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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    To be short - The things

    that disgusted to me or even just things I didn't like. I turned around hypocritically and did them. I can only partially blame the circumstances I was in at the time but it was still my fault. Mostly, I just became a real douchebag. I've learned a lesson.
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    Haven't We All?

    Think about it! When you were younger...say, 8 years old, and you were the perfect little kid. Right? Okay, then, you suddenly turn into this feisty 13 yr. old, and everyone is wondering what the heck happened to you! Well, I was one of those pretty-perfect 8 yr. olds. I rarely...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Apr 8, 2009

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    I hope you were all watching the first time

    because I will NOT be doing that again. No autographs please, just the normal talking behind my back and pointing will do. Carry on people, carry on.
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Mar 5, 2013

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    I have done many thing I have regretted but there is nothing you can do about them. I have done jail time I got fair and square, I killed a man, stole, hurt, and I am sad to say...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M 5 Responses Dec 6

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    I have done this more times than I can count and it's never pleasant! Waking up not knowing where you are or the girls name who is laying beside you is somewhat become an exciting...
    jbc62 jbc62 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have done a lot of things I hang my head down to. A lot of them I am not sure why I did (I am BPD), something came over and the next thing I am doing something I should not have...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I was dating this boy (P) who I really liked and was starting to fall in love with. Then his best friend (J), who is also a friend of mine, told me he was also dating 2 other girls...
    Elife Elife 18-21, F Nov 21

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    Ive done bad things that i wish i just can fixed but i cant change the past i wish i can but i cant
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Kinda wished I never sent those photos...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I guess. I mean, when I was in 9th grade I used to shop lift with my best friend. (She got me into it). I wasn't as bad as her though - she stole costly things like clothing...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    ok so you do many bad things... so what I changed I came from that guy in cell block 5 to the guy that is a manager of a rc track... how I got any job after jail time I don't know...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M Dec 8

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    So I kind of been hooking up with my manager but nothing more and he's always sending me mixed signals. I'm not proud of this but I am so attracted to him. I try not to catch...
    Xxxitsme Xxxitsme 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I have to quit smoking weed today. My dealer is being sentenced for almost 3 months. What's sad to say is aside from my coworkers he was the only person I talked to. He's the only...
    synsterx synsterx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I have smoked for years and yesterday I stopped. I've always hated smoking but loved and craved it also but enough is enough... Wish me luck!
    LolaGracesSecret LolaGracesSecret 31-35, F 29 Responses Dec 2

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    so what to do what to do... how my 2005 normal rainy morning started for me... well why not go to the jail and talk to Robby oh yeah I can't... he was fryed... lets go talk to...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I do stuff online that I am not proud of sometimes.. I stopped doing it but I sill feel guilty
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 20

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    I need to lick someones ******* but nobody wants to let me ! Any takers ?
    lickalotofass lickalotofass 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    My mom brothers and stepdad all abundant me because me and my brother got into a fight what should I do, sad face
    kandie34 kandie34 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I joined Costco just so I can buy a two pack of desk fans and a huge container of almonds
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    i just graduated from medical school, i just want someone to be happy for me, i'm just 23 lol
    babylonkush babylonkush 70+, M 7 Responses Dec 11

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    in love with a very close person
    loversnfriends13 loversnfriends13 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I use to be an exotic dancer. Then my lil sister wanted to dance so I took her to one of my shows and told one of my guy friends to show her a bad time . My intensions were to get...
    Bipolarshon Bipolarshon 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have done horrible things that im not proud of to someone that i really love,actually to the person i love the most in the world.I will never forget of the things i've done.
    Tessa3 Tessa3 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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    i give up!! its hard to write when you feel so sad , i think life is just like a rubix cube, u have to solve it with every sec of your existence and when u solved it u die, u...
    furmal furmal 26-30 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have become everything I hated. I deserve to be lonely. I deserve nothing. I hurt innocent people. I have lied so badly that it would sicken my friends. It sickens me. To put me...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 3 Responses Nov 28

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    Yes, i have done more than a few things! but naming them to me feels like i'm looking for recognition, so the only thing i will say is that i'm proud to help others and leave it at...
    Gatikasensual Gatikasensual 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I would never hurt someone intentionally. Sometimes I "word vomit" and I just say things that hurt people. I really don't mean to intentionally hurt anyone, it just happens.
    DaddysGirl1995 DaddysGirl1995 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    1. Consistency/Stability(staying in one place for as long as possible.) 2. Books 3. My mother(though we've never really gotten alone she is EXTREMELY important for stability...
    ZenithOmega ZenithOmega 18-21, F 26 mins ago

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