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I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

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    And I Have Forgiven Myself For It Too.

    I told my husband that i would never leave him. I promised to love him forever, to stay with him forever, and to be faithful But i did not. I did not love him forever. I was not faithful. And i did not stay. I felt awful about it for a long time, i still don't feel good...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    More Like Things I Never Thought I Would Do Or Would Happen to Me

    Go to prom IN A DRESS, have sex just to **** somebody, have a boyfriend and dump him, worship the porcelain throne (alcohol poisoning, in other words), be high AND drunk WHILE driving, have great friends whom I care about and who love and care about me, rebel against my...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Once It's Done, You Can't Take It Back...

    How do you deal with something like that? When you think you are strong enough to do the right thing and then you don't. Not only do you let yourself down, but you let down the people who matter most in your life. Is it possible to forgive yourself? Can you keep your wrong...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Don't Be a Sissy

    I have been doing a brazilan on and off for a few years don't find it hard to do.  When I was younger I shaved and it was itchy when it grew back in.  Frankly I find a brazilan exciting and it feels great after you have had it done for a day. Go ahead try it!  
    loveitbear loveitbear 36-40 1 Response May 15, 2009

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    Things I've Done That I Swore I Would Never Do...

    1. Smoke cigarettes2. Smoke weed3. Do drugs4. Go back to Self-harming5. Cry over a guy6. Dye my hair7. Get a tattoo on my legI quit smoking cigarettes but I still smoke weed occasionally.I don't do drugs anymore or self harm. I will never cry over a guy again.I've dyed my hair...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do.

    I'm 47 years old.  And in those years I've done things that I swore I would never do.  I would see my friends get drunk then hit on any guy.  I judged them.  Then later, I did the same thing.  I can't take it back, but I can learn from it.  Like don...
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    I hope you were all watching the first time

    because I will NOT be doing that again. No autographs please, just the normal talking behind my back and pointing will do. Carry on people, carry on.
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Are You Doing Something You Swore You'd Never Do?

    Are you doing something you always swore you’d never do? Were you previously an advocate against a particular subject and had an event that completely changed your mind? Are you raising your kids the way you said you’d never raise them? If you or someone you know are...
    ladaytimetalkshow ladaytimetalkshow 22-25, F Aug 27, 2012

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    What I Did After Promising Not Too

    Cut myself Dated someone I didn't like Had sex with someone I wasn't dating Had sex before I was 18 Faked an ****** Did a prescription drug to get high Cheated on someone I dated Said 'I love you' to someone who I didn't love Send pictures of myself naked Have phone sex...
    thatxonexnobody thatxonexnobody 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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    It's A Short List.

    I moved back in with my parents.I stayed with a man who expressed himself violently toward me.  (don't worry, not for long.)I moved back in with my parents again.Then, I got smart and stopped swearing. 
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I Cheated

    yeah i also hevs done too many things i've never thought i may have ever done i cheated on my husband whenever i see an unfaithful woman on a movie i say how filthy she is i used to judge people how they could rvrt do tht ad that and that i'll never do that but now i've learned...
    bluebirdsue bluebirdsue 26-30 1 Response Sep 5, 2010

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    Though They Might Seem Lame to Others....

    I have done things I never thought I'd do. One thing is quitting high school. When I was a kid, I always said I would never quit high school, which is what my mom & nearly everyone on her side of the family did. But my social phobia/anxiety made it impossible for me to keep...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Football Player?

    i swore i would NEVER EVER go out with a football player. i'm going out with one, i have fallen for him and everything. hell, i use to be all into the guys with the black hair, tight jeans, and band tees, which still sounds pretty damn hot to me but they could never meet the...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 29, 2009

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    What My Mum Said to Me

    When my children were born, I swore to myself that I would never say things to them that my mum always said to me. Now that they're older, I've lost count of the times that I've told them too: 'Lift you're feet up when you're walking' 'Stop scuffing you're shoes!'
    MoonlightDances MoonlightDances 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I cheated today.... I feel

    that I have ruined my character and betrayed the person I love. I am happy at home but right now I'm not home, I'm 6k miles away in china and have a horrible experiences for the last four months. I still have a month to go but it had been a while without human contact and I met...
    Lost881803 Lost881803 26-30, M Nov 29, 2013

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    Haven't We All?

    Think about it! When you were younger...say, 8 years old, and you were the perfect little kid. Right? Okay, then, you suddenly turn into this feisty 13 yr. old, and everyone is wondering what the heck happened to you! Well, I was one of those pretty-perfect 8 yr. olds. I rarely...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Apr 8, 2009

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    Never Say Never

    When I was in junior high I was the goody goody of the class, but it was all down hill towards the end of/after high school. I said I wouldn't lose my virginity unless I was in a committed relationship...that didn't happen. I said I would never smoke cigarettes...
    TodayIsTomorrow TodayIsTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Things I Said I'D Never Do

    I remember when I was younger and even till today, I hear about struggles and deaths of people by the hands of those they love. I swore I'd never get attached to anyone, I'd never get close enough to another that I would call it love.  But I did.  I also promised myself I...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Mar 5, 2013

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    Betrayal

    I don't know how a person can betray someone that they care about and love so much. My best friend whom I met in 6th grade is no longer in my life because of me. (I'm 24 now and she's 25). I feel so stupid about it because we fought on my birthday after the club. I...
    missyou03 missyou03 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    That Is True

    I thought I'll never put up with someone who breaks my heart, I thought I'll never stay in a place that I don't belong, I thought I'll never spend a day without passion, I was wrong. All those thing I had pledged I'll never do, I did. I betrayed all those hopeful believes I had...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    To be short - The things

    that disgusted to me or even just things I didn't like. I turned around hypocritically and did them. I can only partially blame the circumstances I was in at the time but it was still my fault. Mostly, I just became a real douchebag. I've learned a lesson.
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    I Beat Myself Up Over Them. All the Time.

    I have - smoked - been drunk - had sex before my 18th birthday - stolen another girl's boyfriend(that one bothers me the most. At least I didn't know her.) - been heartbroken - considered suicide - been rude to someone who was trying to help me(my doctor) I wonder how...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Was Raped By A Married Man

    I thought I would never have sex like that... I thought I would never fall victim to a rapist but I did I was weaked but I will never fall again... never again
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I believe everyone had done or said something that they wasn't proud of, but you have to remember your HUMAN! Where sinners, we make mistakes, ish happens. No one is "proud" of...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F a week ago

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    I actually was on EP over a year ago. I met this amazing guy, we talked all the time. I slowly lost my heart to him. We live far away from each other, but yet we talked about...
    princessBE princessBE 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Every time I remember, It makes me feel as though an intangible waste clings to my body, a sticky gunk of filth growing like mould on my skin the longer I dwell on the memory. And...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response Aug 17

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    I have sent nude videos and pictures to people in the past. I feel so ashamed. I don't do it anymore
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Really its just one big thing. Its eating away at me and i cant tell anyone what it is... The guilt is killing me.
    Marshey Marshey 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I lost 30 lbs about 2 years ago. I was doing excersice and a healthy diet. But before doing that i was, well... Purging. After i lost the weight healthly, i told myself i would...
    Bonnmoqito Bonnmoqito 18-21, F Aug 20

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    1) I consider my self as a worker, I I want something, I will do my bed to get it 2) I love the gym and exercise, feeling like a train has hit you after smashing yourself and your...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    I hate myself for all the lies and deception I inflicted on my current boyfriend. I blame my family particularly. I am a cheater and this means I have broken my own value system. I...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Yes you ask me anything that you need to do at home....i will surely answer them.....mostly i have done those things naked too..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Last night I texted a bunch of guys trying to get laid but guys I talk to would never take advantage of a drunk girl. One was willing... So I told him everything he could do to me...
    cuteshyginger cuteshyginger 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I was a teacher, at the time and she was my student, when she walked into the room I almost fell out of my chair! Much later she told me she thought she was going to pass out as...
    TLGETtoKNOWme TLGETtoKNOWme 46-50, M Aug 30

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    Oh well I would never do it.But not everyone is like me.I have been blocked twice by people for no apparent reason.People in my circle know I hardly fight with anyone here.This is...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F Aug 26

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    I believe everyone has. Nobody is perfect. You learn from your past mistakes though and you keep moving on. You may even do more things you aren't proud of but it is a part of life...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 52 mins ago

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    I'm not into drinking alcohol. I never have been for various reasons. The top reason for me not imbibing is because I do not like the possibility of getting drunk. I've been drunk...
    MRH1978 MRH1978 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    My scars are so ugly. I hate them. Guys if any of you are cutting yourself please stop now, cry it out instead of cutting find a stupid little thing to do that will distract you...
    personidk personidk 18-21, F Aug 16

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    When I was younger. In about 5th grade i told myself that smoking and drinking was icky because of a program in school called D.A.R.E and it really made me want to stay clean. But...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Is it normal to be so totally angry at your husband but want to **** the **** out of them??? We fought/didn't speak for a week, had angry sex and now have been doing it one to two...
    Wifeneedingimprovements Wifeneedingimprovements 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 20

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    Can i go back in time and un meet some people cause i sure as hell with no hesitation would if i could im so mad ugh
    personidk personidk 18-21, F Aug 16

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    Who hasn't? Sometime's life's best lessons come from the worst mistakes. But if you can outweigh the things you're proud of over the things you're not, you are doing just fine.
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    But some of the things I did I had every right to do but I should have been the bigger person and did what I should have.
    NaNaJene NaNaJene 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I'm not proud of posting this, but I'm not alone. Plenty of teens my age and sadly younger have tried a variety of drugs to 'escape the real world'. The worst I have tried is MDMA...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    But never acid. Imagine a mind, part Secret Window, part 1408, part Pandorum, with a swish of The Others...all with a Rob Zombie soundtrack. Then, put that on acid. I don't think...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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