brought me more happiness than I could ever have imagined. I become involved with...
    amarillodream amarillodream 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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    having an ice cube fall of the ice tray

    and shamelessly kicking it under the fridge.. *sigh*
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 12 Responses Jun 26

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    killakim90 killakim90 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think we all have, i have posted a few on

    other threads, i dont feel like braggin' about the things i have done that im not proud of, right now. it seems as though trolls wanna collect that info n twist it around n try n msg u only to use that your experiences against you to insult you or to fulfill their sick egos. i...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I was abused as a child by my biological parents

    and their partners growing up. My parents were 15 when I was born and life was dysfunctional and flat out awful growing up! Some of the abuse was sexual from my dads best friend and random family members. I use to interact with kids in my mums friend circle who had also been...
    KellyKameleon KellyKameleon 26-30, F 14 Responses May 5

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    I was very bad my freshmen year of hs.

    .. Like crazy bad, no legal trouble ever though.. Thank god i changed and am now on my way to college.. I think I thought I was grown or something because of the independence difference from JHS to HS... Lol
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 20

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