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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    As I get older, I am learning to stop holding

    myself "above" some sort of moral code. I'm human. I **** up. Honestly, there are so many things I "shouldn't" do that I want to. If I had the self confidence and weren't so depressed, I would do even more of those things I swore I would never do.
    CharryICT CharryICT 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    Ok for those of you that wanted to know how

    doped dating went... First of all my sister was a so stressed. This was her idea to start with. She walked out of the place twice before it even started. When she finally got her nerves under control we sat in our assigned tables. They gave us these little cards that had our...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 28, 2015

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    DarkCelestriaRose DarkCelestriaRose 18-21, F Mar 5, 2013

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    And it's these things

    that I have no regrets about! I'm pretty much done with swearing off of things. Idk who I'll be in the next ten years.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 1, 2015

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I've nearly accidentally tried to poach.

    .. Not the animal poaching I mean like poaching a girl... I don't regret it but I do at the same time...
    maddawgaether maddawgaether 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 4, 2015

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