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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Haven't We All?

    Think about it! When you were younger...say, 8 years old, and you were the perfect little kid. Right? Okay, then, you suddenly turn into this feisty 13 yr. old, and everyone is wondering what the heck happened to you! Well, I was one of those pretty-perfect 8 yr. olds. I rarely...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Apr 8, 2009

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    I hope you were all watching the first time

    because I will NOT be doing that again. No autographs please, just the normal talking behind my back and pointing will do. Carry on people, carry on.
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2014

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    DarkCelestriaRose DarkCelestriaRose 16-17, F Mar 5, 2013

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    recently have done things am not proud of ,i feel slightly guilty as i am seeing a married man ,its quite intense but in actual fact i do feel he is supportive .....hes been with...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I have done many things. and because of childhood experiences, I am very sexual. BUT IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO MENTION MY CHILDREN PLEASE MOVE ON. I WOULD NEVER DO TO THEM WHAT WAS...
    alexalonley alexalonley 36-40, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sure I've done things I'm not proud of, most of the time it's just me being dared to do something stupid cause I'm shameless and other times its me doing something stupid without...
    QuilltonX QuilltonX 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I have left friends when they needed me. At the time, I was grieving for the loss of my father. I was called selfish for not babysitting my friend's child so she could nap. (I was...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I have had the good fortune of meeting the most wonderful woman in the world following me divorcing my abusive wife four years ago. We get along brilliantly, she is my perfect soul...
    bernip0 bernip0 51-55, M 5 Responses Jan 5

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    Yes, I done a couple of things im not proud of.
    Nudee1 Nudee1 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 8

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    Has anybody recently had a change of heart and just decided to go back to what they love doing? For the past few years all I have know is getting drunk and high and I want that to...
    louis9 louis9 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I used to self harm. Not for attention. Not because I'm emo. It gets your mind off the emotional pain. I would've rather felt physical pain than emotional. My legs are ruined now...
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I got blacked out drunk and supposedly had sex with my best friends brother. I'm absolutely lost without her now and she said some hurtful things to me. I feel like the worlds...
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I did something really stupid today. Something I can't take back. Makes wonder now the type of person that I have become.
    silencio1 silencio1 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    I have some extreme dysfunctional sexual thoughts about someone. Do the thoughts mean anything?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 15

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    My wife sleeps with other men and I let her. out of fear of embarrassment I haven't told anyone either.
    badbandit badbandit 31-35, M 14 Responses 5 days ago

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    "The times I have fought with my friends for no reason at all, makes me want to not be anti-social sometimes. It's not social anxiety, just a feeling of self-regret."
    BleedAshes BleedAshes 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    am in love with the girl that we work at the Same company, I can't do without her but I don't know maybe she do and I don't want to ruin everything toward myself to her
    fridaymoney fridaymoney 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Yes. Many many. Some I truly regret. Some were probably bloody funny :)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I really really regret this because I hate having it over my head, I kissed my best mates brother who is 26 :/ she knows about it and just finds it funny but her step sister hates...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    I was living with my ex-boyfriend and I cheated on him.
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    So last weekend my boyfriend brought some of his friends over. We were all drinking and getting tired. I decided to take a shower and go to bed. The next thing I know, all the guys...
    randomnisha randomnisha 36-40, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am sometimes unhappy for what I have done ... I feel dirty all the time and like I have been used too much. Will I ever be married? Will I ever have a man who will love me ?
    CumBag CumBag 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I have done DMT about 6 times from 2010 till last May. All times except one I had the most amazing experience of my life. The only scary part is at times taking it feeling...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I never would... I've been taken for granted by people who told me they cared... I would never want someone to feel the hurt I did. slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    I havent done anything for the last weeks... and my sleeping schedule has been completely off. It's like every time a holiday or 'break' comes around my sleep schedule just goes...
    lonelysoul1088 lonelysoul1088 26-30, M Jan 5

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    I had four best friends in high school (I still talk to two of them regularly) their names were Jessica D.,Jessica W., Shelby H., and Shelby F. And we used to stay at Jessica D's...
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I see the new year ahead and wonder what new experiences and what new challenges will come my way. I hope I can make some good things happen in spite of any unpleasantness that...
    June3053 June3053 51-55, F 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Yes I have, but before details are provided friendships must be established. Some thing are just to much for people you don't know well. Like the time I woke up in a tree wearing...
    jfar123 jfar123 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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