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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    Haven't We All?

    Think about it! When you were younger...say, 8 years old, and you were the perfect little kid. Right? Okay, then, you suddenly turn into this feisty 13 yr. old, and everyone is wondering what the heck happened to you! Well, I was one of those pretty-perfect 8 yr. olds. I rarely...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Apr 8, 2009

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M Nov 29, 2013

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    To be short - The things

    that disgusted to me or even just things I didn't like. I turned around hypocritically and did them. I can only partially blame the circumstances I was in at the time but it was still my fault. Mostly, I just became a real douchebag. I've learned a lesson.
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Mar 5, 2013

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    I hope you were all watching the first time

    because I will NOT be doing that again. No autographs please, just the normal talking behind my back and pointing will do. Carry on people, carry on.
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I actually was on EP over a year ago. I met this amazing guy, we talked all the time. I slowly lost my heart to him. We live far away from each other, but yet we talked about...
    princessBE princessBE 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Every time I remember, It makes me feel as though an intangible waste clings to my body, a sticky gunk of filth growing like moulds on my skin the longer I dwell on the memory...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response 5 days ago

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    - Just today. I'm not proud of what I'm doing. hayyy Have you experience working like? You have enough sleep, you wake up with awesomeness and when you got to your working place it...
    sexylorie sexylorie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I have been selling my body for $ , I am 20, nobody knows I'm living this double life. I have a real job too. No rude messages thanks, keep it to yourself, I did it cause I had to...
    senoritax senoritax 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 13

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    Like cut off a small chunk of my teachers hair and place A dead spider in her coffee. Wait I sec too many to remember.
    usernameunavailabletrylater usernameunavailabletrylater 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    A lot In elementary we used to watch all of these videos about how bad drug and alcohol were and I remember I would always tell myself and my friend "I would never do that, it's...
    tootaloo tootaloo 16-17, F Aug 4

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    I grew up in a fairly conservative Midwest town, and as such told myself when I was younger that I would never be one of "those girls who makes out with other girls at parties or...
    hottiewithabody94 hottiewithabody94 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    After seeing what drugs to people I told myself I would never ever do that to myself. I told myself girls who didn't eat enough were stupid and I'm now under weight, I said I would...
    Potentiallylovely Potentiallylovely 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I told myself I would never **** in the ocean...then I **** in the ocean.
    panthrax00 panthrax00 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I said I would never use drugs... I did and had the best times during those times. I am grateful I could put the habit down and I didn't go into any real destruction. I feel...
    KeeWee812 KeeWee812 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I lost 30 lbs about 2 years ago. I was doing excersice and a healthy diet. But before doing that i was, well... Purging. After i lost the weight healthly, i told myself i would...
    Bonnmoqito Bonnmoqito 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    1) I consider my self as a worker, I I want something, I will do my bed to get it 2) I love the gym and exercise, feeling like a train has hit you after smashing yourself and your...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have done corner time more times than I like to think. Off mum used to make us stand in the corner as a punishment in itself. Like if we were arguing or fighting among ourselves...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 56-60, F 7 Responses Jul 31

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    Hey all. The problem I am writing about is very common, I just need your advice. I have a friend, She is really good person, I felt really good when she is around me, we are close...
    missworldever missworldever 16-17 1 Response Aug 5

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    Yes you ask me anything that you need to do at home....i will surely answer them.....mostly i have done those things naked too..
    nudylisa nudylisa 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    1. I'm a massive Justin Bieber fan and have been since he came to light on YouTube in 2007. 2. A lot of people think purple is my favourite colour because of Justin but it isn't...
    Shiningstar26 Shiningstar26 16-17, F Aug 3

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    I Would Never Share Ep With My Friends And Family . I come to EP to get away from them all !
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M Aug 10

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    I have many things to talk about if you want to vent or talk pm me :)
    Daddylicksyou Daddylicksyou 61-65, M Jul 27

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    You have changed my world,you have changed who I am forever.You showed me what love is and how to love.My heart will always beat for you,my lungs breath,and my world go around,all...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Tyreexoh Tyreexoh 31-35, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I just smoked for the first time in a while. I always told myself I wouldn't do it. But then again, I told myself I wouldn't do a lot when I was younger, and I've done a lot of...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    My scars are so ugly. I hate them. Guys if any of you are cutting yourself please stop now, cry it out instead of cutting find a stupid little thing to do that will distract you...
    personidk personidk 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Commit a week experiencing several of our really beloved sites in France. This itinerary has long been carefully crafted to give you the great mix of spare time & arranged...
    Dremavv Dremavv 31-35, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I think that if I hadn't done what I had done, I wouldn't be who I am today and I wouldn't of realized how horrible they really were.
    Oneandonly3 Oneandonly3 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    One word... Alcohol. I said I'd never taste it, but I did. I kinda regret it actually.
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    This past week has been a roller coaster of emotions. From happy to scared to excited to nervous. He's back and I don't know how to feel about it. Have you ever met someone who...
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 27

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