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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I hope you were all watching the first time

    because I will NOT be doing that again. No autographs please, just the normal talking behind my back and pointing will do. Carry on people, carry on.
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Haven't We All?

    Think about it! When you were younger...say, 8 years old, and you were the perfect little kid. Right? Okay, then, you suddenly turn into this feisty 13 yr. old, and everyone is wondering what the heck happened to you! Well, I was one of those pretty-perfect 8 yr. olds. I rarely...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Apr 8, 2009

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    To be short - The things

    that disgusted to me or even just things I didn't like. I turned around hypocritically and did them. I can only partially blame the circumstances I was in at the time but it was still my fault. Mostly, I just became a real douchebag. I've learned a lesson.
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M Nov 29, 2013

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Mar 5, 2013

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have done things that i will never tell anybody except the people involved of course Nothing illegal but still ashamed
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I have done sexual things in places I shouldn't have. I've been caught a few times too. I am ashamed that I did those things. I feel so dirty.
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Only if you knew some of the things I've done. Surely they never hurt anyone, but it doesn't mean they are something to be proud of. We all have skeletons in our closets that, if...
    NoVADad703 NoVADad703 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 29

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    Never Say Never Me in 5th grade: I will never smoke, drink or do drugs. Me now: Well, ****...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    So I'm always one to admit I'm wrong but I'm not gonna let this one go easily. The girl jadeyj who is saying she wants to find a real support group instead of one that just cusses...
    Ldylvlylcks2002 Ldylvlylcks2002 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    It's amazing to have people put up with my personality.. I have a personality disorder yet these people just stick with me. I just feel guilty when my emotions get over me. I might...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I kissed the boyfriend of my bestfriend and i feel so bad about it... I wished i never did it. Should i tell here or should i just be quit about it??
    xallisaa xallisaa 16-17, F 4 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I take drugs to sooth my pain... But tonight I didn't stop:/ I usually can hide my pain well. Luckily they are shallow... I'm effed up huh?:/
    ttboo101 ttboo101 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I told myself I would never try cocaine. Then I tried it, but then I told myself I would never do it again. Then I did it again about about 3 more times. And I know I would do it...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I told myself I would never walk away from god... Then I found out there are way better ones...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Oct 8

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    I told myself that I would never ask my friend. She would have to ask me. After 3 years I just had to be with her and I asked her out and she said yes
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Oct 8

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    Told myself I would never shave down there but I did yesterday and it's okay but hurts like hell but apparently that's normal so I guess I will see I think I might just let it grow...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 8

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    It haunts me like an entity.... all the words said, all the actions taken, are like shards of glass inside me, always cutting me deeper and deeper.... like a constant bad taste in...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    This I would never say if I did not mean it .
    wildman43055 wildman43055 41-45, M Oct 11

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    I once saw this chick face plant and knock herself out, I swore I'd never get that drunk in my life... On my 21st I was so drunk in my stillettos walking up the stairs to my...
    WonderlandOfAlice WonderlandOfAlice 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    There is one person in this entire world who I care for more than life itself. He is a bright spark a star a flame that warms and lights my entire existence. But I am selfish and...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F Oct 4

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    As someone who doesn't handle milk well.... Eating a ton of ice cream without taking a lactose pill... Or drinking a Carmel macchiato from Starbucks. I tell myself never again, but...
    cici0307 cici0307 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [x] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    LifeDispenser LifeDispenser 31-35, M Sep 30

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    Iv done some really stupid things that could have gotten me in trouble with the cops. Thank goodness I didn't but I still had to go through my parents. It can only take one word...
    xxrep99xx xxrep99xx 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F Sep 30

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    When people tell you they're not proud of something they've done, they usually mean indiscretion and similar topics... In my case, I just lied... And tried to hide unprofessional...
    BellaNoches BellaNoches 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I always let little things hurt me.. Mostly because i am very sensitive which doesnt always end in good results.. Ive been through soo many different stages that i dont even know...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    This is a story about how important is being persistent and never give up, no matter how many failures you have experienced in the past. A man was spending his holiday in Africa...
    TheShalottLady TheShalottLady 61-65, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Think Thelma and Louise , Lucy and Ethyl and Laverne and Shirley . That is me and my best friend. She is here for the weekend and 12 hours in to the visit she has caused simple...
    Dancemomisme Dancemomisme 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I have. And I'm sure you have too. Everyone messes up but that's ok. It's a part of life and a part of being human.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    i dont expect anything from anyone- unless they promise it.Dont do that to me. sure, things change but just dont out and out lie to me to make yourself look sincere and good, just...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T Sep 25

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